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39 · May 2020
A90
Infamous one May 2020
A90
Never dated in high school
Paired off for a winter formal
Went to prom with a friend
Being the 3rd wheel
My friend and his date had another friend
So I was paired off didn't know this chick
Till that night got to know one another
School was ending never got close to anyone
Before this night asked a few close friends
Got stuck going alone but had fun
Rejection is the worse if she doesn't feel the same
But dating is more than kissing holding hands
High school was about being friends
But you get older grow apart
And realize not everyone likes
Or agrees with who you are
Happening so fast trying to make sense of it all
39 · Jun 2020
C53
Infamous one Jun 2020
C53
Backed into the corner
Family member asking
Why don't we talk
A two way street
Not just one
No communication just expectation
More made up rules
False hope expectations
Being myself all I know
Grew up poor working for mine
While you're given everything
Looking down on others
Earned respect nothing is given
Social status everything is divided
Can't stop for anyone
More determined and driven
39 · Jun 2020
C92
Infamous one Jun 2020
C92
Laying on the floor
Back pain after work
A rough week need to recover
Got too personal and deep
Explained frustration
No changes made
Avoiding the person
Not crossing paths staying away
Protecting this mental health
More white hairs than normal
39 · Apr 2020
997
Infamous one Apr 2020
997
Can't be mad choices got made
Don't always have a say
Can't tell others how to feel
No apologies for these thought
All these emotions hard to cope
Things don't always make sense
Mind and heart conflicted
Trying to process understand
39 · Nov 2020
G3
Infamous one Nov 2020
G3
He thought about his niece
Things got turned upside down
Things got out of hand
He wanted to make a difference
Came up short felt cheated
Robbed of his efforts
Thinking they'd do right
He stayed loyal by their side
Praying not to lose it
Not be taken away
39 · Mar 2021
I96
Infamous one Mar 2021
I96
Reaching out to an old friend
Had one anothers back since day one
Something wasn't right ruining the vibe
Had to ask noticed a change in the tone
Things weren't right something had changed
Hot and cold not the person from before
Gave advice most of all there for support
Trying to keep up on friends some let you go
Always took them back flaw and all
Someone has problems lost in the struggle
Everyone is going through something.
39 · May 2022
O82
Infamous one May 2022
O82
He watched his brother be buried part of him went in the grave.
He didn't trust anyone he wanted justice
Who executes another being in cold blood
More bad than good at that moment
Hard to trust anyone his failed relationship
Brought out the hatred trust issues he no longer wanted to be that person anymore
He stopped caring what others said or thought since he had his own agendas
All those distractions he stopped empowering them. The loud noise went mute white noise it didn't matter anymore.
39 · Jun 2020
C85
Infamous one Jun 2020
C85
An open book to read
Nothing to hide
Always sent aside
Picked once or twice
Being wanted felt nice
Already knew still surprised
Dealing with the cards deal
Learned to fold walk away
Lost it all tried to get it back
Holding onto what's left
Working on new being better
Always thankful and blessed
Grew up with nothing
Can't settle for or be less
39 · Jan 2020
Q:787
Infamous one Jan 2020
Social interaction not sure how to act
Said too much others lose interest
No words spoken seen as stuck up
Showed no interested suddenly involved
Emotionally burnt out rather stay away
Made a joke to be funny only one
Enjoying live living it to the fullest
No one's laughing everyone's mad
Talked serious no one's is joking
39 · Jul 2020
D66
Infamous one Jul 2020
D66
Always talking friends up
While they talk down and bad
Use to be the mouth piece
Don't like being responsible for others
No one should be representing others
Be responsible for yourself
Hated the idea of cutting the cord
But realized they cut the cord
They let you go without hesitation
Claim to lost respect for you
Called them on their tangents
39 · Dec 2020
G60
Infamous one Dec 2020
G60
He began to question her motives; what was her hidden agenda, it was all one huge lie. He thought this was love, that turned out to be a lust that would crush his heart.
They met in the cafeteria through mutual friends. She noticed his face piercings; Most of all his lebrat piercing. She played softball and he was a big dork in comparison.
They cross paths for a reason didn't make sense
39 · Apr 2020
992
Infamous one Apr 2020
992
A monster cares for others
Didn't mean to destroy what he love
The beast has emotions feeling
Looks mean but full of emotions
The machine processed it all
Comes together fill with perspective
All these come together exposing truth
A human being under it all
A warrior heart beating strong
Fighting through it all
Hero mindset with a moral code
Pursuing greatness within the layers
38 · Oct 2020
F41
Infamous one Oct 2020
F41
Rushing to grow for the love of family
Some forced to support themselves
He wanted to be free
Thought it come together
Hated being home felt hopeless
Nothing there no reason to stay
Helping his mother with the family
Taking over the responsibility
Soon to be undermined by siblings
Treated bad still wanting to be helpful
Soon it was time to go be grown
Learn to be on his own
He didn't know anything
The first to leave off to school
Struggled to fit in made friends
But was quick to get the best
Took the blame a guilty conscience
Trying to be your own person
Family don't understand
Never see the good expect the worse
Quick to lack onto the bad
He wanted to put his head down
He wanted to be the first
No one told him it was hard
He struggled for sometime
Didn't get easy but it got better
38 · Sep 2020
F9
Infamous one Sep 2020
F9
Woke up took a drive
Back home fell a sleep
Composing thoughts and ideas
Reflecting a life time of moments
The good times glad they happened
Can't have good without the bad
Bad times start sign of change
Lots of growth more selective
Pick something more not less
Choose for the better keep striving
38 · May 2020
A84
Infamous one May 2020
A84
Grasping the moment
Regretting its over
Put in some time
Saying good bye
The past is history
Life going forward a mystery
So much curiosity floating
Taken away by it all
Can't fall a sleep
Calling your name
After math all that remains
38 · Oct 2020
F31
Infamous one Oct 2020
F31
Crazy thoughts in a loud mind
Calm and collected on the outside
Fear of losing it all thankful for everything
Everything earned not given
Praying to keep sane strange pain
Pushed others away to heal
Not sure how to act
Remember for being wild
Use to speak without thinking
Now thinking too much not able to speak
Heart means well things go wrong
Love too much none in return
Cared so much smothering out life
Running out of ideas need to live more
38 · Feb 2021
I11
Infamous one Feb 2021
I11
From the heart feeling, and seeing the truth. Moments in time lost in the transition writing takes the stress away. A sweet escape from the reality that doesn't coordinate with these emotions. Dealing with the internal struggle moments that passed. wasn't living in the moment had no clue what was going on. Mind missing loved ones that are going some have passed till we meet again. While other times women wedge and bad communication misunderstanding one another holding a grudge. Divided never going to be friends or reunited.
38 · Apr 2020
995
Infamous one Apr 2020
995
Dared to inspire others
Seeking motivation put it out
Inspiration collected projected
Lots of struggle bubbling down
Overtime began to grow
surpassed others with change
Feel the glow starting to show
Straight up with the truth
38 · Dec 2019
Q:747
Infamous one Dec 2019
Embraced the labels flipped them
Made moves in silence
A tarnished rep that is in the past
Being better alone not being tore
Ripped to pieces by negative friends
Not always going to have a support
Staying motivated in a toxic environment
Hardest worker in the room no one wants it
Took pride in efforts while others place blame
Natural leader taking the blame
Trying to help others who don't help themselves
Frustrated for years for caring
Stopped carrying the burden of others
Let go of people who forgot about your kindness
Not begging to be liked or be accepted
Get away from the toxic job
Saved from the sinking ship
Around people who value your heart
Appreciate you as a human being
More to life than being a working machine
Showing no emotions hiding who you are
In the mind processing goals and thoughts
A home that a safe place to focus
38 · Sep 2020
E65
Infamous one Sep 2020
E65
Always trying to save the girl
She keeps running back to danger
She doesn't want to be saved
You are not the hero in her story
She's trying to save the villain
No love for the hero
She treats him like a zero
Prefers the bad boy over the good
He's a hopeless romantic
Trying to save the day
He's romantically hopeless for love
Had to walk away being written off
His chapter was over came to an end
Starting over writing his story
38 · May 2020
B26
Infamous one May 2020
B26
A broken heart before we met
Mending a heart of a troubled friend
So much support one sided
Waiting around to make it right
Outside factors ruining a friendship
All burden toxic behavior
Negativity drains the good vibes
Focused on the positive
Over come the struggle
38 · May 2020
A81
Infamous one May 2020
A81
The birdie in the window
Heard the chirps so loud
Saying hi little bird
Flying in from of the window
Landing on the antenna
On the house next door
Flying back to the window
Looking in wondering
Asking are you okay
Chirping thinking of a lost one
Been told birds are loved ones
Angels looking out
Landing on the ledge
Looking out the window still
Wings flapping fast then flew away
38 · May 2020
B21
Infamous one May 2020
B21
Make every line count
Say something deep
Motivate empower others
From the heart with love
Piece of mind full of peace
Overcome struggle everyday
Open to change adapt and adjust
Learn new understandings
Inhale good vibe feel alive
Exhale bad toxic emotions
38 · Dec 2020
G92
Infamous one Dec 2020
G92
Watching movies with family
It has memorable moments
Some are good other times bad
Spending time together
Life is short no need to settle
Feeling bad and feeling nothing
Protecting yourself mostly family
Neglecting yourself trying to bond
Having fun with life over bad habits
Missing people consumed by loneliness
Around complicated people
Said to never be like that
Knowing ones self not what others think
Mind everywhere thinking about work
Pops company got bought out
Brought in their own people
Family going through change
Hurting from the loss
Dk how to cope or how to feel
From love to struggling hollow empty inside
38 · Nov 2020
The morales show podcast
Infamous one Nov 2020
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38 · Dec 2020
G65
Infamous one Dec 2020
G65
Always feeling something is missing
Fear of missing out not invited
Always working cant be there
When around feeling excluded
Dk what's going on or what to say
Once inside wanting out not the same
Losing the joy not the same anymore
Staring into the distance zoning out
Can't figure it out always in the works
Learned to go without the struggle
Life transition compromised
38 · Nov 2018
Q:156
Infamous one Nov 2018
Feared no man walked strong with God
Told too dark to eat at an establishment
Years later the restaurant went under
Not one to play the race card
Doing what's right, by my moral code
Speaking no one hears my voice
When I write the words bleed out
Not one to judge others
How you treat others says a bunch
Been through the struggle
One who got out for the better
Feels like I got dragged back in
Find closure ready to start over
Did so much, need to make more happen
Forgive or not here I come
Stood still not one to run
The pain within has leveled out
Don't count me out
Never back down from fear
38 · Jun 2020
C93
Infamous one Jun 2020
C93
With everything going on
Not sure what to say
How to make it better
Watch from a distance
Everything will work out
Fall into place adapting to change
Adjusting others a making waves
Went on defense since others offend
Use to be offense talking the truth
Seen as ruthless not in over involved
Use to go out prefer to stay home
And write all day and night feels right
Getting back in the groove
Letting it flow feel all the stress
Shrinking not let it grow
Never about race be a good person
Treat others right says alot about you
It's a two way street with respect
No respect for one another
Becomes a road block detour
Would rather go around
Instead of stopped
38 · Aug 2020
D92
Infamous one Aug 2020
D92
Heard the news
Family was excited
Brothers soon to be uncles
A sister becomes an aunt
First time grandparents
Awaited her arrival
She was a few days late
Couldn't be there
With all that's going on
Avoiding the hospital
Got the text able to visit
She was a few days old
Happy to see her
Sleeping peacefully
Finally able to hold her
Like all the world BS
Didn't matter it slipped away
Feeling whole and complete
Love so strong and deep
A niece a blessing
The bad fades away
38 · Sep 2020
E80
Infamous one Sep 2020
E80
Lived one way tried to be the same
Over time change is mean to be
Growing takes time some rush
Others make plans for the future
Stuck on the end made out to be tragic
Lived part of the growth process
Cleaned up sober living life lessons
Not collecting sobriety tokens
Giving it to God can't do it alone
Thought about having a drink socially
It's not worth it usually the DD
Always the responsible one
38 · Sep 2020
E75
Infamous one Sep 2020
E75
She always belong to someone else
Always in a relationship
Couldn't be single or alone
She knew he had a crush
He knew it would never happen
Leaving for college a better future
Sharing an emotional hug
He'd come home to visit her
She was finally single
He was seeing someone
They caught up over drinks
He was happy to see her
She was too a kiss on the cheek
He was confused by gesture
She never showed him affection
Didn't give much thought
38 · Jun 2020
C14
Infamous one Jun 2020
C14
Use to feel at world with the world
Taking on every cause
Got lost along the way
Had to be better found faith
Praying to God can't do it alone
Turned to the word not losing grace
Already at ease fireworks going off
Praying for safety repentance sorry
Not about that life anymore staying sober
A relationship with God over being in a crew
Sad inside can't hide it anymore
Starting to show won't let this anger grow
Avoided being attacked stay quiet
Price to pay for saying the truth
38 · Jan 2020
Q:816
Infamous one Jan 2020
Another day another way get it done
Wavering back and forth till the end
The mind full of frustration
Moved on blocking it out
Finally facing the fear
Okay to shed a tear or two
Going over the top not ready to stop
Faced the backlash mocked provoked
Learned from the lesson
38 · Nov 2020
G14
Infamous one Nov 2020
G14
Trying to connect words
This reminds me of
Each piece comes together
Comparing and contrasting
Making something out of nothing
Things to be said at the wrong time
Trying to do right its all wrong
Details that pop out
That catch the eye
Feelings that make your hair standTrying to connect words
This reminds me of
Each piece comes together
Comparing and contrasting
Making something out of nothing
Things to be said at th
A nervous sweat overwhelmed
38 · Apr 2020
A1
Infamous one Apr 2020
A1
Never been good with title
Always stuck in the transition
Once it's started don't like it to end
Able to make it work once it's finish
Walk away let it resonate
Comeback later love to create
Work on other projects
Thoughts that haven't been expressed
Feelings explored understood
Emotions balanced out after a while
38 · Sep 2021
L48
Infamous one Sep 2021
L48
She's a friend nothing more
Soon to be a memory moving on
Keeping a distance staying strong
Can't get close to anyone hard to do
Come and go without reason
Different seasons trying to adjust
Hard to adapt no say or control
Feels like time is running out
On the go continuously hanging on
Ready to let go without a safety net
An endless fall in unlimited space
Feeling consumed limitless pressure
Hard to breathe clouded judgement
Wanting to be there missing out
Not there mind missing everyone
38 · Nov 2020
G37
Infamous one Nov 2020
G37
The internal struggle is real
Thoughts that make sense
Some eat you up internally
Forgiving yourself praying
Leaving it at the cross
Not losing faith
Saved by God's grace
In the name of Jesus
Amen
38 · Sep 2020
E48
Infamous one Sep 2020
E48
The sound of rain in the distance
Soothing and comforting
While drinking hot chocolate
Reading a book enjoying the day
Escape reality valuing ones company
Personal time all alone
Appreciating personal growth
Not give into social convention
38 · Jun 2020
D10
Infamous one Jun 2020
D10
Sometimes others ask
What's on your mind
Wondering do they care
Or are they using you to pass time
Making it hard to open up
Difficult to trust like a set up
Trying to be genuine
Nothing to hide
Everything out in the open
So many don't care
Not interested
Once it's closed off
Shut down all of a sudden
Some one shows concern
38 · Jul 2020
D58
Infamous one Jul 2020
D58
Never afraid to try
Not one to quit
Walking away from it all
Come back to it later
Straight shave razor
Cut throat silence the BS
Ruthless always truthful
Don't care for lying cheats
Found away to survive
Always kept out in the end
Always working to get hired
No love appreciation respect
Clear mind full of joy good
Clear thoughts avoid negativity
37 · Jul 2020
D37
Infamous one Jul 2020
D37
Ever deleted a number mad
Wishing you saved it
Or wrote it down
Hoping to see them again
But its better to stay away
She was in a bad relationship
Couldn't help or convince her
To change her mind
Getting hurt over it
It had nothing to do with you
Tried to make the wrong right
Had to cut the cord
Turn your back stopped worrying
To protect your heart
37 · Sep 2020
E27
Infamous one Sep 2020
E27
Sleep deprived mentally over it
Physically pushing through
Giving it all even when exhausted
From wild child to responsible adult
Remembering lost youth of moments
Wondering why it ended so quick
Treasured in the heart escape reality
Full of memories some good
Most ended bad with no say
No reason just a change in the seasons
37 · Nov 2020
G16
Infamous one Nov 2020
G16
He'd never snitch them out
They are quick to slander him
He had their back
He should've known better
They turned their back on him
They spoke bad of him
While he talked them up
Kept out looking in
Not allow left for something new
37 · Nov 2020
G34
Infamous one Nov 2020
G34
Reflecting on a date
Thought she was a soul mate
Watching her make bad decisions
He blamed himself
No longer responsible for her
Broken promises
That couldn't be kept
Stuck on her obsessed
Overcoming a broken heart
37 · Oct 2020
F22
Infamous one Oct 2020
F22
Some days are great
Others fueled by irritation
Easily annoyed by everything
Wanting to say something
Not trying to overreact
Crazy actions in the back of the mind
Scenarios hyped up and extreme
Trying to stay civil and calm
Lost so much burnt out
Holding onto the little earned
Thankful to be placed
Doing something contributing
Bouncing frustration unattended
Could've started beef left the bad guy
Wants to speak up tired of the lies
Tired of pretending it didn't happen
37 · Oct 2020
F77
Infamous one Oct 2020
F77
Expecting them to go the distance
Finish the race one by one
Flaking and falling off
Going the distances trying finish
Feeling beat up over time
Wear and tear feeling the pain
Smiling feeling hollow inside
Not trying to run or hide
Barely getting by trying to survive
37 · Nov 2020
G5
Infamous one Nov 2020
G5
Not trying to blame
Feeling annoyed
Feeling ashamed for trusting
All the wrong people
Didn't make anyone mad
Dealing with their bad moods
All kinds of bad attitudes
Quick to flip the script
Trying not to flip
Dk what to say or how to say it
37 · Sep 2020
E26
Infamous one Sep 2020
E26
Able to open up
Not be closed off
Growth over time
Unexpressed emotions
In the open at ease
Feelings making sense
Without others influence
Emotions not seen as weak
After being turned away
Walked away on the journey
37 · Jun 27
X95
Infamous one Jun 27
X95
When it feels like something is wrong
Everything is okay very unsettling
A clear mind use to overthinking
Not dealing with anyone's drama
Seen like family the betrayal
Caused anger now divided
Friends cold and distant enemies
One did wrong justified it as right
The other Spoke up now being judged
Both with agendas opposite views
One choosing to do right stay true
The other quick to cut corners and lie
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