Days like these hurt your heart
Drown you with sorrows
And haunt you with many demons

Days like those a while ago were happy
Light on the heart
And marked by many laughs

But, there is commonplace between this opposites
I'm still sitting here
Loving you

Whether you be pained
Or laughing uncontrollably
I'll always be right here

There is no end to my love
Only a beginning
One that I will forever cherish

You are my sunshine
And I'll never leave your side
I love you, unconditionally

Desolation, withering trees dropping sadly
Green grass now turned to frozen nostalgia
Oh what great joy life was
When my home was green with life
Surrounded by an eternity of happiness
But death came quick
As I slowly perished inside
Forever never was so short

I must follow my heart my mind and my dreams
All colliding and contrasting
In the same breath

I must be with you always
It's what my heart tells me
You're my goddess

Yet I must move on from you
I'm driving myself mad
My mind flees to my Angel

I must leave my home, see the world
My dreams are bigger than here
Yet I must stay with you

Freedom bells ringing in the distance
A scolding scowl crosses my face
I'm stuck behind the bars of my own heart
Free me, my Angel
Take me from the hands of thine goddess
Whom I love so dearly
Pry my dead hands from her lovely waist
Revive me, give me renewed life
But cry not one tear when I run from you
It is inevitable, I already apologize
She is where my heart belongs
Where it will always be
Just stay here with me for time being,
Will you?

Blood sweat and eventually tears
Spilled upon waxed pine
For seemingly nothing

Hours upon hours
Weekends
Weekdays

It's all over
Time is taking its course
Leaving tonight behind

The end is always bitter
Yet the beginning is so sweet
I'll miss this forever

I'm not sure
If my days drag on forever
Or if they simply run into one another

I'm not sure
If my heart is numb
Or if I'm incapable of feeling for another

I'm not sure
If my soul is reclusive
Or if I myself am

I'm not sure
About much
Right now

But I am sure
About this
I still love you

Blind my eye
Deafen my ear
Numb my soul
I wish to feel nothing anymore

Vultures pick at the carcass
Of who I was
I only know pain
That love
That happiness
Was just a short high
An addicting drug I can't give up