Music heals the soul
The heart grows
Desires burn within
Above all the negative
Away from the toxic people
Find your way a solo journey
Think for yourself
Too many voices
Saying what's best
Not doing their best
Thoughts of being alone
No longer a fear
Overcome so many obstacles
Use to doing it alone
Empowered to grow
New thoughts and mind set

Always tired early to rise
Fatigue eyes hard to sleep
Bedtime wide awake
The mind ponders restless
Body exhausted from tedious labor
Lay in the dark counting hours
Making the most of it all
Haven't been right somethings missing
Made time to write it out
A clear mind easier to rest

Not taking things too serious
Let go of the past it's been done
Not focused on the same old hurt
New memories in the present moment
Healed with alone time to figure it out
Asking what's needed to make it happen

Never going to fit in
Overcome many challenges
Peer pressure fades away
Disconnected from troubled friends
Desiree become personal goals
Writing fuels the spirit
Sparks the fire within
Words with human connection
Social anxiety attacks sanity
A smile full of composure
Emotions tucked away
Focused on the task
From being on hold
To in motion on the go
Willing to learn an opened mind
Motivated to grow be much more

Over being uninspired always motivated
Tired of the same routine
Bored need a challenge to progress
Working heard to barely come out even
Lots of projects that need to be finished
Don't like to end things without a say
Always seeking closure for inner peace
Work harder than most came up short
Done more than most not

Keep on writing till it feels right
Dig down deep get it out from with
A whole new world new beginnings
The end of old bonds set free from guilt
Focused on being more not settle for less

New look on life open to start again
Let go of the bad with the past
Seen so much wrong focused on doing right
Be an example for positive change
Not let others make an example of others
Stand up no more blind eyes to bad behavior
Speak up too many insecure bullying others
Work hard never settle for less
Keep open to growth filled with progress
Be thankful count blessings inspired to learn
Be talked about not the one talking
No hidden agendas be genuine with others
Don't be fake only cheating yourself

The mind full of thoughts
Words won't come out
Can write for days
Surviving the craze
Escape the toxic daze
Over the drama at peace
Bad habits over that phase

Too many detours
Back on track many obstacles
Made a new way walk alone
Over being on the same path
Labels from others that dk
Hate from people that settled
That don't understand quick to judge

Change like the season
Not going to get a reason
Cannot change the past
What has already happened
Move on in the present
A future of new beginnings
Fresh start open to change
Not regurgitated failed endings
Live in the moment
Empowered with inner peace
Find closure by letting go
Moving forward focused
On what matters and feels right

Feel the change within
Make all the wrong right
Time is limited get it done
Bet the clock within the time slot
Treat others right
Even if they don't value
Appreciate all you done
Make the most of it
Smile with passion
Do what needs to be done

Growth and change
Not the same person
A reflection of difference
Turning the page with wisdom
Age overcame all the rage
Another restless night
White hairs astray
Healing process mentally
Physically took it's toll

Use to be broke as a joke
Now thankful to be working
Grateful to be doing something
Called names and given labels
Moved on not stuck on the past
Things happen so fast not attached
Before they get started departed
Comes to an end no need to pretend

Around through the rough times
Celebrating the good times
Overcome many obstacles
Humble after all the betrayal
Given opportunities for change
Progression never settle for less
Made the most of every moment
Stayed loyal to the wrong people
Not lowering standards to be accepted

Another day to write
Day or night made time
Feel complete within
Deep in thought fill the page
Emotions running deep with truth
Things feel right with a pen
Ink bleeds on the pad
A sense of self with worth
Composure find inner peace

Never too late to achieve success
Be great pursue passion
Sometimes avoiding the drama
Better to confront not accept defeat
Time to grow finish whats started
Once lost focused on the journey
A lost lover that couldn't be saved
Death of a sibling placed in a grave
Memories not always the same
Part of life welcomed the change
Time will heal from a deep struggle

Kept going strong
Proving them wrong
Never settle for less
Bettering the situation
Focused on being better not like the rest
Not meant to fit in different for a reason
Moving onto better things

Not part of that life anymore
Don't care to keep contact
Moved on things never change
Meant to grow not remain the same
Open to learn inspired to achieve greatness
Not about fame but doing what's right
Told the truth got heat for honesty
Be a good person not mistreat others

Not one to fail
Never give up
Keep going strong
Push through it all

Another day to be faithful
Each day is a blessing
Be grateful and thankful
Not everyday is promised
Live life to the fullest
Love with all your heart
Give with maximum effort
Don't cheat yourself hiding
Be yourself it's all you know

The cloudy day and refreshing breeze
A calm settle mood to embrace
The fresh scent of wet dirt
Cause by a light rain passing
Jacket weather is much better
Moisture in the cold air
Damp mixed with dried out leafs

Lost in her eyes
After saying hi
Her warming smile
Drives others wild

Thick framed glasses
Always had an excuse
The days of being used
Are over but just begun

Tender loving hugs
Full of emotions
Hard to let go

Asked for her number
Wanted to be the one
Not one of many
Willing to do anything

Heard her laugh
Love her smile
From love to hate
She use to be great

Gave all her love
She showed up late
Missed my chance
The moment passed

Hot to cold with emotions
Haven't talked for year
Growing old not use to new
Another chapter in this story

Always wonder why it's yet to happen
Not meant to fit in anywhere
Don't always belong to anyone
Not like the rest made different
Being a rebel makes sense
Others assume the worse
Not quick to judge other flaws
Given opinions when no one asked
Suppressed thoughts to protect others
Not one to hurt others with words
Hurt by others double crossing acts

The wind blows hard
Riding against the wind
The warmth causing perspiration
Free mind let's go of drama
Isolated lost in a book
Writing it all out

Work hard without complaints
Keep going strong while burnt out
Addictive insanity return for more
Full effort given with desire
Denied by many not settling for less
Reject with self respect in tact
Invest in a dream with passion
The vision makes sense within
Not always turning out accordingly

Writing enlightens the mood
Makes the day brighter
Overcome the crazed daze
Another phase to rise above
Not ranked or a favorite
Overlooked not the norm
A heart with will all in
Against praised skill

Another day to be better
Start new a fresh beginnings
Over come all the bad weather
Looking forward no more going back
Not staring at the past
Since it cant be changed

Woke up rested
Rise and shine
Everything will be just fine
Another day in the sun
Her smile melts my heart
Who knew it would fall apart
She couldn't be alone
He like to be on his own

Times have changed
Doesn't mean for the better
Not about that life
Not taking on others problems
Focused on what's known
Over all the compromise
So much made up nonsense
Not listening to the lies
Learned to stay away
Doing what feels right
Accepted most flaw and all
While others pass judgement
All the insecure pass doubt
To feel superior some security
Not one to argue with others
Set in their ways blocking progress
Open to growth can't stay the same

Doubted, did way more than most
Judged and talked about by others
Minding his mouth and business
Hardest worker in the room
Gave his all came up short
He was overlooked
Failed turned weakness into strengths
Learned from the lesson
Observant working twice as hard
Not making the same mistakes
Room to grow willing to improve
Doesn't complain grinds through it all

Another day in the books
Reflect on things from the past
Aren't as bad as they look
Writing always gave him a voice
An opinion show emotions
Without others twisting his words
In the mind showing no emotions
Working hard body like a machine
Working twice as hard
Crazy enough to go back for more

she stared in his eyes
noticed someone different
both had grown up
Not the same people
year out of school
lived different lives
Reunited as adult
He loved her since day one
from the friend zone
Mutual respect for one another
it's like she dated everyone
but him he was hurt, blocked it out
she could never be single
with someone who treated her bad
Did her ***** she deserved better
she told him all her troubles
he feared telling her hownhe felt
Being denied and rejected
The fear took his breath away
Holding back but had so much to give
After many failed relationships
He had his doubts after being hurt
knew love in his heart
Because love conquers all

She never forgave him
He learned to forgive himself
She turned her back on him
Cut him off and all signs of hope
From good friends to rivals
From endless conversations
Now the intense awkward silence
No going back the discomfort zone

He didn't believe in denying himself
To be liked to be accepted
Not listening to the doubters
Rejected labels a natural leader
Not a follower worked harder
Busting his *** never a kiss ***
His work stood out no excuses
Not a brown noser full of lies
Not seeking approval of others
left for dead overlooked yet again
underestimated still doing more

The tough times come
Making it through the hard part
He helped loved ones
Stayed loyal and true
Friends to foes grew apart
Over a lustful lady
A friendship crumbled to dust

Hard to make new friends
Not quick to replace the old ones
They are quick to replace me
I'm a forgiving person
While others hold a grudge
Moved on can't keep waiting
Said sorry no longer friends
Too bad it came to an end

On hold for too long
Starting over again
Picking up from ends
Where things left off
Fear of things going wrong
Been down for too long
Tired of waiting the delay
Over the road blocks
Not lost mentally
Thinking of a way
Forward with obsession
One step with progression

Overcome all the drama
Hard to talk to Mama
Moving onto the next
Not bothering with the ex
Taking shots not interested
Listening Since it's over
Faced fears got too comfy
Stepped out of the comfort zone
Part of personal growth
Forgiving yourself inner peace
Learned to let go of the bad
No need for toxic negative vibes
Focused on good deeds
Motivated to live good vibes

Writing has my back
It doesn't twist my words
Others try to manipulate
How you feel with their emotions
They can't figure you out
So they assume the worse
Not thinking about them
For not liking anything
My name is always blurted
Coming out of their mouth

Been knocked down
Back up standing tall
Told the truth received hate
Betrayed by friends
Spoke good about them
Slandered my name
Behind my back
Spoke to their face

Not trying to argue
Or fight with stubborn
Set in their ways
Causing frustration in the way
Avoid them and pray
No time for rude and crude
Not alike working to better my situation
Not looking for a hand out
Willing to lend a helping hand
Writing helps with sanity
Venting hoping to relate

Stand in front of the mic
Ready to spit a verse
The words won't come out
Feels like time is running out
The night life to staying home
Friends are gone with the wind
Use to those lonely seasons
Social media feeling disconnected
Closed off more selective now a days

working for mine
things between us are not fine
always respectful to you
you are rude neglectful
what happened to you
Everyone bound to change
Why stay the same
No big on drastic change
Everything goes away
Thoughtful memories remain
Told the truth real friends do
How you my friend bad mouthing
Behind my back more insults
Over the cold shoulder

Trying not to stress
Heart begins to race
Shortness of breath
Tragic thoughts replay
Reliving the moment
Sent away no going back
Avoiding disrespectful people
Intruding spaces provoking
Prefer to be alone to write
Mean mugging faces go away