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37 · Nov 2020
G31
Infamous one Nov 2020
G31
Writing to be remembered
Use to being forgotten
Shedding tears facing fears
Over the years starting over
Rebuilding from scratch
Using old knowledge applied wisdom
Creating a vision for the future
Planning it out its not too late
Should be living not thinking of death
37 · Nov 2018
Q:159
Infamous one Nov 2018
Going back to a moment
That made you smile
Thinking such a good time
From bad to good not the same
Asking how I made it through
Not mad for coming up short
Still focused on my goals
Haven't given up on my dreams
More determined than ever
Always looking for reason
Trying to find purpose
Writing has been my life
My thoughts my feelings
Making sense of these emotions
Podcasting gave me a voice
A stage to explore and share
Found out others don't always care
Doing what I love all that matters
37 · Nov 2020
G5
Infamous one Nov 2020
G5
Not trying to blame
Feeling annoyed
Feeling ashamed for trusting
All the wrong people
Didn't make anyone mad
Dealing with their bad moods
All kinds of bad attitudes
Quick to flip the script
Trying not to flip
Dk what to say or how to say it
37 · Sep 2020
E71
Infamous one Sep 2020
E71
He failed at his first relationship
Loving a female friend
Who didn't love him back
His heart was crushed
Over protective of the heart
Moving onto the next
Not sure how to act
Or who to be with her
He just wanted a healthy relationship
To be himself is all he knew
He never cheated accused of it
Lots of them projecting toxic traits
On him to clear their guilty conscience
37 · May 2020
B12
Infamous one May 2020
B12
She was one of a kind
Hard to find over time
He was going through heartache
Not sure if he had it anymore
She was light skinned
He was normally tanned
Together he was dark
They would chit and chat
She was easy to talk with
He thought of ways to hang out
In a social gathering
Outside of the routine
He was shy not confident
Asking her out fear of rejection
Till he offered to pay for lunch
Arrangement was made
Plans were set for Wednesday
He didn't know what to wear
Wanted to make a good impression
Stared in the mirror talking to himself
The day would come
He thought what to say
Where would they go
They met up at the location
She made a choice it was her selection
Happy to see one another
37 · Mar 2020
945
Infamous one Mar 2020
945
How can a person be married
Say I love you to an old going
Why would a person cheat
And have the nerve to blame
For their actions
Tell someone who loves them
They got with another person
Your so called best friend
Hooks up with a crush
Did wrong never forgiven
Wrong doers given multiple chances
Forgive yourself for peace
Not always going to find out the reason
Get closure for someone else
The problem can't be fixed
Walk away learn the lesson
Focus on a new life count blessings
37 · Jan 2021
H39
Infamous one Jan 2021
H39
Writing has been a comforting companion and music has been an outlet to escape reality. Enjoying the person interviewed or topic on the latest podcast. Remembering all the joy things I use to be passionate about. Haven't had that joy for a while now. Being able to get lost in it not feel like its a chore or forcing things to get done. Feeling bad for people that don't care but talented. Always working harder than most to prove you want it and belong.
37 · Aug 2020
E14
Infamous one Aug 2020
E14
Buying the next round for all
Loved for the night
Will wake up broken
No other moments of communication
Once last call is made
Rushing for the next drink
The tab is closed out intoxicated
Not sure how to get home safe
Low on funds paying for the fun
Realizing it wasn't fun anymore
Alone pondering all the destruction
37 · Oct 2020
F24
Infamous one Oct 2020
F24
Spread yourself too thin heart on a sleeve
Can't hide yourself hide who you are
Even if you tried starting to shine
Stand out from the crowd
Use to be loud denied ignored
Silent all of a sudden being heard
37 · Nov 2020
G28
Infamous one Nov 2020
G28
The heart pours emotions
Rain drops hide the tear drops
Cold weather over a cold heart
An old life focused on the new
Unwind this heart withering down
Unload these feelings from within
Dreams to escape the nightmare
Working a job not vibing it anymore
Feels like I can be doing more
Not too late to pursue a career
37 · Jun 28
X97
Infamous one Jun 28
X97
Work ***** ready for a change
Dealing with a lazy lead
The kiss *** number 2
Finding excuses a bunch of talk
Instead of doing the work
Not settling or being held back
Spoke up now being excluded
Being kept out still doing the work
Never talking about haters
Quick to change the subject
Not worth my time or bothering
Never giving into the hype
Someone you looked out for
Betrayed your kindness broken trust
Did favors now seen like ***** ups
Aligned with the rivals on the outside
37 · Aug 2020
D88
Infamous one Aug 2020
D88
Never cared for titles or labels
Called names for calling out others
Didn't take their bull
Questioned the nonsense
Trying to make it somewhere
Feel tucked away from everyone
Hidden from the world
At the gym bored with the routine
On the mats rolling with ego
With machismo
37 · May 2020
B63
Infamous one May 2020
B63
Loud music for inspiration to feel it
Feeling the vibe to see in this mind
Writer's block blind to everything
Able to connect or relate feeling out of the loop
Human behavior always observing
Disappointed trying to reset recharge
Going through the motions over it
Grinding through don't want to do it
Just to be doing something keeping busy
If writing could write the golden ticket
Working hard to get hired still a part timer
Working harder than the full timers
Always taking pride in work
While others collect pay doing nothing
Respect for the elders most waiting to retire
Retired years ago just holding on to their spot
So they can have better benefits
37 · Oct 2020
F37
Infamous one Oct 2020
F37
Stressing out over it all
Messing up about to crash
Hit hard been her before
Didn't like it trying to be better
The struggle is real finding a way
Unreal hard to feel
Dealing with the struggle
Trying to cope not lose hope
Don't want to lose or fail
Holding onto the little
Never about material possessions
Forced to grow up feeling old
Child at heart mind so wild
A bunch of ways of life
37 · Nov 2020
G9
Infamous one Nov 2020
G9
Always looking in
Looked out for others
Excluded worried about others
Not feeling part of the team
They'll forget about you right away
A hopeless romantic losing hope
Romance lost in the distance
Mistaken lust for love
Friendships gone sour
One wants more giving it all
The other emotionally compromised
37 · May 2020
B85
Infamous one May 2020
B85
Dk if I make sense but let the words flow
Passing ideas and thoughts to be written
Each page some thoughts and emotions
Not always she how to feel or how to act
Made many moves to improve so much effort
The people doing nothing talk the most
Rather be alone learned to stay away from drama
Can't come around be  involved with toxic ways
37 · Mar 2021
I94
Infamous one Mar 2021
I94
Talking to an older a friend about their youth for the a better and simpler time. I could see them smile their eyes light up talking about those times that made them shine. When life was fun appreciation for those moments.
37 · Sep 2020
E27
Infamous one Sep 2020
E27
Sleep deprived mentally over it
Physically pushing through
Giving it all even when exhausted
From wild child to responsible adult
Remembering lost youth of moments
Wondering why it ended so quick
Treasured in the heart escape reality
Full of memories some good
Most ended bad with no say
No reason just a change in the seasons
37 · Oct 2020
F22
Infamous one Oct 2020
F22
Some days are great
Others fueled by irritation
Easily annoyed by everything
Wanting to say something
Not trying to overreact
Crazy actions in the back of the mind
Scenarios hyped up and extreme
Trying to stay civil and calm
Lost so much burnt out
Holding onto the little earned
Thankful to be placed
Doing something contributing
Bouncing frustration unattended
Could've started beef left the bad guy
Wants to speak up tired of the lies
Tired of pretending it didn't happen
37 · May 2021
K10
Infamous one May 2021
K10
They'll hate you for speaking up he thought about the consequences. Just because you bully everyone doesn't mean you are right. Mind your business stop telling people how to live their life.
No one owe you or has to explain themselves to you. This argument plays out in the mind but the words won't come out. Makes sure you are right before you talk about anyone.
What hurts most is the people you valued and respect; don't see or treat you the same.
He was tired of the lies when he was honest. He seen them as an equal and they want nothing to do with him. They try to make him feel bad but he's been disappointed for year.
They like to get a reaction of people he learned to not give in show any feelings or emotions.
If others seen him overreact they'd assume he was making a scene or had the problem. Being provoked by them was a waste of time he'd walk away. They expected him to change and they made no effort to treat others right.
37 · Jun 27
X95
Infamous one Jun 27
X95
When it feels like something is wrong
Everything is okay very unsettling
A clear mind use to overthinking
Not dealing with anyone's drama
Seen like family the betrayal
Caused anger now divided
Friends cold and distant enemies
One did wrong justified it as right
The other Spoke up now being judged
Both with agendas opposite views
One choosing to do right stay true
The other quick to cut corners and lie
37 · Nov 2020
F98
Infamous one Nov 2020
F98
Don't like being told what to do
Always open to learn grow and listen
Use to speak without thinking
Asking does it matter need to be said
Talking with a good friend
Its rare now a days
Id rather be criticized to my face
Than hear someone said behind my back
Can't trust anyone or open up
Anything said will be twisted
Used against you taken outta context
So many unique attitudes and behaviors
37 · Sep 2020
E76
Infamous one Sep 2020
E76
No longer friends over a girl
She played them both
Now they are blaming on another
One had love for her
The other lusted with her
Can't change the past
Ruined the future lots of false hope
Broken promises nothing more
A failed relationship beyond repair
A childhood friendship diminished
Brotherly love turned into hatred
Broken trust no longer a couple
Lost respect everyone divided
37 · Sep 2020
E55
Infamous one Sep 2020
E55
Hard to get close
End up denied
Showed feelings for once
Use to hiding emotions
Want to be true with you
Genuine not someone else
Others made you out to be
Stares in the distance
Deep in thought for truth
37 · Jun 2020
C58
Infamous one Jun 2020
C58
He cleaned up after everyone it was his job. He had seen the world, knew there was more out there. Felt like a failure for his short comings. He wasn't down but not out.

Trying to come up with a plan so that he could advance forward. He wanted his degree feared not using. The plan in his mind didn't match the outline at the college.

Years of experience did things he hated and lowered himself. He told himself never again be better. Doesn't like to argue but stuck on a side Not afraid or backing down.

Stood up for them and they don't have his back. The anger over the years trying to let it go. Instead of give into it, dk everything still open to learn and grow.
37 · May 2020
B73
Infamous one May 2020
B73
Always wanted to make it
Can't take it but work for it
Not worried about others
Stopped comparing competing
Working on a solo projects
Sharing with others for feedback
Like to bounce around ideas
Use to be more confident
Overcome all the smack talking
Rise about above all the doubt
37 · Apr 2020
A44
Infamous one Apr 2020
A44
Being the voice of reason is hard when people have selective hearing. Usually straight forward will tell a person. Whats up and not tell them, what they want to here because as a friend you

Don't lie to your friend.
Being honest should be the best feeling because you don't have to remember anything. People who lie end up having to be, or act like someone they are not.

Never understood, how a people date when its one sided; meaning one is all in giving love. While the other waiting around till something better comes along. How and why are partners jealous of one another, instead of trying to function as a unit. Never understood the relationship concept being the 3rd wheel around certain couples.
37 · Dec 2020
G75
Infamous one Dec 2020
G75
Getting older
Seeing it differently
Can't obsessed over failed love
If they can't change
Allow yourself to grow
No more crying over a girl
Who don't love you back
She's been around
Loving everyone
Can't blame yourself
For her actions
Doing shady stuff
Playing the victim
Asked to be forgiven
Still holding a grudge
Can't be friends anymore
Lay it to rest its the past
Moving on going strong
37 · Sep 2020
E26
Infamous one Sep 2020
E26
Able to open up
Not be closed off
Growth over time
Unexpressed emotions
In the open at ease
Feelings making sense
Without others influence
Emotions not seen as weak
After being turned away
Walked away on the journey
37 · Apr 2020
A51
Infamous one Apr 2020
A51
Never in the inner circle
Had crowds and groups
None with goals or dreams
Most just wanted to party
Have fun get laid be cool
After a while it got old meant nothing
Needed to find more like minded people
More goal oriented not just working
Be able to invest in yourself
Those goals and dreams have value
Never talked about anyone
Why does everyone think they can look down
They are more important knocking others
Never been about material possessions
Some see lust as love but don't love themselves
A job doesn't define you, you're easily replaced
So many life lessons learned and walked away
37 · May 2020
B59
Infamous one May 2020
B59
Always showing love
Even when excluded
Respectful not about the hype
Don't really have a type
Always down to mess around
Miss being home always on the go
On the road outta town learned to say no
Always doing favors can't do one thing
New hater not playing or going along
Remember the good time fade away
Not good with goodbye time is up
Wanted to stay no learning
Not gaining anymore
36 · Aug 2020
E8
Infamous one Aug 2020
E8
The clock says 11:11
Making a wish
Praying things will be okay
Dreams become a reality
Living life not feeling numb
Able to share show emotions
Feel without being judged
Not seen as weird for the truth
Show love feel equal
Tired of holding back
Denying one's self to be liked
To be accepted by people
Who struggle within not a peace
Finding closure by forgiving
Moving on by forgetting
36 · Apr 2020
987
Infamous one Apr 2020
987
He denied his feelings
Bold to say what he thinks
Never coped with loss
Always on the go
Processed emotions never had control
Didn't always have an opinion or say
If he liked or didn't like stuff
Didn't complicate went with the flow
Kept it simple wrong tainted the way
Didn't let others down cared too much
Faced disappointment felt set up
On a daily basis needed change
36 · Oct 2019
Q:655
Infamous one Oct 2019
Changing the mind set
Coped with the regret
Broke up not going back
Anxiety death grip on how to act
Observed in silence said be better
Another protest for rights
Depression an internal fight
More chaos than peace
Anger making heart rate increase
Old norms from child youth
New noise prefer old school
So many rules made in the mind
Broken rules with cruel intensions
Life lessons and many more
Life blessing are worked for
36 · Sep 2020
E29
Infamous one Sep 2020
E29
Reaching out
Don't always know
How to make the wrong right
The words one come out
Thought of this moment
Played in the back of the mind
Trying not to hurt others
Trying not to get hurt
Protecting this heart
This mouth a weapon
Silence can be empowering
36 · May 2020
C4
Infamous one May 2020
C4
Metal head mind set banging hard
Punk rock attitude lots of *****
A rock song in the works
A rebel not a follower trail blazing
Spoke truth called out fakes
Heart beats like a double bass drums
Music that makes you drive fast
From still to hauling *** over the limit
Took one for the team stayed away
Earned those wings to fly away
36 · Sep 2020
E70
Infamous one Sep 2020
E70
She called him perfect
He was far from it
She wanted him to change
Being himself was all he knew
She was an only child got her way
He was the oldest of six
He knew about sacrifice
She tried to change him
But it was never enough
When she didn't get her way
She made life tough and hard
Quick to play victim playing games
He ended it she said NO
He stayed with her
Till she decided to end it
36 · Nov 2020
F86
Infamous one Nov 2020
F86
Woke up rested
Thankful for another day
Staying alive all alone
Not feeding bad vibe
Reached out pushed out
Trying so hard
Barely getting by
Why or why
Not able to speak
Thinking of ways to show
Explain with words
Can't draw the story
Doesn't translate from the mind
Onto the page full of missing concepts
36 · Feb 2020
Q:834
Infamous one Feb 2020
Stop crying
Don't be a *****
Things a young boy heard
A sensitive child would become angry
Not able to express emotion
Not able to express feelings
Hard to open up no one to tell
Be a man like gender is a factor
Grew up with very little
Working hard for everything
A late bloomer that did more than most
Told No but seen it as a challenge
Refuse to quit regardless of difficulty
36 · Jul 2020
D68
Infamous one Jul 2020
D68
Been in a foul mood
Got jury duty in a couple of weeks
HR is useless with aiding peoples
But when they need favors
All of a sudden your concerns are heard
Calls when they need something
Dealing with a lazy leader
Who dumps his work on others
Not interested in being friends
The virus is taking its toll
On a family member
Praying giving it to God
Everyone expects for their selfish gain
Can't rely or depend on anyone
Walking around with a bad back
Hiding pain and frustration
Can't say or do anything
Ready to walk away
Trying to be a full timer
While half *** workers get hired
36 · Sep 2020
F15
Infamous one Sep 2020
F15
Had to leave
Get away from the drama
Blows over with time
Everything fades away
So many talking
Dk the whole story
Stop budding in
Mind your business
Sorry you have nothing going
With all your meddling
36 · Nov 2018
Q:158
Infamous one Nov 2018
Friday with my siblings
Also with my friends
Have sleep overs full of gaming
A team to beat the game
We would stop at the video store
Check out a movie, get a game
Play at home order pizza
Some games fun, others complicated
Finally the movie was available to own
But could be rented to decide
If you'd buy it or not same with games
A chance to decide if you'd own it
Experience for cheap without wasting money
36 · May 2020
B56
Infamous one May 2020
B56
All these rants on this page
No one is listening
Projecting it out in words
Only cares about themselves
Did favors now playing the victim
Pretending to learn but don't care
Never gonna change forever bitter
Slanderous remarks to a girl
Who didn't like you always hating
But she crushing on a friend
Never happy for yourself
Just knocking others to matter
36 · Sep 2020
F14
Infamous one Sep 2020
F14
It all fades away
Filling each page
Every line with emotions
Feeling it simmer out
Coping with things
The moment has passed
Made a stand it all went away
Can't fake a smile or pretend
Avoiding toxic behavior
Over all the negativity
Leaving the past going forward
Trying to fix a lost cause
Beyond repair onto new
36 · Dec 2020
G64
Infamous one Dec 2020
G64
You can't be that way
Being better than before
Not tapping into the ghetto side
Can't hide anymore
Get to know a person first
Don't assume you know this life
Making up stories ***** crazy boring
Saying everything but the truth
Growing letting go of old friends
Finding closure and inner peace
Cant live a double life
Could barely handle the one living
36 · May 2020
B43
Infamous one May 2020
B43
Trying to focus on the good
Let go of all the bad
Just be free from the mind scheme
Plotting and planning should be living
Cleaned up the damage within
Letting go of the sad moments
Not mad but glad it happened
Pushed it out feeling empty
Need to have fun feel full
With new moments
Replace the old memories
36 · Sep 2020
E84
Infamous one Sep 2020
E84
Destruction of property
Homeless people living in filth
From a classy town
Now in the slumps
Grew up on the ghetto side of town
Many had respect and thankful
Before mental health was hidden
Now people use it as a crutch
Life style choices had consequences
Taboo topics respected
All these movements
No plan of operations or outlines
36 · Apr 2020
A20
Infamous one Apr 2020
A20
This is stupid stop holding a grudge
Why we don't talk anymore
Use to be best friends for year
But it came to an end holding back tears
A relationship over our friendship
She lied and she cheated taking all the blame
Sorry you're angry so much pain
From the same circle to separate crowds
Both doing dumb stuff over time
Negativity doesn't make it right
Told you to your face out of respect
Talking behind this back **** disrespect
Felt the knife of betrayal sharp and deep
36 · Sep 2020
E47
Infamous one Sep 2020
E47
On the train
Looking out the window
Scenery passing a rapid view
Thinking of a new plan
Living two lives
One with family
The college living
A failing relationship
Home friends an old life
College colleagues new beginnings
36 · Aug 2020
D80
Infamous one Aug 2020
D80
All this drama not involved
All this hating going on
Slowing down taking it in
Feeling disconnected from it all
Lost the vibe not the same anymore
Don't like liars
People should honor their word
Not make promises
If they won't be kept
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