The sun glistens
And the ice on the trees shine
While the church bells send a haunting chime
Lost in the glory of the apmasphere
She wraps her arms tighter around herself sensing he was near
She knows the end is ineviable
And unquestionable
These are the risk you take as a spy
You know, being the bad guy
She slips behind the building hoping for a moment of reflection
Believing in reincarnation
Another day and another time we will be reunited
Our love song rewritten
The gunefire echos off the wall of the building
Feeling the sharp pain piercing
Never lettings go of the one piece of hope for another tomorrow

It's hard to accept that we are
          not in control of what our heart feels

                      However

        We are solely responsible for our               action

Knowledge of the hearts wants can be used to manipulated and destroy

                        play safe

Babe it's been a long day
Let's say we go straight to bed
Where we can lose ourselves in each other
Where I can lay my hand on your heart to re energize my soul
Where we can gaze out the bedroom window,  watching the stars sing their twinkling lullaby
Where frozen licorice  and pizza is the meal of the day
Where we can listen to Radiolab weave stories and science into sound
Where we can hear all about the Galapolas and feel like we are there.
Where sleep will eventual takes us to another day

she lays her head down to sleep
                 wincing in pain
      from the bruise on her cheek
              what is she to do
           constant looks of pity
                    sadness
                  even anger
   worse than saying she had cancer
        how much can she endure
             she made a promise
             never to be broken
               unconditional love
           so many questions
                so many lies
   how do you betray your blood
            a part of your body
                  your soul
                 your child
          an angel in your eyes
          the devil in disguise
             uncontrollable
                  violent
   no longer can she keep silent