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Infamous one Oct 2019
Don't feel right without doing
Always thinking about topics
Walked away from things
Keep coming back for more
Feels wrong not doing
Holding a pen touching line paper
Made sense at the beginning
Hard to live without writing
Constantly on the mind
Seeing stuff a wild imagination
Somedays feeling numb
Nothing disconnected from it all
An escape from reality
Everything such a blur
Infamous one Oct 2019
At the bar lost in her eyes room fades
More than a bartender light on her
Lost in her vibes welcoming
Her heart means well
Locked in one another's eyes
The world goes silent
Can only hear her voice
A smile that warms the heart
Smiling back sharing conversation
Hanging at a bar sober living new perspective
A whole new experience moment
Warm feeling inside desires reignited
Living this moment taken from the heart
Conversation changed more stimulating
Better than imaged the moment real
Writing becomes an experienced life
Life is writing more encounters
Infamous one Oct 2019
Told stories about life
Shared what these eyes see
Things that spoke to the heart
New feelings for new people
Write to inspire others
Not always motivated
An open heart that means well
Closed out by many
Q65
Infamous one Sep 2022
Q65
Some people get comfortable disrespecting others but once someone speaks up or says anything they are quick to play the victim. Talking about others like it's their right.
Once you call them on their crap they are quick to turn it into a debate to justify their actions. Quick to knock others flaws never looking at their own.
Love family but they are the worse who needs enemies when family makes you out to be the bad guy for speaking up standing your ground.
Years of being treated different once you break free of their death grip. They'll never treat you the same or act differently towards you. They expect you to change but never make any effort to think what they've done but quick to make you look bad for what you've done.
They have eyes like a snake two-faced cutting the cord and staying away from them makes it easier to enjoy life. You got your path there's no overlap or getting along because one made it no one could be happy for you.
They expect you to give up your dream so they could feel adequate about themselves. Have to keep moving no stopping because win lose or draw keep going gain from the experience.
They taunt your mind making you disgusted because you trusted them seen good in them when it was all an act. They try to alienate you because they rather destroy your character than let anyone rise and shine greater than them.
Infamous one Oct 2019
Motivated by family
Mostly in a passive aggressive way
Eventually found a way that suits a person
Use to the silent treatment
Someone is always mad
Don't read minds not aware of the dilemma
That's why communication is key
Treated differently against the odd
Noble to the wrong people
Honesty is the best policy
The truth can be taken should be accepted
While others can't take it back
Bad mouthed by loved ones
Only to be used by two-faced individuals
Contribute way more not expecting anything
Smiled for those who tried to break the spirit
Easier to let go then hold it all within
Free from those judgements
Overcome the struggle one victory
The battle continues working to improve
Infamous one Oct 2019
Feeling the bad come out
Out of the system
Detoxing feeling free
Not craving the crap
Jittery without it
Not feeding the pain
Changing the way of living
Learning from the situation
Improve be better love
What's in the mirror
Don't let things get to you
Keep going strong maximum effort
Don't let others distract inner love
Focus on things that matter
Infamous one Oct 2019
Staring in the mirror
See another face
****** hair with white hairs
Face with crows feet
Dark circles around the eyes
Waking up at 4 in the morning
Brushing those teeth
Able to taste morning breath
Splash water on the face
Waking up the body adjusting
Infamous one Oct 2019
Tried to blend in the crowd
Stood out being behind the scenes
Use to lead got all the blame
Things went well got no credit
Things went crumbled and got noticed
All of a sudden known talked about
For the all the wrong reasons
Avoiding the crowd all so loud
Tried to fix not always welcomed
Being different not accepted or allow
Infamous one Oct 2019
No one writes about love
Talking about the inner struggle
Telling you how to behave
Sober is easier than living it up
The hardest part is to grow up
Let go feels like the world won't let up
Part of you dies to feel alive
Going through changes
What mattered before
Doesn't matter now
She's a year overcome fears
From making drama to finding peace
Confronted others now playing the victim
Said nothing everyone keeps talking
Not even a thought in this mind
Infamous one Oct 2019
Changing the mind set
Coped with the regret
Broke up not going back
Anxiety death grip on how to act
Observed in silence said be better
Another protest for rights
Depression an internal fight
More chaos than peace
Anger making heart rate increase
Old norms from child youth
New noise prefer old school
So many rules made in the mind
Broken rules with cruel intensions
Life lessons and many more
Life blessing are worked for
Infamous one Oct 2019
Finding peace with a broken spirit
Able to tolerate life more with healing
Avoided temptation to stay sober
Forgot to live in the moment
Cut off toxic negative people
Learning to say no
Gave so much and nothing in return
Not expecting anything gave my all
Gave everything left with regret
Hard to forget focused on positive vibes
Great up with nothing
Have to work hard to gain
After it's gained work to maintain
Thankful for everything
Know what its like to struggle
Never want to feel this way
Lifestyle change part of growth
Infamous one Oct 2019
Able to post site was not acting right
Felt like it robbed my way of life
Days writing in my notebook
Silent on hello was neglect
Glad emotions aren't going haywire
Feeling more stable with some control
Able to speak with some say
One day at a time doing fine
Work hard to stay focused
Peace in mind over piece of mind
Infamous one Oct 2019
Use to comfort others
Give advice no on was listening
Others asking for an opinion
Did the opposite or didn't listen anyway
Set in their ways not open to change
Trying to fix a failed relationship
The situation was temporary
Making a permanent decision
Not many options conclusions to be made
Not always the first pick
Thankful to be picked up
Helping others is a great feeling
Worse is when they bad mouth you
Talking like you owe them
After doing favors from the heart
Know their secrets their behavior is on them
Infamous one Oct 2019
Not always going to happen right away
Kept at it eventually things turn around
Trying to fit in better off alone
Argued to make the wrong right
Keep working hard till something gives
Doesn't happen over night
Stay determined motivated for change
Confidence builds up within
Wanting to speak more if it matters
Stand up since everyone else settles
Can't stand out in the crowd
Noticed more avoiding the drama
Said nothing talked about more
Spoke up got ignored not interested
The hardest worker in the room
Respectful to others and welcoming
While others are toxic not open to change
Open minded to learn new way
Another life always looking in
Actions say more than words
Being genuine not into fake attitudes
Materialism doesn't mean better
Doesn't make up for lack self-esteem
Infamous one Oct 2019
In the room providing ideas
Another rejection shutdown once again
Part of a group a team player
When things went well no credit
Got over being the scapegoat if things failed
Knew this wasn't forever burnt out
It was time walked away need to recharge
Respected the team seen as the comic relief
Spoke up many times before
They agree just to be ignored
Q66
Infamous one Sep 2022
Q66
Stopped internalizing everything something's are best forgotten. Let because all they do is distract you from everything. Everyone works or does things differently. Not sure how to work with use to working around the problem. Taking the problem on straight up could cause conflict but usually focused on what needs to be done in a timely manner.
Usually one to rush things but not in a hurry she said yes but don't want to miss or ruin the opportunity. Been hurt before thinking long term instead of short. Asking questions not just going in blind. Trying to get to know a person not learn by trial and error on the go. In denial over all the deceit this person has displayed. Working hard working to make a difference
Infamous one Oct 2019
Seen her as a friend
She was never single
As a friend heard her sad stories
Always with someone
Who treated her bad
Always went back
Whos to live this way
Not the first pick
Or waiting around
Infamous one Oct 2019
Get it off your chest
Speak your mind
Told the truth
All that's known
Seen you as ruthless
Many passive attitudes
Ignored by lies
Pushed out alphas
Free to start over
Begin a new journey
Make an impression
Move without detours
Infamous one Oct 2019
The athlete within sore
Multiple injuries over time
Still wants to be in the game
On the sidelines looking in
Recover get back into it
Tapping deep within
Missing the sport
Coached to pass the knowledge
A fan that prefers to do over watch
So much has evolved with time
Aging been away on the mind
Crazy for another round
Body does not heal right away
Learned to work smarter not harder
Physically demanding to meet the standards
Joint pain feel the pressure
Muscles tender lower back pain
The athlete within feels aged
Hair with a blend of white
Older with experience against energized youth
Infamous one Nov 2019
Keep striving
Someone is waiting for you to fail
Think your are done
Because you fell off
Only getting started
Made mistakes learned from them
Open to grow be better
Walking around with guilt
People tripping nothing but an act
Not coming around anymore
Called them on some stuff
Now they treat you different
Always mad with their drama
They have no say or control
Trying to take you out
For being in the same room
Not interested in lies
Their circle of doom
Infamous one Nov 2019
Had your back things got tough
Needed you no where to be found
Not listening to sad stories
Cut me out when things went well
Blaming others for the hell you made
Dont care to be saved
Back to the same routine
You said never again
Going through it once again
Talking about love
Learn to love yourself
Said you'd be there
No where to be found
Infamous one Nov 2019
Had others in mind
Not talking about you
Another guilty conscience
Being defensive trying to trip
Avoiding hungry egos that need to be fed
Talked everyone up seen good within
While they talk down with judgement
Been respectful through all the disrespect
Told one thing actions say another
Listened while others spoke
Ignored trying to help do what's right
Infamous one Nov 2019
another old face in the crowd
Can't remember a name
Barely see the person in an older body
Been years since we seen on another
Easier to let go the remember
Remembered now a piece of the past
They act like you owe them
Never had your back
Unless you're doing favors
Times have changed never the same
Infamous one Nov 2019
Always back it up
With all the talk
Got tired of listening
Did what couldn't be done
Carried all the slack
Doing what needs to be done
More talk from lazy ones
Behind the back never to the face
Once they got checked
Playing the victim
Can't win alone making up stories
Trying to get numbers to win
Infamous one Nov 2019
Walked away from drama
No need to provoke
Once was down
Now standing tall
A mindful mouth
Silently pondering
Made moves in the darkness
Not looking for a reaction
Infamous one Nov 2019
Been a while on the go
Going through the motions
Thinking what to say
Not sure what to write
Doing what's right
Walked from a pointless fight
Everyone is damaged goods
Lugging around baggage from the past
Use to weird trying to be normal
Q67
Infamous one Sep 2022
Q67
Some friend slandering your character trying to take a girl off your hands. Thinking you can take and touch something that's not yours. A friend wouldn't do that sad to think. Trusting the wrong people hyping them up to be left disappointed.
Not a cheater and it's not welcomed. A person that cheats will get friends to lie and cover up their shady actions. No one wants that pressure or responsibility. If you can't stay loyal and true stay single because it just hurts and wastes everyone's time.
Don't have kids if you can't support them it's the worse when a child feels like it's their fault because the parents aren't there. Unworthy of love being left discouraged watching one parent drunk and the other working hard to provide. Be there instead of picking and choosing when to be a parent. It's a lifestyle not pick and choose when it's convenient.
Infamous one Nov 2019
Grew up on the ghetto side of town
How you claim to be loyal
You been snitching all this talk
Claiming to be a player
Saying I love you doesn't make sense
Words don't go in the same sentence
Questioning the logic
Trying to make sense of it all
Caught in a lie stop with the nonsense
Infamous one Nov 2019
Working hard
Wanting to quit
Determined to be better
Coming back for more
Trying to be the one
Not one of many
Smiled continued to contribute
Positive attitude in negativity
Took pride in work
Earned every cent
Working twice as hard
Made sleep easy to enjoy
While others coasted
Infamous one Nov 2019
Another day full of light
Late nights for writing
A pen in hand
Ink on the pad
Thoughts and plans
Dreams become reality
Big imagination a foundation
Infamous one Nov 2019
Not the same No going back
Things change with age
Time doesn't stop for anyone
Life goes on ready or not
This ride goes up and down
If it flat lines not living
Bounced around trying to belong
Do not always fit in
Infamous one Nov 2019
Another day off hard to relax
Always use to doing something
Older not going anymore
Appreciating life more
Sober living trying to be normal
Not like the rest or made to fit in
The struggle within not so intense
Infamous one Nov 2019
Trying not to be a jerkface
Mindful of others
Respectful of others opinions
Open to criticism to an extent
Being provoked for a reaction
Walked away from the fight
Don't care to argue with stubborn
Set in their ways imposing
Not trying to change anyone
A mouth that can do some damage
Changed not going back to bad habits
Infamous one Nov 2019
Being honest with people is hard
Most are easily offended
Quick to criticize, don't like criticism
Hate taking on the numbers
Everyone's bold in a crowd
Talks big online hide behind a screen
In person nothing is said or uttered
Infamous one Nov 2019
Time off from a routine
Recompose channel center
Recharge new energy
Unwind from stress
Time for things
Back to basics
Haven't forgot
Been away for a while
Heart still wants it
Mind full of looping thoughts
Q68
Infamous one Sep 2022
Q68
Being honest with people is not hard. Some can't handle the truth because they are living a lie. Quick to throw others under because they are doing worse.
Thinking they are doing you a favor running their mouth when no one asked. Everyone has problems what makes yours more important than others who are working for theirs. Sick of those who make no effort trying to look down or talk bad about others.
Make sure you're at your best before saying anything to anyone. Dealing with those kind of people is frustrating and insulting at the same. They point out the obvious while doing nothing to contribute talking to people like are someone.
Infamous one Nov 2019
Let go of the anger
Not fueled by frustration
An open mind ready to grow
In a closed off crowd
Toxic minds negative mindset
Tired of holding back
Dumb remarks made without any thoughts
Took others feelings into consideration
While others try to take and impose
Always asking questions
Infamous one Nov 2019
In the dark composing thoughts
Rise to take on the day
Pondering the next move
Body going through the motions
Another day hustling for money
After the shift trying to relax
Glad to be working always thankful
Grew up feeling like nothing
Working hard for everything
Things are not given but earned
On the rise head looking up
Over negativity expecting the worse
Break this cycle an evil curse
Infamous one Nov 2019
Family love is always tough
The elders always see a child
Cousins want to talk but never listen
Siblings want to impose not taking the role
Twisting words trying to flip them
Calling others on their moves
Return the favor all of a sudden
Everyone is mad angered by truth
No one asked someone is talking
When asked for an opinion
A cold silence is given
Communication no one cares
Do your thing all of sudden everyone is a critic
Infamous one Nov 2019
Imploding within
Wanting to scream
Shout it out of my system
Walked away respectful
Took the moral high ground
Provoked by two-faced beings
Claiming to be better not acting like it
Looked down on overlooked
Toned it down cleaned up
Faded away from it all
Changed over the years
Started new from egoes
Away from that life
Infamous one Nov 2019
Mindful mouth
Keeping the peace
While ignorant noise pollutes
Toxic negative vibes brewing
Material goods can't buy a personality
Doesn't make up for a bad attitude
How you treat people says alot
Respect for the elderly
Manners being polite with another
Values and normals watered down
Change not always for the better
Infamous one Nov 2019
Not buying into the hype
Spoke up not a follower
Hated for the truth
While others praised for lies
Thankful to be working
Know what its like to be broke
Grew up low income
Learned nothing is given
Earn your keep go strong
Shared blessings with others
Stayed efficient and consistent
Rode through the bumps in the road
Infamous one Nov 2019
She was short
With a warm smile
Freckles on her face
His heart skipped a beat
A good feeling about her
Both led different lives
Talking before their class
One focused on success
The other on getting by
Lots of false hope
Friends nothing more
Broken promises
Lust mistaken for love
Mostly assumptions
Friends to strangers
Hidden agendas
Infamous one Nov 2019
Everything changes with time
Starts from within open to change
Having to want it make it happen
Enough is enough break free
Something has to give
Revived with life back to basics
Hustled to survive come out even
Living breathing with purpose
New beginnings ready to start
Recovered from tough moments
Infamous one Nov 2019
Enter a crowded room
Full of people it's all white noise
Spoke when spoken to
Most of the time ignored
Not one to pry mindful
A silent mouth while others bash
Provoked but still respectful
Not reacting or giving a reaction
Staying composed sealed lip
A smile others can't handle
The love turns to hate
Nothing was said
Assumptions are made
Everyone is judging
Bad at eye contact
Once it was made
The tone changed
Infamous one Nov 2019
He was a nice guy
Loved to make people laugh
His kindness was seen as weakness
Once he spoke up against the bashing
Once he checked them for getting out line
He was the bad guy for caring
They said he took life too serious
Turns out they didn't take him serious
He took it as disrespect and shut it down
Blocked it all out showed no emotion
Walked away from the BS
Depends on who's telling the story
He was seen as bold stood tall
Q69
Infamous one Sep 2022
Q69
Being told "get over it" because that person refused to say "I'm sorry" or admit they are wrong. You told them how they made you feel and they seen nothing wrong with what they said or did.
Trying to blame it on you because they'll say you're sensitive. Tell you you're the problem because they refuse to own up.
Call you entitled as a poor kid becoming an adult working for everything. Left alone and they'll call you a narcissist because they can't get to you so they try to get others to see you differently.
Already use to being alone makes you care less what others think. You stop seeking approval. Doing your own thing all this hassling and negative remarks are from people that use people act like it's their right to do so.
Infamous one Nov 2019
Tales of the heart
Some pure with love
Others full with disappointment
Broken heart with defeat
Grasping false hope
Let go learn to grow
Craving love like an addiction
That could never be satisfied
Desires one that can not be had
A taste never to be had again
Infamous one Nov 2019
The cold breeze of winter
A nice cup of hot chocolate
Warm blankets with a good book
Wearing a warm casual jacket
Cold ears was up by a beanie
Breathing being able to see it
Cool and soothing weather
Snow on the mountains
In the distance what a sight
Infamous one Dec 2019
Not sure anymore
Photos of a different chapters
Moments stuck in time
People come a go like the seasons
Let go of the pain of the past
Remember the good times
Shared a smile together
A warm loving kiss
Passionate hug with warmth
Been so long hard to remember
Forgotten memories shadowed by bad
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