When we speak
in whispers
Shh and fingers to the lips
so we speak to speak
But listen do we really
confused looks
tired eyes
my pillow seems nice
where my mind can rest
of all the chitter chatter

Im so scared of showing my friends my writings
as I sit here alone and just type
I realize im missing out on showing my family
what words I speak
over these little lit up letters on my phone sparkle
I see them form into beautiful paragraphs
and I wonder
what if they read this
would they laugh
or would they cry
because my online friends
seen this before they did?

I faught back my words
In my brain I twist and turn
untill iam like your outta my league
just a man wanting to take his chances
take the hard talk
and say girl
you got something
that baby I want
it drives me crazzzy
Cuz I always wanna call you baby

So I wrote a letter to my heart
I said hey how you doing
Asked about the weather all that sweet ****
I said friend
what's going down
how's the life

and what makes you proud
it wrote back
what makes me proud
is when a person speaks up
and gets loud

The moon blasts threw my window and covers me like a glaze doughnut
I want to take its beauty and bath in its glory.
my women dances naked infront of me
all of her glistening and the moon is jealous.
its light can only touch her skin.
while my hands can feel all of her.
I leave the window open
so the wind can blow her hair around
while I run my dry hands over her smooth skin.
I grab her neck and whisper things in her ear.
that only the spiders and there webs can catch.
for we are alone
dancing naked.
Being in love
And riding on the edge
******* the world
one sweat drop at a time
her world and my world collide

I came to you in a dream
my fingers bleed
writin you
invisble letters
people read
No one knows me here
while I lay in a unknown house
slowly memories creep on me
memories of holding hands
and popcorn
and popcorn
and popcorn

I swept you away
cliches
flowers and love yous
kisses and love letters

Make me believe
in this once again
say you miss me
a farewell
is a greeting
touch my hand
touch my soul
see my eyes
see me
please