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DarkDepriment Apr 2015
Heavy eyelids and burned cigarettes,
No sleep
And poison in my veins
Pink lips and sunken eyes these days,
Self consious and bitterly depressed is my state of mind,
Fidgeting fingers and sweat glands,
My nervous outcome,
Love and happiness are things I crave,
But to you, this is all I am.
DarkDepriment Apr 2015
Our days are numbered
The clock is ticking, we are not getting any younger
I'm younger then I'll ever be but I'm still hidden behind closed doors while the adventures outside those doors wait for me,
How about you break down those doors,
Give me to the light above and allow me to explore the sky like a shooting star
DarkDepriment Apr 2015
Inhale

               Exhale


I watch you as you walk with your shoulders and your head held high
So much confidence you leave in your footsteps
the smile you give to the world and the 'Feeling' you leave with people in your absence
I hear the way you speak,
Your deep baritone with so wisdom in your voice like you've been living on the earth for 100 years instead of 18


You didn't think Id notice but when you were walking I saw the falter in your step,
The way your head kind of sunk low and you walked as if you had the weight of the world on your shoulders
Instead of confidence in your footsteps I saw the cigarettes in yours tracks leading to the abondoned shack where you scream your suffering to the world,
I remember hearing you speak to the people and they heard a smart man speaking but I heard a man who was confused and scared that he might not make it to see the next day,
You've been living on this cruel cruel world for 18 years but you wished that you haven't witnessed not even 1,
Your sad, your scared, your hopeless but your not alone.

Oh sweet sweet boy, how you thought you tricked the world.
But I've been watching you ever since.
DarkDepriment Apr 2015
There is no easy way



                               To say hard things
DarkDepriment Apr 2015
This  isnt mathematics
im not trying to test you
Forget who wronged you before you, I swear to you I won't ever hurt you
I know your heart hurts and mines does too
But please open it back up and let me love you
Forget who hurt you before. That person is an ******* who doesn't deserve you. Don't close yourself off or block yourself from ever being loved. Even though we've meant lots of evil cruel people in the world, it's also lots of sweet loving kind hearted people, we just gotta find them or let them find us.
DarkDepriment Apr 2015
Yearning for the night I can roll over and find your lips instead of a lousy text message
Or when I have a bad dream and your right next to me to wake me and tell me that i was dreaming so let's go make some coffee and you can tell me all about it
DarkDepriment Apr 2015
" Forever "

Is just another ordinary word that's used to put a temporary smile on our faces.
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