Im just a filthy mind waiting for my time to shine

Im so awkward
Like I catch people
catching people catch me
Staring at them people
And I pretend like I don't hear them
Saying ***
look at his tattoos
and all he ****** does is smoke cigs
And longboard
I see that in their yuppy *** faces
*** we got so rich and cool
And lost all your freedom
******* and your shrimp platter
and your ****** puma im gonna burns calories on the tredmil
Of every day rich life
My tredmil is living paycheck to paycheck
******* the world
and kissing a girl
cuz really the paychecks pay for our ways to get laid

I'm here for the broken hearts
and the washed up souls
that were washed up with the tide of forgotten waves.
They come crashing in
and out
leaving the hearts on the shores.
I walk the bed of the beach
and pick up little hearts like sea shells
and put them away in a little glass jar
where they sit and wait to be held again one day.

I should've saved that lucky penny
for that lucky penny led me to you
in some wierd way
I was lucky that day
when I lost that penny
that was tucked inside my beat up wallet.
I seemed to have lost everything
but in the chaos I came out alright
yeah I came out alright
as the windows were down
the wind blew  my hair back.
As I reached my exit home
I watched as the sun fell
and it turned blues and purples
and pinks and greens
it was a pretty one
yeah it was
but that penny still huants me at night
I wonder who found that penny
I wonder what luck it brought to them
and I hope they lost it
so another could pick up its magic
but that **** penny still huants me at night.

when I was asleep I dreamed in color
I saw those brown eyes
deeply brown with hints of greens
like the grass that died on that fall day.
I woke up in a frenzy to find you
but you were no where to be found
so I took a leap into the ocean blue
and drowned so I could see you.

Dont eat the worm
no matter how bad that little ****** squirms
it'll make your gut turn
and your eyes swell
a living hell
living at the bottom of the tequilla bottle.

I just want to let you know
that im doing well on my own
if I were to runaway
you'd find a little cross and rocks for my name
to this place you all would know
that I climbed this mountin and ate the snow.
I would hope that you would see
that this world we lived in was just not ment for me
I'd hope the person walking my path
would see that this life I traveled had no map
so if you fear long climbs and decents
turn around now and spare your tent.
For one day I will get here
I'll be in my place that I've found so dear
where the berries are ripe
and the heavens are near
where its just me, my traveling bag, and a case of beer.