imaginary reality

imaginary reality Nov 2013

My Dear, My Love
I Need Your Attention
Just For A Moment
To Keep It Is Not My Intention

If I Was To Play You Our Song
The One That Drives You Off Our Cliff
Would You Push Me First
Or Would You Just Go Stiff
How Can I Love You
If You're Not Willing To Live
If You Wouldn't **** Me First
How Can I Trust You With A Shiv

Listen ***, I Love You An All
But First And Foremost
Can You Love You At All
I Love You For You
And If You Don't Love You Too
Well Then I'll Have To Go
For It's Something That I Just Need To Know
It's Quite An Innocent Plot
No Twisted Old Whispers
You're Just Something That I Am Not
Don't Get Me Wrong
That's All I Want You To Be
For I Didn't Love You Because You Were Me
I Loved You Because You Were You
Don't You See

Listen Darling, For I Do Need You
But I Need You Because Well
I Am Me And You Are You
And That Is Something That Causes Great Pause
See I Can Only Love You If I Am Still Me
So You Can Only Love Me If You Are Still You
If You're A Terrible Driver And You Can't Tie Your Shoe

Yes Love, I Said It
You Should Come First
Because Well Honestly
You're The One That Could Burst
If You Don't Love You Most
It's Simple You See
If It Came Down To Us
I Hope You'd **** Me

So Don't Say You'd Change
Come Love, Don't Be Derranged
Society Says It's Sick
But Hunny, It's The Way We Stick
I am Your Lock
And You Are My Key
So Society I Will Mock
If It Takes You From Me
Don't Ever **** You First
That Creates My Worry
If You're Willing To Leave Me
How Can We Make Putty

If You Would Do Anything
To Save Me From Hell
Then Darling, I'm Sensing
We'll Fall Down A Well
If You Love You
Then I Know It's True
Because Well I Love You In A Tree
And You'll Do What's Best For You
Proving That You Love Me Times Three
If You're Lock Suddenly Stops Fitting My Key
Then Baby, It's Kinda Like You've Set Me Free

If I Fell In Love
With What I Liked
Then What I Wanted
Was The Fight
Don't Love Me Unconditionally
Because Baby, You'll Get Tired
You'll Find A Condition
And We'll Be Re-Wired
You Wouldn't Even Be My Key

So Please Please
Oh Please
I'm Begging You
*Just **** Me...

imaginary reality Nov 2013

My Friends Think I'm A *****

So I sit on my wall
And I stare at the bed
Feeling the effects of you on my head
The walls start to close
And my ribs begin to crack
Swinging on their hinges
And breaking my back
I give my stomache some hell
Its been working all night
Digesting the crap
It shouldnt have to fight
I get absolutely no nutrients
And I feel another bout of pain
Someone, somewhere just screamed out your name
Its all in my head
I slide to the floor
My heart slams closed
And I scream out some more
Just give me a sign
A whisper you'll come back
I collapse on the roof
With another panic attack
Take back your love
I don't want it anymore
I started sleeping around
And now my friends think i'm a *****

imaginary reality Nov 2013

Alities Of Us

Set aside the formalities
Put behind your brutalities
Forget about the finalities
Throw away all moralities
Come hide from your realities
Forgive me for my irrationalities
I plea not for practicalities
I know of the abnormalities
Do you know of the totalities
Just listen to the modalities

It's becoming a lethality

imaginary reality Nov 2013

Until I Perish Too

For all that you told me
And all that you sold me

I marvel at the warmth in which you left me

She's your soul mate
She's your leaning gate

Gave birth to your child
Not in the least bit mild

Crazy enough for you
I'm sure she'll always be true

How is it that it was so real
And yet i'm still hear to feel

You didn't leave me out in the cold
And off to the circus I was not sold

How was it even possible
That I wasn't even seen as palm-off-able

You're still here to love and guide me
You'll always be standing right besides me

Never again will you leave my side
Not even if you've gone a million strides

Forever I will cherrish you
Until once again I perish too

imaginary reality Nov 2013

...And The Winner Is...

If I lie awake tonight
Roll another smoke to fight
A cloud of passing dreams again
Skylights flood the floor
Roll over just to hear the door
Closing in on my last breath
My lungs will work again
Just because of course they can
In spite of destitue and shame
If I stare at you too long
I'll never sing another song
It's my addiction to over-think
...I'll never win this war...

imaginary reality Nov 2013

As If She Was Free

She had the world on the tip of her nose
But it all unfurled when she reached for her toes

She lived on in the hearts of many
But her own heart had spent its very last penny

She floats on now in the dreams of those who reached
But her own dreams, they had been beseeched

So majestic was thy dear lady
Down at the park we'd find somewhere shady

I'd sit against an old oak tree
And she'd dance with the sun as if she was free

Out across the grass she would glide and she would spin
Dancing along the blade she would always win

My very soul she did encapture
On those afternoons my eyes had mapped her

Like a two toned rose out in full bloom
She had the whole park and all that room

Out in the sunshine she would blossom
But come hometime she'd hide, little possum

I'd take her back to that horrid place
The cheap scent of old perfume stinging like mace

Her mother would ensure that there were bruises
Everyday she lives through the life she chooses

imaginary reality Nov 2013

Lost Pace

If I wrote a poem
And lost all of the words
Perfectly hand crafted
And locked up once again
Definitely inspiring
Never to be found
A perfect waste of useless lines
To guide one home again
A makeshift happy ending
To ease the troubled mind
A stolen line of genius
To ensure it works on time
Living through the blindness
Of the lost and empty space
As if you're plucking grass
From an oval of lost pace