Someday thoughts over flow
The pen puts them on the page
A day without writing
Such a scary thought
The ideas filled with randomness
What needs to be done to feel complete
How to get there in a timely manner
Writing checks the insanity
Try not to criticize others
Opened to learn live life
Stories that need to be told
Shared a life a significant other
Memories full of life remembered
Treasuring youth days never getting old
Hard to let go of things that bring a smile

Driving on the road alone
Traffic not so bad driving fast
Walked in the store real quick
Grabbed what needed on the way
Now staring at the new art pad
Not sure what to draw first
But ideas floating around the mind
See her face a loving smile that shines bright
Not able to explain the beauty that's felt
Drawing is soothing not great at shading
Emotions come out defined from within
With the pressure of the pencil
Could be deep and dark full of detail
Or light with shades forming a picture
Every line detail needs to be done right
Affraid to mess up start over again
Might do it better or might turn out worse
A creative heart makes sure it comes out great
Won't let go till it's done correctly
Once it's sent out for the world
Peace within since it feels right

The strings on the guitar
The vibration matching emotions
Music takes what's within
For others to enjoy maybe relate
Play fast the heart beats just as quick
Sing the words from your soul
The hair on your face stands
Feel tingling so beyond real
Play slow hold a note tell a story
Memories from the past a life time
Moments lived not forgot brought a smile
Relived in the head a better time
Giving life better than feeling dead within
The struggle that helped with growth

Use to be scared to share my thoughts
Afraid to be criticized for efforts made
Told the work was not good enough
Try more than most pursue the dream
Even  with failure a lesson is learned
One step closer to making the reality

At the bar enjoying a Dr. Pepper
Waiting for a friend to arrive
About to have a meal for two
Not expecting much be myself
Hanging out with her
Surprised she said yes
Talking about childhood history
Reminiscing in the past in the future
Funny stories causing laughter
Not that adulthood is going accordingly
Ordered a burger and fries to savor
She made a healthy selection with a salad
A kiss of public affection was not common
Both prefer to be private with one another
Walked together hand in hand
Both walked by the road to enjoy the night
While he stood between her and cars passing
The night lights lit the way the city life
The stars sparkled over head
A magicial night like a shooting star
Like a wish came true for them
No one knew too good to be true

Locked in an room
With another being
Observe their body language
Listen to the tone in their voice
Every personal with unique traits
With different physical functions
Reactions might cause stress
Awkwardness wanting to escape
Most are polite others impersonal

He focused on work
His health scare
Made him want to break out
Escape the routine
Caring more than most
Wanting kids some day
Watching his cousins
Pick bad habits over their children
A healthy relationship
Not use kids to manipulate one another
Be with the right person
Been with the wrong for years
Remaining loyal to cheaters
Giving that life to the person
They cheated with to hurt you
Paying dues while others steal
Take a free ride still blaming others
Hard working determined to make it
Still dream not able to do it
Working behind the scenes
Times are changing confusingly
All the old ways  fade away
Rising from the bottom with potential

Taking it slow burnt out from it all
Time to relax compose yourself
Warm hot chocolate the right temperature
A good book as comfort feeding the mind
Warm fuzzy slippers keeping the toes toasty
A comforter to protects legs from chills
Finding cozy time rewarding
Winter weather makes the world calm
A fresh break from the scorcing heat

Always quick to save the day
A forgotten hero picking up the slack
First to jump the rest stayed behind
Took the lead now wandering alone
Set aside after many favors good service
Disrespect a cold chill down the spine
All talk no honor in the meaningless words
Lots of false promise echoing
Disturbing the peace
Breaking the silence

Woke up free from the burden
Year of not feeling good enough
Told what to wear trying not to care
Status does not hide attitude
Clothes don't make a person
Others careless quick to criticize
Placed in another box
Just like some clothes not a fit
Working out through the hurt
Pain is not always pleasure
The mirror a huge enemy
No one cared so much pain
Find your self in others
Most of all be yourself
Love yourself no one will
Do it for yourself
They'll try to knock you down
Don't cheat yourself
Free from what others opinions
More haters will come along
They don't know the struggle
Given everything earned respect

Still doing this
Its all I know
Others say it's wrong
Don't care for readers
Critics make it forbidden
Keep at it never quit
Just don't care anymore
Free write so much on the mind

Always in the mood to write
More ideas flow at night
Trying to fit into a forbidden place
Look at others that blend in
A face that stands out
More ran than the rest
A smile among angry workers
Hard work shadowed by lazy
The bar raised everyone's mad
Trying to get in by working hard

End of the road made it through
Feel warm inside glad to survive
Escaped the fierce hand gripped
The cold touch free from it all
A new being letting go of the past
Thought it was but not meant to be
Focused on the future see the dream
Creative ideas that make sense
Rejection caused fire many got burned
Working harder tired of being denied
Doing great things make it reality
Make it happen achieve those goals
Motivated focused on writing deep
Determined to make it to the next level

Wake up the pain hurts less
The best days free from aches
Physically tired need time to rest
A job that takes with no returns
Wear and tear comes with age
Back pain eases up for once
A night of rest hard to come by
Wake up fully charged energized
A bruised body heals with time
Recovery road passes through darkness
Anxiety a wild ride, ready to crash and burn
Wake up free of burdens on those release days
Just loosen up be cozy within this skin

Too proud to say sorry
Forgiveness doesn't mean weakness
A way to grow from misunderstanding
Holding a grudge wastes energy
Apologies mean nothing
Without changed behavior
Mad over past alcoholic addictions
Sober living focused on the present
Hard to manipulate clarity of mind
Move forward stop living in the past
Quit playing the victim years of deceit
Seen the ruthless reign of terror
Many selfish years time for a change
No remorse for others time
Many pushed away no reason to stay
Change for the better show emotions
Time for new beginnings new starts
Be open to grow room to improve
Learn the new bored with the old
Sorry forgives others star over
Forgiveness humbles gives peace within

Post too much or not enough
Thoughts could be rough
Some times are tough
Focused on good not doubt
Make a move scared to be denied
Hard to settle full of desire
Bubbling thoughts raging emotions
Strong feelings hard to hold back
Interested to know more
Get to know more in depth
Be the reason for a smile
Not cause hurt healed from the past
Grow stronger together from pain
Be much more is the agenda
Real love not waste time
Natural vibes true connection
No more lust false promise
Find the loyal one over many
Starting new beginnings
A whole new chapter of life
Grow old with the one
Years of protecting the heart

On the mat holding a knee
The twist and pop followed by pain
Lay there worried about jujitsu career
The hard part getting up from the ground
Bending the knee mild pain tenderness
Sitting up leg extended to prevent more damage
Helped up by team mates on the bench
More mad about missing training
Set back by injury time to heal
Learning to relax always restless
Trained intense learned to practice with safe
Slow down focus on technique form is everything
Finesse over brute strength in the sport
Pause to reset while breathing take control
Become centered channel anger not burn out
All the drills from class pay off
Free roll takes the stress away
Tap or be tapped never give up the back
Defend your neck from the choke
Cup and clamp for grips use the GI
Defend the gaurd over pulling
GI or no GI two unique styles

She had joy in her eyes
She believed in him
It was a whole new feeling
He was use to that cold dead stare
Where it was over she hated him
His existence bothered her
He couldn't be in her presence
The day he transferred the best move
Leaving his old life and friends
He'd miss them but ready to grow
Bad leadership to moving up in ranks
Making a difference no one cared
He'd be active and the best at it
Giving his all his everything
Taking on more responsibility
They didn't believe in him
He prove them wrong shut them up
He was tired of the lies
Walked away from the betrayal
Stopped fighting to fit in
Where he didn't belong

On the dance floor we smiled
Looked into one another's eyes
Waiting for the music to start
The count to stay on beat
The rock step comes first
The tension pulls your partner close
Followed by the triple step
On the dance floor swing dance
Lost in the music a dance style for two

Honor full of respect
Truth is the right way
After years of pain
The healings begun
Time for change
A heart full of Loyalty
Locked in room to grow
Never settle for average
Just as good maybe better
Criticized for being unscathed
Lots of self improvement
Others give credit a mild praise
Adapt to change for the better

Doing what's right says the heart
Things don't appear right
Feelings from deep down within
Something is out of place
Emotions are unsettle uneasy vibes
The mind is aware of the disturbance
The words use to flow together
Writer's block detours over road blocks
Lower back pain rapid shots fired
Worked up easily annoyed frustrated
Inner peace warped up
Trying to compose the chaos
Rise above this set back
Use to be calm and steady
Get back on track not over react
Awaken up from deep slumber

How do you write so much?
What do you write about?
Questions I've been asked
I let my mind wander
The words flow right through me
The only time I express myself
Without being judged harshly
Seen as crazy for having an opinion
I could clear my mind think about it
Enjoy time alone to figure it out
Without having these words twisted
Explore it all not just go with the flow
Quick to question it all, ask how it works
Ask why did it happen, turn out the way it did
The word play stimulates the mind
Straight to the point not being to wordy

Writing my thoughts
Telling my stories
Break the curse
Thinking of another verse
Another night to get it right
Writing makes it easy to sleep
Deep slumber over restless nights
Not focused on loop thoughts
A clear head while lying in bed
After a night of peaceful rest
Recharged more natural energy
The stress made it easy to walk away
Slowing body instead of suffering through
Heal health is everything
Take care of mental health
Phyiscal health slow steady motions

Woke up put on music
Writing to my favorite songs
Music touches the heart
A playlist composed of classics
Feel accomplished with efforts
Stopped focusing on bad
Quit expecting the worse
Focus on what's right
Pursue what's working
Makes sense feels right
Never force love it feels natural
The right one will come
Trust and respect hand in hand
Trust is hard with no respect
Connect with a person feels great
So many disconnected impersonal
Trying to grow with someone genuine
Be with someone worthy go the distance
Who enjoys one another's company
Not using or taking one another for granted
More than ****** stimulation but mental grow
Open to one another's flaws not quick to judge
Not hold a grudge because things get tough
Or get mad things don't turn out accordingly
Trying to understand the complicated issues
Be right with one another no sabotage
Be fair over this one sided affair
Loyalty and trust is a must to survive
Without communication how can we connect
Fuction as one when it's always about you
A relationship is a game for true
Working to make better even though it hurt
Always gave it was never enough
Wanted to run times got tough
Came back for more so much pain
Passive aggressive ways no more love
Set up to fail couldn't take it anymore

90s music takes me back
Metal for the gym hit it strong
Music while I write memories
My thoughts feel the beat set a mood
A song reminds me of you
Our first slow dance in my heart
The first kiss to slow jams
Driving on the road music blaring
We hold hands to our Destination
Special lyrics we sung to one another
A duet for two that feels right
Overcoming this failed love addiction
The reason I write to misic
Can't keep denying myself

Age slows you down
Sometimes less is said
Observe everything
Easily annoyed by others
All the fun is no longer in activities
Things not the same
Not remembered accordingly
Someone is always mad
Or running their mouth
Not surprised anymore
Did favors treated bad
Seen as the bad one
Remembered when others need
Willing to give lose it all
Never enough treated unfair

Always quick to make things better
Others ruin it by not trying let it go
Not happy or interested in doing others job
Seen it as they did me a favor
Now I feel taken advantage of
Not fun or interested anymore
Thought things went well
Covered your *** while you sent me packing
Not one to wish back on others
It will come back to them
Overworked and not treated fair
Might get in these moods but always grateful

The young man woke up excited
He waould be going to a magical kingdom
This was an outlet to escape his harsh reality
Enjoy the day smile without faking it
Feeling forced to be all extra, be normal
Time out from the reality the great escape
Hanging in there, stress all time high
Trying to mind his own at peace
Someone always needs something
Offered to help got ignored was not need
Now he's trying to find his own
Be left alone, enjoy life, over worked for days
Work helped get over this mess phase
Making money meant less trouble
At work perserved in a bubble
Said it's time to have fun not stress
Had it all or had worked with less
Doing what needs to be done
Price that comes with money
Happiness is what's best

He didn't take life too serious
Work he had to stay sharp it was key
Joking got his set aside
On the back burner waiting around
Making more moves being modern
Feeling behind forgotten by friends
Always reaching out being ignored
After this health scare in the hospital
He pondered life after being in the ER
It could end in a blink missed family
He wasn't close anymore
Didn't know how to connect
Egos clash leading to backlash
Pointing out one anothers behavior
No one wants to compromise
Love with respect
How one another feels
Listening not telling
Understand not be hostile

A place full of joy a magic place
Once you get through traffic
Ride the tran from the packed parking structure
As you get off walk towards the enterance
The line forms but once you're inside
Emotions come out full of excitement
As you walk through the crowd
Main Street USA in Disneyland
Admire the sights explore the worlds
So much to do fun with friends and family
Make it a day make memories
Enjoy it so much, hate to stay away
The heart feels great it's like you made
Sometimes it feels like you made it
Anywhere else else is a struggle
Seen so much fun all around
Kind of pricey but worth it
Waiting in long lines to get on themed rides
A place other than work or being at home

Another notebook on the mind
10 more pages to finish
Going strong thinking of what to write
Need to be able to see
Be able to feel
Dig down deep
Explore new thoughts
Ponder crazy ideas
From wild to well behaved
Thought about it
Figuring it out

Another night hard to sleep
Deep in thought feeling nothing
Let go of the bad avoiding toxic vibes
Friends to foes people once known
Appreciated others feelings not returned
Not overwhelmed worked up by others
Learned to love being alone
Enjoy time alone to write
Especially restless late nights
Music to soothe the souls
Natural glow of happiness
A comfy chair to relax the body
A pen to spell out the emotions
Thoughts into perspective

After weeks of texting and talking
They'd would meet up for a date
The intense stared into her eyes full of Hope
Both smiled he was confused lived in the moment
The night would start on bench talking
Getting to know one another personally
He's witty *******; open and honest
She's calm reserved with her feelings
They grabbed a bite to eat not anxious to go home
Both enjoying one another's company
Her long black hair, short stature w/a big attitude
His big brown eyes with a goofy smiled
Both agreed on a movie, a terrible flick
After they would return to the bench
A moment lost in time away from the reality
The night lights gave them a romantic setting
A refreshing night that made them sit longer
Talking about themselves able to open up
Without feeling their words could ruin the moment

Not always going to get closure
No reason for turn of events
Never put your happiness in others
Pursue your dream no matter how crazy
Set those goals others don't understand
Open and honest be human good natured
Be the one not one of many something real
Better to trust than lust broken promises
Be alone with your company grow within
Instead of being isolated from the world

Learning to love again
Appreciate life with laughter
Smiled daily live in the moment
A scooter ride going fast
Wearing shades in the sun
Reading for inspiration
Taking in the story
Seeing it come to life
Turning the page lost in words

Fighting through the crowd
Moving closer to the stage
Watching the band rock the house
The music sounds like the album
Their stage performance full of fusion
Bright flickering lights set the mood
Feeling the vibes the soul comes to life
A rush of adrenaline fuels the body
They play your favorite song
It makes you happy smile from ear to ear
Reminds you of bad, things are better now
Music takes the pain away to a better place

Not always easy to be social
Walk into someone's bad mood
Or they are dealing with BS
Taking frustrations out on you
Gave them space to cope
Lent an ear to help them vent
Listened to drama stuck on a loop
Eventually had to walk away
All I can do is pray wishing I could help
Negative energy draining positive vibes
Toxic people ruined the good feeling
Making the room unsettle absorbing the peace
Took time alone put down the phone
Use to escape on the web now everyone lives it
Socializing with people use to be interesting
Now it's all about posting and pix
Tried to follow the trend communication ends
Times have changed interactions not the same

Never been one to brown nose
But glad to be the hardest worker
Hardest worker in the room
While so many **** up
****** it up and did the work
Not a yes man use to being over looked
With or without things go on
Been loyal and true everyday
Thought about jumping ship
Keeping things from sinking
The truth begins to show
Going the extra mile since no one cares
Making it easier for the next day
Be the one not leave it for the next
Take pride in working getting it done

Just met you on another level
Everything happened so fast
An introduction full of life
Got past all the first impressions
A date or two this is all new
Are we friends or something more
Not sure how I act like the feeling
Good or bad not sure how to react
Go all in with my heart enjoy the love
This could be causal meaningless ***
Protect the heart not get hurt or broken
Rushed situation not sure anymore
If it can be much more, what's in store

Met at the bar not for drinks
Turns out she's working
Told a joke or two made her laugh
Enjoyed her smile trying to be funny
Trying not to bug she's working
Made a witty remark to spark conversation
More random than normal, being myself
Always been weird, it's all that's known
Working up the words to say
As her out deep down fearing rejection
Being denied, by a crush an actual interest
A conflict of interest might cause a disturbance
One might be emotionally interest
While the other emotionally unavailable
The vibe feel right, might not be the right time
From crushing to crushed with self doubt
With confidence things might change
Actually work, wrote things to say
Gave it to God prayed, so much on the mind
The words won't come out, Frozen in time
Back to the bar a goofy stare with a cheesy smile
Out of these thoughts in the head again

Thinks don't always turn out accordingly
Stay humble keep working strong
Seen it in your head going through the motions
Keep progressing open to learn
Personal growth understanding for once

His mind saw it but it never happened
It played out in his head
He could be wrong maybe right
Taking what he needs
Pursuing what he wants
Faced failure took on backlash
Dreaming still while others fade
Rising up from the dream stream
Overcome the routine demands

Another late night
A romantic date night
Pray things go right
Not one to argue or fight
Things change alright

Trying to talk have an opinion
Gets ignored by the elders
Words twisted once again
Annoyed with frustration
Someone is always mad
Excluded for being different
Pointless conversations made into more
Talking to participate in the gossip
Seen as rude not trying to interrupt
Avoid the hassle stayed away from the blame

The bird flies away
Looks down on the world
So high in the blue sky
Swerving in the breezing wind
A dive towards the ground
Gliding through the trees
Flowers bright full of life
Rose petals glow in the light

Ready for change
The new is year is near
Everyday is new
Wake up start fresh
Never too late
Be good to people
Do what you love
Whatever it is be great

Think too much
Because one cares
Feels everything within
Mixed emotions stirred
Composed comes together
Good vibes revived with life

The wind blows in the distance
While the intense silence is suspenseful
Walking through the nature scene
Away from the chaotic city
Time away to for inner peace
Outdoors causes stress to decrease
Away from the same routine

A battle to be the best skill vs will
Two competitors giving their all
Finding a way to top one another
Bringing out the best in one another
Trying to counter one another's move
Like a game of chess watching each move
The right move will lead to victory
If not tap involved the points will play a role
Trying to submit one another on the mats
Using the gi for leverage to control the match
Escape the side control not allowing the mount
The better skilled will tap out the other
After bump and roll another day

She came and went without reason
Now she's gone, Move like seasons
Let it end it's over no going back
Like a clock only going forward