Obsessed with the creative process
How did this come about
What caused this to happen
Influenced this to be made
Writing is how you're feeling it
Actually dealing with it
Brain out of ideas feelings change
Could read a book for inspiration
Get inspired by ideas multiple angles
Go out live life tell stories
Find some new perspective
Live in the moment to the fullest
Find humor in tragic moments

Spread yourself too thin heart on a sleeve
Can't hide yourself hide who you are
Even if you tried starting to shine
Stand out from the crowd
Use to be loud denied ignored
Silent all of a sudden being heard

Sometimes you want to include others
Being alone doing it on your own
Another dispute out of hand
Catching feelings by being involved
Use to being an outcast
Always there for them
No where to be Found
When you need them
Anxiety looking for wrong
Mind playing trick making up lies
Things are good expecting the worse
Writers high can't get that fix
Women are a poison of choice
Trying to not make toxic choices
Bad decisions on the mind
Old enough to know better
The chose to ignore fall into bad habits
A moral struggle trying to stay same
Relive old pain healing
Said to be better do what's right