Make it fun now it ***** going numb
Terrible leads dk what they are doing
A stupid title given not doing the work
Stepped it up and got set back
Don't care to react or show any emotions
Helped out and it all went bad
Forgiving yourself they did you *****
Trusted all the wrong people
See through the lies hard to trust
Never going to be what they say
Proving them wrong so over all the doubt
Better yourself let them talk
Be the one talked about not the one talking

On the road going home
So many bad drivers on the road
Staying ahead of the crazy
All the BS doesn't phase anymore
Thick skin numb to the core
Always giving and judged
While the people talking
Make it worse cursed his name
Spreading rumors making up lies
No where to go missing home
Hard to be around family
Need to be doing something
Help out make the situation better
The demotion is an insult
Phony friends not pretending all is well
A new route time for a change

Staring at the sky on a fresh night
The stars shines bright
Wanting to be among them
Lighting up the darkness
Taking in the silence trying to rest
Find love be positive make progress

He got in his 4 runner went for a long drive playing loud music. Work lost value no longer emotionally connected. Took one for the team this demotion was a knife to the heart. Pondering life and changes that needed to be made. Surviving a transplant trying to go forward Another detour went backward instead of forward. Not being heard to many false narratives others believe. He stopped arguing to prove himself.
Focused on his passions outside of this crumbling building. Rushing away from the the bad focused on the good. Try to be in the moment not ahead at the future or looking back at the past.

Talking to good people
Plotting new goals to achieve
Trying to move up go forward
Another road block and detours
Did the work and got ******* over
Spoke the truth being ignored
Gave it all and it's never enough
Taking it back finding it else where
Finishing old plans on the back burner
Lots of growth anxious to learn more
Apply what's learned feel valued
All the hard work and effort go unnoticed
Not used or taken forgranted
A change of scene pursuing the passion
New experiences over the burn out

Be this or I'll treat you different
Do that or you'll be excluded
Not trying to be you
Stand tall as myself
Even if I'm isolated
Left alone being criticized
Spoke up called them out
Now your mad for the truth
I'm tired of the lies
Not going to take that

The days are long never ending
Never enough bad leadership
Planning another move
To escape the evil ways
All the pain bad memories remain
Onto to better not settling for less
Healing up after surgery feeling drained
False promise the betrayal