Submit your work, meet writers and drop the ads. Become a member
 
27 · Oct 2020
F69
Infamous one Oct 2020
F69
No one at peace
An aunt that might die
Lots of bad habits
Decisions made over time
Love everyone flaw and all
Praying for things to be fine
Lots of stuff said
Bubbling up in the back of the head
Wanting to make the wrong right
Giving up so much to be forgiven
Grew up poor always driven
Earn it nothing is given
Staying loyal even when betrayed
Told to be down stood my ground
Don't associate with snitching
Two faced people no ones listening
Got to go it myself
No one is going to do it for me
But me learned to be alone and pray
27 · May 2020
B41
Infamous one May 2020
B41
Talking about it all
Tapping into the darkness
So the light could heal
How did this happen?
When did this start?
Like you can pin point
Where it went wrong
Life if you can go back
Prevent it from happening
All you can do it pick up
Where you are at
Move forward learn the lesson
27 · Nov 2020
F85
Infamous one Nov 2020
F85
Trying to find that joy
A toy from childhood
A show that made your mornings
Always heard father say
It was better before
Never knew what that meant
Till becoming an adult
Childhood gone but full of memories
As an adult memories are earned
Money to pay bills or buy stuff
A purchase translates
Into hours at work
27 · Dec 2020
G89
Infamous one Dec 2020
G89
In the mirror
Dressing for this date
Be on time don't be late
Trying to make a good impression
Bought a dress shirt baby blue
She was always on his mind
He was falling hard for her
Hoping this might work
Instead of expecting the worse
They dated and things went well
Once the label was tagged
It got complicated more difficult
From talking to silent
Kissing and passion touch
Eventually no feelings or emotions
27 · Aug 2020
D87
Infamous one Aug 2020
D87
Not into feeding egos
Struggling with confidence
Hard to trust anyone
Confine in others broken trust
Looking for a true friend
Haven't been connected for a while
The single life can be lonely
Living it to the fullest
Haven't found the right person
Like a turtle in a shell
A safety space the comfort zone
Giving it all not the best
Doing what's best
What needs to be done
Trying to find it within
Confidence to be better
Strive towards excellence
Letting the heart grow
The words flow from within
A quiet mouth with a loud mind
27 · Jun 2020
C83
Infamous one Jun 2020
C83
Don't want to feel this way
Meant well seen as wrong
Stayed open to be closed out
Listened to others vent sad stories
Shared funny stories to be fun
Now being ignored use to being denied
So close never happened
Went down according to the plan
Need to come up with a new way
The old way failed so much sacrifice
27 · Jan 2020
Q:759
Infamous one Jan 2020
He thought what to say in his mind
When he attempted to speak
Nothing came out his voice went mute
His thoughts got the best of him
Never played out accordingly
The plan never unfolded pleasantly
The sequence was lost in transition
He was the good guy that got hurt
Made out to be the bad guy
Due to his moral code
He wore his heart on his sleeve
He knew his worth in the world
While others with twisted views
Perceived differently by others
Multiple false accusations
27 · Oct 2020
F61
Infamous one Oct 2020
F61
Staying out of it
Minding my mouth
Most of all my business
That's your decision
Not mine already did it
Made the same mistakes
Learned those lessons
Did dumb stuff too
Not one to judge
Waste lots of time
Energy holding a gridge
27 · Jun 2020
C62
Infamous one Jun 2020
C62
Need to get it together
Whatever that means
Love life to the fullest
Work without hatred
Not playing the race card
Been discriminated against
So many outside factors
Focused on the dream
Achieve these goals
Might seem crazy to others
Makes sense in this mind
Somedays are hard
While others end so quick
27 · May 2020
A67
Infamous one May 2020
A67
Not mad anymore
Thought about it
All angles perspectives
Took it apart analyzed it
Observed detail put it back together
Cleaned out the gunk a clear mind
Hoping it run better than before
Sometimes parts need to be replaced
Took the bad out focused on the good
New pieces new beginnings starting over
26 · Jun 2020
C65
Infamous one Jun 2020
C65
Don't know the answers
But ready for solutions
Quick to point out the problem
That's not enough and could be tough
Hard to speak without being attacked
Tried different for having an opinion
Not much of a speaker ignored trying to explain
But will write about it to not be interrupted
Been in an awkward spot lately
From being involved to pushed out
Placed somewhere else making the most of it
Heart is not in it that's important
Mind not wanting to be there
Blocking it out upon arrival
26 · Jan 2020
Q:812
Infamous one Jan 2020
Always treated differently
Held to a different standard
Single life responsible for own happiness
Working being to contribute a share
Had dreams seen a crazy for believing
Spoke truth made out to be weird
Trying to live a normal life being positive
Growing up around negativity
Trying to be functional around dysfunctional
Life was tough sometimes hard
Doesn't mean let it **** or remain the same
26 · Jun 2020
C44
Infamous one Jun 2020
C44
Took some time to figure it out
Being put in an awkward situation
Felt out of place didn't want to be there
Didn't do anything wrong but felt watched
Parking in a neighborhood because of work
Seen as a trespassing so much tension
Just there for the day but out of place
Left and watched prefer to stay away
Not go there or be around dk anyone
Or don't want to know anyone
The day felt long shaky inside
Like something might go wrong
On edge no pretending anymore
Life got real and intense to handle
26 · May 2020
B45
Infamous one May 2020
B45
Sobered up all the crazy
Not phasing anymore
Made some changes
Cut off old friends
Toxic with negative vibes
Learned to say NO
Always taking over
Someones drama and problems
Doing someone's work
Always willing to work
Care way too much
But can be too overwhelming
Doing the job can take it's toll
26 · Sep 2020
E91
Infamous one Sep 2020
E91
Don't want to be in the middle
A fire between daughter and son
Both stubborn set in their ways
Quick to point out everyone's flaw
Tell you you're bad for being different
They've done worse love family
Don't expect sympathy no remorse
Instead of helping you up
They are the ones putting you down
26 · Aug 2020
E21
Infamous one Aug 2020
E21
Not one to share feelings
Give an opinion respectfully
Share some thoughts
Hate how opinions are used against
Looked at differently for an opinion
Treated like an enemy for disagreeing
Respectful of opinions
Different points of view
New perspective ways to observe
Open to learn mostly understand
26 · May 2020
A80
Infamous one May 2020
A80
Everyone tells their stories
Full of lies and it's embrace
Told the truth everyone's mad
Making excuses to justify
Their wrong doing
The frustration of others full of rage
Stayed calm collected composed
Tired of corruption scandals
Getting the worst of it
Turning a blind eye
All of the battle struggle didnt matter
Changing the rules
Moving the boundary lines
Walked away not empowering
Kept a distance not trust or respect
So much tension resistance
26 · May 2020
B28
Infamous one May 2020
B28
Reading old poems
Wondering what caused this
Where did the inspiration come from
What influenced the tone of it all
Years of not being sure thought about it
It comes together more composed
Picking and choosing what matters
Somethings don't matter not worth the hassle
Memories come back while others fade
Friends of the past could've been more
Regret for not taking a chance or a risk
In the moment got nervous a change of mind
Would rather have her as a friend then not all
Now it's easier you'll never see them again
Make the most of that open window
Get inside or step forward say what you feel
Show them how much you appreciate them
26 · Feb 2020
Q845
Infamous one Feb 2020
Years of scribbling it down
Mind keeps looping around
See it appears to be real
Feel it the body reacts to it
Lived it once repeating in the mind
Made memories magical moments
Dealing unprocessed feelings
Emotions are deep unexpressed
Seeping out of the pores
Twitching ****** expression
Releasing all this pent up frustration
Negativity into positivity motivation
Everywhere feeling things come together
26 · Nov 2020
G32
Infamous one Nov 2020
G32
Just a dream so many memories
Came and went like a wave
Praying to find true love
Random thoughts and ideas
Hiding behind the scenes
Dk if it means anything
Thoughts of her and us
Seeing through one another
Thought I knew this person
Now distant stranger
The dangers of falling in love
26 · Jun 2020
C77
Infamous one Jun 2020
C77
Already did it
Earning the way
Hoping one day
All those hard work
Effort will pay off
Being the man
Not use to the props
Always working for respect
Thank you is new
Not use to hearing it
Always terms and conditions
Weird to be loved appreciated
26 · Sep 2020
E25
Infamous one Sep 2020
E25
Always wanted to write comedy
So many offended and sensitive
Told the truth got a laugh
Made a joke got blank stares
Meant to make people laugh
Make a person smile
Forget about the bad
Not get chewed out or offend
Stop over analysing live be free
Forget about the everyday routine
Be free from stress lost in the show
26 · Oct 2020
F25
Infamous one Oct 2020
F25
Can't think about death
Need to live first love again
So much love for others
Not enough for oneself
Picked her over and over again
Wasn't considered or remembered
Easily forgotten treated rotten
Thought they'd be together forever
Both moved onto someone new
One married and the other engaged
Turn the page new chapter
26 · Jan 2020
Q:807
Infamous one Jan 2020
Talking it out
Defuse the frustration within
Silent after a few moments
The mind racing need to decompress
Pent up emotions bubbling up
That need to be expressed
Spoke kindly got ignored
Spoke directly with a tone
Suddenly the vibe became livid
So much taken in lack of respect
Now returning the vibe so intense
No need to run or hide
Once the foot hits the ground
26 · May 2020
C6
Infamous one May 2020
C6
It was a hot summer day
He wanted ice cream
Sounded like a plan
That was put into motion
He walked to the gas station
Grabbed a pint of cherry Garcia
He rushed back to his house
Hurrying so it wouldn't melt
Ready to savor the moment
He got a spoon and scooped
The taste of vanilla ice cream
Mixed with cherries chunks
His day was complete and set
Beating the heat with a treat
Each bite was a taste of delight
Easy mouth full got better
Melting on his tongue juicy
The flavor never ending felt right
Keeping him cool from the heat
26 · Dec 2020
F68
Infamous one Dec 2020
F68
Told the truth tired of holding back
Not one to discriminate against others
Life or death situations
Barely getting by
Made it through today
Family came together
Not arguing or fighting
The loss of a loved one
Keeping their memory alive
In your heart they live on
Forever with you through time
Not fearing death but reunite
Meet at the gates of heaven
Praying not losing faith
26 · Jun 2020
C79
Infamous one Jun 2020
C79
Been doing it for a while
Dk anything else
Care more than most
Give it all earn that sleep
Thoughts and emotions run deep
Keep moving on these tired feet
Smiled and pushing through
Helped out till time runs out
Working for the long term
Stuck with the short term
Not surprised burned again
Stayed calm and worked harder
Eager more determined than before
26 · Jan 2021
H34
Infamous one Jan 2021
H34
Sobered up all alone trying not to lose faith. Not sure why it happened or why it went down. Losing a loved one hurts and thinking the one you loved would be there to make it better. Expecting too much and wanting too much expecting too much learned to lower the standards. Give your all and expect nothing in return. Nothing is given but earned pursuing a dream trying to make it come true.
26 · Nov 2020
F94
Infamous one Nov 2020
F94
In bed resting up
Not use to being home
Rather be making money
Doing something fun
Past the time time
Feels like days are never ending
While nights end in a blink
Lost in the mind
Trying to figure it out
Find a way come up with a plan
Seeing it in words from the heart
Wandering thoughts seeking closure
Find peace to be at ease
Should be living not decease
26 · Oct 2020
F79
Infamous one Oct 2020
F79
Feeling podcasting again
Wish the little things
Brought joy
Always obsessed with work
Being responsible
No life outside of that
Been laughing at random stuff
Smiling sharing a funny story
Telling another angle of the event
Talking about the moment
25 · Jun 2020
C21
Infamous one Jun 2020
C21
Feared being rejected
Should be use to it by now
Getting denied hate accepting it
Don't like being talked about
Someone is always talking
Saying something negative
Don't remember asking anyone
For their opinion but still talking
Use to get writers high barely getting by
Writing takes away all the frustration
Sad how others act pretending to care
Only when a favor is needed
Always tired of settling
Don't deserve anything
Got what is worked for
25 · Nov 2020
G35
Infamous one Nov 2020
G35
He admired her with his heart
When he observed her
He took the moment in
She had a loving smile
Her mocha brown skin
He held her close with passion
With all his being full of love
And gave her a tight hug
He thought he knew her agenda
He thought he knew her heart
Felt empty alone they grew apart
25 · Oct 2020
F58
Infamous one Oct 2020
F58
He was scared of success
He did love his family
Why would he be the one
Taking care of everyone
If he made it to the next level
If he made they'd love him
If he failed they'd look down on him
In the end he was never seen the same
He rebelled drifted off his course
Always held to a different standard
From the rest he gave it was never enough
They expected more
He always felt like a failure
They were quick punk
And push him around
Talking big but didn't do anything
25 · Jun 2020
C91
Infamous one Jun 2020
C91
Never close and personal
Open to talk no one listening
In a sound proof box
Wonder if anyone could hear
If anyone understands
Instead of being dismissive
Voice echoing bouncing off the wall
Voice is not heard seeing words
Thoughts and emotions come out low
Non-emotional it's starting to show
Private with few silent with the rest
25 · May 2020
B67
Infamous one May 2020
B67
There's no secret just keep working
Work for it nothing is given
Don't care to prove anymore
Set up to fail trying to make it
Mind needs peace not influenced
by others pretending to be somebody
Didn't know about lofti beats
Started to feel them within
Able to show emotions set a time
Grown up living it up daily
Still haven't made it so close
Yet it feels so far away to touch
Hard to walk away always determined
Took a different path
Didn't expect to get there
Right away or follow the norm
The ideal standards of others
Working with what's given
Thankful for the blessings
Earned it putting in time
Working to make it happen
25 · Oct 2020
F60
Infamous one Oct 2020
F60
How you don't talk to so and so
We aren't friends departed
Talking behind my back being two faced
Respect you more if you said it straight up
You do your thing doing mine
Doing my own thing
Never been about material possessions
But live life to the fullest
Both have our own plans
Our own life praying for you
Just because we don't talk
We don't see eye to eye
25 · Sep 2020
F2
Infamous one Sep 2020
F2
Trying to be honest
Lieing eats up the insides bleeds out
So many offend for being called out
Always told straight up
Treated differently for having an opinion
Criticized for having a goal
Seen as crazy for pursuing a dream
Could be better still not settling
Squatted after being told off
Being disrespected stopped listening
Attacked by bad attitudes
Getting the backlash
Frustration caused by someone else
Knows about sacrifice to get through
This journey to be an individual
Called a rebel for taking a stand
No one believe in your work
Only expecting results as proof
Like your efforts don't matter
Use to being denied not accepting it
Being rejected means meant for better
Laughed at by family who never tried
Mocked by devious people
Who don't understand
Nor do they care
Since it's not about them
25 · Oct 2020
F45
Infamous one Oct 2020
F45
Tried to make up for missing
Work felt tripled trying to help
Feels like time is running out
An older man wants to be young
Try to have fun life so dull and boring
New activities and new hobbies
Friends are getting married
Having kids family first
Working nights being responsible
On different schedules letting go
It was hard emotions fade
Feelings going numb feeling dim within
Wanting to scream things wont change
Life goes on starting to age turn the page
25 · Jun 30
X98
Infamous one Jun 30
X98
Struggling with others nonsense
Focused on bettering the situation
Leave the current job for a career
Chasing those dreams past due
Setting goals too much on hold
Focused turned away from distractions
The hearts been hurt many times
Before not welcoming anymore
Worked hard and promotion denied
The agony to see the lazy person
Who got the position be careless
A hard worker giving his all
Living with rejection in denial
Trying not be know for health issue
25 · Feb 2020
Q844
Infamous one Feb 2020
Trying to empower others
Motivate to grow
Be much more than before
Never settle for less
Be the best you possible
Making it happen with drive
Don't wait for the moment to pass
Ready for this or ready for that
Over prepared came too easy
In the moment making it up on the go
Heart and soul make or break it down
25 · Jun 2020
C24
Infamous one Jun 2020
C24
Making most of things
Not fond of the location
Use to click and vibe with people
Feeling alone and isolated
Trying to do the job right
Don't care to argue or fight
A sleepless night ends quick
Another restless day never ending
Neck is stiff working through pain
Lost in building creative projects
25 · Jan 2020
Q:798
Infamous one Jan 2020
Cant do this alone against the odds
This walk is harder without faith
Emptiness needs prayer to heal
Never said a word seen as stuck up
Spoke some truth got the 3rd degree
No one listens to understand
The response is tell and demand
Wanted to argue back held back
Person is stubborn set in their ways
Such a waste of time why even bother
Not empowering negativity anymore
Keep the distances over being denied
Held to a different standard
For not conforming or giving in by
Lowering self respect to be accepted
25 · Apr 2020
990
Infamous one Apr 2020
990
Feels right but it wont load
Got too deep kept it real
Said what's up to be ignored
Did things alone all of a sudden
Others show interest pretend to care
Gave an invite not taken serious
Seen as a joke no one is playing
Showed mush respect taken lightly
Had to detour in this journey
Made it to the destination
Always moving nothing is permanent
Never get comfortable avoid change
25 · Aug 2020
D94
Infamous one Aug 2020
D94
Being strong for others
Not always confident
Being bold and honest
Some days are up
Others are down
Getting off social media
Appreciating life by living
Mental health finding outlets
Words to share emotions
Drawing to show feelings
Letting go of what's within
Some are good memories
Others toxic not feeding into them
Each line to empower
Texture for dimensions
Sharing what's inside
Stop hiding cheating yourself
Stay loyal true genuine
Hard qualities to find now a days
Be you and yourself
Since its all you know
Time to shine let it show
25 · Jun 2020
D6
Infamous one Jun 2020
D6
Had a conversation with a friend
Talked about things that bug
That made me angry and upset
All those friends
Who talked behind my back
Told them straight up out of respect
All the lazy people
Doing nothing collecting a check
Who said my hard work
Makes them look bad
When I got sober it was a problem
Others got sober expect to be praised
Saying it couldn't be done
After doing it multiple times
Always hustling to get it done
While others **** up brown nose
Know what its like to be broke
Thankful to be working
Excluded looking in
On the inside wanting out
Can't deny myself to be accepted
To be liked by judgemental people
Being myself seen as hood
Even if it means
Beginning called ghetto
All those who laughed for crying
Being sensitive tired of bullies
Giving others the best
While bringing out the worse
25 · Jun 2020
C22
Infamous one Jun 2020
C22
Already been there
Already done that
Stepped it up to get it done
Always pointing out flaws
Expecting more with no respect
Give it all full effort it's never enough
Feels like time is running out
Use to say there's plenty of time
My mind my love is blind
Trusting partner hard to find
Always praying for things to change
Staying positive things will get better
Everywhere with thoughts so much clutter
24 · Sep 2020
E50
Infamous one Sep 2020
E50
Made out to be the cheater
She's the one creeping
Trying to flip the script
Always told the truth
While she spread lies
Called her out on them
She's mad making a scene
New people to manipulate
Never cared what others thought
Emotionless like a robot
Doing what's right no debate
All this hate not losing faith
Never dictate others fate
Walked away not talking
All this talk not listening anymore
24 · Jun 2020
C37
Infamous one Jun 2020
C37
Don't care to be involved
Would rather know the whole story
Some thing is missing or left out
Woke up took a time out from
From the routine stayed in bed
Tired of walking egg shells
Spoke the truth someones offend
Others offend without any thought
Considerations for others situations
What others are going through
Try to understand others
Before coming to conclusions
Making assumptions to dismiss ppl
Don't take frustration out on others
An overthinking person the process
Writing helps put it into perspective
24 · Sep 2020
E24
Infamous one Sep 2020
E24
She admired him
He wasn't use to it
So many wild ways
He loves her
But did not say
She liked him
But didn't love him
One all in willing to try
The other on the way out
Shedding tears fear of loss
Learning to love
Start over again
24 · May 2020
B90
Infamous one May 2020
B90
Tell yourself be much more
Gain one thing lose another
Trying to stay in tact
Make it through to the end
Struggling within to be present
Doesn't feel right blocking it out
Always feels off some how
Having a hard time adjusting
Being able to relate adapt
Thankful for the job about the hustle
Glad to be working full effort
Feels dull bored lost its flavor
Missing old friends we don't talk
Can't seem to find mutual ground
Always calling reaching out
No returned calls or text messages
Next page