On the mats a clear mind focused on technique. It was fun till blood in the stool occurred now slowing down. Trying to find other outlets
Got ******* over by new people in charge burnt out by the toxic work environment now asking what else is out there. The community is great avoid the lazy and having fun with those that do. Stopped listening to all the talk avoiding the shady circle.
Called a rebel for doing the work not a **** up brown nose. Focused on work not doing favors anymore. A slander rep letting the talkers deal with the problem. Excluded and excited to be left alone. Only when a favor is needed the hated individuals name becomes a topic of discussion.
Writing always makes the day better till writers block causes everything to pile up. Trying to express these ideas in a health manner. Instead of letting them implode within while looping ideas clutter your mood. Easily annoyed by people that are already an inconvenience to be around. These people bad mouth you and pretend to like you to your face. They've done worse and go all out to make you look bad talking smack on everyone when no one even talks about them. Everyone knows the truth as that shady ******* lives a lie.