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Infamous one Aug 2020
E2
Laying in bed a decision made
Happy but feels wrong
Thinking about living
Feel like the walking dead
Anxious to break the routine
New habits to grow and improve
Already did it starting over again
Trying to hold on and gain more
Not lose it all through the transition
keep building and maintaining
Infamous one Aug 2020
E1
Wanted it and taunted
Why now feeling neglected
Deprived use to going without
Work could be fun or draining
The people some love you
While use to hate and a hard time
Mindful of this mouth
Usually makes it worse
Trying to stay calm not curse
Always the grunt with no perks
Trying to be happy with bad vibes
Never give in or show emotions
Too strong going numb feeling nothing
Infamous one Aug 2020
D00
Trying to pin point the moment
Where it went wrong
Like if you could go back
Back in time to fix the mistake
Forgiving yourself is hard
Trying to move on to forward
Tired of being in denial
Living a lie compromised outcomes
A series of events
Some loved and treasured
Some regret on the mind
Looping thoughts questioning behavior
The heart starved craving new moments
The old ones fade losing gratification
Detached from the new
Forgetting the old need to move on
Can't go back life's about moving forward
Infamous one Aug 2020
D99
Cant say anything words get twisted
Truth twisted into lies made out to be the bad guy
Without logic or reason others gang up attack
Times have changed not always for the better
Working for the moment
While others try to impose
Steal your moment dimming your light
Rain on your parade full of shame
Tried to bring them up with you
They failed you set in their ways
Now you moved on without them
Now trying to come back
No more second chances
Infamous one Aug 2020
D98
How do some people live a double life
Struggling to live one barely getting by
Some have multiple lovers
Struggling to find one worthy of commitment
Everyone wants the perks without commitment
Writing from the heart others don't feel
Speak from the mind without thought others are offended
Took their feelings into consideration mine got ignored
Waited but moved on can't wait for others anymore
Wasted lots of time trying to catch up
Or made lots of effort to be denied what a huge waste
Did favors didn't expect anything in return
While others do favors trying to collect hold a grudge
Don't expect or want anything from others
Walked away no reason to stay onto something new and better
Infamous one Aug 2020
D97
Always the shoulder to cry on
Can't talk share feelings
Show emotions always strong
Keeping it together for others
Vent not comparing sad stories
Crumbling inside staying composed
Trying to keep it together
Wanting to scream it won't come out
Heart beating in the back of the throat
Never wanted anywhere
Finally feel apart of something
Feels like it will be taken away
Can't win always disappoint someone
Put in an awkward situation
Name being spoken for opportunity
Usually slandered or bad mouthed
Something different and new
Infamous one Aug 2020
D96
Ever close your eyes
And pray
Sometimes you see and feel it
Other times asking what happened
What are you doing
Doesn't make sense now
But will later
Work out fall into place
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