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Your lips against mine
Your grip on my spine
You pulling my strings
I can't help but grin

You look at me intently
Searching over my face
Trying to find your answers
In this dark and messy race
You ran, it's true
I thought it was through
I never gave up but lost hope you see
You continue to run and flee
Yes you come back
Each time and I relax
But the scars get worse
As the days go on
I give myself you
And wonder if you were ever really true
I convince myself that your motives are pure
You needed some space
Or got stuck in the sewer
I fight for you
Each day, it's true
You've consumed me
I'm lost without you
I can't sleep when you're not here
And then when you are I don't want to
I'm too busy clinging to the time I have
Never wanting to leave your face
Wanting to touch you everyday
To feel you in everyway
My shirt still smells like you
If i hold it up to my nose the right way
So I can't wash it
Because I need you to stay
I can't leave this place
In case you come back
If you did and I wasn't here
I might have another heart attack
I'll fall to the ground
And i'll drag my feet behind
When you're not here
I promise not to whine
I'll wait patiently just incase
But the problem with getting no sleep
Is there are so many more hours to miss you with
It's 3am and life is brilliant
It's 3am and life is pure
It's 3am and life is fulfilment
It's 3am and life is rotting to the core

It's 8.03 and i'm going crazy
It's 8.03 and i've broken down
It's 8.03 and you're becoming hazy
It's 8.03 and my memories are slipping through the door

It's 9pm and the world is spinning
It's 9pm and the world is thrown off course
It's 9pm and the demons are winning
It's 9pm and i'm left wanting more

It's 12.14 and things are muddled
It's 12.14 and things are strange
It's 12.14 and things are confusing
It's 12.14 and things are deranged

It's 9.06 and life's gone crazy
It's 9.06 and life's a bore
It's 9.06 and things are hazy
It's 9.06 and I don't want you anymore
These are our stories
Our wishes
Our wills
These are the rivers
Our blood pours to fill

These are our hopes
Our nightmares
Our dreams
These are the thoughts
Our hearts want to scream
I am right as the rain that is pouring itself down onto your face, just to get a taste of those sweet lips. The rain who is forever at your service, fulfilling your biological needs, absorbing deep into your skin. Mixing with your perspiration and running down off your body. Thankful that it ever had a chance to know you better than the clouds that hang above your head.

I am right as the air you breathe, filtering through your lungs everytime your body is craving a fresh breath of the world that surrounds you. A breath of fresh air to clear your troubled mind, air of the world, to fill your lungs and stimulate your senses. To clear your vision and to clear your soul.

I am right as the food you consume, the very food that makes you sick to your stomach. The food that gives you the fuel to survive, the drive to move on through the day. The food that you want to avoid because you feel it too much, you know exactly when you've eaten because it nearly kills you to do so and live.

I am right as the time that ticks on when you're not there, the time that you spend avoiding yourself or consumed within the afairs of others. The time that passes ever so ticking, passing along in it's own sweet control of nothing. The time, which affects all just by being, not by doing or changing a single thing. The time that is only given meaning by those who make use of it.

I am right as the wind that passes through your hair, ruffling the sweet frame of your face. The wind that blows through your phone everytime you walk outside. The wind that kisses your body and is then gone, leaving you with the effects to brush off with heat. The inconvienient wind who dares not stay to freeze you but will come around once in a while to make sure you never forget what it feels like.

I am right as the lysosomes that are digesting your cells, killing themselves for the benefit of your whole self. The lysosomes that are eating you from the inside out, a beautiful death for the sole health of every inch of your body. The lysosomes who will eventually digest all the cells that she affected with her touch.

I am right as the love that you bleed everytime you pierce your skin with the silver blade sharpened to a point. Mixing your pain with bittersweet release and spilling down over your skin. A gift to the world, so that maybe one day when your beautiful soul reaches heaven to meet her, maybe you can realise that she always belonged in hell.
My words just arn't graceful 
And my thoughts quite distasteful
I'd rather not think at all 
An eternal sleep 
Or a prince named Phillepe
A mismatching rhyme 
Or a bucket of slime 
Dunk my woes in a trail of hoes
For i've taken it out with many-a-blows
******* a bubble
A life void of trouble 
For a well rested life
I'd bottle my strife 
But until that day comes 
I need something that numbs 
For I am most easily replaceable 
These words really are quite disgraceful
I'm stuck right in a bind 
Just can't get you off my mind 
How cliche
Is what you would say 
How terrible are these useless lines 
They give me nothing but impertinent rhymes 
Not a story 
Nor a page of glory
I'll continue to ramble on
Until once again I feel strong 
I'll string two lines together 
This could go on forever...
My love, My darling
My shooting star
However will you fall down so far
To love me is quite a way you see
And in the end you'll run and flee
I've seen the stars, I've read the moon
This can only end in gloom
You'll take my heart and leave my love
I'll just go back to push and shove
I'll push on through the day
And shove my way through the night
But in the end...
I don't ever in this fight
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