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Ironatmosphere Jan 2014
CO2
You look at me with a hint of recognition in your eyes
You think maybe we’ve had a class together or played the same sport
Or maybe I am the girl who lived in that house down the road
You know I look familiar
You have seen me before
I look slightly different from everybody else
That’s why you recognize me
But you don’t remember me
I am like the painting you have walked past a thousand times
Without stopping
Never really having looked at it
I am like the carbon dioxide in the air around you
I am there
But I am INVISIBLE to you
I mean NOTHING to you
Even though you once meant EVERYTHING to me
Ironatmosphere Jan 2014
Why does it crack you up?
Is the idea of
Someone
Loving
Me
So preposterous
That you can’t keep that laughter of yours
From spilling out of your mouth like poisoned arrows?
Ironatmosphere Jan 2014
Someday I will leave this town
And I will never look back
Someday I will forget the place where I grew up
The place where I was born
Someday I won’t even remember its name
I will never look back
I will never tack a second glance
The broken memories will fade
Like old photographs
And I will never look back
Ironatmosphere Jan 2014
I am my own best friend
And my worst enemy
I love myself more than anybody else loves me
But I also hate myself more than anybody else could hate me
I am the gardener who helps me grow
But I am also the inconsiderate ******* who tramples me down
Without even looking back
Ironatmosphere Jan 2014
I feel happy for you two, I do.
But not happy enough to want to stare at you for two hours straight
Waiting
While you hug and play with each other’s hair.
I don’t need to be reminded that I am alone,
That nobody wants me,
In the most painful way possible.
I see what you have
And I want it.
So,
The next time you ask me to go for a walk
Please, just wait till you can bear to leave each other’s arms,
So I don’t have to stand there
Waiting and watching,
While my life gets shorter and shorter,
Constantly reminded that
Nobody wants me.
Nobody
At
All.
31 december 2013
Ironatmosphere Jan 2014
The water is so still
It looks like liquid silver
I wonder
If I dip my toes in it
Will I disappear?
dec. 2013
Ironatmosphere Jan 2014
You can’t push me down
You can’t make me hate myself
You can only make me hate the blindness of other people
And their idiotic need to push people down like they were tears
You want to be the highest on the power ladder
Instead of climbing you force other people down with a kick in the face
But you can’t push me down
You can’t control me
I am my own master
What you personally think means nothing to me
People like you mean nothing to me
Nothing at all
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