Infamous one

Infamous one Aug 2020

E9

Woke up early
Went to bed late
Dk why this heart
Feels so much burden
This mind can't figure it out
Trusting God over man
The world's gone crazy out of hand
Crazy terrorising the city
Safe at home in bed
Cant live inside with fear
Need to rise not hide
Each word holding back tears
What happen...
Why has it become this way
How did you end up like this
A huge list of questions
No answers prefer solutions
Over come the problems

Infamous one Aug 2020

E8

The clock says 11:11
Making a wish
Praying things will be okay
Dreams become a reality
Living life not feeling numb
Able to share show emotions
Feel without being judged
Not seen as weird for the truth
Show love feel equal
Tired of holding back
Denying one's self to be liked
To be accepted by people
Who struggle within not a peace
Finding closure by forgiving
Moving on by forgetting

Infamous one Aug 2020

E7

Told the truth always honest
Someone is always mad
Easily offended walking eggshells
Give and earning respect
Always took risks failed
Crazy going through the struggle
Wild enough to keep trying
The fire within burns
Not letting others dull the shine

Infamous one Aug 2020

E6

Things are not what they appear
Times are tough
Feel like disappearing
People stealing from you
All this hard work and effort
So many rude disrespectful people
Throwing their trash
Leaving the streets filthy
Times have changed
Not for the better
The norms have changed
Standing for the flag
The love for this country
Praying to God with faith
Respecting the law
Hard work grew up low income
Eventually leading to opportunity

Infamous one Aug 2020

E5

Looking around
Can't stay down
Too many detours
Never good enough
Even doing extra
Trying not to flirt
End up hurt
Avoid eye contact
Too deep with emotions
Hiding feelings hard to trust
A mindful mouth
Silent with others
Loud thoughts brewing
Stirring within the soul
A broken heart finds strength
Burnt out body heals
Seeking peace finding closure
Time alone time to grow

Infamous one Aug 2020

E4

Hard to trust love
Fear of getting hurt
Always love more
Than the other person
Willing to risk it all
Change if its true
Pray it's meant to be
Thing change not the same
All the pain feelings a match
Not for the better
Friendship lost for wanting more
Hard to be friends coexist
A layered relationships
No longer balanced seeing eye to eye
Thrown out of wack all off track
No going back for showing love
Can't force what's not meant to be

Infamous one Aug 2020

E3

A heavy heart
Choices to be made
Wanting one life
Had to give up the current
The fork in the road
Single wanting a partner
So much sacrifice another wrong
Compromised for the wrong people
More loss than gain