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103 · Sep 2023
T62
Infamous one Sep 2023
T62
Training on the beach
The sunshines while the breeze blows
Pushing your body lifting your feet
To keep from sinking in the sand
Hitting the pads and holding pad
The loud smack from the impact
A high punch to the face a strong defense
A low punch to the body bob and weave
Kicks are another dangerous factor
High kicks towards the head be on defense
Low kicks chopping legs pain from shins colliding
Reducing the power of the push from the feet
Hands up block your face elbows to protect the body
Knee strikes are never ending when done correctly
An elbow strike to the face all momentum
Training for the big fight a year round sport
103 · Feb 2021
I72
Infamous one Feb 2021
I72
Ending the night writing before bed making it easier to sleep. Over all the bad focused on good. Some pictures have him asking what else is going on. He remembers the good time followed by the bad hand in hand. More loss than gains in those moments.
This journey a long way to go, can't go back that means losing progress. Hoping it would change same old BS different day. Same hostility different crow that wants a say. Not easily manipulated or following the deceitful majority.
He learned to ask questions, and do his own thing. Before he cared which empowered people, who used him took him for granted. Now hes matching energy not get drained by those who chose misery over happy. He respected their decision so many impositions.
102 · Dec 2021
N4
Infamous one Dec 2021
N4
Didn't want to argue with anyone
Learned he didn't have to say anything
The less he said the more they talked
Faded away enjoying peace within
Use to see it as being punked out
Not doing anything stayed calm
Collected not over reacting composed
Not feeling bad anymore at ease
Could only do so much slowing down
102 · Aug 2019
Q:572
Infamous one Aug 2019
He waited for the call
It never happened
He became anxious
Not always chosen first
Only got the job by default
Gave his all gained nothing
Burnt out going strong for days
Making the most of the situation
102 · May 2023
S96
Infamous one May 2023
S96
Why are people like that?
They bad mouth when you match their tone quick to play the victim
Eating your food they have no money to buy their own
Quick to make you out to be the bad guy for standing your ground
Trying to make everyone hate you because they didn't get their way
Thinking its okay to disrespect you
They insult you once you speak the truth on them quick to get defensive
Everyone takes their word once you speak it becomes a debate or justified
This game got old not playing it anymore walked away to stay sane
Keeping mental peace over all the manipulation
102 · Apr 2021
J88
Infamous one Apr 2021
J88
The worse part about positing is someone will think. I'm talking about them looking for ways to hold a grudge. Sorry they have a guilty conscience. The family is the worse trying to pick a fight they'll try to turn everyone against you.
For showing feelings having emotions getting older can't keep holding all that anger and frustration in. It all comes out eventually. Sad to deal with that but it helps you grow and gain to be a stronger person.
102 · Sep 2020
E85
Infamous one Sep 2020
E85
Alienated kept out
Always looking in
Someday feel great
Other times bothered
A guilty conscience
Feeling off out of place
Anxiety feeling jittery
Mind racing thoughts
102 · Dec 2018
Q:271
Infamous one Dec 2018
Another notebook on the mind
10 more pages to finish
Going strong thinking of what to write
Need to be able to see
Be able to feel
Dig down deep
Explore new thoughts
Ponder crazy ideas
From wild to well behaved
Thought about it
Figuring it out
102 · Oct 2024
X19: session
Infamous one Oct 2024
Lost in the music being creative
Playing the bass making fussion
Jamming stay on key energy
Feeling the vibe soul is alive
Connecting with the other person
Sress melts away from within
Trying to stay on beat key note
Keep the count on time
Sounds vibrate the strings
Echo through the speaker
Hit the notes be precise
Stay on tempo consistently
102 · Feb 2024
V23
Infamous one Feb 2024
V23
So I went to get a haircut the guy said he was booked till the end of time turns out the shop was closing not a regular but it ***** to see a business go under. I support momma and poppa shops. Glad to keep things small because once it gets too big things become diluted too many have their own ideas and make it grow or fail. Idk too much about business but make sure the consumer is happy with the service and product. Now a days too many don't respect the origins sabotaging the business instead of appreciating the opportunity.
I'm thankful for platform but over all the clickbait content. People should get off the computer enjoy life appreciate life instead of complaining or trying to cancel others. I'd like to see others succeed that's moving. Not take false pride in seeing others fail.
102 · Jan 2021
H22
Infamous one Jan 2021
H22
On the date he ate, but she never seen him take a bite. He enjoyed the conversation at the bar, they talked about what alcohols they consumed. This was his first date so it would be memorable for him. She was different or so he thought. He'd find out the truth instead of these ideals hyped up in his head. He thought he found love blinded by infatuations. Addicted to the idea of them living happily ever after. It would never happen forever consumed trying to escape this toxic within
102 · Sep 2018
Qw #65
Infamous one Sep 2018
Trying to change my vibe
so I can feel alive deep within
instead of dead inside revived
About the hustle trying to survive
Told me I couldn't been doing it for sometime
Help save others have a hard time saving myself
Find away not meant to stay onto the next
I use to be mad and angry but all the does is burn me up from the inside
Didn't like confrontation would run and hide
Honest and true some see it as deep and dark
Overcome so much onto new not sure where to start
Always wore my heart on my sleeve
Focused on being positive doing good deeds
102 · Jun 2019
Q:483
Infamous one Jun 2019
Finished the task
Overcame detours
Surpassed delays
Start strong
Finish strong
With a heart
All in full force
102 · Feb 2020
887
Infamous one Feb 2020
887
He entered the office
Hoping he'd get this job
He wasn't scared to work
Always working on his dream
Loved to read and write on his down time
His social skills would help the interview
He wore a shirt and tie
This job would help pay for his dream
Thought it would happen right away
His work became a life time project
His English professor told him
Writing was a never ending project
Working helped him process
Be social interact with others
He didn't find comfort in others
He found joy in his room
Didn't care for the party scene
He was wild and got consumed by alcohol
Worked days found joy in writing
It made his day better it was his key to happiness
He didn't care for work politics
He focused on getting the job done
He worked as a full-timer
But hired on as a part-time
102 · Jan 2019
Q:305
Infamous one Jan 2019
Shred tears time to smile
The past hurt so much
Over came the struggle
Embraced the future
New beginnings a fresh start
Taking on the fears not holding back
Delay make the moment time to react
102 · Jun 2019
Q:478
Infamous one Jun 2019
A throbbing pain vibrating
Wandering mind on the go
Lost within deep thoughts
Simmered down emotions
All the aches from within
Won't break this spirit
Blocked out others
Not let them inside the mind
Took a beating to the face
Lots of growth helped overcome
Emotional healing from wounds
101 · Mar 9
X69
Infamous one Mar 9
X69
Trying to be awesome around toxic
Hard working dealing with a lazy lead
Did nothing but took the credit
Always in the grind serving God's people
Head strong pride in efforts made
While the lead hides in the basement
Trying to make it easier and better for all
focused one the work not holding back
Doing all the things that matter
Back to learning bass guitar
Lots of practice good as time invested
Return those jujitsu mats older and wiser
Rocking a new gi old ones no longer fit
Writing helps make sense of life
Clear the mind let all this pent up energy flow
101 · Oct 2024
X6
Infamous one Oct 2024
X6
Not quick to judge others flaws
A body and face with scars
Made up stories due to the appear
I know what it's like to not have a job
Don't like to hurt others or get hurt
The hero in my story the villain in others
Told the truth and got hatred
Got told lies feeling disrespected
Stayed loyal to the wrong people
While the right moved onto better
Use to wait thinking they'd return
The last one standing from the crew
Single and no kids parents worried
Trying to grow up sad to see them age
Appreciate the times together memories
101 · Apr 2022
O17
Infamous one Apr 2022
O17
The look of anger and frustration became a common thing now a days. He asked them to not do something they did it anyway. He wasn't trying to pull rank but looked out.
Not his place to say but did want to be fair even though some think the rules don't apply to them. They didn't listen and they expect him to give in their ways and support their bad habits.
He loved to drink but didn't want to hear about bad relationships. It turned into pounding and chugging he just wanted a buzz.
He didn't care for the crowd even though it was family lots of talk and nothing got done. He was doing because wanted it most of trying to get it done and done right.
101 · Nov 2017
Self alter
Infamous one Nov 2017
Thankful for this page it helps me get out my frustrations dropping the burden so I can be free from them. I like to help people but I want them to stand on their own not become a crutch. I've seen people change for the wrong reasons but they are motivated. I'd rather them want it and doing it because they choose to do so.
Having a tough time but will make it work or find away without giving up too much over the years it's been tons of loss but learned maintaining is the most important part once you have it. Finding balance who do people give up who they are and sacrifice you can only do that for so long till you move on to something that loves and appreciates everything you do.
Some fear change sometimes change makes you better.
101 · Jun 30
X99
Infamous one Jun 30
X99
Trying to break this cycle of crazy
Turned away from all those things
What once matter is now worthless
Doing the work struggling alone
Approval now longer required
Reached out now forgotten
Bad memories remain escape the pain
101 · Apr 2022
O23
Infamous one Apr 2022
O23
On the road, After a few set backs rise above the stress; trying to have a life outside of work. A hopeless romantic trying to find true love. Easily bored with all the wrong women sharing time to have it wasted thinking it was something amounting to nothing. Pushing through the chaos fading out of the scene starting over once again.
Avoiding hurt working extra hours distracted from emotions.
Lost in stress focused on improving not the first or last time being in charge. From the the youngest to feeling middle age ready to embrace the change. Everything falls into place over the years. Things don't happen right away thankful it worked itself out eventually.
101 · Jun 2018
Torn
Infamous one Jun 2018
Don't have anyone to talk to, so I write it out
Let go of the drama, I can do without doubt
No more wild women waiting for the right one
Goodbye shady friends had to cut you loose
Still trying to win but if not going the distance
Not always liked but one day they'll understand
Rejected for the truth others accepted flaw and all
101 · May 2019
Q:451
Infamous one May 2019
Writing enlightens the mood
Makes the day brighter
Overcome the crazed daze
Another phase to rise above
Not ranked or a favorite
Overlooked not the norm
A heart with will all in
Against praised skill
101 · Aug 2018
Qw #44
Infamous one Aug 2018
As we grow up some of us are close
We grow a part but with family it's forever
Sometimes we get mad at one other
Other times we have nothing but love making memories
Use to being a unit other times we got on one anothers nerves
We pray for the best some can only get and achieve so much
Others have it all and continue to work for it
Cousins are best friends that make family closer
Uncles give advice even if you don't ask
Siblinigs make you strong most of the time arguing and fighting due to conflict of interest
When all is forgiven everything feels right the bond grows closer
101 · Jul 2021
K82
Infamous one Jul 2021
K82
He took pride walking into enemy camp now a days he prefers to be alone writing and listening to music. He'd like friends but thankful for the few loyal ones he has. He could be himself open up vent without his feelings being ignored or belittled since he was okay being vulnerable while others seen him as weak and preyed on his because they assumed he wouldn't do anything. Trying to relax is hard so much on the mind. Overwhelmed too much at once thinking about dating, after being in failed relationships learning to be alone. loving yourself after feeling unworthy devalued being with the wrong person.
Failed friendships all the gossip when he told them straight up. Everything came around when he called them on it they had the nerve to be upset trying to flip the script. He valued them and they trashed him that's what hurt the most.
He worked hard flustered they hired the lazy guy over him. He hung in there toughed it out worked harder asking if he was in the right place or was it time for him to move on. He love the community of people learned so much because he was open to learn and grow.
His dreams made sense to him while others caller him crazy. Saying no one like him can do it so it made him want it more. He never wanted to give up, who he was to be accepted told himself make the most of things even if they ****. Make it better, don't settle for less make the most of what is given.
Always willing to adjust to the encounter adapt to the situation. Pondering the next move brainstorming ideas
101 · Jun 2023
T24
Infamous one Jun 2023
T24
Emotionally bankrupt for years of risks
Feelings burglarized by the people
Used by bandits for their own gain
Found love with a new crowd
Years of blaming deep within
silent scorn, they are dead to the heart
You'd rather wipe them away in your mind
Then, tolerate the bad behavior
criticism from the disrespectful masses
Living with pride can be lonely
101 · Nov 2022
R46
Infamous one Nov 2022
R46
He almost quit writing because someone Said when you post its like you're telling your feelings to a computer. It was his way to vent his free therapy since it was expensive. He didn't like to yell or argue to be heard so writing became his outlet outside of MMA and work.
He was called crazy for what he did and how he did things. The dream was real in his mind even though no one put in the time or work like he did.
He had an uncle that told him he didn't belong and told him to step aside let someone else have his spot.
At the time his life was a crisis too many distractions and family issues he had no say or control over.
Most of them came at him sour he couldn't associate with them anymore. Always seen as the bad guy for pursuing a dream. Being an individual they tell him be a man but then try to stop him from doing so.
All the confusion and frustration; be this way, be that way in the end what ever he did; didn't matter to them because it wasn't about them or what they are doing. Selective when they cared or gave a ****
101 · Oct 2021
M14
Infamous one Oct 2021
M14
Walked away the anger was draining
Frustrated with everything
Taking back some control
Lost himself trying to please others
Spoke up everyone got defensive
He went with the flow got *******
Always helping getting accepted
Never got helped back or expected it
Once he said No they turned on him
If he couldn't had a prior commitment
Made it seem he never contributed
Treated different tone changed
The tension overwhelming
Not faking everything is well
Pretending we are cool when its shady
If a favor wasn't honored
100 · Feb 2021
I50
Infamous one Feb 2021
I50
Tired of explaining to people
Who aren't listening who don't care
Music in each ear blocking out the world
Come up with a story to tell
Reflecting on life writing lyrics
Focused on work keeping busy
Getting it done in a timely manner
Making the most of it all
Keeping to yourself trying to be informed
Stay connected on new terms
100 · Nov 2021
M47
Infamous one Nov 2021
M47
He was a rebel stood alone
Who listened to punk rock
Being the voice of reason
Usually too on the burdens
Everyone ran from or avoided
Spoke up someone was mad
Easily offended called on it
He held them accountable
While they blamed everyone
Wasn't easy to manipulate
Questioned the BS shook things up
Not always liked or a favorite
He was seen as a threat made a target
Going along not taking the nonsense
Doing what needed to be done
Didn't seek or need approval
100 · Oct 2023
U1
Infamous one Oct 2023
U1
Douglas was getting older he learned to appreciate life, after a few bad relationships. Never put your happiness in the hands of others That's your responsibility that's what he told himself. He loved people who didn't love themselves and they would mess with his mind making him hate himself because there was nothing he could do to please or make them happy.
Eventually he went cold turkey and walked away from these people that would make him doubt himself and his judgment. The friends he had would bad mouth him but this bad boy rep did him some good more than damage.
Also learning friends, don't talk about you behind your back. He respected them enough to say it to their face. His honesty would **** people off but it was out of love because he cared.
100 · Jan 2019
Q:291
Infamous one Jan 2019
Walked away from the pain
No longer empowering the weak
Cut away the toxic people
Avoiding the negative gossip
Allowing positive vibes
Open to personal growth
New encounters experiences
Willing to turn the page
Heal the heart love again
Listen to the hungry soul
Feed it with happiness
Live by pursuing passion
Being loyal true to one's self
100 · Jun 2020
C15
Infamous one Jun 2020
C15
A stomach knotted up
Used to embrace being the bad guy
People judging doing way worse
Never talked about anyone
Someone's always saying my name
Not trying to get caught up mix
Skin tone shouldn't be a factor
Stereotypes *** assumptions
Some have no say trying to be normal
Control over the manner
Everyone has a struggle
Some are worse than others
Discrimination of some type
That ain't right use to not being accepted
Told that you do belong
By my own people makes it worse
More than a struggle within
Never blame others work to be better
Take your frustrations out on them
Another cyberbully with a hateful massage
Been blown off been ignored
100 · Oct 2018
Q#108
Infamous one Oct 2018
In the car from the street to a dirt road
The street leveled and calm more common
while the man made roads uneven and narrow
Speeding up a steep hill not sure it the top is leveled
The fear seape through the pores
So many scary thoughts racing in my mind
Going to the top the car losing traction
Not sure what's on the other side over a cliff
The tires kicking up dirt while a dust cloud follows
My heart gets a rush from the adrenaline
Hand holds onto the hand rail for dear life
Another steep drop overcome the fear
Cousin drives while I sit shotgun testing his vehicle against mother nature
watching the road up ahead being extra eyes
All new and fun another experience to enjoy
I toxicated by the thrill seeking adventure
Overdosed being an adrenaline ******
Nice change in routine something exciting and different for a change
100 · Sep 2022
Q59
Infamous one Sep 2022
Q59
Beautiful memories between them
All that remains is a crime scene
Evidence that was once love
Damage feelings broken emotions
Left over from all the carnage
The anger from the betrayal
Running up the tab of pain
Soon the receipt would come
Both would be stuck paying
Contribution to something tarnished
Harsh words exchanged to cut deep
Nothing lived just bleeding out
The soul slipped away lifeless
Two corpses remain infected by death
A cold case of the flatline relationship
100 · Mar 2021
J42
Infamous one Mar 2021
J42
They never believed in him for having a dream. Still pursuing it and doing it didn't settle or compromise. They want results nothing else matters. They never tried or gave a **** unless it's made about them.
Trying to stop you mad when they get surpassed. Being with family feels like being an individual is forbidden. Making a fuss about being dependent selfish for trying to stand alone. Thankful for all the help opportunity provided by those who seen good. Instead of assuming the worse
100 · Jan 2021
H27
Infamous one Jan 2021
H27
Onto a new chapter seeing the world differently. Can't be selfish kiddos first family first. Trying to invest and make money off things I love. Watching it go on with out you missing it the transition from athlete to a responsible adult. A role model by default willing to step it up. learning about yourself able to cope and grow
100 · Dec 2021
N25
Infamous one Dec 2021
N25
He didn't expect them to change because he knew they wouldn't. All they do is act like they are okay when things are ******* up. Hidden emotions trying to stay calm act like things are okay. He respected them while they tried to destroy others. He had been self destructive so he knew he understood.
The struggle with addiction not falling back into bad habits while developing new ones. From social to selective not trusting so easy anymore.
100 · Aug 2023
T50
Infamous one Aug 2023
T50
The idea of being wanted
Waiting around usually ignored
Thought she was my girl
She's always with someone else
Falling in love falling hard
Family betrayal is the worse
Loved you like my own child
Your parents don't want me around
The people I love leave me in pain
Opened my heart the hurt is deep
Trusted you and honest with you
Treated like an enemy seen as a stranger
Influenced by others negative views
Acting like you dk me we use to be close
Doing all the things you said
You'd never do with someone else
Want to keep you safe had your back
While you walk into the danger
Over watching you be self destructive
Repeating bad habits thats not okay
Would rather tell the truth
Than let you live a lie
It leads to your hatred growing your way or no way
100 · Nov 2017
Trio to solo
Infamous one Nov 2017
He woke up finally got rest and felt recharged
All week he gives his all never giving up or quitting especially when he was burnt out and sore. He took criticism and listened so he can be better and improve.
Trying to rise above move up so he can be a member of the trio. Majority of the time he felt he didn't belong because they kept him out. He always had their back but they always left him and undermine his opinion and ideas.
He came up with the idea got no credit, he was not a glory hound and did it because he loved it. His plans or ideas did not clash with the others. They seeked glory and fame but he just like the creative process did his part because it was the right thing to do.
He would depart from this group because it was no longer his vision or his they kept the name he swore one day he would come back with a better idea that would be his own even more successful than before.
100 · Oct 2023
U12
Infamous one Oct 2023
U12
always been a lover in a deep fight
Minding this mouth, that's why I write
I don't need your approval LMB (let me be)
I'm never going to compromise myself
Give up on myself to be liked to be accepted
Friends become enemies left in the past
I'll always love family but doing my own thing
It's sad how tragedy brings everyone together
Grandpa was the glue I love and miss you
Now everyone is divided, holding a grudge
I've never been a materialistic one to help others
Always valued family time now
It's always awkward from traditions to an emotionless gesture
100 · Oct 2022
R3
Infamous one Oct 2022
R3
He was tired of all these made up rules they didn't help him. Those social standards made to keep him. He's not a product or brand all he wanted was to be himself. While others pretend to be someone they are not. He was called a rebel told he had a bad attitude because he was beyond those who took his credit. He did the work once he moved on they are left mad and bitter holding a grudge.

They used him but it made his work better and stood out. They never gave him respect or props but one day he's surpass them be a lead. He did it on his terms they are not going to make him into someone he's not to get there.

His anti establishment attitude took him farther then all those lies that got sent his direction. His clothes didn't make him, how you treat people says more. He respects his peers even though they talk bad or make him out to be the crazy one because he focused on his work not the drama.

He was honest with himself while there was lying and cheating going on. They tried to twist the narrative because they had a guilty conscience and would get caught up eventually. He showed no emotions hiding a smile because he didn't let others ruin his day because of their bad decisions.
100 · Jan 2020
Q:813
Infamous one Jan 2020
He said I love you she sht him down
Blinded going strong moving onto next
Lots of lust and no love hard to get close
Ruined by the past ruining current relations
The new said I love you hard to say it back
Trying to be himself told he's doing wrong
But doesn't like everyone trying to change him
Opposed and separated from the crowd
In his own world his head is his safe place
100 · Dec 2021
N7
Infamous one Dec 2021
N7
Not agreeing with the labels
Playing the games anymore
Wasting time with the wrong ppl
Forgiving and moving on
Letting go of all the bad vibes
Since it does nothing just toxic
Needed space feeling smothered
Got close caught up with feelings
hopes up was mistaken hyped up
Made assumptions got hurt
Hearts not the same wanting different
Other things in mind the process
100 · May 2022
O41
Infamous one May 2022
O41
Over the censorship others try to replace your values acting like what they know or do is better. Respecting their ways not cancelling mine. Lots of imposition and dysfunction. All the self destruction pretending to be a martyr. Not listening to all these made up ideal to keep others out because they can't fit in. Trying to understand all these foolish demands being forced on the silent majority.
100 · Jun 2024
W39
Infamous one Jun 2024
W39
Growing everyday seeking purpose
Mind hungers for knowledge
Being able to apply what's being taught
Usually isolated and alone
Anxious to be stimulated by others
Being social but always feeling too wordy
Honesty that ****** people off
Straight forward to the point
Learned to consider outside factors
Read the room the persons body language
Somethings can't be said or talked about
Music to express those thoughts some words are hard to find
100 · Oct 2023
U2
Infamous one Oct 2023
U2
Greg spent the week in the hospital learning to slow down put his health first. As much as he loved his job,  it was a distraction from life. He wanted to see and do so many things. Scared to do it alone, but sometimes in life; that's how it goes.
He would ask "what else is out there" annoy with some people because he'd invite; tell them it was going to happen, after being ignored. They would comment on a picture, or post he found it insulting. Since they did get an invite, but didn't take it serious, or care enough to respond.
Thankful things that are bugging him have been brought to the light. People are rude on the internet but don't have the stones to say it to the person. Thats how cowardly people have become. Greg spoke up and seen as complicated over reacting.
100 · Feb 2019
Q:330
Infamous one Feb 2019
Another day to write
Another time to create
Hard to find the works
Drawing humors comics
Out of ideas for a podcast
Tired of all the reused media
Content is hard to find
Connect with readings
So much click bait
Music has kept the process strong
Alone and isolated from friends
Lots of conflicting schedules
Sobriety causes conflict the causal drinking
Not interested in peer pressure
Thought about dating times have changed
Always on the outside looking in
Once I'm inside it's nothing special
100 · Nov 2022
R53
Infamous one Nov 2022
R53
Meeting new people ***** you make time for them but they have no room for you. Things change after getting sober. You see people are married but not happy or bound together by children. People come and go like the seasons so.e you'd like to stay while others you're glad to let them leave freely.
Looking in wondering asking why but once your in it feels like you're better off without. Some people do drugs and drink becoming dependent on it. You'd like to see them get better but they made their choices you respect them by moving on. You can't go back because they have to want help
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