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J1
Infamous one Mar 2021
J1
Why and what's stopping you. You've done it before what's changed what are you scared of those are questions and ways to reflect during writing to help grow and improve.
Be thankful for what you got some have it all and are not happy. Knocking the people with less but its to help them feel secure since they aren't doing anything worth talking about.
Always thankful for kind people growing up with tough love is not always easy.
J10
Infamous one Mar 2021
J10
When you have a bad all the doubt
Comes out who you are now
Compared to who you use to be
Both are give and take a formal athlete
Older now not able to do it the same
Not like be forward work smarter
Did all the hard work need to use it
Apply it to everything collecting years
Years of knowledge experience clashing
Many encounters that help build character
Lost in what you love is its own world
An addiction you cant get enough of
Hard to get that fix to feel whole
Satisfied and complete meant to change
J11
Infamous one Mar 2021
J11
They try to take you down
Working fighting for your own
From a lead to behind the scenes
Took charge up from doing the work
While others steal the credit the glory
They can't save you save yourself
Walked away a lonely road of sobriety
Working like a boss not getting paid like one
Rebuild yourself better hard to trust anyone
Digging down always lost finding something
J12
Infamous one Mar 2021
J12
The way of pain and hurt
Comes back without alcohol
Dealing with the pain
Memories remain
So much gain sober living
Learned to love yourself
Be yourself without hatred
Thinking of relapse grown far away from it
Never going back to self destruction
Can't be consumed by the past
Fear of the future living in the moment
J13
Infamous one Mar 2021
J13
Stepping out of the comfort zone
Seemed scary been doing it
Haven't gone anywhere with it
Been learning behind the scenes
Not sure when to use ot apply it
Everyone wants results
But don't want to do the work
Expect more from you than themselves
After a while its just a way to escape
Feel free not be consumed
By others imposition still not accepted
J14
Infamous one Mar 2021
J14
Arms are heavy Hard to breathe
Feel like stone limited movement
Fighting back trying not to overreact
Pressing forward not backing down
Trying to change it up burnt up
Going the distance o much resistance
Giving your all in offense
Trying to time it out on offense
Finding another window for the round
J15
Infamous one Mar 2021
J15
He was always the bad guy in the story. Even though there's two sides or depends on who you ask/tells the story. He didn't have a lot of close friends. He was thankful for the true friends over the years. They called him fake for being positive grew up with less worked for more. Not scared of anyone not taking craps from anyone.
J16
Infamous one Mar 2021
J16
No one knows who you are but you've made a name for yourself. They can't take credit or act like they are responsible for your efforts. They can't dull your shine or take that chip you worked for. They didn't consider you before now they show interest. Expected more but got less. Gave it all but it was never enough. Established yourself and your ground refusing to lower or settle for less. Not into politics or kissing bottom to be considered. They should do what's right do more with the hard working not all the regular **** ups. What's worse is they stayed loyal and they got done *****. They tried to make you the next target focused on the work. Learned to be impersonal not get involved with anyone because they twist your words and try to blame/throw you under for working hard. They make themselves look bad by being lazy or doing minimum work.
J17
Infamous one Mar 2021
J17
Before the bad relationship
So many curve ***** and changes
A brother murdered so much injustice
Failed love that couldn't be redeemed
So much betrayal broken trust
False promise and disrespect
Broken words with no honor
So many telling you how to act
Who to be what to do
A life that's not meant to be lived
The voices making you doubt yourself
J18
Infamous one Mar 2021
J18
People run their mouth and have no clue what they are talking about. While you mind your mouth and get provoked. Once you speak up have an opinion you are the bad guy. You have confidence they'll see you as mad or like you are in a bad mood. Half the time your mind is where you don't want argue but they are clearly wrong trying to taunt you because they think you aren't going to say or do anything about it. When you do they play victim make you out to be the bad guy. Taking on the odds what does it matter.
J19
Infamous one Mar 2021
J19
Use to get mad when people would get on my case when the lazy worker got away with doing nothing. Always open to learn and grow fix the mistake if possible. Running your area and getting it done don't need to be micro managed over all the brown nosing to move up.
They drop bad news on you not surprised anymore. When you have a good day just avoid everyone work harder than the rest. They'll find reasons to complain but not listening to the negativity.
J2
Infamous one Mar 2021
J2
Tired this time change being loyal and still haven't got hired sometimes determined to bail. The people are great but it has it's days. Feeling weak trying to find strength within. I know there's more out there use to being ignored and kept out when you are doing good more negativity. Sometimes things are bad and you are being ******* yourself no one bothers with you.
A fight to fit in and belong eventually you give up on them but it feels like you give up on yourself. Its like these fake rules and standards are made to keep you out. Spoke the truth once as they **** you off mess with you off everyday.
J20
Infamous one Mar 2021
J20
He wanted to make them laugh and smile but they brought him down. He saw good in them but got the worse. He brought his best but it was never enough. He just wanted to belong but never fit in. He hated starting over because it would be from the bottom and only going so far.
He didn't like to flake was always reliable. Even when they tried to make things hard by complicating things. He minded his mouth and kept to himself his loneliness was easy to deal with than complicated people.
J21
Infamous one Mar 2021
J21
He closed off but did nothing wrong. Not taking the blame for others. He was able to admit he was wrong. Willing to make the wrong right.
Try to be the solution to problems that had nothing to do with him. He stayed out of it music in his ears blocking out the toxic vibes focused on his work.
His mouth got him in trouble he struggled with minding it because he respected his place and role while others got out of line.
J22
Infamous one Mar 2021
J22
He stopped worrying about the scale numbers. He knew what had to be done and did it. Writing was his way of expression a journey with the right people he collaborated began to grow.
He noticed they had the big house and not happy. He didn't have much, but happy for most.
He was tired of trying to be put in a box and labels that had nothing to do with them. He knew some used their platform to manipulate others and take advantage. He stood his grown they hated him for it. He wasn't listening to them because he knew what he had to do, and what had to be done.
J23
Infamous one Mar 2021
J23
They made him feel small not included. That's the worse some days he felt included other days he had no clue. He didn't need it want their approval. But to be around them felt like you had to lower yourself to be liked to be accepted.
He didn't care what you owned, it's all about how you treat people. He was about the work stayed focused. All the criticism for him to get it together but they don't got it together. It's the worse feeling from a friend and family member.
These made up rules they aren't right and keep others out so they can maintain the power struggle with guilt trips.
J24
Infamous one Mar 2021
J24
He woke up felt what's next? He was trying to grow but didn't feel stimulated but numb. They broke his heart he his it showed no emotions. He just shut down didn't waste any energy on them. He felt betrayed by these people he admired them emotionally invested in them. They used and lied to him he was done. Fed up by the deceit. He wondered why no one  owned up quick to have issues or being sensitive.
They deflected his feelings rejected his ways off life. He didn't need much to be happy made the most of things. So weird and crazy. Never having time to deal or feel
J25
Infamous one Mar 2021
J25
The people he loved the ones that mattered made him feel like a failure. A needy gf nothing was good enough. A family that rushed him but did everything late.
The double standards they made him feel bad for a mistake held it against him to keep him out. When they made a mistake he didn't care because the heat would be dumped on his lap.
He was done with being silent he knew the consequences. They'd try to make him look ghetto because called them on it. Talk about him gain numbers because they can't do it alone or in their own. Either way they made him feel awkward and uncomfortable. He stayed quiet they run their mouth or he spoke up and they had more reasons to talk
J26
Infamous one Mar 2021
J26
They tried to correct him that's what he felt and they tried to cover his guilty conscience. They dk what he's thinking or how he feels. He opened up they didn't listen or pretend to care. Made it seem like it's his problem. When things were bad they bailed on him left to fend for his own. Things are well all of a sudden they act like they were rooting for him. More roadblocks and detours
J27
Infamous one Mar 2021
J27
He danced with his loneliness while they looked down on him. He loved them but held onto all those horrible things they said. He thought who do they think are; what gives them the right to think, they could talk to him that way.
He was always respectful minded his mouth. He didn't get involved hed provide a solution but it just lead to more problems. Sad and disturbed by the harsh reality. He seen them ***** ppl only a matter of time till he took the knife of betrayal.
J28
Infamous one Mar 2021
J28
His dad told him he took a long time to say nothing. His own mother would insult others then say get over it. He was always supportive of them.
They didn't believe in him and only nice when they needed something. He always felt excluded for their love so he didn't bother anymore.
It was about
J29
Infamous one Mar 2021
J29
Some of his family had some nerve to talk about people. Some people treat one another bad how are they still together what's worse is they bring children into this word.
From starting things to playing the victim. Everyone was to blame but never owned up for the wrongs. In a failing relationship because the fear of being alone. Tired of being torn down ripped apart.
J3
Infamous one Mar 2021
J3
A new life a new love
Grew up ******* up
Not normalizing being low income
Working harder to move up
Don't always get the girl right away
But meet and find the right one
Haven't got the job wanted it
Something better on the horizon
After the quarantine there's more to life
Said there's more to life than work
Wearing a mask to be safe
Use to be a wild one living life to the fullest
Things don't always match up
Never line up accordingly
People flake so never making plans
Use to be free now stuck in a routine
J30
Infamous one Mar 2021
J30
They imposed their way he preferred to not be involved anymore. They'll tell him he's wrong but never notice their wrong doing. Over at ******* hours of the night a cousin that's the younger version of his mother. She imposed he way burdened others with an opinion no one asked.
After a while you block out all the talk all the gossip that has nothing to do with you. Feeling under value not appreciated. He always asked why are these terrible people are given more
J31
Infamous one Mar 2021
J31
He didn't want to be like his parents. All he wanted was to be himself and not go through hell just to be accepted. He wasn't in a rush but felt pressured by everyone. Be this do that things they wanted projected on him. He stayed away trying to improve behind the scenes.
He had love for them but they never treated him right or fair. He never has a say or control but did get all the backlash for things that had nothing to do with him. He tried to learn and understand but learned its not his problem and to stay out.
How do they know what's best when they never tried. It was such a handful of drama that made him keep a distances. He called them on it now the bad guy.
J32
Infamous one Mar 2021
J32
The more he told the truth the better he felt all the lies and BS tired of all the manipulation. They can't beat you alone but with numbers still didn't have the upper hand. Their small world threatened by change made them retaliate.
He knew once he spoke up he was out of this cult circle that had no benefits. Never in his favor didn't have or want the life style they lived. He was loyal to family but it wasn't loyal to him.
It's like you can't have success outside of it. All he wanted was to be happy no one was happy for him. He pursued a degree and came up short. While the rest had kids and got praised
J33
Infamous one Mar 2021
J33
He felt the urge to argue. Tried not to complain but those egos kept imposing their will and way. No matter what he did he was on the outside looking in. Only considered when something was needed. He never talked about anyone, but they always talked about him.
They had way more why did the care better yet did it matter to them. They didn't help anyone, but themselves trying to control everything.
J34
Infamous one Mar 2021
J34
Everyone forms cliques and acts like they are loyal when they were bad mouthing everyone. The nerve no one cared when he struggled but now looking for him to help out. They bailed on him he got use to being alone now they want a favor or have expectations of him.
Half the time they push him out he fought to fit in he learned its time to walk away. Why stay he felt used up and tossed out like trash. He would go the extra mile for them and they wouldn't do the same.
J35
Infamous one Mar 2021
J35
He loved his family someone was always bad mouthing someone else. He told them to their face then got the cold shoulder. While they talked about him behind his back as they were fake to his face. He was forgiving as they held a grudge. He minded his mouth for his grandparents. He got most of the heat even when it had nothing to do with him.
J36
Infamous one Mar 2021
J36
Writing the truth coming to terms moving on trying to shake this funky mood. All the double standards they got it all trying to control others life making them miserable with their opinion no one asked. Pretending to do a good deed in it for their own selfish gain.
Making a scene because they think, they are right. walking away not trying to argue or fight. They are toxic trying to justify their wrong. Fuming from the frustration all the anger stood tall won nothing just a waste of time same old BS a fool for expecting change
J37
Infamous one Mar 2021
J37
He worked hard didn't get the job about to experience some down time. Tough times during this transition all the pain all the frustration. Didn't want it to change but everything is happening so rapidly. Lost the girl who was never loyal projecting her guilt on you. Friends in bad relationships not making time for this friendship. Trying to be happy others are miserable.
J38
Infamous one Mar 2021
J38
When he had problems seen as issues
Had an opinion seen as disrespectful
Speaks when spoken to, no one is listening
Trying to be his own person not a follower
Leading left walking alone use to it
No trust or respect for him just amusing
Not talking anymore just listening
Not interested in sharing better alone
J39
Infamous one Mar 2021
J39
Always working for his tired of being denied
Hard to grow when everyone stays the same
Doing his thing they made it about them
Working hard to maintain an uphill bad
No one talking about anyone massive tension
Trying to stir the *** full of resentment
Able to go out not married single no kids
Not liking the guilt trip able to explore
See the world travel not feeding an ego
Not letting them dull this shine
Kills the spirit positive vibes only
Learning to cope deal with family
They'll dismiss, reject everything about you
Make differences out to be the complicated
J4
Infamous one Mar 2021
J4
Waking up random hours of the night
Haven't been able to write
Always behind the scenes
Feeling trapped meant to escape
Around so much hate not feeding into it
They try to flip it lome Jedi mind tricks
Someone in their mood ruining the day
Overcome by focused on work
Trying to break this writers block
Asking what you want this project to be
How do you prepare for the outcome
J40
Infamous one Mar 2021
J40
Silence in the million of no where
Thinking how to go back
Would rather be lost in the moment
So far from home it's not the same
Kept promises don't want to do it anymore
Stayed quiet to keep the peace
Getting provoked never good enough
Tried to fit in not happy with the outcome
It's not fun anymore can't pretend anymore
From love to hurt not making it easy
Always hard for them to be happy
For anyone they have more than most
Never been materialistic it's how you treat others
J41
Infamous one Mar 2021
J41
Sitting in a crowded room the loudness, but muted it all out. Kept on writing not like the rest use to being out of the loop. Once inside its the worse. He gets ignored when asked for his opinion. Not everything he says is gold but it's insulting to talk and see their not interested ****** expression.
Everything changed not for the better its hard to understand. This confusion hard to comprehend with other outside factors that don't add up.
J42
Infamous one Mar 2021
J42
They never believed in him for having a dream. Still pursuing it and doing it didn't settle or compromise. They want results nothing else matters. They never tried or gave a **** unless it's made about them.
Trying to stop you mad when they get surpassed. Being with family feels like being an individual is forbidden. Making a fuss about being dependent selfish for trying to stand alone. Thankful for all the help opportunity provided by those who seen good. Instead of assuming the worse
J43
Infamous one Mar 2021
J43
The heart of a warrior fighting through. Always a struggle to get by. Use to talk smack seen it like a rap battle. Can't say anything without words getting twisted. Made out to be the bad guy. Always thinking holding back the words.
Some are wrong still talking like if they in it for everyone. Only their own selfish gain. Holding back to keep the peace while they make everyone unsettle and uncomfortable.
J44
Infamous one Mar 2021
J44
The truth came out now all of a sudden it's causing a ruckus. Trying to argue getting defensive because they've been exposed. When he said she ignored him, now that someone else mentioned it showing concern. He always wanted to fit in but they kept him out. He's not missing anything but an arguing couple run down by their kids. They have way more and it's still not enough.
He worked with what he had made the most of thing. able to adjust and adapt stopped empowering their toxics ways. Muted out the negativity evil energy trying to consume
J45
Infamous one Mar 2021
J45
Breaking through the wall of writer block. Stay or go something needs to change. Turn the page new chapter can't read the same old stuff already know the outcome.
Time to change the good get stimulated new material.
They don't want to teach you teach yourself be better than those who doubted you nothing to do with you.
They dismissed your efforts and success but expect you to praise them when anything good happens to them.
J46
Infamous one Mar 2021
J46
Feeling the anger weather down as it all gets written out.
Can't be the same anymore.
Tired of being underestimated for being different.
And hated for being cozy in this flesh.
Isolation alone feeling depressed
Trying to do right dealing with wrong
Starts to drain your body of energy
So many bad memories begin to surface crazy to take on the insanity
Remembering faces people once trusted
People who you ***** when you helped them out.
Trying not to cry hold back the tears
The frustration extra high agonizing
Determined to grow dk anymore.
From cheap thrills to no action
Like the song goes no satisfaction
J47
Infamous one Mar 2021
J47
How to heal a world that's turned upside down. Everyone life put on pause or moments of joy taken away. Wanting an old life back the new one feels gutted. Everything lost some things are replaceable others all you want is more time.
Being careful then finding out you are positive already distant forced to stay away. You worry about your loved one. Work and home no outside life a scary world some believe others don't. Once it spreads within your family it's the worse. Watching and there's nothing you can do.
Writing to stay sane fill that void the hole within never happy or satisfied with life. Made the most of things family like a shadow casting on you. Dealing with the guilt all the burden. Always in a fight life is tough ready to walk away this struggle within. Letting go of the hurt like a security blanket. This new anguish taking its toll all new. Hurting from the inside out. Screaming into a pillow hoping to release tension.
J48
Infamous one Apr 2021
J48
How are you going to have a party and have a potluck then be specific on telling the guest what to bring. The nerve and audacity. Some people talk about others and have more going on why be so petty? Quick to look down on others but never look at their spot or situation.
Trying to move up in ranks cutting people down. Using the numbers but your BS will make people distant themselves. The frustration busting everyone's ***** to get your way. Able to manipulate others but not buying into it.
J49
Infamous one Apr 2021
J49
He made mistakes and was tired of paying for them. He quit drinking gave up so much to be accepted. Someone always kept him out assumed the worse. His family gave him craps so he didn't bother with them anymore. He felt that he couldn't grow around them no longer stimulated by them.
He ventured out took risks; they didn't believe in him. Looked at him like he was crazy and laughed when he tried to get serious.
J5
Infamous one Mar 2021
J5
Not sure how to feel what to think
These behaviors are unhealthy not right
Talking on their teems can't even say hi
The tension and awkwardness
Not one to kiss *** abide by made up rules
Not in the same department stay in your lane
Said hi use to being ignored
Don't care for the power trip
Keep running your lip make it easier to split
J50
Infamous one Apr 2021
J50
He started to speak up, he had enough so much imposition on his lap. They don't want him to accept their ways without taking his into consideration. He was open to discussion but it turns physical because they he didn't always agree. Open to learn understand didn't like being forced or told how to act how to behave.
J51
Infamous one Apr 2021
J51
Dealing with alpha females that take and never give back. Emasculate you then have the never to play the victim. Always sit back as they make plans then expect you to pay for their it. Especially since they make drama for everyone. Talk about everyone the audacity to ask for favors. The evil reign of terror with belittling leadership talking about respect but stomping on everyone to get it.
J52
Infamous one Apr 2021
J52
As he looked at life ready to argue everyone fed up being push and provoked to the limit. They don't care about anyone but themselves. He had a heart of gold but they made him feel worthless. They always want to tell others but never listen or want to change. Owing a house doesn't give you the right to treat others had.
Never been materialist its about how you treat others. He felt like he was losing faith things didn't make sense. He spoke up and everyone let it be. Why is this allowed if its not liked. He was seen as the crazy one because going along wasn't good enough. He made his own way to be judged told he was wrong.
J53
Infamous one Apr 2021
J53
He had a few drinks got a buzz called it quits before he was the wild one blacked out drunk. Feeling like the world is against him ******* over by his family. It was the worse he got over whelmed went out with some cousins they chatted about the good times they had to grow up but it was good to move up be way more responsible than before. His spring break blew chunks since he had to fill dumpsters with junk not the agenda for spring break.
They never had his back but they expect him to be supportive after all the shady crap they've done.
J54
Infamous one Apr 2021
J54
Learned to make sure everything is right on my end; before talking about anyone. Mindful and respect when it comes to others. They are quick to judge without knowing the whole story or think they know; what's going on in this racing mind.
He loves his family but they don't accept him. He refused to give up who he is what he feels to be taken into consideration. He's quick to forgive even when they did him wrong.
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