What is the definition
of a person
doing it right,
Is it easy to know
or easy to sight.
Do they understand simply
that to be right
is your own game,
you are the king
there is no one to blame.
Do they think in a way
thats peaceful towards all,
or struggle still
and hit their own walls.
Do they fight like me
with these demons raging,
holding my principles
blaming and caging.
Assumptions of innocence,
naïve they say,
but really it's just the same battle
in my mind everyday.
Who do you want to be
where is your truth,
is there a reason you hold back
am I stuck in my youth.
I see and I know
I understand and I feel
but what's right and wrong
what truth is real?
Lustful hands
bent knees and toes,
pushing and grinding
to places I don't know.
The thoughts say stop
but why? I can't explain,
the force to be in the right
holding me at a stalemate game.
Touching and kissing
heat rising,
I'm smiling.
The battle quieted
by tongues
and their styling.
Exploring,
feeling
open but restrained,
maybe when it's right
my heart wont be tamed.