Love for family
Always open to living life
Accepting of their flaws
Dk why they are quick to judge
Most of all hold a grudge
Would like to be united
Pride and egos has everyone divided
Easier to stay away from it all
Don't agree with their way
Love them unconditionally
All I can do is pray

Told the truth tired of holding back
Not one to discriminate against others
Life or death situations
Barely getting by
Made it through today
Family came together
Not arguing or fighting
The loss of a loved one
Keeping their memory alive
In your heart they live on
Forever with you through time
Not fearing death but reunite
Meet at the gates of heaven
Praying not losing faith

Coped seen it from all angles
All perspectives every direction
Able to understand
Trying to make sense of it all
Giving others a chance
No one is interested
Found someone else
Now they try to pry
Had to find yourself
Some where new
Don't always fit in
Moving on don't belong
Not always liked
Matched energy feeling drained
Left what was causing pain
Dropped the burdens
Let go of suffering

Talking real to the fake
Hard for them to understand
Called names regurgitate the pain
Let it go set free best way to be
Being genuine giving the best
While receiving the worse
Not taking in the bad
Or becoming immune
Breaking the curse

Stayed away from the drama
Seen it and called it
Don't do business with family
Love them but don't agree with them
What they stand for isn't right
But respect it not one to argue
Or complain made the most of it
Against my way of life working for it
Had an opinion treated different
Held to a different standard
Include for the wrong reasons
Hated for doing right

He was asked "what happened to your ****?" He didn't know how to respond. He didn't know if he was being sexually harassed or being checked out. He found motivation to work out since all he does is write.
He was over his life being on hold and tired of waiting on others. He loved people but can't get motivated from negative people. He seen good in them, too bad they didn't see it in themselves.

Always praying for good
Trying to do what's right
Another to rise above
Another internal struggle
To overcome over time
Trying not to get in trouble
Crumbling to stay sane
Racing insanity through the pain
Fading away gone a long way
Thinking of other ways to get it done

Woke up rested
Thankful for another day
Staying alive all alone
Not feeding bad vibe
Reached out pushed out
Trying so hard
Barely getting by
Why or why
Not able to speak
Thinking of ways to show
Explain with words
Can't draw the story
Doesn't translate from the mind
Onto the page full of missing concepts

From falling in love
After galling hard
Don't like to lose
But it's over now
We don't talk anymore
Can't call to say hi
Or text to keep contact
Can't go back missing you
Or backwards anymore
Can't have both wanting it all

In bed resting up
Not use to being home
Rather be making money
Doing something fun
Past the time time
Feels like days are never ending
While nights end in a blink
Lost in the mind
Trying to figure it out
Find a way come up with a plan
Seeing it in words from the heart
Wandering thoughts seeking closure
Find peace to be at ease
Should be living not decease

Don't like being told what to do
Always open to learn grow and listen
Use to speak without thinking
Asking does it matter need to be said
Talking with a good friend
Its rare now a days
Id rather be criticized to my face
Than hear someone said behind my back
Can't trust anyone or open up
Anything said will be twisted
Used against you taken outta context
So many unique attitudes and behaviors

Wake up thankful asking why me
I want it but worried it hasn't happened yet
Hard to forget don't want to live with regret
Trying to find a way to make it
Don't want to fake it can't take it anymore
We use to be close now we aren't close anymore
I don't want to mess up or ***** things up
Only a matter of time till it happens
Hard to settle when I deserve better
Been taking what I can get even if it's no much or what I want
Looking out the window and this cold breeze
Use to family giving the 3rd degree
Just want to be set free be me not what you made me out to be

I thought we could be together but you always rely on your friends but seem to tell me your troubles. I gave my honest opinion even though you are another person with your friends. You are like two people. I've learned to distance myself because you can't be your own person or be the person I thought. I valued the good times but need to stay away. You are strong independent but you are dependent on you peers that doesn't make sense but that's the reality. Always seen eye to eye but now we don't talk and from friends to strangers.

Sober living accused of drinking
No longer the decoy or one to blame
Was always loyal and true getting hate
While you lie and cheat, sneaking around finally got caught up
Talking bold while intoxicated now that you sobered up not saying much or anything
Always the scapegoat for those in the wrong
Got use to being alone made it easier to grow
Don't blame others for your mistakes it's your life so own up
Use admire your way of life turns out you are worse off
Knocked me, told me to be someone, I was not and did not agree with
You cheat and play victim once they leave you and move on
Learned from your ways told myself be better
Why are you two faced; one fake to those who care about you acutally looking out
The other bad mouthing to those who don't care about your safety or well being.
Once I walked away you are no longer my problem and no longer my concern
Use to worry but you like to slaunder my name

Not trying to change you I only care for you
I've made the same mistakes
Life can be sour let's get through the hour
Stress and obsess over things beyond your control
I'm here for you even though your set in your ways
See you the same regardless of contradiction
You've always had my attention no need for self destruction
Too much alike you hide behind malfunction rely on beauty
Distracted by seduction not the best way to function
I see you setting up to fail all I want for you is to prevail
I found closure and peace within happiness is not a sin

All I do is write that's the way I fight back
Not listening don't tell me how to act
Said it to your face not behind your back
One on one but you attack in a wolf pack
Id plot revenge but you ***** yourself
Not wasting my time and lowering myself
You talk about others your no better
Over listening to your same routine
Staying away keeps me sane
All these jerks who kept me down during the struggle
Now I'm standing tall no where to be found
Idiots talking just to be heard  no one cares sorry
Playing the victim when your the one burning others
Preaching a life style you don't live freaken poser
Getting outline alcohol in your system sober up that tone will change

Easy to rest not fighting with pests
Fueling their egos by giving them the time of day
Not worth my hate anyway I don't have to say
They might fade away but they are not contributing so they have no say and don't matter
They know you don't care what they do but try too had to get you to care what they say
Their nonsense means nothing to you anyway
They ignore you and you do the same
It's a shame you get to them without trying
They don't know the truth bull crap and lying walk away they slander you but it's better to be talked about instead of the one talking

I put my faith in my writing told all my stories of pain
Now I'm focused on the positive and good hoping to make a better impression
If not i know I changed for the better been to the others side and back
Others might not like me and girls don't love me
But at least I could say I care and gad real emotions
I don't say anything unless I mean it or it the truth that gets me in trouble but I'd rather be real than fake
My experiences my not mean anything to you but they meant the world to me because I lived those raw emotions one time or another.
I share my thought because I'm not alone and others should know others share similar feelings
Do you and what makes you happy only you can provide for yourself trust and believe in yourself it will take you to where you want to be
Love life live at ease be free

We all that family member that doesn't care how you feel or think.  Doesn't think highly of your choices or decisions.
After they bad mouth your way of life Always mad because you'd rather be your own person than follow.
Not one to follow or pretend to be cool after being insulted and disrespected.
Moving on better off alone then be filled with doubt

I love my family but some have me asking how the hell are we related? I'm not close to anyone but do love everyone. I get you hide your insults in humor. Why do you get **** hurt when the favor is returned. I'd say sorry but you won't forgive me. I don't mind being the black sheep because you praise the bad seeds. I've always showed respect but when you cuss me out I want nothing to do with you and don't care to associate. I get you are blameless so let me carry the burden.

I don't think it's right for anyone to tell a person to avoid family
A person should be the only one who makes that discussion
Sometimes they make mistakes
Other times they embarrass you
Blood is thicker than water
The family blood beats through your heart
You may not agree or see eye to eye
Loving one another is an agreement that should bring you close
Family looks out for you even at times it feels they are against you
The heart tells you to fo what's right
while the mind explores new ideas and emotions
You will always be loved by family even though they might hurt because they don't know how to express themself
Unite on holidays so one another love
Life gets you so busy you forget those close to you
Family strength and family judge all they want is the best for you