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86 · Sep 2018
Qw#76
Infamous one Sep 2018
In my mind I find peace make sense of everything
I hate to fail but come up short
Try to stay on time and consistent with all the resistance
I'm getting older everyone feels more distant
All I do is listen to people who set me up to fail
All I want to do is make it and prevail
One to fight and Bite now all I do is tuck my tail
Not arguing with useless people who take me for granted
So numb I feel life less feel my soul leave my body
Mistake for dead emotionless in my head
Stare off into the distance block it out
The sounds around me becomes white noise
Feeling trapped can't escape over all the hate
Faced my fears no one knows wipe the tears
Smile like the hurt isn't there
Hide it all be strong for others
In the end it catches up you want to leave it behind
comes back not ready for the attack
Hard to breathe what's next
can't keep living of the same good deeds
86 · Oct 2024
X7
Infamous one Oct 2024
X7
Made out to be the crazy one
Spoke up games being played
Don't care for the drama
Not in it for the glory
Doing what's right
You can be lazy
Your problem not mine
Doesn't phase me
Made out to be crazy
Don't pick a fight
Not being heard
Able to speak up
I have your attention
Now your mad told the truth
Time to walk away
Pointless conversations
Wasting our time
Bounce back from this
Head up high you'll be just fine
86 · Jun 2024
W46
Infamous one Jun 2024
W46
Did the work came up short
Need to come up with a new game plan
Too much on the mind
Pent up frustration so much confusion
Fear of the unknown trying to grow
Change isn't always for the better
Coming up short working harder
Working smarter lots of talk
Should be listening to one voice
Lost in faith not running from hate
Another debate make sense of it all
Show too much emotions worked up
Going numb not able to express feelings
Burning up from within
86 · Jun 2022
P27
Infamous one Jun 2022
P27
He wanted to be someone else since everyone else had a problem with him. All he wanted was to be himself be left alone helping others feeling excluded because he didn't want what everyone had or wanted. Making him feel like he was a threat to anyone he came in contact with.
Asking "what's wrong with me" "why is he like this" but he didn't say, or do anything wrong. They came at him sour and twisted. He didn't need or have much but thankful for what he had. While they had everything still complaining, making others feel bad by pointing out their flaws. It didn't make sense he couldn't wrap his mind around things.
86 · Feb 2020
891
Infamous one Feb 2020
891
Writing takes away the pain
Fear replaced by strength
Doubt fades away more secure
Emotions lined up in their place
Just get it done without complaints
Working for it nothing is given
Can't rely on depend on anyone
Responsible for ones happiness
Be happy within good times don't last
The bad full of lesson glow with growth
Take some time don't be quick to rush
86 · Mar 2024
V77
Infamous one Mar 2024
V77
Poetry is not dead
The beauty within
Defines the world you live in
Some days are hard
Some days are blessed
Open to grow more than the rest
86 · May 2020
B35
Infamous one May 2020
B35
Can't sleep
Not sure how to feel
Not sure what to think
Talking to an old friend
Both older now different lives
Single looking for true love
The other with a family full of love
One has family issues
Grew up with tough love
Both had a fling for one another
Never acted on those urges
The friction in the air
Never acted on those urges
One wants to make the move
The other expects it but a slate mate
Staring into one another's eyes
Talking about the past reminiscing
How they made one another feel
Catching up with new emotions
But something new could start up
86 · May 2018
Truthfully
Infamous one May 2018
Been writing over all the fighting
You don't understand me stop trying to change me
Been loyal and true while you are evil and cruel
Woke up to be great you always late don't need the nonsense or the hate
Over all the fakeness fake to my face
Think you are real I see through the front
86 · Sep 2022
Q90
Infamous one Sep 2022
Q90
You want to matter but your forcing your way in. You got hurt so you don't let anyone in. Once your in if you don't like what you see you bail. Trying to fall in love with a drug addict who loves drugs more than you.
You don't love this person all you want is to change them. Thinking your love is stronger than the drugs she won't give up on. Thinking your middle name matters even though you claim to hate it. Thinking she knows you but you don't enjoy people's company thinking they are going to take in everything you say.
Sad how you are nice when you need something other than that you won't bother with anyone. All the smack you talked making it personal because you didn't get your way or thinking you could use their weakness against them to get them to do your evil biddings.
Idk what you think or how you feel but you can't treat people the way you do. You insult them thinking you deserve respect. Don't use people act like they owe you. Not able to debate an argument so you make things personal talk about things that have nothing to do with the situation.
86 · Dec 2022
S17
Infamous one Dec 2022
S17
The music flowing through the mind
Things that need to be said talked about
Feeling the energy and vibe the technique
Drilling hard treat it like the real thing
Wanting to move up committed
Keep working building up from practice
Pain cause by family calling you sensitive
Insulting your intelligence not being accountable
Trying to break your spirit not giving a chance to do so
Don't expect them to fix just destroy
Acting like the criticism did you a favor
Providing a strong argument with reason
Talking loud not listening being one sided
Shouting false narrative mostly lies
Doesn't make your opinion right
86 · Jul 2022
P63
Infamous one Jul 2022
P63
He was late but made there eventually
Years of being told no wanting it
Being insulted told other wise
No one believed in him
Head down plowed through
Broken heart finally heals
Learning to love again over the hurt
Starting with ones self respect
Left to chase the dream in the works
Came back to nothing only wiser
Emotional damage gaining strength
Expecting things to change
He grew mentally and physically
Everything remained the same
85 · Mar 2023
S84
Infamous one Mar 2023
S84
Just because we are family
You can't tell me
How to live my life
I've grown taken risks
You did things played it safe
I'm working for mine
I respect you had a family
Respect my decisions to pursue a career
I respect who you chose to be
Stay home be a mom that works for you
I might've detoured doing what I love
I'm pursuing my passions
Always writing telling my stories
My side of the story the truth
We are different people different lives
You can't pick or chose to be in my life
Commit fully or don't waste my time
That's all I ask always outta place
Trying to fit in when I should belong
Not just be in the background ignored
85 · Apr 2022
O16
Infamous one Apr 2022
O16
Writing has been therapy clearing the mind of extra stress being able to vent without others twisting your words. Always taking in the bad while focusing on the good. Its therapeutic while listening to metal music the drums and fast pace tempo is so comforting.
Using colored pens to fill each page writing for closure to let go of the things that don't matter trying to stay sharp more focused composed on things that will help better the situation. Fell off trying to get back on track.
85 · Nov 2022
R45
Infamous one Nov 2022
R45
No one wanted it now everyone is ******* he went for it.
No one took a chance or opportunity he went for it all everyone did was talk
He was a doer not into talking anymore
Always supportive and respectful of others
They were quick to slander him and expected him to fail
He'd separate himself being sober was the best thing but it led him towards being isolated
His mental health became a priority not listening to people
He was doing it the nerve of them to criticize
All the people talking didn't do anything staying within their limitations
Working harder doing more than most what did they know.
He did the work and results showed all they did was talk full of excuses he was over it
85 · Nov 2021
M35
Infamous one Nov 2021
M35
He loved family someone was going through something
Everyone put up with it love faded
Minding his mouth it made things worse
Saying sorry was hard he was treated mean
Dealing with his feelings was like defusing a bomb
Rather than say sorry he moved on
Broken from the inside out
Didn't do wrong got attacked
Tired of arguing it was pointless
Fighting to be heard seen as the bad guy
Couldn't change their minds it was made up
The didn't respect him he stopped trying
He closed them out felt trapped inside
Wasn't going to force his way in
Not his way of life anymore
Drinking want fun all the depression
Hoping to meet someone
While settling for the wrong person
Stuck with manipulators taking him for granted
He loved family his space felt invaded
Not sure how to act and respond
Life's not hard but others complicate it
He was silent but loud in his head
85 · Sep 2021
L35
Infamous one Sep 2021
L35
No one bother with him so he decided to do whatever made him happy. They made him out to be the bad when did nothing wrong. He showed them love and respect while they made him feel like he didn't belong or matter. He didn't take it to heart because in the end he was alone with or without he would live his life to the fullest. Without others trying to influence him or talk to him like he was an idiot. He didn't always know but open to learn so he didn't have to rely or depend on anyone.
85 · Dec 2021
N15
Infamous one Dec 2021
N15
Thinking what to say it plays in his head. His mind loops, he's rehearsing his lines. He wanted to come off confident and strong. Looking in the mirror; making ****** expressions working on the vocal tone.
Feeling confident about this a nice change in his routine looking for something new and refreshing.
85 · Apr 2022
O5
Infamous one Apr 2022
O5
Some still have it going strong
Others are fighting for it on the level
Getting older not the same
The mind adjusting to new ideals
Body going through change
Elders passing away with time
Loved ones no longer talking
Praying everyone would get along
All the pride doesn't make ot right
Saying sorry doing the same stuff
Instead of changed behavior
Holding a grudge isn't an apology
Not talking to keep the peace
Both to stubborn to compromise
One telling lies to justify things
The other not saying nothing getting heat
Everything could be made right with talking
Both offended making it personal and deep
85 · Feb 2023
S79
Infamous one Feb 2023
S79
All the tears all the pain
Trying to live be normal
Working with complications
Trying to balance out the sanity
Striving through only if others knew
Some so cruel making it hard
Others evil that's their truth
Trying not to fail your supporters
Not fail yourself dealing with intensity
Writing to feel praying it gets better
Express these hard words to speak
Staying positive about the situation
While things are at their worse
Being the love that was neglected
Supporting those who feel alone
Praying for those dealing with mental torment
85 · Oct 2024
X30
Infamous one Oct 2024
X30
The work more important than your emotions
Doing the right thing over what is right
Not there to argue take on egos
They don't value you but keep rising up
To the next level even if against the odd
Be yourself make it count everyday
Be genuine with others with an open heart
Don't hide who you are open to grow
One person was dishonest with your time
Not settling for less make progress
Someone who matters makes a difference
85 · Nov 2018
Q:245
Infamous one Nov 2018
Driving on the road alone
Traffic not so bad driving fast
Walked in the store real quick
Grabbed what needed on the way
Now staring at the new art pad
Not sure what to draw first
But ideas floating around the mind
See her face a loving smile that shines bright
Not able to explain the beauty that's felt
Drawing is soothing not great at shading
Emotions come out defined from within
With the pressure of the pencil
Could be deep and dark full of detail
Or light with shades forming a picture
Every line detail needs to be done right
Affraid to mess up start over again
Might do it better or might turn out worse
A creative heart makes sure it comes out great
Won't let go till it's done correctly
Once it's sent out for the world
Peace within since it feels right
85 · Nov 2022
R50
Infamous one Nov 2022
R50
Grew up hood not acting ghetto
Some have it all still ungrateful
Working for it nothing is given
Pursuing a dream nothing else matters
She cheated trying to pass the blame
Homie talking bad not a friend anymore
Did wrong can't carry the burden
Forgave who did their ***** deeds
Never forgiven walked away intact
Loyal to the wrong people
Bunch of two faced jerks
Watched them go away
Not accepting defeat from traitors
Everyone fades away focused on goals
Focused on doing right rising up
Knife in the back take it back
Full force going strong all heart
85 · Jul 2019
Q:510
Infamous one Jul 2019
Always enduring physical pain
Never satisfied with the outcome
Play out in the mind one way
Massive effort results short coming
High frustrations being rushed
Mocked and provoked by slackers
Determined to finish strong
Motivated to achieve the goals
Accomplish others chose to fail
Not settle for average
Become much more
85 · Oct 2018
Q#109
Infamous one Oct 2018
Always writing, the thoughts flow
Not use to the words being spoken
Never bass in the voice, flat and soft
One to talk, no reason to yell to be heard
The words come out low, important to project
Always listening to others advice
Asked for guidance got no response
Found away, it's wrong decide to speak up
No one asked all of a sudden something to say
Consideration return the favor trying to help
Stubborn mindset blocks out other perspective
Writing is expression only way to be heard
Find feelings emotions in every word
Flying free wild bird, escape this cage
See the world meant to be heard
85 · Apr 2024
W20
Infamous one Apr 2024
W20
Scared to have those awkward conversations
Sometimes they end is intense silence
Being ignored is frustrating
Speaking up hurts
Not being to speak up because things get personal
Told the truth usually get in trouble
Spoke up nothing got done
Did the work credit was stolen
The rage within builds up
Helping others ******* over in return
Trying not to cuss expressing anger
It all came out the body shook
Feeling it drain left with humiliation
Defeated that those emotion got the best of the moment
***** to be passionate when no one care
Bring good vibes everyone is negative
85 · Mar 2019
Q:390
Infamous one Mar 2019
After the rain and cold
Everyday the spring ends
The summer begins
No more sweater weather
Swarming butterflies
Blooming poppies
Changes in the scenes
Time change heating seasons
85 · Jan 2021
H10
Infamous one Jan 2021
H10
Holding back ready to let it all out
Postponed ready
Missing lost ones
Trying to be normal
When there's so much chaos
Trying to understand
Make sense of it all
Told it was wrong
Now socially accepted
Exposed to new ways of life
Some make sense
While others feel made up
Talking to old peeps
Some kept contact
While others fell off
Reached out and no response
Over the one sided friendship
85 · Mar 2020
903
Infamous one Mar 2020
903
Not trying argue
So much change
Around the wrong people
They bring up the past
Triggering bad behaviors
Can't fall back into those ways
Coming along way no going back
A mouth ready to snap back
Silence is better than overreacting
Thought about the consequences
Saying the truth not taking on the world
Everyone full of lies not imposing with truth
85 · Jul 2018
Surpassing
Infamous one Jul 2018
The moment had come, he looked in her eyes and told her; how he felt about her. The look in her eyes went cold and a blank stare. From good friends to complete strangers. He wanted to take it back make it right but that's how he felt. The cold silent response made him feel ***** for expressing his emotions. She cared for him but didn't not see him like that. She would confind in him the bond was broken. He thought highly of her and she didn't think anything of him. She had placed him in the friend zone and it could be nothing more.
The connection was lost from talking everyday they could barely speak and make eye contact. He was hurt but would get over it. Later she would get with his so-called best friend. It was a secret that would later be exposed to him. How can he trust anyone when these people, he thought highly of partnered up against him. Eventually he told himself be better and not settle for less.
Life would fast forward they both had kids with someone new one married and the other bonded by children.
85 · Jul 2021
K93
Infamous one Jul 2021
K93
He was trusting to the wrong person it all came out. She was triggered ready to make the **** shot. He surrendered just wanted peace it was never ending no pretending. He didn't care to prove himself even when provoked. Walking away from all the sadness not letting them knock you rebuilding yourself up. From a crowded path to being a trail blazer scared to drift but journeying onto new leaving the old.
84 · Apr 2019
Q:437
Infamous one Apr 2019
Use to be broke as a joke
Now thankful to be working
Grateful to be doing something
Called names and given labels
Moved on not stuck on the past
Things happen so fast not attached
Before they get started departed
Comes to an end no need to pretend
84 · Aug 2019
Q:546
Infamous one Aug 2019
Always putting others first
Give them the best
Allowed the worse
******* this soul
Dried up inside to outside
Withering away
Consumed by pain
Redeem nothing seems right
84 · Oct 2024
X1
Infamous one Oct 2024
X1
Make it fun now it ***** going numb
Terrible leads dk what they are doing
A stupid title given not doing the work
Stepped it up and got set back
Don't care to react or show any emotions
Helped out and it all went bad
Forgiving yourself they did you *****
Trusted all the wrong people
See through the lies hard to trust
Never going to be what they say
Proving them wrong so over all the doubt
Better yourself let them talk
Be the one talked about not the one talking
84 · Nov 2019
Q:276
Infamous one Nov 2019
Never been one to brown nose
But glad to be the hardest worker
Hardest worker in the room
While so many **** up
****** it up and did the work
Not a yes man use to being over looked
With or without things go on
Been loyal and true everyday
Thought about jumping ship
Keeping things from sinking
The truth begins to show
Going the extra mile since no one cares
Making it easier for the next day
Be the one not leave it for the next
Take pride in working getting it done
84 · Jun 2024
W55
Infamous one Jun 2024
W55
Holding pads something didn't feel right. It wasn't wrong but felt off. He asked a question but was told do the work. He retorted with I'm doing the work, "I want to do it right" being able to adapt and adjust making sense of the confusion.
Practice sets the tone for the fight. All the sacrifice rebuilding yourself starting over means you have experience time to change it up. Back to basics focus on form and technique. A few losses can humble your ego leading to a better product.
84 · Jan 2023
S37
Infamous one Jan 2023
S37
Trying to find true love
Anxious for it been deceived before
Fell in love with her soul addicted
Her smile could make his day better
Not able to get enough once it ended
Couldn't get that fix
Expecting the person fix a tampered heart that's broken
Moving on was hard not using the new to get over the one
Once rushed trying to heal getting over one by getting under another
Took time alone got away reading and writing to get new perspective
Fell out of that world ventured in another
84 · Jan 2023
S56
Infamous one Jan 2023
S56
Loving you and kept out
Your hatred pushing everyone away
Talking about everyone like it's right
Causing division among friends
Putting out positive vibes
Trying motivate others to enjoy life
Stop being stuck on an ex
They moved on do the same
Quit blaming yourself they chose to cheat
Forced it failed because it didn't work out
Loved too much only one sided
The passionate kiss lost its charge
Hand holding gave life now soul *******
Being selfless for others feeling ignored
Helping others
84 · Aug 2019
Q:582
Infamous one Aug 2019
Anxiety make the world seem dark
Like no one cares about anything
The world against your differences
Hard to breathe with a racing mind
Ready to crash an burn taking the pain away
Not fond of change drastically destructive
Loss of control the mind playing tricks
Break away from the cage free in the mind
Broken chains scars remain
Memories lose value fade away
Heal from the past stay humble
Not grow old within show remorse
Live life to the fullest instead of being cold
The future full of new moment to rejoice
Against the voice of doubt that's holding back
Not the first or the last panic attack
Head down plow forward no going back
84 · Feb 2021
I29
Infamous one Feb 2021
I29
Seen many faces been to many places. Can't remember names their chapter ended. I saved their place and they are quick to replace give away my spot. Use to worry get hurt respect their choices while my decisions are a problem over the double standards tired of turning a blind eye while they run a muck. Mindful with this mouth minding my own business.
84 · Jun 2024
W53
Infamous one Jun 2024
W53
Feels like something is wrong
Haven't done anything extreme
A pause for the cause diverse emotions
Trying to relax recover from the stress
Bring good vibes wrestling with bad thoughts
Did the work scared to come up short
Made the wrong right crippled feelings
Fearing a negative outcome
Taking on more overwhelming frustration
Riding out most of the struggle
Protecting others from crazy
Those blindsides are the worse
Unexpected feeling rejected
Remained loyal disrespect
84 · Sep 2020
F1
Infamous one Sep 2020
F1
Hate being the jynx
Love sports miss participating
To watch the team lose is frustrating
Trying to be a fan and supportive
But they do better not keeping tabs
The game can be intense
Full of anxiety and excitement
Wanting to win but stuck with a loss
The team wins it was a nerve wrecking game
Use to follow the team and knew stats
Before the job and responsibilities
Had a schedule full of games
Softball use to coach forever a fan
Watching little League World series with family
Basketball season starts up
Use to know the team and players
Trades are made some are improvements
Others trades made the team worse
84 · May 2021
K25
Infamous one May 2021
K25
His dream was a nightmare to others
Working harder than most barely getting by
Never too late make time for it
Write your story no one can do that for you
Dealt with those who accept things
Quick to ask a question
If it sounds weird clarification
Had an opinion got blocked
Didn't mean to trigger a guilty conscience
Put out the truth it got real
Defensive liars ready to strike
Opposed for being different
Observing the situation
Analyzing the vibes
84 · May 25
X80
Infamous one May 25
X80
Music brings back memories
Reminded of that person
An intimate moment together
On the road a long adventure home
Songs shared among friends
Flashback to better times
Upbeat bass matches the heart
A numb soul begins to heal
Hurt filled with hopeful melodies
Feeling emotions connected to lyrics
84 · Apr 2021
J64
Infamous one Apr 2021
J64
He didn't get how people moved on right away quick to replace an old love. It's puzzling for him. He knew married people who go divorced things are not what they appear. In a loveless relationship where cheating ia allowed. Why would anyone want to share their loved one. Before they'd fight for one another. Now they gave up on what they had.
He said he loved her and ahe was quick to replace him. She loved him but he didn't feel the same way back. He didn't force it and things didn't feel right or natural. He knew her secrets she asked why he never tried. He never knew it was an option or if the thought crossed his mind.
84 · Oct 2024
W94
Infamous one Oct 2024
W94
The date ended it go weird
From friend to strangers
Love blurred with lust
Forgiveness over broken trust
Made the most of the moment
Now it's over not meant to be
Desired more hard to see
True love hard to fine
Blinded by starved emotions
Feelings of confusion from the heart
84 · Jan 2019
Q:324
Infamous one Jan 2019
How can we be more?
We dk one another, stranger
Love can be a dangerous addiction
Two broken people want love
Making a whole with broken pieces
Let go of the past focus on new
Write the end of the last chapter
Move on to new open to change
Find true love with the right person
Love with all the heart
Stop being over protective
Put yourself out there
Love for the better
Stop expecting for less
Never settle for average
84 · Sep 2024
W78
Infamous one Sep 2024
W78
A few years out of high school they hung out in his friends car. Catching up talking everyone grew up and apart they use to be close. She always belong to someone else while they were friends.
She knew he had a crush but he was respectful of her. He had gone off to school experienced the world. She was finally single she was enjoying a few drinks and would kiss him on the cheek.
He was glad that happened but didn't take advantage since he didn't drink anymore overprotective of his sobriety.
He got lost in his mind asking questions wondering what it meant? She was finally single but he had other ideas on how things would go between them.
84 · Sep 2018
Qw #88
Infamous one Sep 2018
Said sorry and still not forgiven
Don't want to regret walking away
So much betrayal, no need to stay
Another hangout with awkward silence
Too much pride you keep blaming me
Spoke my mind said the truth
I'm not telling lies or buying the hype
or saying what you want to hear
84 · Jan 2019
Q:328
Infamous one Jan 2019
Took an oath to be sober
A glass of alcohol
Placed in arms reach
Paused in the moment
Flash backs occurred
Consumed by alcohol
One drink way too many
Sweet temptation been here before
Thoughts of tasting the temptation
A debate within the mind
Changed behavior for forgiveness
Not falling back into bad habit
The craving to soothe the anxiety
Giving into intoxication
Leads to more problem
84 · Jun 2023
T23
Infamous one Jun 2023
T23
Love yourself be kind to others
That's what make you unique
Who cares what others think
Too many people will tell you
Who they think you are
Facing egos that oppose you
Taking on assuming mouths
Ignoring bad attitudes for positive vibes
Avoiding scandalous behavior
Do good deeds help other
Treat people right with respect
Remain loyal it's a lost tradition
Be true in a world full of lies
Be selfless instead of selfish
Love with a broken heart
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