A cold night in front of her apartment
Wearing layers to stay warm
Both with a thick coats
He loved this chance his first date
Possibly a cheap romance
She was surprised about his behavior
He showed up early waited to knock
Kept getting anxious in the moment
Knocks on the big blue door
Not too hard or soft just right
Hoping to be heard in the first try
Thinking if it was wrong place
Finally the door was opened
Warm smiles clashing styles
This moment has just begun

Never give up
They won't let up
Put down not staying there
Pushed around still standing
Ganged up on by fam again
Then is blew up then bam
Life came with a ***** slap
Didn't happen the right way
Done it many times clarification
Before without certifications
Practice what you preacher
Learn the hard life lesson
Before you can teach be an example

Always been a friend there through the bad
Appreciate the good times after a while
It was just bad all that negativity
Complaints from a bitter mouth
A fierce tongue hurting everyone
Thinking no one cared pushing everyone away
Everyone gave you space still mad at the world
Not trying to change anyone can't stay the same
Break ups are hard takes time to cope deal with
Heart breaks are never easy hard to tell the heart
Love is not a switch it doesn't turn off right away
Friends miss the old you but accept the new
Don't cut off friendship for a relationship
It's all about balance once it tips the scales
It's hard to get back on track all is lost
Willing to sacrifice to get it back to normal
This will never be the same don't hold onto pain

Highs and lows
Can't stay down forever
Writing yourself a letter
Be strong do better
Make a plan take action
Focus on your life
Don't worry for others
Life's not so bad
No need to compare
In the end they don't care
Be better even if treated unfair

These thoughts flirting with the past
All the would haves that could have been
An idea or moment creating stories
Been putting it out there from the heart
Use to care what others think
So many think or had the worse opinion
Can't fix or change their opinion
Still treating you the same best to move on
They will never feel good about you
Treat you like an equal or like you matter
Not one to hold a grudge be stay away
Find my own path be on my way
Making it easier to leave then stay

He was a good friend
But the failing couple
Made him out to be the scale goat
If he was friends with the male
The GF would be mad
Or lie say she was into his friend
He would be mad jealous
Assume the worse they were like family
The friendship struggled
If he was friends with the female
The partner would mean mug him
Assume the worse when their friendship
He learned to not associate be around couples
Find his own way do his own thing

He asked her to the prom
She kept him waiting
She could've easily said no
He waited got no answer
He went alone with his friend
The third wheel on the tripod
The girl he wanted to ask
He didn't ask his friend asked for him
He didn't know this went on behind his back
Still got a no he grew up hearing the word
It didn't bug or bother him after a while
He learned not to rely on or expect much
To be do it yourself to make it happen
Anyone to make him happy
He was responsible for that
Never wanted to be in a relationship
It was one sided but know both sides
One was in love true trying to make it work
While the other wanted to end it all