i'm not religious
but i wish to a something
up there in the sky

i like a cat
that isn't mine
his green eyes
haunt my dreams
like glowing
emerald orbs

his whiskers would
touch my skin
with feather-light
force

and i would pat his head
feeling the vibrations
of his heavenly
purr

fabric is fragile
but we wear it everyday
i use it to cover up my flaws
mask my mistakes
swamp my sins

but someday i want
to just rip this
disguise away
so i can just be who
i want to be
without stupid
people judging
my stupid
face

i like similes
but metaphors are better
'like' and 'as'
are overrated
but i can't really
do anything about it

lowercase letters are quite
interesting. but when will someone
make lowercase
numbers?

i wish i had a deck
on my house
i wish my house
was on the edge of
liquid turquoise
glass

i wish i could open my eyes
to the world
of morning water
every morning

i wish for
so much

i like green
but sometimes it seems
too fake to me
to be truly
real

i don't even know
what the hell
a sonnet is
or how it's
formatted

but i like green
and i like march
so i'm gonna defy all the rules
and write a shamrock sonnet

ha

oh hi there
you people are slightly insane
but i bet you the world
i am more insane than you

maybe i'm that one thing
that has two poles in one soul
maybe i'm just really weird
maybe i just have manic episodes
in my words
maybe i'm just nothing at all

oh hi there
now bye now