He was a chubby kid
With big brown eyes
Thick long eyelashes
Those eyes cried a lot
Life came at him hard
Told not to be a *****
Called pretty by many
For having soft features
Took after his mother physically
Acted like his father similar persona
A broken home with tough skin
Told to be tough show no emotions
He wore his heart on his sleeve
Just wanted to be loved and accepted
Be himself without feeling pressure
Let his guard down since it's up all the time

Looking for that love
Natural organic feeling
That grows into something more
Real to the heart no making excuses
No need to justify a lie if it's true
Become one for each other
Build a dynasty from the ground up
Hustle in the world come back together
So that our world can be hold
Future together rising to the next level

Never been a cheater
Been accused of it
How is too nice a bad thing
Not one to yell a bass less voice
Talk con huevos to prove a point
Told to be ready minding my business
Judged for not speaking Spanish
People mad for the hard work
Didn't make them look bad
They did it to themselves
Not labeling others using it to manipulate
Writing this story no one else can dictate
Never one to blame living with the guilt
Over trusting and rushing to love
All the wrong people had to let them go

Never been good with title
Always stuck in the transition
Once it's started don't like it to end
Able to make it work once it's finish
Walk away let it resonate
Comeback later love to create
Work on other projects
Thoughts that haven't been expressed
Feelings explored understood
Emotions balanced out after a while

In a quiet house
Startled by a sound
So loud you get chills
Overthinking its something more
Home alone not expecting anyone
Walk down an intense feeling hall way
Approaching stairs grab the rail
Looking down from edge
The squeaky steps one step at a time
Approaching the living room
Looking around trying to find
What made the sound that echoed
Through the empty house
Approached the kitchen with fear
Outside light window shines in
Nothing around goes back
Heads back upstairs to the room
The mind racing heart feels doom

Made a difference kept it real
Felt it experienced it
Now dealing with it
Live and learned part of the growth
Fought to stay the same
Time is up can't fight change
Aged out getting older
Ranked out not meant to be
Been there done that
Keep building and retaining
No comebacks taking in the moment
Maintaining building up more

Always defending others
While they come at me
No longer the scapegoat
Walked away from the drama
More negativity than positive vibes
Always took time to understand
While facing judgement and criticism
Always welcomed to my circle
Don't ***** up my world
To satisfy your destructive ways