Played the game
Wasn't wanted on one team
They gave up a player
Who never got a chance
Then joined another team
That was welcoming and embraced
Finally he played that rival team
With his team they dominated
After so much doubt and rejection
The score felt settled brought balance
Use to take rejection pent up
All the frustration would implode
Took it moved on now it's better to speak up
Prove them wrong for once
Over all the talking others looking down
Many lies trying to tarnish self image
Felt good to take a stand with support
Use to tanking on the number
Learned it's best to walk away

Seen the bad can't associate
Not always able to relate
Don't always fit in
Said the truth no regret
Who's offended now
Also mad holding a grudge
Don't tell others how to act
Inappropriate with your behavior
Over the double standards
Sick of others playing favorites
Clicks filled with two faced mugs

Bad vibes change the mood
Like a mood ring of those energies
Heart you to beat to the blues
That soulful love from within
Stood together in the rain
The painful past fades away
This moment in time feels right
Up late in a timeless moment
Never ending never felt love
This felt real this felt right
Grew up with tough love
So many conditions terms
Hard to show emotions
Everything goes away with you
Please don't hurt this heart
Break it regret showing love

Learning to face fears
Cope with pain from years ago
Slow down been on the go
No time to think just do
Trying to hustle pay bills
Haven't been on a date
Haven't been feeling anyone
Use to be defensive blocked it out
Always talking to someone
Would rather have a friend than rush
But take too long might ruin a good thing
Denied feelings out of respect for a friend
Who never made a move or had a chance
Made a move things got weird on another level
Held back over thinking it wasn't the right time
Not sure how to act put it out there
Can't take it back these feelings
Emotions running strong lost in the moment

Drifted apart from the group
Use to be the heart and mouth piece
Always reaching out going the extra mile
One sided friendships not doing them anymore
Not making excuses or lieing for anyone
Got tired of being the scapegoat
Getting all the heat wasn't around or there
All this heat for cheaters pointing blame
Told the truth an explosive realities
Not going down alone not afraid to be honest
Excluded excommunicated from that place
Use to feel intimidated hiding this face
Not staring down the fear didn't do anything
But getting blamed for it all for everything

This is stupid stop holding a grudge
Why we don't talk anymore
Use to be best friends for year
But it came to an end holding back tears
A relationship over our friendship
She lied and she cheated taking all the blame
Sorry you're angry so much pain
From the same circle to separate crowds
Both doing dumb stuff over time
Negativity doesn't make it right
Told you to your face out of respect
Talking behind this back **** disrespect
Felt the knife of betrayal sharp and deep

Fell in love
Who know falling hard
Would become the after math
Loved once never again
A loving heart beats strong
Like it's never been hurt
Been down wearing a smile
Wanted only one forever
Who was not the one
Starting over is hard
Moved on she came back
In the mind playing games
The heart seen hope
A chance to start over
The mind knew better
Never gonna change
Has someone new
The old didn't want you
But didn't want you
With anyone else
Flings fade away
Don't mean anything
Felt unworthy and *****
Now focused on better
Not settling for less
Love lessons learned
Life progression full of growth