Growing within seeking purpose
Heart desires more cant keep settling
Something isn't right something is missing
Trying to fill this hole to feel whole
Another mindset in a different time period
Not that person sharing a testimony
The life of... Some chapters are great
Others shouldn't be read out loud
Hard to take in but moments that passed

Walking in the mind
Like a museum
Admiring the past
The vanity and insanity
Life moment in art
Photos of another time
Different mindset over time
Secrets locked away
Set free from reality
A place not meant to be
Somewhere that use to be

Always missing you, One day we'll be reunited
Not a day goes by, When you don't cross my mind
You're one of a kind, People like you hard to find
Never the same without you, Our world's became one
All the fun good times in my heart, The day you left the world
You never left the heart, Missing you praying for another day
Never forgotten you blessed my wrong made it right
Now everyday grow stronger, love never fades away
Till we meet again memories will always remain

The world was dark; where crazy is the new normal. These two heroes, best friends that always talking smack, ribbing on one another. One was the muscle and the other was the mouth. They were hustlers that took on weird jobs to survive. Bounty hunters who's went on missions across the galaxy. They had a bad rep things went wrong able to collect the reward for the criminals.

Feels like its over
Life might end not feeling right
Off can't seem to be centered
Composed falling apart inside
Mind racing trying to slow down
Panic attack not sure how to act
What to do feeling down
The world spinning around
Mentally stuck fear of being locked up

So much struggle with family
Wanted to be involved kept out
Now there's a welcoming moment
Not sure how to act or respond
Broken home due to alcohol
A child stuck in the middle of it all
Parents mean well not taken well
From teen to adult things
Never change over come the pain
Sober living is a lonely life

I like light skinned black girls but I feel my family won't approve even though they don't approve of me anyone. I'm forgetting about the people who rejected me or treated me like I don't matter. They aren't my friends or my crowd anymore.
They are who they are I accept them but I don't care to be around or associate with fake people or people who used me and took me for granted they made me look bad while I brought out the best in them.
One minute we were good friends and now we are strangers and don't talk we don't get along anymore or know one another anymore. I don't wish you bad or care to be around. I feel hurt and betrayed I don't trust or care to be involved with anyone. Say what you feel and the changes you have made don't be afraid to hold back. You don't need to be liked or their approval you do what's right and feels right.
Sharing my personal thoughts who I am and what I am feeling. I'm keeping my eyes on the prize I just want to be responsible and make it happen for me doing my own thing. I'm not one who belongs in the crowd.

Another day I pray did all I could
Feeling stuck and luck runs out
All the drama and karma I can do without
Standing tall on call stripped of all the same **** kids with no respect or shame. Got drunk it's not Okay bring back old memories and shame.
Lightened up on the grip everything got lost out of control.