He went out with family everyone made a fun. All he did was work and home no life outside of that it bugs him how they judged him for trying to live life. He wasn't married or didn't have kids.
He paid his rent and was being responsible even though work bored him. All he did was write on his down time. If he didn't train with his cousin he kept to himself. He loved sports but when the world shutdown. He didn't know what to do. He got lost in his thoughts it drove him insane. He tried to be a better person while everyone got worse with their problems and burdens imposing their frustration on others.

He never cut them off they chose to leave or hold a grudge. He had a hard time, he never fit in always growing can't stay the same anymore. He wished them the best he didn't want to hold them back. Answering to all the wrong people he felt like they'd knock his efforts it was never good enough even though he gave his all. He failed came up short but never quit or gave up took a break after being broken inside.

They treated him like an idiot he was nice and they took it for granted. He could only do so much writing. Stay home because of the pandemic. Trying to be safe and respectful while so many rude people ruin his day. He ignores them but they spread their toxic in his direction.
Once he speaks up or says something hes the bad guy. Its the worse feeling they'll bully him or provoke him once he confronts them they are quick to play the victim. Its infuriating how its a one sided only their way or no way quick to torment others.

Learned to make sure everything is right on my end; before talking about anyone. Mindful and respect when it comes to others. They are quick to judge without knowing the whole story or think they know; what's going on in this racing mind.
He loves his family but they don't accept him. He refused to give up who he is what he feels to be taken into consideration. He's quick to forgive even when they did him wrong.

He had a few drinks got a buzz called it quits before he was the wild one blacked out drunk. Feeling like the world is against him ******* over by his family. It was the worse he got over whelmed went out with some cousins they chatted about the good times they had to grow up but it was good to move up be way more responsible than before. His spring break blew chunks since he had to fill dumpsters with junk not the agenda for spring break.
They never had his back but they expect him to be supportive after all the shady crap they've done.

As he looked at life ready to argue everyone fed up being push and provoked to the limit. They don't care about anyone but themselves. He had a heart of gold but they made him feel worthless. They always want to tell others but never listen or want to change. Owing a house doesn't give you the right to treat others had.
Never been materialist its about how you treat others. He felt like he was losing faith things didn't make sense. He spoke up and everyone let it be. Why is this allowed if its not liked. He was seen as the crazy one because going along wasn't good enough. He made his own way to be judged told he was wrong.

Dealing with alpha females that take and never give back. Emasculate you then have the never to play the victim. Always sit back as they make plans then expect you to pay for their it. Especially since they make drama for everyone. Talk about everyone the audacity to ask for favors. The evil reign of terror with belittling leadership talking about respect but stomping on everyone to get it.