Faster and faster
I run
Feet on pavement
My lungs, aching
My legs, sore
My mind raw
I push on
Faster
Faster
Almost taking off
Almost leaving this sorry-*** place behind

This love is nuclear
Powerful enough
To destroy
Absolutely everything

Hello infinite star
Shining brighter than everyone else
Admit it
You’re the one who rules the world
Everyone is blinded by you
They don’t see you taking all the power
It makes you shine brighter
They don’t see it, so infinite you’ll be

I have wonderful imaginary conversations with you all the time.

Perfection is a paradox
If you’re perfect you have a flaw
Your lack of flaws  
The things that make you special
Human
Unique

If you’re not
You’re perfect
Your flaws
The things I love
The things that make you special
Human
Unique

I love the things you’re not supposed to love
It’s what makes you special
Human
Unique

If you kissed me
I would die
Thinking it was a dream
I would throw myself over the edge
Trying, but failing to fly
My body would lie there
Smashed against the ground
Bones crushed
Blood splattered

He hung the world like it was a painting on a wall
He stared at it from afar
He shook his head
He said he don’t want to go back there, not at all

You must know
How could you not?
My eyes must scream for you
They must scream how much I want you

You must feel it
How could you not?
You must feel the sparks that electrify me
Every time our force fields split and surrounds us both
Making a bubble
Cutting us off from the rest of the world
Surely you must feel it too

Spinning fast
High up in the air
One golden penny
Smashing against the surface
Diamond colored drops everywhere
A wish sent out to the universe
A wish involving you

You used to be my best friend, even though I wasn't yours.
I knew you only cared about you,
But I had
No one else.
In the movie that was life
I was only an extra
When I refused to accept that, we grew apart.
I made a conscious decision
To cut you out of my life.
And so did you.
I thought we could still be friendly.
Exchange a hello, or maybe only a smile, when passing each other in the street.
You didn't.
You walked straight by me.
Like I was air.
Like I was nothing.

I'm caged.
The present doesn't belong to me.
But the future does.
In the future I’ll be free
If I ***** it up
I’m *******
And I’ll hate myself forever.

crows struggling to escape
crushing the atmosphere
trying to find happiness and cheer

dropping rocks into the blaring ocean
breaking the silence
being swallowed by the waves motion

Dancing in the rain
Blinded by reflected sunlight
For one moment feeling absolutely free

I’m ten years old
Standing in snow
Looking up at the night sky
Waiting for snowflakes to reach my head
I want to sparkle too

Thoughts of you spam my mind
I try, but fail to concentrate
On anything but you

Every song is about you
Every book is about you
Every film is about you

My eyes are missiles
Automatically targeting you
My ears are malfunctioning hearing aids
Blocking out everything but your voice  

Every dream is about you
Every day is about you
My life is about you
It's all about you

If you ever asked me what I thought of you
I would tell you
I would tell you I’m obsessed with you
I dream about you every night
And every day
I write poems about you
I post them online
And hope that someone will like them
So I’ll feel less like a loser
I would say it like it was a joke
Dripping with sarcasm
‘Cause sometimes the best lie is the truth

You’re an ever present ghost
Haunting my mind
Rushing pictures of you
Making me blind

Thoughts of you
Paint my dreams
Making ever present pieces of art
The melody of you
Beating in my heart

Love
is
Slowly poisoning
The blood in my veins

People are like china
Chipped and cracked
But still useful

I’m not a stalker
I’m not
I just monitor your little green Facebook dot

I keep waiting for a sign
That you'll someday be mine
But all I see is you on her Facebook timeline

Your eyes
I used to think they were grey
I didn’t see it
The black and white rainbow
The sulking mist
The cold ice
The foggy sky
The dancing moonlight
The filthy snow
I didn’t see the beauty
In bleak, depressing things
Till I fell for you

Invisible darkness
Enveloping cold
Silent screams
Fading gold

Angry Ocean
Blushing sky
Deafening silence
Trying not to cry

Turning on the machine
Crushing the bean
Filling my body with caffeine
This is my gasoline

Your perfection is an illusion I can’t see through
I like everything about you
Moonlight dancing in your eyes
My stomach full of butterflies

Hair brown as a cacao bean
Skin giving of a golden sheen
A hidden kindness no one sees
Decapitating my knees

Even though I can’t see what’s underneath
I can feel the burning heat
Every time you’re near
My heart palpitating so loud, I swear you can hear

Quoting my favorite song
I’ve been this way for far too long
Lost in a love I never had
I’m too pathetic and sad
You don’t even say hello
Why the f*ck can’t I let go?

Your perfection is an illusion I can’t see through
I like everything about you
Moonlight dancing in your eyes
My stomach full of butterflies

Hair brown as a cacao bean
Skin giving of a golden sheen
A hidden kindness no one sees
Decapitating my knees

My heart
He used it as a ball
Even though it was made of glass
With every kick came a crack
He did his best to destroy it fast
With a final kick it cracked
A gazillion pieces
Spreading in one trillion directions
Spraying all around
Making wounds no one could see
He shattered me

It cut like a knife
Draining me of life
It cut like a thorn
Making me wish I never was born
It made tears fall from my face
I felt so out of place
It made my heart restlessly stir
Just seeing you with her
It made me cry
Made me want to fall to the ground and slowly die

In my dreams I slowly die
I tried to save the world
But then there you were
I forgot my task
You took my hand
You led me to a house
I leaned into you
In this house
We didn't care that the world would die
I smiled
You were finally mine

Empty sky filled with smoke
No more bursts of light
Suicidal snowflakes tumbling down
hitting tired ground
It's last year's funeral
This year's birth
The sun will shine again
Even though it hurts