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Q47
Infamous one Sep 2022
Q47
Being right is more important
Than getting along find closure
Not listening to others concerns
Expecting them to give you attention
Talking about everyone is not right
Pointing out the mistakes everytime
Holding their flaws against them
Doesn't make you a better person
No one is asking for your opinion
Looking down instead of helping
Using a grudge to justify bad behavior
Instead of forgiving moving on
The silent treatment doesn't help
You're obviously still mad not talking
Cutting the cord is easier than prying
Family divided instead of united
Emotionally weak acting tough
Clean up the language always bitter
Ribbing on everyone but can't take it
No one's listening or cares
Unless it's them being in the center
Trying to control the narrative
Control the scene while making one
Infamous one Jun 2019
So much good in the air
Another graduation celebration
All levels of education
Inspired to achieve greatness
Infamous one Jun 2019
another day to celebrate
let go of all the hate
good times come and go
Feel the sun and warm breeze
smile live and laugh
good music to vibe with
Infamous one Jun 2019
Feelings within agonizing pain
Doesn't always make sense
Not one to present emotions
Going through the motions
Have spoke for days
Long week days such a daze
Frustrations all time high
Will get through it
Rise overcome the drama
Infamous one Jun 2019
Many come and go
Without reason understanding
Hard to get close with a heart
Not be clingy show no emotion
All the wrong with influences
The good quick to bail
Watched the seasons change
Seeking purpose for this quest
Reason for this journey
Treat others right
Stayed humble within
Standing tall left alone
Ran home locked in a room
Lots of personal growth
Stay humble loyal
Infamous one Jun 2019
To make a person mad
Then say I love you
Or under the influence
You say I love you
Ruined a moment and good time
Making it hard to love
Destroying others to feel secure
Over all the games
The pain with boils
The scares begin to heal
Learning to live
Learning to love again
Hair turns white with age
Be with someone who is fair
Feel like an equal not looked down on
Infamous one Jun 2019
Respect for others
Raised that way
Hard to trust
The broken shatter others
Over being ******* over
Stayed away
So much betrayal
It's not normal
Aim to be happy
Not settle for less
Unforgiven by deceivers
Not one to change others
Tired of the ways of lies
The phony are praised for wicked ways
Kept out for caring in a fallen world
A heart that will not turn to stone
But not taking crap
Provoked avoiding drama
Infamous one Jun 2019
If writing can take the pain away
All the stress and anxiety
Stays for days while friends go away
Get in a romantic relationship
Forget about past friendships
The mind screams over memories
Tried to fit in got rejected
Avoiding others use to being alone
No need for approval moved on
Now others are in the way
Infamous one Jun 2019
Hard to understand
Gave it all never enough
Always in demand
Many favors accepted
One mistake denied rejected
Over the double standards
Wanted in always kept out
Once inside really want out
Infamous one Jun 2019
A throbbing pain vibrating
Wandering mind on the go
Lost within deep thoughts
Simmered down emotions
All the aches from within
Won't break this spirit
Blocked out others
Not let them inside the mind
Took a beating to the face
Lots of growth helped overcome
Emotional healing from wounds
Infamous one Jun 2019
Remembered those thoughts
Relived those feelings
Blocked them out
Came back stronger
Faced the fears not so big
After the mind Builds up hype
A whole new lit perspective
Nerve wrecking obstacles
Full of life after being drained
Q48
Infamous one Sep 2022
Q48
Being the voice of reason
Made him numb detach feelings
Focused on the task not the problem
He loved too much expecting equality
Ending up disappointed feeling betrayed
No one has his heart or cared as much
Usually in the back working hard
Saying how he felt got him hurt
The worse is when he catches feelings
Gets a crush on a person of interest
Never thinks the same it's complicated
Or feel the same way back
Infamous one Jun 2019
On the way to work
The scooter glides through
Against the warm breeze
Vibration through the body
The handle bars
Holding onto the grip
All the worries drift away
Stress slips out carefree
Replaced with an adrenaline
Infamous one Jun 2019
A shouting contest
Back and forth
Both with pride
Thought of being right
An insult to a bruised ego
A sucker punch
Doesn't make it right
Fired for a job
So much has been
No going back
Not sure how to act
One quick to overreact
Infamous one Jun 2019
The blood rushes
To a beat and swelled face
Avoiding people lots of talk
Reminded of the bad
Trying to stay positive
Do well be good
Focused on greatness
Infamous one Jun 2019
Finished the task
Overcame detours
Surpassed delays
Start strong
Finish strong
With a heart
All in full force
Infamous one Jun 2019
On the way to work
Avoid the drama
No longer involved
Not playing in the dirt
Dont care whats said
Or care what anyone heard
Negativity not spreading the word
Infamous one Jun 2019
Tapping into the mind
Deep in thought
Feeling the vibes
Hard to remember
So much change
Turn the page
Infamous one Dec 2018
Staring at a blank page
Dk what to say
Or what to write
Always on the mind
The right pen to fill the word
Find the feelings within
Infamous one Jun 2019
Tired of the same old scheme
Burnt out with things
Dreams so real
Means so much
Yet so far away
Started strong went along
Detours along the way
Annoyed to have strayed away
Going back been there before
Not sure where to start
Left due to falling apart
Infamous one Nov 2015
Wake in the morning heart racing hard to sleep
Some days better than others
You ask God and other times you are wondering
Gave your all to a job that let you go because of someone who provoked you and you sank to their level
Struggling to survive but still thankful to be alive
You think about the past the fear of the future and not knowing
Taste of stomach acid is the back of your throat
Vision blurs under frustration writing goals and dreams
They mean nothing without and results the only satisfaction and gratification.
Seen a girl and think how can she be mine if I have nothing to offer.
Thinking it might or might not happen adding to anxiety
Infamous one Jun 2019
Thoughts are looping
Around a burning fire
Damp Sand between toes
A cold wind blowing
Ocean waves in the distance
The night sky filled with blackness
So much has changed
Able to cope with it all
Ambers pop land on the sandy ground
Burning wood turns to ashy dust
Slow down feel time pass
Infamous one Feb 2019
Solitude at ease
Found inner peace
Avoid those causing pain
Bad memories remain
Focused on being better
Never see you anymore
Wrote a love letter
Thoughts you'll never read
Infamous one Jun 2019
Thinking of this
While that is going on
Mentally far away
Not in the present
Physically going through
The motions are felt
Coped with emotions
Feelings calmed retained
No longer getting the best of
No more overreactions
Infamous one Jun 2019
The warm hearts turn cold
Fear of getting old
No place to go
No where to stay
Thankful to be awake
A new day has begun
Seeking closure
Inner peace within
Q49
Infamous one Sep 2022
Q49
Praying for lost ones
A formal friend that shared memories
An ex that once was able to tolerate
Failed love no changing the outcome
Silent treatment from siblings hurts
A friend who's health is in decline
Wanting to reach out not sure how
I'm sorry I hurt you meant well
Too bad it all went wrong
Got sober that was my apology
Had to do it for me since things ended
Getting mentally strong this heart torn
Fading away from that toxic scene
Left alone isolated with thoughts
Lonely nights writing it out
Words ran deep hard to sleep
Letting pride get the better of thing
Sorry won't fix the wrong
Altered behavior wasn't enough
Coexisting made it tough
Reaching out being ignored
Not worthy stance was made clear
Tired the grudge being held over head
Faced the truth everyone so ruthless
Miss you all wishing you the best
This hurt will fade over time
Gave it to God prayed for better days
Infamous one Jun 2019
Being torn down
Standing in the hole
Feeling wholesome
Starting a new
Flirting with the hurt
***** secrets in the name of love
Darkness is no longer creepy
Since it's become the norm
Infamous one Jun 2019
Friendly bond that use to be strong
Things crashed and burned
Everything went wrong
Hard to fix beyond repair
Trying not to hurt others
Most offended easily angered
Been hurt before become immune
Bounced back many times
Consideration for others feelings
Over all the imposition
Not aware of the situation
Infamous one Jun 2019
Taste of coconut lotion
Curly hair scent of chemical
A smile that melts the heart
If looks can kills consume the soul
In a bad mood not surprised
Open with tender love
Now closed off cold like stone
Friend to foe now stranger
Someone that one use to know
Infamous one Jun 2019
Do what make you happy
Share a smile with others
Joke to change the tone
Fill the air positive energy
Cheering laughter for all
Avoid toxic negative people
Some are just set in their ways
Don't expect change from others
They have to want it for themselves
Be yourself its all you know
Be real not fake in the end
You are only cheating yourself
Infamous one Jun 2019
People want you to change
Never want to change themselves
Always talk what others are doing
Never about what they've done
Infamous one Jun 2019
Not about you
Upset things didn't go your way
Made rumors about others
Claim they are up to no good
Made them look bad
To feel better over insecurity
About yourself doubt
Taking all the credit
Pushing others out
Most won't quit
Determined not stay down
Work their way around
Infamous one Jun 2019
Asked a question
Most change the subject
Laugh it off not taken serious
Proving your worth
To those who don't care
Since it not about them
They'll forget about you
Vicious circle of cruelty
Happy for them
The realness is true
Fake phonies acting
The game is over
No need to pretend
Infamous one Jul 2019
Been going strong
Feeling better about it
In love with a moment
Hard to make new ones
Live in the present
Out of the pool of thought
Always observing
Post it note on the mind
Striving to be myself
Not who others made me out to be
Infamous one Jul 2019
Keep focused on the dream
Everything feels so unreal
Made it against all odds
Felt like the support came later
Working for the moment
Never happened right away
Things fell into place eventually
Told no desired it more
Doing the work got criticized
By those who just watch
Always talking made no effort
Infamous one Jul 2019
Been down before
Got back up
Took a stand
Others got mad
Friends to strangers
Double standards favored
Turned a blind eye
When others do wrong
Placed on trial and labeled
When one mistake is made
Q5
Infamous one Aug 2022
Q5
He loved her but it was over. She didn't believe in his dream. She told him he wasn't good enough it tore him up from the inside out. The anger didn't resonate with him. He did what he loved while everyone else gave up on their dreams.
He was pursuing it behind the scenes working his craft. Getting better educating himself trying to apply what was being learned to better his situation. His family didn't get or understand him since he didn't listen to NO or like being told that he couldn't do it. Giving his all even though it wasn't good enough staying positive working it from all angles and directions eventually it would work out fall into place.
He wanted to write stand up and sitcoms tell his story. He took those steps shared with friends and did his podcast that gave him a voice. He broke free of his family they called him delusional and kept him out for being single and not having a family. He was smart didn't want to do that with just anyone.
Q50
Infamous one Sep 2022
Q50
Sorry for your loss losing a loved on must be hard. Seeing close friends hurt is hard to watch. Wanting to help not sure how or what to do. Being supportive isn't enough. If taking pain was a power I'd like to use it to make people better. Sad for them trying to understand more questions than answers.
Learning to be around during those tough times. Anxiety takes over when bad is going on. Feeling overwhelmed when people argue or cry not sure what to do. Would like to help but not sure how. Always praying for others health and their needs are met.
Infamous one Jul 2019
Chaos remains in the aftermath
Overcome what use to be
New begins on the horizon
Failed endings fade away
The light shines bright
Away with the wicked
Focused on doing right
Writing making it better
A truthful mouth is hated
While lies are praised
Believed by the phony
Infamous one Jul 2019
Ready to go
Everyone is flaky
See the show emotionally invest
Always on time
Most running late
The only one who care
Show up early extra time
If lost to find the way
Maybe find the way sooner
Working hard to maintain
A position open not given
But earned not handed to the lazy
Should be given to the hardest worker
Bad decision driving the worth crazy
Doing the righteous *****
Infamous one Jul 2019
Hard to sleep
Overwhelming heat
Sore tender feet
Lower back pain
Sweat bead forehead
Trying to remember
Somethings missing
Infamous one Jul 2019
Felt with a broken heart
Hurt others being headstrong
Learned so much
Unlearned bad habits
Rewired mind healing moving on
Overcome self destruction
Multiple malfunctions rise above
Infamous one Jul 2019
Always denied not surprised
Felt part of the team
Then sent away
Doesn't feel like anything matters
Not normal no longer making sense
Once had value in the heart
Now it's worthless
Infamous one Jul 2019
Brain chemistry changing
The world's a mystery
Feelings changed for the better
So many questions no answers
Infamous one Jul 2019
Use to break rules
Now following applying to them
All about the chase
An addiction adrenaline brush
Couldn't be fix
Mind wired playing tricks
Couldn't get enough
Got rough to go without
Tough time made it through
Highs and lows had to adapt
Infamous one Jul 2019
Lays with a pillow on his face
Yelling at the top of his lungs
Smothering out his cries
Another passive aggressive ***
Ruining others days
Not trying to argue
Keep pressing the issue
Picking a fight
Provoking others to give in
No longer empowering
Buying into the manner
Infamous one Jul 2019
Two young adults
Smile at one another
Both with similar interest
He was a nerd and playful
No experience with women
She was the popular girl
Well rounded liked by most
The chemistry between them
It was intense magical moments
Spending time together
Getting to know one another
Infamous one Jul 2019
False pain on a memory
With time it fade away
Like a crutch to lean on
Able to support your own
New stories to tell others
Living life in the moment
Conversations deep intense
Make it through the suspense
Infamous one Jul 2019
Stared at the wall silently alone
Deep in thought remembering the lost
Friends turned to foes now stranger
Loyal to all the wrong women
Most come and go like the seasons
Emotionally reserved from it all
Feelings of investment would be bankrupt
Q51
Infamous one Sep 2022
Q51
This love was wrong
Could never be right
Another argument at night
This mind is strong blocking it all out
While this hear is weak
Fear of being alone disconnected
Hanging in there empty inside
A failed lover fading passion
Cheap romance won't advance
Scars run deep down to the core
Strangers who dk each other anymore
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