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66 · Aug 2022
Q9
Infamous one Aug 2022
Q9
He worked hard making moves ready to take the test. This would be a factor in his future working towards his goals. Wanting a day shift so that he could focus on his training. Changing up his diet incorporating more greens. Resting staying sharp and focused on his passions. Lots of change occured he was working for it. Had plans hoping they'd work out be put into motion.
Changed his focus at ease over come pain and agony cause by his family. He valued them but they didn't respect or valued his opinion. Anything he did didn't matter unless they made it about them. Not like them and will never be like them.
66 · Sep 2022
Q78
Infamous one Sep 2022
Q78
From a safe space to feeling stuck and trapped. Get out of the mind been reflecting all these awkward situations. Dealing with people usually excluded don't want to do that anymore. Trying to trust seems like it's the wrong people. Worried about everyone trying to help with mistakes some choose learn the hard way. Asking for ideas and perspective from peers. Trying not to think or overthink it. Held his head up all he wants to look down with frustration disappear. It wasn't fun anymore losing it's intensity. He thought about quitting busted his *** to get there. Most know someone or related to someone with lead role.
Trying to move up onto new the next level. He wanted while most was given everything. Hearing NO was common but didn't settle. Did it because they didn't think he could. No one was happy for him. They had the wrong idea about him.
66 · Apr 2022
O10
Infamous one Apr 2022
O10
Thankful to be growing open to change not letting them think they could manipulate with pain to get their way not empowering toxic or giving into negative ways.
Hard work no short cuts or hand outs just do your own thing. Once you made it on your own others can't tell you anything.
You made it because they are talking even when no one asked. Talking bad about you because they haven't done anything so now they try to justify their actions by bring you down with them.
Not feeling into broken egos and pride that waste your time. You want to bring them up with you since they like to be a downer you leave them where they want to be. Being responsible for yourself and not others moods that try to smoother the life out of you.
Thankful for opportunities staying positive in a negative world that's quick to blame and never own up. Told not to be a snitch never associate with them. Hated for being honest while so many try to talk bad on others easily offended and walk through life living a lie thinking it's their right to look down on others. Appreciate the struggle stay humble and loyal to yourself while pursing you dreams achieving those goals. A heart fueled with passionate fire burning strong.
66 · May 2022
O69
Infamous one May 2022
O69
Everything was tough so he walked away but he had no peace since it was in the back of his mind. Siblings taken away by social services and father back in prison. A mother that would have to work to get her kids back. While he tried to pursue his education wanted to help his family but couldn't do anything to help. Eventually he'd put everything on hold and come back home. His dreams haunting and taunting him because he was close but yet so far. Everyone would be united fall back into places. Back to the child hood home for his parents and one sibling everyone grew up. Seem to be doing some chose a relationship and others focused on bettering their situation.
He watched them make mistakes but could since it wasn't his life or gave them advice warned them but no one listened to him because they thought they knee better but when they tried to tell him they crossed the line because he already made those mistakes and learned.
66 · Aug 2022
P99
Infamous one Aug 2022
P99
He woke up ready to get it done. Bust his *** in a timely consistent manner. Getting older making moves on the down low. Tired of the bottom working towards the top. Years of staying down, after hitting rock bottom.
Insulted for being judged without being known. Overlooked being skimmed over the hardest worker in the room. Not one to **** up seen as a threat. Standing out being noticed to not used properly. Spoke up got mistreated said nothing being a solution solving problems.
66 · Oct 2022
R15
Infamous one Oct 2022
R15
Writing it down get it out of your head. Not taking everyone's bad vibes focused on better the situation. They'll blame just cut the cord they'll never own up. That's why they are alone no one bothers with them. They refuse to say sorry or forgive an apology.
They'll treat you bad over mistakes when they do way worse acting like they are good when they terrible talking about everyone behind their back fake to their face.
Things are complicated don't make sense just because you dk they are quick to throw a false narrative or make you out to be the villain because you don't believe or understand no one explains these made up rules or expects you to know when they don't even include you or treat you like an equal it got old. You made them look good and they dumped on you it was insulting you forgave then while they continue with the terror.
Trying to tear you down because you don't follow their way. Walking a lonely road on the outside looking in is better than being on the inside wanting out because of the lies. Not one to live a lie or trust when you have to go through hell to be accepted or liked
65 · Aug 2022
Q21
Infamous one Aug 2022
Q21
He wondered where the time went
Thought he had time felt rushed
Trying to stay modern so inconsistent
Social media lies over the click bait
Sick of all the stolen content
Use to manipulate others for likes
Attention seeking not giving in
Over hyped of talk that's pointless
It ends up leading to disappointment
All that talk no one backs it up
Caught up in lies acting legit
Losing respect and interest
More into honor and integrity
Tired of feeling lied to and cheated
65 · Apr 2021
J66
Infamous one Apr 2021
J66
He did it before dk why are doubting
Doing it more than most not afraid
Worked for his knew what it took
Sad how family is most judgemental
He didn't worry what they did
They're adults that's their business
Anything he did caused them conflict
Mostly minding himself staying away
They criticized ran their mouth
He wasn't taking it or listening
He'd talk no one showed interest
Everyone wanted him to stop to hear
What they had to say for their
Like it would help him
Opposed for taking a stance
Hated for questioning their ways
Not a followed or giving into demands
65 · Feb 2023
S80
Infamous one Feb 2023
S80
Dried tears lead to strength
A broken heart heals with love
Falling doesn't matter get back up
Being told NO still doing the work
Working harder than the rest
Proving them wrong standing alone
Fighting to fit in still don't belong
Easier to walk away than force things
Would rather be an individual
Never been a follower keeping distant
An outcast looking in avoiding drama
A trail blazer on a lonely path
Thought highly of those oppressors
Never wanted to be like them
Placed in a box to their liking
Loved for staying silent dieing inside
Hated for speaking up having an opinion
It will comeback for the slanderous talk
65 · Nov 2023
U42
Infamous one Nov 2023
U42
This has been a rough journey. A year of doctors appointments and 5 months of waiting. God is great and made it happen for me. Coming to AZ was a 5 and half hour drive. The surgery took 4 to 5 hours to wake up in ICU. I pushing myself at work and light training helped with the healing. I had to attend AA, and my liver support group helped me mentally prepare for this.
I'm praying that Mayo Clinic gets the dosage to my meds right. on day 19 from the surgery, I get the stitches out. I'm still walking around with this suction bulb better safe than sorry. Being on the sidelines ***** learning to relax and recover downtime is all new to me because I'm usually doing something.I'm thankful for all the love and support. I feel like I'm given a second chance to do right to be better. A whole new perspective on life. I'm feeding, my spiritual growth reading the word.
65 · Mar 2021
I98
Infamous one Mar 2021
I98
It ***** dealing with controlling people. Half the time they are wrong but still make a scene. You try to joke with them but everything is serious. So you don't say anything. Then they try to dump some BS on you trying to be funny about it. We aren't on that level.
Some play the role as boss and others act like you owe it to them. I respect your place and what you've done but don't try to bring that chip on your shoulder this way. You punk and bully everyone that's why no one bothers with you. Making a scene doesn't justify your actions.
65 · Mar 2021
I81
Infamous one Mar 2021
I81
That internal struggle doing what's right; while the rest lie and cheat the system. Doing right by their side giving them the best while they cheat manipulate the truth full of lies. Talked about a life together now with someone else doing things you claimed to never do. Never felt worthy but moved into to finding the better version of one's self. For better or worse, flaw and all. Always open to grow and improve.
65 · May 2022
O36
Infamous one May 2022
O36
Love for family always
Not giving up on myself
Death brings everyone together
Doing your own thing not mad
Someone is still holding a grudge
Making things personal over opinions
Everyone is impersonal with another
Can't pick when to be involved
All or nothing trying to be some body
Family quick to remind you the past
In the struggle seen as no body
Not mad just proving them wrong
A good head on your shoulders
Doing what's right focused on being better
When no one believes
65 · Jun 2020
C90
Infamous one Jun 2020
C90
Writing in a notebook
Posting on hello
Mindset changing
Trying to do it right
Things went wrong
All the wrong reasons
Life changing like the seasons
Sometimes for the good
Working through the bad
A family divided feeling sad
Cousin on the street too proud
Too stubborn to listen
Acting like rules don't apply
Another exception no expectations
A people person with others
Family is always complicated
Not blaming but praying
65 · Nov 2019
Q:690
Infamous one Nov 2019
Tales of the heart
Some pure with love
Others full with disappointment
Broken heart with defeat
Grasping false hope
Let go learn to grow
Craving love like an addiction
That could never be satisfied
Desires one that can not be had
A taste never to be had again
65 · Dec 2021
M93
Infamous one Dec 2021
M93
He was hating work then he noticed her. He smiled but she couldn't tell he was wearing his mask. They locked eyes smiled with them. He hadn't felt or thought highly of anyone. Always in doubt trying with all the wrong people.
He didn't care for his job working with a terrible lead but seeing her made his day better. The winter weather the rain set a tone. That felt magical and festive.
All he wanted was love but grew up with tough love. Everything had terms and conditions going through so much giving up who he is to be with someone that was never satisfied.
He seen something new and different didn't want to fall back into another bad relationship.
65 · Apr 2024
V95
Infamous one Apr 2024
V95
A proposal to help the next generation
Make things easier make things better
How I found things over time
Be better than those who oppose you
Not talking about anyone mindful
Standing my ground staying out of it
Finding the groove making it through
Overcoming struggle fighting back
65 · Dec 2021
M00
Infamous one Dec 2021
M00
He always wanted to write music
Shared those feelings letting go
Showed emotions not closed off
Opened up about those moments
Things that made him smile
People who hurt his heart
Put his thoughts on a poem
Talk about the things causing misery
Tears of joy wiping them away
Taking the bad letting it die within
Very close struggling to finish
65 · Oct 2022
R21
Infamous one Oct 2022
R21
You put yourself out there getting to know a person. Turns out they're not who you thought or what you made them out to be. You believed they were better but only getting their worse.
Trying to be vulnerable in the seas of broken trust. Swim in the water of love that's contaminated with lust. The mask of lies is removed to expose a hidden reality.
Seeing the beauty glow but once inside its toxic infecting others by draining them of their individualism. Trying to control others worlds by destroying them instead of making theirs better.
65 · Dec 2021
M75
Infamous one Dec 2021
M75
They used him only a team when he did favors
Wasn't a **** up or a brown nose
He filled the void when someone called out
They inconvenienced him with their last minute crap
No one talked to him but around him
When they needed something he was an idea
Included in stuff that had nothing to do with him
He was willing to help but it wasn't fun or right
He didn't kiss *** to the lead go on trips with
Letting everyone off easy while he got taken for granted
Tired of proving himself doing more than most
He head them accountable it got disrespectful
65 · Jul 2022
P79
Infamous one Jul 2022
P79
Looking in the mirror staying optimistic. Thinking of getting back into the social seen in his late 30s thinking it might be different. Since he wasn't the same as before. He knew better knowing his choices could make him fall back into bad habits.
He thought about dating but felt too old for the crowd. He missed his opportunity with people his age but was learning to network hopefully find more like minded people which was harder to do now a days.
He worked hard for his and no one seemed to match his energy. He gave more than most and others never put forth any in return. Not sure what he wanted since he was setting new goals. It took a while for him but he made it to somewhere better. He was only going forward not looking back.
He would remember things that made him hold back scared to be in the same boat. Making the same mistakes taking a deep breaths composing himself. Staying sharp and focused resetting his feelings and emotions to not fall back into those bad routines.
65 · Mar 2020
930
Infamous one Mar 2020
930
Cold weather easier to sleep
Rain washing it all way
Enjoying a book to read
Mentally stimulated by each page
Body recharged after a nap
Cooped up inside need to head outside
Take in fresh air one breathe at a time
Still need to record a podcast
Not sure how to show emotion
What words to say trying to live normal
Among the insanity going on
65 · Jan 2021
H11
Infamous one Jan 2021
H11
Comparing writing styles
Had a different vibe
A tone more passionate
Always Trying to improve
Sound and be better
Younger didn't know any better
Now older quick to think not act
From heartbroken to heart on reserve
A social butterfly now socially selective
Didn't like change more open new
From wanting to be friends will all
Able to enjoy ones company and music
Loves the creative process becomes real
Feeling and seeing it come to life
Making and recreating a moment
65 · Jun 2019
Q:487
Infamous one Jun 2019
Thoughts are looping
Around a burning fire
Damp Sand between toes
A cold wind blowing
Ocean waves in the distance
The night sky filled with blackness
So much has changed
Able to cope with it all
Ambers pop land on the sandy ground
Burning wood turns to ashy dust
Slow down feel time pass
65 · Apr 2020
962
Infamous one Apr 2020
962
Feels like forever
Never ending time
Escape the reality
Imagine somewhere new
A place to escape create
Back of the mind wandering
Mysteries to seek and find
Safe place home base
Books for insightful ideas
Pro-wrestling an outlet
Writing to process it all out
65 · Jul 2022
P75
Infamous one Jul 2022
P75
He was so use to the same old crap being ignored and kept out. Once he went into the world people found him interesting and talked to him. It was all new and different. Stuck in a routine only working and sleep the world seemed so young and fresh while he was was older feeling dull.
Missing his youth because the new generations filled in those empty slots. While his peers had kids got married or just working a mind numbing job that occupied their time.
Feeling hidden from the world trying to stay in control even though things are out of control for the most of the time. Broken from the past feeling healed like a whole in the present moment. The transition was very complicated always starting over with relationships or friendships learning to not get attached since people are usually just passing through.
65 · Oct 2021
L92
Infamous one Oct 2021
L92
Love hate for work
Talking about school
Everything gets wild
Thinking about school time
Too much crazy going on
Wanting to help not need
Getting busy with goals
Everyone comes back appears
Needs something didn't bother before
Always tired trying to work it in
Time conflicts jujitsu becomes a thought
65 · Mar 2020
907
Infamous one Mar 2020
907
Working hard makes you humble
Earning every cent makes you greatful
Giving it your all or nothing
That rest that is refreshing
After a hard day so much gained
Digging down deep found new confidence
From looking down to focused forward
So much progression less obsession
65 · Jan 2024
V3
Infamous one Jan 2024
V3
He was a freshmen in college, the world was new to him. He grew up low income and made it to the next level. He asked a girl out; this was his first date. He was excited. She said, "yes" most of the time he got the cold shoulder or left hanging by these girls that caught his attention. They lived in the dorms the local plaza, where they would go eat a meal together.

They'd stroll through the college community town. Taking in the scenery talking to one another. He'd hold here hand he wasn't use to public display of affection. She was beautiful she had a mocha skin tone being half white and black sometimes passing off as latina.

They'd walk into the restaurant and sit at the bar. Since he didn't make a reservation. She would order a salad and he got a burger. They'd celebrate her birthday. They'd talk more and he realize her tried most of the drinks the bar was selling. She brought that to hid attention.

It was a nice evening, they go back to her door and hang out in her room. Chat with her friend, and they'd be alone. they'd lay down and talk more. She fall a sleep because she snores. He'd kiss her forehead get up go home. His date was memorable to him one of his favorite stories to tell
65 · Sep 2019
Q:642
Infamous one Sep 2019
Avoiding so much to stay sober
Can't be in the crowds
Too much peer pressure
Don't like to be around the temptation
Hard to associate without beer to connect
Being sober around consumers
Someone always has a guilt trip
Being the DD is not fun anymore
Some dk how to act after a few
Intoxicated altered behavior
Truth comes out liquor loosens lips
Sometimes love is hard to express
Other times hidden hatred that's grown
65 · Oct 2021
L98
Infamous one Oct 2021
L98
Away from everyone
Enjoying down time
His heart meant well
No hidden agenda for gain
Being genuine with love
Told the truth facing hate
Not into others drama
Minding his mouth seeing bad
Tired of turning a blind eye
After having an opinion
His character being slandered
Trying to make him look bad
All he did was focus on his faith
Did his part went home to recharge
Can't get the promotion filling the void
Carrying all the weigh hard to breathe
Caring more while everyone leaving
Looking out for others the betrayal
Used up and chewed up spit out
65 · Jun 2019
Q:480
Infamous one Jun 2019
On the way to work
The scooter glides through
Against the warm breeze
Vibration through the body
The handle bars
Holding onto the grip
All the worries drift away
Stress slips out carefree
Replaced with an adrenaline
65 · Oct 2021
M31
Infamous one Oct 2021
M31
Writing after hours enjoyed the quiet night. The candle lit as adding a vibe
So much emotions unable to hide it all. It came out ****** expressions the tone set. Not taking crap from anyone denied by his peers. The rejected did bother all they cared about was his work. Always ignored majority of the time. Now a flood of violation imposing personal space because they wanted something.
All the disrespect became infuriating it because to take toll rants and tangents expressing himself
65 · Jan 30
X56
Infamous one Jan 30
X56
Once they ***** you over never again
Chose a kiss *** over the hard worker
Gave everything gained nothing
Detached emotional no longer invested
Not one to run quick to square up
Called out liars got a stuttering response
Told the truth made out to be the bad guy
The betrayer did wrong pretending to be noble
A blank stare no emotions among peers
Blocking out the whining lazy bastsrds
Zoned out focused on the task
Looking for new something more
Physically burnt out focused on health
Mental health writing scenarios
Emotionally silent saving energy
65 · May 2021
K27
Infamous one May 2021
K27
Feeling the beauty in the chaos
The double bass connecting to the heart
Metal music calmed the edgy nerves
Wasn't the same dealing with others
It drained life while music gave strength
Writing was his message in a bottle
The reader cared the bottle is opened
Dancing with the struggle waltzing through
65 · Sep 2024
W77
Infamous one Sep 2024
W77
He liked her company the conversations were stimulating
He would get lost in her light green eyes
His big brown eyes opened wide with nervousness
Smiled and polite his honesty got him in trouble
It was easier to be a friend then much more
He feared her thinking less of him if things got rushed
All in his head overthinking wild thoughts
Standing confident at peace enjoying the moment
65 · Nov 2018
Q:192
Infamous one Nov 2018
The dream was so real
Everything was going right
Better than the usual daily struggle
Communicated in a civil tone
Not going argue with stubborn ways
Gave  it to God learned to pray
Another fight to be right
A wrong doer who is justified
Talking louder with insults
Doesn't change the outcome
Smiled not giving into the mean spirit
Always the same not changing
With your passive tone
Please go away, leave me alone
Being like you, I'll hit a new low
Had communication skills
Treating people bad, your cheap thrills
65 · Aug 2021
L4
Infamous one Aug 2021
L4
The love was genuine while the were lies. If he wasn't doing favors he wouldn't be included. He did his best to mind his mouth feeling provoked taken for granted. Doing his best to do right while the rest chose to do wrong.
His moral compass being challenge by masses.
Everyone beefing mad at one another so anxious for change not motivated to so. Not everyone is right an argument becomes personal unsettled scores trying to be seen as an equal while others plan or the upper hand.
Instead of being a face love it blind going against anyone who doesn't agree or mean anything. The conflict everywhere need to get away not worth staying anymore.
64 · Apr 2023
S92
Infamous one Apr 2023
S92
Hard to write when the page won't load
Working hard starting to feel burnt out
Wanting to live life feels closer to death
Been a long week with aome long days
Feeling in a daze working for insurance
Saving up while getting paid for long days
On the outside looking in working harder
Trying not to be annoyed certain people to avoid
******* one's self being the worse most harsh critic
Wanting to more but coming up short
Feeling like a failure so much to be thankful for
Focused on the blessings not what's missing
A dream put on hold after being denied
64 · May 2019
Q:450
Infamous one May 2019
Work hard without complaints
Keep going strong while burnt out
Addictive insanity return for more
Full effort given with desire
Denied by many not settling for less
Reject with self respect in tact
Invest in a dream with passion
The vision makes sense within
Not always turning out accordingly
64 · Apr 2024
W15
Infamous one Apr 2024
W15
Dealing with that coworker, who does nothing but takes credit. Sad that I have to say "I'm joking" when I'm being sarcastic. I was insulted, I'm doing my best not to argue or feed into the drama. I lead by example I bust my *** get in there get it done. While the lead just knocks everyone.
Seen those true colors going to change things by working harder. Talk to the team hopeful work together around the problem. It ***** how one person could ruin everyone's day.
Everyone wants has problems just trying to make work better. I don't need another rude person in my life I already have cousins that make thongs awkward and uncomfortable. I don't need that at work.
64 · Oct 2022
Q00
Infamous one Oct 2022
Q00
Loving a person is hard
Feeling weak and vulnerable
Especially when you dk them
Those looks shine with an ugly heart
A lovable personality goes farther
Thought you knew mind playing tricks
Turns out you're wrong but in love
Judgement is clouded wanted to be loved
You made them out to be someone they are not
64 · Mar 2019
Q:403
Infamous one Mar 2019
Up late only time to talk
While the rest of the world sleeps
On the phone her soothing voice
Her laugh spread joy
Echoing in his ear
A settle smile full of life
Older together young at heart
Different worlds strong vibes
Two people know one another
Living different situations life styles
64 · Dec 2022
S30
Infamous one Dec 2022
S30
Better to stay away those unsettling feelings returned
Use to think I coukd trust you
Going hard with that guilt trip
Expecting me to give up and let you win
Always had your back so much pain
Saying I love you after ruining things
Insulting others then adding just kidding
Acting like your world is better
Even though I use to be part of that
We use to date it failed part of fate
Everything I was denied you did
Went on without me never good enough
I'm wishing you the best no hard feelings
Ive been focused being better
Find someone to meet your high standards
What you need to be happy
What you're looking for in your quest
It's not me I'm not the one
We could never talk just argue
Doing some shady activities behind my back
Always picking a fight or trying to get me to confess something to justify your wrong doing
Accused of cheating but never alone being together felt smothering
She was watching me but never did anything
Being isolated from friends they don't like one another put in an awkward situation
Everyone leaves in the end another life in another place
Can't remember anymore so far away
Got sober reminder of blurry moments
64 · Dec 2021
M90
Infamous one Dec 2021
M90
Depression told him something was missing.
Anxiety told him he couldn't do it
Taking on the world felt like everyone was against him
He didn't want to argue being provoked
Walked away since everyone was looking for a fight
He minded his mouth an emotional eater
Lost in his feeling because of all the hurt
All the frustration couldn't take it anymore
Asking for help opened up hard to trust anyone
64 · Jan 2021
H73
Infamous one Jan 2021
H73
Smiled under the mask
Laughed enjoyed every moment
Too many up tight walking mad
Writing to lighten the load stay sane
Things aren't bad counting the blessings
Life can throw a curve ball
Always asking and wondering why
Being social usually tucked away
Doing what this heart loves
Making the most of things
Physically into body not feeling drained
Emotionally invested instead of dreading
Mentally sharp focused without distraction
64 · Feb 2019
Q:370
Infamous one Feb 2019
Others trying make waves
Learned to be stable
Steady and ready to go
Worked for everything
Everything is earned not deserved
Some find success easier than others
Some have to work hard
Like to come out even
Tough love consumed by struggle
Leave the hood end up back
Starting again from the beginning
While others given a better life
Want to hang in the ghetto
Different folks worlds collide
Different lifestyle most judge
Easier than trying to understand
Not one to look down on others
Respected boundaries a status
Some more welcoming than others
Coped with so much raw emotions
64 · Oct 2018
Q#104
Infamous one Oct 2018
Laying in the darkness the clock reading 5:00
Woke up not interested in getting out of bed
The body and mind not on the same page
Mentally ready for the day, rise and grind
Physically not ready, work demands hard labor
A moment to compose to take on the day
The body wants more time for rest
Someday are easy, others can be difficult
Sometimes showing up is not enough
Mentally tough others can make it rough
Sleepy days turn into restless nights
Naps to recharge do more bad than good
64 · Aug 2024
W73
Infamous one Aug 2024
W73
Taking your path staying in your lane
People waste your time because they settled
Don't give up who you are to make them happy
When a person causes you pain and misery distance yourself
It will come back all those lies and shady actions will comeback for chosing to wrong others.
Not plotting revenge or talking smack the truth with come out
It ***** when people know but act like they have no clue
64 · Apr 2021
J86
Infamous one Apr 2021
J86
Fighting for change everything remains the same. So much struggle hard to gain. Always coming up short, don't care for the politics. Been focused on the work lost inside the project. Writing to stay sane so much injustice double standards seen and treated differently.
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