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Infamous one Oct 2020
F20
The melody looping
Back and forth
Trying to find balance
Stay stable not settle
Feeling off vibes
Been feeling numb
Lifeless need to change it up
Got rest had a dream
Doesn't makes sense thinking
Can't be around drinking
Cut off toxic people walking alone
Missing people cant call or reach out
Still mad holding a grudge
Happened years ago
Not that person anymore
Can't change the past
Acting like it was yesterday
Just want to be friends
Hang out like before
Never going to be like that anymore
Infamous one Oct 2020
F19
Needed to make moves
Feeling smothered
Stuck fighting with family
No joy or luck
Trying to pursue a dream
No one want to change
Bringing up the past
Don't live there anymore
No going back only forward
Focused on some goals
Not trying to exchange words
Cause heat getting to personal
Getting to deep filter is on
About to come off repeat some dirt
Say something that's never been said
Already hard to sleep
Infamous one Oct 2020
F18
Use to go out
Someone was always mad
Staying home older now
Someone is always mad
Had a difference of opinion
Someone gets offended
Spoke the truth kept it real
Now someone is getting defensive
Trying to debate a topic
Now its a grudge more personal attacks
No logic involved fueled by anger
All this hatred for being different
Infamous one Sep 2020
F17
He saw his momma drunk
It hurt him and broke his heart
He prayed she'd change for the better
She smoked no regards for others
Set in her ways loved her flaw and all
All the frustration stayed away
Tears and painful to watch
Blaming himself over her bad habits
Infamous one Sep 2020
F16
Don't like to be consumed
By anger and frustration
Dealing with thievery
Not always given a chance
Or an opportunity slim pickings
Making the most of what's given
Praying to not give into temptation
Throw hands with those provoking
Stayed away kept out of the mix
Had to find another place start over
Found new to call your own
Things are better than before
Walking with faith not giving into hate
Praying for wrong doers
Done bad before lived with regret
Begging for forgiveness
Learned to forgive
Not about that life anymore
Infamous one Sep 2020
F15
Had to leave
Get away from the drama
Blows over with time
Everything fades away
So many talking
Dk the whole story
Stop budding in
Mind your business
Sorry you have nothing going
With all your meddling
Infamous one Sep 2020
F14
It all fades away
Filling each page
Every line with emotions
Feeling it simmer out
Coping with things
The moment has passed
Made a stand it all went away
Can't fake a smile or pretend
Avoiding toxic behavior
Over all the negativity
Leaving the past going forward
Trying to fix a lost cause
Beyond repair onto new
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