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Infamous one Jan 2019
Tears fall from devestation
With heavy emotions
No late night calls
Another night
Wandering blind
Following a broken heart
Through the darkness
Pursue the healing is the process
Infamous one Jan 2019
Self destructive over failed love
Heart fueled by chaos
The broken can't be fixed
Mirror reflects the destroyer
Change has begun within
Let the healing start
Q29
Infamous one Aug 2022
Q29
He had to change his diet
Had to be better thinking long term
Giving up the things he'd indulge in
His guilty pleasure became bad habits
Rewards became sets back and delays
Slowing down mentally being smarter
Changing physically with age
Pursuing strength not settling with weakness
Things change can't remain the same
Letting go of the silence speaking up
Too many ignored him the real had his back
Coping while adapting to the change
Adjusting those bad habit for good
Infamous one Jan 2019
Hugs that gave warmth
A kiss that stopped time
Close lovers to distant strangers
Emotionless without that touch
Moments together are missed
Infamous one Jan 2019
Walked away from the pain
No longer empowering the weak
Cut away the toxic people
Avoiding the negative gossip
Allowing positive vibes
Open to personal growth
New encounters experiences
Willing to turn the page
Heal the heart love again
Listen to the hungry soul
Feed it with happiness
Live by pursuing passion
Being loyal true to one's self
Infamous one Jan 2019
Staring at the blank page
Thinking what to draw
Another toon to create
Come up with more ideas
Witty remarks to make others laugh
Share a smile with people I care for
Even if I'm the only one cracking up
Being thoughtful with my work
Infamous one Jan 2019
Flirting with a dream
In your mind comes out right
The reality a detour to get to the end
Working for results hard to achieve
Twice as hard to come out even
Infamous one Jan 2019
Cleared the mind
Years of walking blind
Once inner peace is found
Things become more appealing
Strength within builds confidence
Stand one moral ground
Overcome peer pressure
Walk with faith and have no fear
Rise above it all believe in yourself
Infamous one Jan 2019
Playing with my kiddos
Giving stuffed animals voices
Drawing and telling them stories
Things are great when we are together
Laughter is natural the real deal
Smiles are full ear to ear
Playing time lost in the moment
Infamous one Jan 2019
Cut away from all the bad vibes
Walking solo free of burden
Starting new away from the wicked
Over toxic people knocking others down
Negative behavior rewarded for evil deeds
Lots of change for the better
Personal growth self improvement
Mental and physical development
Awareness with goals over delays
Set personal achievement self rewarding
Infamous one Jan 2019
The butterfly with finesse
Bright and shiny wings
Landing on a ruby red rose
Nature has a way with beauty
The greenery shines with wealth
A sky that is bright blue full of life
Fluffy white clouds adding to the mood
Positive vibes glowing with energy
The great outdoors makes you forget
All the troubles and worries
Infamous one Jan 2019
In a room where you can't tell
Tell if it's day or night
The temperature is either hot or cold
Never lukewarm or just right
Away from the world and write
Time to compose ones self
Avoid the social influence
Figuring it out without peer pressure
Infamous one Jan 2019
In the club feeling the bass
A dark room filled with flashing lights
Focused on the dance floor
The DJ plays all your favorite beats
Dancing alone feeling alive
Everyone drinking to lighten the mood
Asking a lady to dance some say yes
While others say hell no
It can make or break the night
A night out with friends rolling deep
Have fun out on the town
After a long week of work
Sometimes you get lucky get a number
Get wasted eat at Denny's at 2 in the morning
Any spot that's open 24 hours
Or go home with fun stories to tell
Q3
Infamous one Aug 2022
Q3
He asked her out she agreed but they needed to plan the time and place. He was anxious to go being patient trusting everything would work out part of the plan.
The last time he dated was college. He met people and didn't commit because it was never an option. He wanted more struggling to find balance while pursuing the career. He didn't end up doing any of it just an average Joe working a job back home a lifer resident in his home town.
Wanting to escape his city had his heart. Hated being home missing it while he was away. Thought he was missing out showing it love not getting any back in return. At the local dive bar with the regulars some left home and others never been outside of the circle the neighborhood the only thing known.
Q30
Infamous one Aug 2022
Q30
Not made for mainstream
Working twice as hard
On the underground
Behind the scenes no recognition
Taking pride in the work
Busting his *** in the art
Writing from his heart
Insulted by loved ones
Hurt by the failed friendships
Crushed by a cheaters hatred
Trying to flip the blame
Numb to the pain became immune
Choosing love to heal from the aches
Live instead of being dead inside
Free from toxic people's criticism
A reject embracing the new
The old fades open to a new path
Infamous one Jan 2019
Let go of the drama
Not taking anyone's BS
Drama problems they caused
All in the mind closure hard to find
Learned to say NO
Over going with the flow
Always one to care but do not anymore
Infamous one Jan 2019
Told to make a goal list
Adding more stuff all the time
The list grows forever exhausted
Rather then crossing things off
Need more money a consistent job
Focused on writing
Keeps fighting with thoughts ideas
Infamous one Jan 2019
Always alone
Use to be afraid of it
Now it feels awkward
To be in the company of others
Rejected love so much to give
Denied ideas now doing it myself
Found closure to gain inner peace
Moving on with passion
Just because others can't forgive
Doesn't mean you cant forgive yourself
Infamous one Jan 2019
Always tired
Doing what I love
All wired up
Always gave my all
Waiting for the phone on call
Down time to figure it out
Recharged overcome doubt
In the zone ready to go home
Infamous one Jan 2019
Hello stranger it's been a while
How are you? It's been years
What have you been up to?
Glad to see your face and smile
The heart melts old feelings surface
Flashback faded memories
Missing what use to be
From friends to strangers
Can't change the past
Just wanted to say hello
Infamous one Jan 2019
Shred tears time to smile
The past hurt so much
Over came the struggle
Embraced the future
New beginnings a fresh start
Taking on the fears not holding back
Delay make the moment time to react
Infamous one Jan 2019
Laying in bed listening to music
Trying to relax so I can fall a sleep
Thinking about settling
Everyone else did the same
Did so much got no where
Others think you have ambition
No drive or motivation
Telling you to change
Already changed so much
Just want to be myself
Tired of being told how to act
Over listening to what people say
Others making me out to be a monster
I know who I am, What I can do
Tried to inspire the uninspired
Help those who don't want to be helped
Changed for the better so much compromise
Told to think bigger set goals
Years of doing what I love
Don't need recognition
Infamous one Jan 2019
Years of minding your own
Others think you are weak and broken
Finding a way to be happy
Not about money or material possessions
Not asking for permission I just do it
I'd say sorry, never forgiven not able to change
Soberiety is my way to make it better
Not the same tired of holding onto hurt and pain
Learned to forgive myself move forward
Got to do it right, never given a second chance
Make the most of things they don't last forever
Infamous one Jan 2019
Walked away from it all
Never well received
Always struggling to be heard
Once I've made it more problems
Not always welcomed or well received
Told the truth honest meant well
Others lie and threatened by change
People in the ear telling you otherwise
You've done it and already know better
Infamous one Jan 2019
Trying not to look back
Focused on now not the past
Reminded mostly trying to forget
The struggle within feels overwhelming
A racing heart beats faster than normal
Take a breather compose be centered
Q31
Infamous one Aug 2022
Q31
He wanted something more
She gave him mixed signals
There was chemistry between them
Respect was strong among them
Hard to sleep wide awake thinking
Time together felt closure and peace
Alway missing one another
Met someone special fear of losing them
Usually calm losing it without
The darkside of the relationships
Ready for something healthy and real
Infamous one Jan 2019
So much love in one heart
Around so many who are hurt
The damage is more common
Most are immune to the hurt
Trying to understand broken ways
Many toxic demands negative attitude
Helping the rude doing good deeds
Only an idea when others need a favor
Admired by few hated by many
Not changing for wrong staying loyal
Focused on what's right doing what's true
Over being treated cruel meant well
Now the angered raising hell
Not always welcomed or liked
It's okay to say farewell
Infamous one Jan 2019
Don't be late
Get to work
Keep being great
Surpass the hate
Race against time
Barely made it
Infamous one Jan 2019
Another night you came to mind
Trying to forget not regret
The choices made to move forward
Drawn back but don't know how to act
Failed before, dk if I can be done anymore
Why repeat expecting a different outcome
We keep running into one another
Hard to move on missed that moment
Would like another chance with you
So much has changed within our lives
Working to get by struggling alone
While she works for her kid
A family bond not sure anymore
Never willing to break that bond
We use to hang enjoyed the moment
Didn't expect much denied my feelings
Never took her for granted
Respected her or took advantage
Infamous one Jan 2019
Would have your back
You're quick to knife mine
Not mad for being too nice
Not upset for trusting the wrong
Growing strong walked away
Stayed away full of regret
Told me your ***** secrets
Now taking them to the grave
Trying to find god be saved
No longer empowering
Not a slave you can't control or own
Infamous one Jan 2019
On the road over being home
Not happy with most of the outcomes
Hardest working not used to full potential
Broken promises filled with lies
People with useless titles that have no say
Lazy ******* trying to pull rank
Always willing to help over being volunteered
Infamous one Jan 2019
Reflected the series of events
Composed within one's self
Rebuilding over the old
Reconstruct for the better
Role change onto the next level
Infamous one Jan 2019
Looked back in time
Not there anymore
So much growth
Never one to settle
Keep progressing
No longer obsessing
Live in the moment
Past can't be changed
Be better for the future
Work hard nothing is given
Infamous one Jan 2019
Give time to others
Never enough, tough love
Can't win each favor forgotten
More demands given bad attitudes
Being a "yes" man is a detour
More assumptions without asking
Consumed peer pressure
One trying not to let others down
Made a good impression
Worked hardest most determined
Filled the void then sent packing
Infamous one Jan 2019
Lost in transition
Hard to find the way
Detours to success
False promises broken trust
Two faced backsliding
Rising overriding the wrong
Q32
Infamous one Aug 2022
Q32
Not sure anymore
Working for it not afraid
Keep going forward
Focused on the dream
Staying strong sharing his story
Years of frustration on the road
Many struggles overcome
Thought it was unique
In it's own right progressing
But others try to edit it
He wanted was to make people laugh
In his room in the mirror
Practicing his routine imagining it
Working on the tone giving it life
Finding the energy center stage
Under the bright light
Staring at the mic believing
Feeding off the crowd
Word play straight to the point
Keeping it sharp and tight
How it could be said better
Honest working on his image
Recovering from a bad reputation
Not letting toxic people **** it
Bring him down more with writing
Infamous one Jan 2019
He arrived at the door
Thought before knocking
He knocked and waited
She opened the door
Gave him a seductive look
Welcomed him into her space
He sat on her couch
She would sit close
He's was not use to others affection
Everyone disconnected from others
Impersonal attitudes no connection
Instead of hearing dysfunction
Treated more than a shoulder
Others cry on with sad time
Things go well others no where around
Healthy conservastiom able to share
Infamous one Jan 2019
They were friends
He liked her never made the move
She could never be single
Use to be close but grew apart
She gave the first hug with passion
A kiss on the cheek such a surprise
Not sure how to act things feel right
Hard to open up new to this encounter
Find the words to speak over think
Infamous one Jan 2019
Eye contact engaged in one another
Trading personal stories
Communication to connect with one another
Being able to share yourself with another being
Mental stimulation can lead to better phyiscal
Being yourself helps no reason to lie
Overcome the fear of being judges
Why be fake in the end someone gets cheated
Infamous one Jan 2019
Two friends hanging out
Joke with an insult or two
A strong bond together
Life responsibility divides them
One single working to survive
The other carries a family load
Both friends during a simple time
High school chums same crowd
Teammates on a winning team
Infamous one Jan 2019
How can we be more?
We dk one another, stranger
Love can be a dangerous addiction
Two broken people want love
Making a whole with broken pieces
Let go of the past focus on new
Write the end of the last chapter
Move on to new open to change
Find true love with the right person
Love with all the heart
Stop being over protective
Put yourself out there
Love for the better
Stop expecting for less
Never settle for average
Infamous one Jan 2019
Things go wrong
Never turn out accordingly
Denied seen as a good friend
Not looking for a relationship
Told a lie seen her with someone new
Shattered how quick  she moved on
She smiled with the upper hand
Turned my back left it alone
Eventually it was time to move on
We out with a female just to get out
A lunch with a friend nothing serious
She seen me with a friend
Not a well recieved response
If looks could **** an instense stare
She'd burn a hole through the souls
Her body language full of anger
Later a friend would be confronted
What's the back story an investigation
She didn't want to be serious
But didn't like the idea
Of me being serious with others
Infamous one Jan 2019
Always working hard
Sad when the lazy worker
Doesn't have any respect
Give props but trying to take credit
For work that they have no clue about
For not liking a person
That name is falling out of their mouth
Sad how they cheat the system
Come in late, leave early
Placing the blame never owing up
Even when they get caught
Avoiding drama staying away from the nonsense
Till the day you go to work not expecting a fight
Infamous one Jan 2019
In the car on the way to work
Thought about driving
Go have fun experience life
See where things end up
Enjoy life experiences an awesome adventure
New encounters with interesting people
New experiences tasty food
Somewhere new escape the pattern
Over the mind numbing routine
Infamous one Jan 2019
My family I love
Everyone goes through stuff
A bully sister who insecure
In a relationship not happy
Brothers doing their own thing
One overcoming a Break up
Another in a relationship
Fear of messing up
Another struggles with budget
No matter what the situation
Through thick and thin come together
Love family even if they are hard to deal with
If I don't agree with their ways
Infamous one Jan 2019
Took an oath to be sober
A glass of alcohol
Placed in arms reach
Paused in the moment
Flash backs occurred
Consumed by alcohol
One drink way too many
Sweet temptation been here before
Thoughts of tasting the temptation
A debate within the mind
Changed behavior for forgiveness
Not falling back into bad habit
The craving to soothe the anxiety
Giving into intoxication
Leads to more problem
Infamous one Jan 2019
Alone listening to music
Soothing down time
Till someone needs a favor
A call to cover a shift
That last minute notice
Still on time while feeling rushed
Always thankful for work
Awaken out of bed to help family
Volunteered by others
They want to do a good deed
Ignored half the time
Sad how my time is not respected
Last minute with no courtesy
Spoke truth not taken serious
Overlooked yet again
Smiled to be supportive but not a joke
Tried to fix in not a match
Don't mind doing favors
Why all the trash talk
Accepted it's okay to be your own person
Not part of the crowd anymore
Respect their way even
If there's a conflict of interest
Not the voice of reason
Stayed away
Q33
Infamous one Aug 2022
Q33
Thoughts down on the age
A new life turning the page
Not the same anymore
Focused on work hustling
Not that person you remember
Sad to see his cousin sad over life
It's not hard but does get easier
Take on what you can handle
Pick your battles that matter
Giving advice to the youth
Failed learned after messing up
Kept trying to improve get better
Striving to be more not less
Infamous one Feb 2019
Another day to write
Another time to create
Hard to find the works
Drawing humors comics
Out of ideas for a podcast
Tired of all the reused media
Content is hard to find
Connect with readings
So much click bait
Music has kept the process strong
Alone and isolated from friends
Lots of conflicting schedules
Sobriety causes conflict the causal drinking
Not interested in peer pressure
Thought about dating times have changed
Always on the outside looking in
Once I'm inside it's nothing special
Infamous one Feb 2019
On the boat leave the land behind
Waves crashing and splashing
Sun beaming off the water
Ocean air full of moisture
A fishing reel to catch some fish
Cast the line into the sea
Wait for the fish to bite and tug
Seagulls screaming in the sky
Chump in the water to bait in fish
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