Working hard to pay bills
Heart beats to the Blues
A heart fueled by soul
Negativity soul *******
Positive mindset consumed
By what "if" possibilities
See it happen in the mind
Comeback to reality day dreaming
Praying for the result so close
Another outcome wasn't expecting
Still hustling working for it
Losing control a wild mouth
Stay calm and collected

So much hatred need more love
So much injustice not peace
Everyone needs closure to move on
Sometimes theirs no reason or answers
Other times conclusions with results
Just love respect one another
Everyone has a struggle
Everyone has their own story
Tell it loud don't be afraid
Don't hurt others in the process
Be open to understand others
And have faith they'll understand
Don't force your beliefs or impose
Educate and inform others
Some might listen be open to change
While others narrow minded
Set in their ways closed off

Tell yourself be much more
Gain one thing lose another
Trying to stay in tact
Make it through to the end
Struggling within to be present
Doesn't feel right blocking it out
Always feels off some how
Having a hard time adjusting
Being able to relate adapt
Thankful for the job about the hustle
Glad to be working full effort
Feels dull bored lost its flavor
Missing old friends we don't talk
Can't seem to find mutual ground
Always calling reaching out
No returned calls or text messages

Always scared to be denied
Be rejected for being different
Not hurting or bothering anyone
Tried to fit in such a huge sacrifice
Denying yourself to be liked
Don't cheat yourself be you
Being uniques makes you special
In the end you hurt yourself
Just to be liked by people
Who don't value or appreciate you
Too many followers not enough leaders

Why so much hate
Everyone is consumed
Tamed it for years
Now its coming out
Be careful what's said
It came out can't be taken back
Consequences for every action
Be responsible with actions
So many recording everything
On the web spreads like a fire
Don't hurt anyone or get hurt
Respect yourself and neighbor
How you treat others says a lot
Love others how you'd love yourself

Not in that place anymore
Use to be phased by all the insanity
Stayed away on this lonely road
Broken homes to new beginnings
Not the same anymore not surprised
Being nice seen as bad in other eyes
Always taken for granted got over it
Over trusting the wrong people
Wasn't taken serious the first time
Why all of a sudden being considered
Hard to trust when someone
Doesn't believe believe in your skills
Or trust your talented abilities

Use to wake up drink
Other times with a black eye
Not knowing what happened
The night a blur can't remember
Waking up at home no clue
Drank too much hiding in a bottle
Couldn't get enough numbing pain
Remember everything trying to forget
Block it out not sure How to deal
Deal with all these emotions
Never felt ot been this way before
Losing a sibling wanting love
Thinking the one is found
Never was meant to be
Not sure how it happened
From confidence to doubting
From a whole feeling complete
Once it ended a bottomless hole
That couldn't be filled feeling numb
Consumed by it all spiraling down