Never made sense
The way others treat one another
Don't be disrespectful
Expect favors
After being told off
For trying to explain
Its better to keep distant
Acting like a lead not your pay
Can't complete the task
Not working and don't care
Why is there so much complaining

Time to cope
Time to reflect
Put things into perspective
Things that mattered
Now a days don't mean anything
Break the ******* to grow
Can't stay in the same place
Change of locations new scenery
New faces to mingle with
Who knew over trusting would be bad
Not going out learned to do without drama
Don't care to share use to writing it all out
A place to call home scared to be alone
Back to being responsible on your own
Back and forth to work and home
Paying bills first then have some fun

Not throwing it in anyone's face
Protecting others lots of betrayal
Who snitch throw you under
So many negative mouths talking
Tuned them out only about themselves
Helped a friend who was down
Lived in his car now throwing shade
Not one to judge anyone everyone has a struggle
Respected the situation tough times happen
All the complaining point the blame
Been growing on the low figure it out alone
Minding this mouth it causes trouble
Not in anyone's business keeping a low pro
Never know the who story only heard one side
Not one to talk tried to lend a helping hand
All this heat the third degree burnt up inside

The internal struggle in the light
Empowered by truth seen as ruthless
Talked about the taboo topics
Questioned all these made up rules
Some stack the deck in their favor
Getting caught up trying to point blame
Always on their terms and conditions
Eventually everyone wises up walks away
Showed respect to everyone not trying to change
Not trying to change anyone that's who they are
Even the two faces whoever they decide to be
Did the job got paid went home

Writing why does this matter
Asking why did it happen
Took everything in long periods of time
When it didn't have to happen
Some are easy to forget
Others treasured in the heart
Stored in a bank safe bolted up
Made a list of haters and doubter
Didn't need to cross names off
Karma caught up to them
Or they ******* themselves
Not afraid or losing faith
Been going strong being told NO
Made it a challenge wanted it more than ever
Tough situations lighten up get better

Should've said this
Could've done that
All the possibilities play out
Never the outcome that's expected
The thought process is everywhere
Accused of cheating been loyal
Asked about this "friend"
All defensive trying to swap outcomes
Tripping with the guilt trip
Talking about being single
Few days later with someone new
Now it's official opposite of what's said
No labels or serious commitments
Started dating for all the wrong reasons
Mending the heart to overcome the past
On a date not emotionally available
Not fair to this girl who's fully invested
She actually cares has feelings

Trying to be better find peace within
Had many friends better off alone
Keep bring up the past its history
Trying to move forward focus on goals
Learned the lesson not the same
Dreams and reality become one
Wishing they'd blur together
Put everything into it the project
Every feeling lights up with emotion