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10h · 28
Y20
Y20
Playing video games trying to relax
Being scolded by someone with no job
Burnt out from life trying to find meaning
An adventure finding purpose to survive
Not always passionate or inspired
Not trying to be like everyone else
Tried to fit in kept out turned away
After rejection there's no going back
Being denied dound it else where
Refusing to settle for less made progress
The vision within makes sense so close
Working towards goals become reality
Make the dream come true and vivid
Take those steps moving forward
Trial and error gaining results
21h · 67
Y19
Y19
A new perspective focused on learning
No longer focused on people that are toxic
That are not there anymore focused on new interactions
The chapter is over never coming back
The failed friendship is in the past
Broken heart from a misleading relationship
Finding peace coped to gain closure
The process to heal stay positive
Avoid negative people who doubt oppose your confidence
Proving them wrong for not believing in your hard work and efforts
21h · 58
Y18
Y18
The betrayed stared with anger
As the betrayer avoids eye contact
The truth was told called out
Broken trust unsettling tension
Dealing with a lazy coworker
While the other works hard
Able to do both jobs and more
One quick to stand tall square up
Take on obstacles face challenges
While the other hides causing problems
Taking credit for others efforts
Talks ******* words with no honor
23h · 45
Y17
Y17
A young college couple met the puppy fever was strong. He was a nerd and the other an athletic a softball player. They would meet in the campus cafeteria. She noticed his lip piercing and asked if it hurt. He noticed her long curly hair that reminded him of curly fries.

He'd ask her to meet up at the college gym they hung out and talked instead of work out getting to know one another. They would plan their first date for her birthday after coming back from a softball tournament this date would occur the following weekend, she would be available.

They'd go to an upscale restaurant down the street from the college. This place the grill that was in the plaza. He would order a burger and she would get a salad. They sat at the bar because they didn't have reservations. They had fun chatting it up getting to know one another.

They'd walk home stop at a local coffee shop where a live band. They'd order drinks to go and walk back to the dorms and would bond more. The night was interesting it was his first date with a girl that actually said yes because he was use to rejection.

He was always holding back quick to express his opinion learning to express his feelings and emotions hoping to be understood. This was a new level of growth that would boost his confidence.

They'd hang out in her dorm listen to music and slow dance to a song both appreciating one another company. Talk more till it got late and he'd return to his home remembering the night treasuring it taking things to heart
Sep 14 · 186
Y16
Infamous one Sep 14
Y16
Learning to say NO or I dont like that. Setting boundaries is hard due to FOMO.
Trying to help the team when the team flakes picking up the slack doing the work is not a problem but when a person doesn't try or care it can be frustrating. Always excluded but included when all fails. Wanting change but it ends up the same. Doing the right thing trying to be better when others try to cut corners and lie. Focused on my part even when facing complicated moments
Being in the band is fun but has become a job. All these demand but never feeling satisfied trying not to let others down feeling burnt out learned the song now learn the next. A constant challenge once the gig comes its worth it. Half the time is a burden when work is demanding and not able to practice or practice gets canceled. Trying to serr boundaries speak up once that happens most like will get excluded. Writing lyrics and would like to create an original song but everyone has their own ideas and styles. How to make everyone come together instead of feeling divided or on the outside when things clash making the process more complicated.
Ready to walk away from it all focus on mental and physical health since everything seems to be out of whack as of late. Trying to relax feeling rush. Physically pushing harder than most. Emotionally drained learned to ask what's needed to be better. Avoiding those toxic people has become a thing when it shouldn't be. It ***** to cut people off but its hard when they are not good and bringing out the worst.
Usually tolerant but intolerant for fake people that lie and act like they are loyal when they've done you *****. I tried to understand gave them a chance. While they have no respect and assume they know what's best for others when no one asked them to make decisions or impose on others something that had nothing to do with them.
Sep 14 · 195
Y15
Infamous one Sep 14
Y15
The decision sometimes you like what you're doing other times its not fun because still a student open to learn and grow. The demands are high. Playing in a band with people who have years of experience its comes natural while its constant practice behind the scenes mistakes are made and its draining. knowing your limits and whats expected of you. Trying to put on a great performance already ******* myself no critics or criticism is needed. Struggled with alcohol now dealing with someone who fell back into old habits. Not a babysitter or responsible for someone who chose be complicated. Its smothering because this person on you about your music while their life isn't bad but complicating not speaking up and complaining doesn't mean anything. As a new member glad to be playing thankful for the chance.
Sep 14 · 176
Y14
Infamous one Sep 14
Y14
Crazy how they bad mouth you and the nerve to ask for a favor. You never talked bad or said anything but these smack talkers make everything personal. Before plowing through would be easy not caring about the outcome. That kamikaze mindset doesn't benefit anyone.
Walked away not playing these games. Focused on the work that needs to be done then be in the drama. The ones talking no one is talking about. Everyone knows the truth but chooses to listen to the lies. Made out to be the crazy one for having an opinion defending myself when no one else had my back.
Not wasting time on others who expect you to change or lower yourself to be liked to be accepted. Sad when they pick and choose when to like you.
Its easier to distance yourself from all the complaining and hatred they caused now manipulating other to believe they are the victims. Its easier to own up instead of pretending to be someone you're not.
Sep 11 · 233
Y13
Infamous one Sep 11
Y13
The thing that bugs me about certain people. You can do them a favor and help them out not a problem but once you ask for a favor they are quick to shut it down and act live you've never had their back or looked out for them.
Being the hardest work doesn't mean I dont pay attention. It ***** to see people bad mouth a person than be fave to their face. It makes you wonder what they say about you behind your back.
Why are liars so confident in what they say. When you call them out or hold them accountable their tone changes real quick. Claiming to be on your side and quick to go against you.
Its scary to think people treat one another because they have a different view. Its okay to tell the truth I value that over lies. If people are being rather than talk about things they prefer to hold a grudge and use it to fuel their bad behavior. Understanding one another is easier said than done. Being a better person and human connection is hard when a person tries to dictate the narrative.
Sep 8 · 387
Y12
Infamous one Sep 8
Y12
Learning bass is hard playing with experienced musicians that have years of playing together. It comes natural to everyone but the new player with a couple of months and still learning.
Played a live gig got the vibe. Trying to play with groove feel it find that feeling stay on tempo keep the count not get lost or make mistakes.
Being corrected I unsettling because already ******* ones self to get better and improve.
Sep 8 · 237
Y11
Infamous one Sep 8
Y11
On the mats a clear mind focused on technique. It was fun till blood in the stool occurred now slowing down. Trying to find other outlets
Got ******* over by new people in charge burnt out by the toxic work environment now asking what else is out there. The community is great avoid the lazy and having fun with those that do. Stopped listening to all the talk avoiding the shady circle.
Called a rebel for doing the work not a **** up brown nose. Focused on work not doing favors anymore. A slander rep letting the talkers deal with the problem. Excluded and excited to be left alone. Only when a favor is needed the hated individuals name becomes a topic of discussion.
Writing always makes the day better till writers block causes everything to pile up. Trying to express these ideas in a health manner. Instead of letting them implode within while looping ideas clutter your mood. Easily annoyed by people that are already an inconvenience to be around. These people bad mouth you and pretend to like you to your face. They've done worse and go all out to make you look bad talking smack on everyone when no one even talks about them. Everyone knows the truth as that shady ******* lives a lie.
Aug 12 · 438
Y10
Infamous one Aug 12
Y10
He woke up practiced bass for the gig
Trying to stay motivated find inspiration
Learning to play with others collaborate
Hard to trust anyone sick of the lies
Writing down ideas ready to tell the story
Aug 11 · 164
Y9
Infamous one Aug 11
Y9
No longer suffering in silence
Speaking up calling out the problem
Use to bring solutions got ignored
Holding these leads accountable like I hold myself
Never an excuse things need to be done
Always moving forward taking responsibility
While leads delegates the work on others
Acting like they are doing on top of things
Only a team when all fails then help is needed
Bad communication ******* over the team
The nerve to expect a favor from the workers
Aug 9 · 226
Y8
Infamous one Aug 9
Y8
Learning to slow down
Always going hard not one to stop
Quick to react go all in taking risks
Take the opportunity do your besy
Most usually watch you fail
Why are they talking they never tried
Acting like you owe them something
Taking credit for your work
Made them look good fixed the problem
Affected by bad decisions
Aug 8 · 139
Y7
Infamous one Aug 8
Y7
Glad they are back a new year
Some people **** your good vibes
Some give off good that inspire you
Great enery that keeps you inspired
Staying motivated while others settles
Staying positive during toxic times
The attitude turned up no time for drama
Focused on the work get it done
Aug 8 · 88
Y6
Infamous one Aug 8
Y6
Sad to see them go retirement earned
From youthful to old wisdom of a mentor
Those white hairs take over
Wrinkles adding to ****** feature
Doing what they love for a living
Now pursuing hobbies time with family
The time has passed enjoy the freedom
Make the most with what remains
Free from the routine and stress
A job well done time to live life to the fullest
Jul 24 · 291
Y5
Infamous one Jul 24
Y5
Once you see those true colors
Remember they dont have your heart
They dont care like you do
Making it easier to lower expectations
No longer accepting disrespect
Spoke firm got ignored
Gave it everything to be denied
The feeling of rejection fades
Looking for closure onto new chapters
Putting things first as a distraction
Making them seem important
The betrayal is unsettling refusing to lose
Seeking success else where feel free
Escape the bad onto good vibes
Jul 22 · 75
Y4
Infamous one Jul 22
Y4
The worse feeling is you are genuine
While dealing with liars that will BS
Being open and honest means nothing
Placed on the back burner time to walk
Now the solution to all the problem
Made out to be the crazy one for standing
While the rest did nothing let it crumble
Kept out of the inner circle better off without
Still doing the work with maximum effort
Pride taken in the work ethic being solo
The group of bullies playing victim
After slacking off getting caught up
Jul 22 · 54
Y3
Infamous one Jul 22
Y3
A few back on a train leaving college
A college drop out heading back home
This burden over head family criticism
The struggle to get ahead feeling stuck
Not sure how to act in a crowded room
Anything but over react with emotions
Feelings overwhelmed ready to explode
Trying to grow better this situation
Find a leveled ground steady foundation
New mindset to that shows maturity
Wiser with decisions more selective
Young and careless to responsible reliable
Failed love now chasing success
Became obsessed lost in the progress
Jul 20 · 69
Y2
Infamous one Jul 20
Y2
Another private lesson
Appreciating one on one attention
Drilling moves preparing for class
Hoping to apply the moves
Utilizetechnique growth while improving
Jul 1 · 131
Y1
Infamous one Jul 1
Y1
Banged up from training back up
So much training to remember
Giving your all to the sport
Taking the good cutting off the bad
Trying to progress compete against others
Earn a stripe rise to the next level
Working hard to challenge yourself
Camp mode dieting watch what you eat
Improve by repeating applying technique
Take downs by grabbing a leg or double
Grips to restrain the opponent
Find the dominate position with control
Frame up the move for points
Find an escape in a tough situation
Keep moving go strong go hard
Piecing together the moves to get success
Jul 1 · 76
X00
Infamous one Jul 1
X00
A day of writing down on the page
Clearing the mind free from stress
Processing emotions after experiencing
Coping with feelings every encounters
Not defined by others defining ones self
Personal growth from all those moments
Stories to tell from those series of events
Jun 30 · 153
X99
Infamous one Jun 30
X99
Trying to break this cycle of crazy
Turned away from all those things
What once matter is now worthless
Doing the work struggling alone
Approval now longer required
Reached out now forgotten
Bad memories remain escape the pain
Jun 30 · 44
X98
Infamous one Jun 30
X98
Struggling with others nonsense
Focused on bettering the situation
Leave the current job for a career
Chasing those dreams past due
Setting goals too much on hold
Focused turned away from distractions
The hearts been hurt many times
Before not welcoming anymore
Worked hard and promotion denied
The agony to see the lazy person
Who got the position be careless
A hard worker giving his all
Living with rejection in denial
Trying not be know for health issue
Jun 28 · 53
X97
Infamous one Jun 28
X97
Work ***** ready for a change
Dealing with a lazy lead
The kiss *** number 2
Finding excuses a bunch of talk
Instead of doing the work
Not settling or being held back
Spoke up now being excluded
Being kept out still doing the work
Never talking about haters
Quick to change the subject
Not worth my time or bothering
Never giving into the hype
Someone you looked out for
Betrayed your kindness broken trust
Did favors now seen like ***** ups
Aligned with the rivals on the outside
Jun 27 · 61
X96
Infamous one Jun 27
X96
On the mats tired and sore
Crazy enough to comeback for more
Learning to take down shoot for legs
A fraid to catch a knee to the face
Trying not to injure others
Staying positive rolling to learn
With an aggressive teammate
Help them and they'll help you grow
Being able to hang in action get a reaction
Taking pieces put them together like legos
Gi is a resource tool using the lapel
Restrain an opponent extra grips
Cup and grasp with no Gi
Frame up hold a position to gain points
Jun 27 · 50
X95
Infamous one Jun 27
X95
When it feels like something is wrong
Everything is okay very unsettling
A clear mind use to overthinking
Not dealing with anyone's drama
Seen like family the betrayal
Caused anger now divided
Friends cold and distant enemies
One did wrong justified it as right
The other Spoke up now being judged
Both with agendas opposite views
One choosing to do right stay true
The other quick to cut corners and lie
Jun 15 · 176
X94
Infamous one Jun 15
X94
On the mats against a bigger opponent
Trying to make it through the round
Not tap out finish strong trying to escape
Free from dead weight not pinned down
Wiggle out of this tough situation
Find an open area away from pressure
Make the person work for the submission
Keep working till the alarm goes off
Exhausted burnt out onto the next round
Sweaty definitely ready for more
Jun 15 · 77
X93
Infamous one Jun 15
X93
Trying to stay on beat a major key
Focus on the count hit every note
Keep up with tempo matching the band
Lots of practice work on technique
Be prepared not a nervous wreck
Survivor mode be able to hang
Proving it can be done
Able to replicate most of all produce
Jun 15 · 94
X92
Infamous one Jun 15
X92
Never cared for political views
Respect everyones faith and beliefs
Be a good person treat one another right
The community divided more than ever
It's not about being right anymore
Build trust with vulnerability
Try to understand different perspectives
But doing the right thing be better
Instead of united being supportive
The imposition causing hate to rise
Have an opinion gets you attacked
Stay silence the internal turmoil burns
Jun 14 · 79
X91
Infamous one Jun 14
X91
It was his first day he was use to rejection
Surprised she agreed to an evening
Trying to get to know one another
More than puppy love it felt natural
Not one to force things let it be organic
Honesty is important once a lie is injected
Things being to fall apart hard to trust
No longer the same question everything
Being genuine remain loyal around toxicity
Dealing with betrayal infuriating within
The compromise is no longer worth sacrifice
Jun 9 · 101
X90
Infamous one Jun 9
X90
That lingering thought to compete
Knowing what it takes to rise up
Get in the gym go through the motions
Days and nights giving your all
Being sore after training slower recovery
Balancing the sport and work to survive
All that hard work going towards a goal
Always going hard no towards something
Preparing for this event physically
Mentally focused learn apply the technique
Jun 9 · 81
X89
Infamous one Jun 9
X89
Cracking jokes being fun again
Took the job serious and gained nothing
Taking back self respect moved on
Looking else where pushed away
No reason to stay not one to snitch
Not going to hide quick to square up
Stand my ground fought back
Tired of not being heard after speaking
Did the work why the lazy complain
Sad to see everything decline
Trying to get ahead or come out even
Jun 4 · 251
X88
Infamous one Jun 4
X88
Hard to remember tried to block it out
All you wanted was to forget
That person made you feel good
Then in the snap of a finger
Made you feel useless
Unworthy of their time
Did you ***** now playing the victim
The lies spoken the actions don't match
Giving your all and it's declining
It felt worth with time lost value
Felt meaningless after a while
Turned your back now it's over done
Let it fade on its own corrupt demise
Jun 2 · 101
X87
Infamous one Jun 2
X87
Writing to understand these thoughts
Make sense of all that's going on
The feelings can be overwhelming
Expressing those bottled emotions
Being heard by your community
Knowing what your are trying to say
Annoyed when others twist your words
Trying to be genuine most of all myself
Not being what others say
Sick of assumptions false narratives
Staying centered true to self
Internal growth cleansing the spirit
Not what others made out to be
Approval from people who don't approve
Their opinion doesn't matter have value
Like your feelings mean nothing to them
Jun 1 · 157
X86
Infamous one Jun 1
X86
Holding the pads trying to remember
The sequences working with a southpaw
You have to think one way
Doing everything backward
Trying to think fast without explaining
Keep the drills going not wasting time
Focused on technique learn to slow down
Drill with form pause to take a beat
Reset then start over again
The pop from the gloves hitting the pad
Side steps to keep from being flat footed
May 30 · 226
X85
Infamous one May 30
X85
Missing the person that use to be free
Not a care in the world just getting by
Before heartbreak life seem promising
Chasing moments living experiences
New encounters an empowering reward
Breaking away from the boring routine
Cutting off toxic tired of condescension
Called deceivers out demanding the truth
Turned away onto new away with the old
May 28 · 218
X84
Infamous one May 28
X84
In a room find full of liars
The betrayals very uncomfortable
Quick to get away not okay
It's not right not pretending anymore
Being genuine to criticized by decievers
Did the work credit is being stolen
Only nice when a favor is needed
Most of the time being ignored
May 28 · 88
X83
Infamous one May 28
X83
Exhausted mentally from overthinking
Burnt out from a job not appreciated
On a steady decline losing value
Spoke up made out to be crazy
Excluded from the conversation
Expected to do everything by haters
Trying not to stress the liars in charge
Focused on the work get it done
Go home have a life outside of that
Searching another outlet to decompress
May 25 · 137
X82
Infamous one May 25
X82
Reflecting on the past in the dark room
More bad than good positive thoughts
Trying to make sense of it all
Lost love hoping to be found
Losing focus years of wandering
Refusing to stay in one place
Hard to take in the moment
Never going back to what caused pain
Finding peace dropping the burden
Time away to heal and cope
Understand the complicated situation
Find a steady foundation leveled out
May 25 · 86
X81
Infamous one May 25
X81
Told you I loved you from the heart
All you did was run away
Told I wasn't the one rejected
Replaced with someone else
Love wasn't enough to stay together
Feelings didn't matter a crumbling end
Two lover to complete strangers
A passionate kiss gone numb
Emotionless no longer a connection
No more feelings shared wedged apart
Deep hurt within no reasons given
Hard to make sense of the situation
Obsessed walking in denial seeking truth
May 25 · 106
X80
Infamous one May 25
X80
Music brings back memories
Reminded of that person
An intimate moment together
On the road a long adventure home
Songs shared among friends
Flashback to better times
Upbeat bass matches the heart
A numb soul begins to heal
Hurt filled with hopeful melodies
Feeling emotions connected to lyrics
May 25 · 88
X79
Infamous one May 25
X79
Trying  to please your elders
They've done it with experience
Many times before it's second nature
You like to learn from them
Too bad you have other ideas
The plans are similar different times
Experienced passing wisdom
The inexperienced gaining perspective
Find a place to call home feel safe
Passed up so much inconvenienced
Asking what if wanting that moment
Scared of missing on that opportunity
Hoping for a chance not always sure
On the edge Trying to easy in
Cope to feel whole with emotions
feelings to fill the hole within
May 5 · 160
X78
Infamous one May 5
X78
On the mats knee banged up
Caught in a wrist lock
Work on defense to counter
Trying to survive the round
An older body limited rolling
With a younger opponents
Hoping to burn out their energy
Apply the technique use momentum
Be patient experience taking on speed
May 5 · 83
X77
Infamous one May 5
X77
Use to being alone hard to trust
Not with anyone because of loneliness
After being deceived hard to open up
Holding back ready to go all in
Gave everything to something
That did not amount to anything
Emotionally invested now bankrupt
Protecting a broken heart from betrayal
Honest with love complicated situations
Respectful of feeling trying to understand
During an emotional hardship
Frustration taking the after math
Dealing with feeling of passive abuse
Never included left with subliminal clues
Never explained multiple assumptions
Apr 27 · 103
X76
Infamous one Apr 27
X76
Suppose to be fun but it's not the veteran musicians expect your results they don't care how you feel or what you think. Still a beginner taking on years of experience. Not backing down playing frustrated trying to keep up learning on the fly. Trying to play at professional level that's become second nature.
Working on tempo struggling with the tempo lost with the tempo deaf  tone with the change up it all has a consistent flow need to study and analyze the song to make sense of it all.
Trying to let all those feelings and emotions come out vibrate fluxate with the creative process.
Apr 19 · 94
X75
Infamous one Apr 19
X75
Tell your story live it to the fullest
Believe in yourself when others do not
Keep going strong see opportunity
Most settled the have the nerve to complain
Another road block with haters
Detoured with doubters in the way
Taking on the journey full of growth
Learned from those encounters
Gained from every experience
Need more inspired role models
Observed who not to be like do better
Loved the wrong people left with regret
Hated by people that got called out
Excluded not alone wiggle room to be free
Life goes on with or without any say
Made it through the day time to reflect
Another moment in time spent floating
Taken away from the numbing pain
Able to heal feel whole again
Apr 14 · 229
X74
Infamous one Apr 14
X74
Getting a haircut well groom
In the barber chair my turn had come
Venting to the barber
Very impatient about life
Being told "everything will come together"
Doing the hard work people notice
The truth planted deep in the heart
Not one to lie open eyes standing tall
Apr 14 · 101
X73
Infamous one Apr 14
X73
An older mind full of growth
An older body wear and tear
Doing what you love times have changed
Trying to bend limited flexibility
Holding back with strength
Going through the motions
Focused on technique slowing down
Taking on a younger athlete
Heavy handed being responsible
Learning to hold back get better
Be smarter and wiser on defense
Hoping for a mistake to get the move
Escape the submission find wiggle room
Apr 6 · 114
X72
Infamous one Apr 6
X72
Tired from pushing through
Not one to quit or surrender
No pressure no diamond
Trying to survive burnt out
Working harder to feel alive
Back up from being down
Set the tone grinding through
Breaking the rules making your own
Loyal to the wrong people
A moral code still doing whats right
Against the odds still surpassing
Thriving through to the end
Not one to complain just do the work
Make the most of the situation
Don't pretending like it's fine
Being denied set aside by doubters
Taking credit for what is mine
Did the work over being criticized
Apr 6 · 107
X71
Infamous one Apr 6
X71
Got knocked down bounced back up
Like a weeble back up not staying down
Knocked over by alcohol struggle within
Back up with sobriety clarity of mind
Broken hearted popped up with faith
Rejected made out to be weak denied
Standing tall stronger than before
Health derailed with cirrhosis
Back on track staying active
Doing what's right to win the fight
Writing unexpressed emotions to escape
Sharing feelings able to cope
Freed from internal burdens
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