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kaela Oct 2019
is there a point in your day
where you look through old posts
and then all your feelings just explode?

you want to go back
and make it right.
or stop it maybe
before it becomes a fight.

but it’s too late.
you can’t reverse time.
you can’t make lyrics rhyme.
or poems make sense.

it’s just the way it is.
i hate hurting people and yet i hurt this one person really bad. i treated them like ****. i didn’t do it intentionally but that doesn’t tale the hurt away. and it doesn’t take the sting away from the salt on the wound. i hurt them first. i knew everything was true, but i went back on what i said. i didn’t want to hurt them, but i ended up doing it anyway. scared. that’s all i’ll ever be. not good courageous enough and not worth the time...
  Oct 2019 kaela
Anjali
Sometimes,
I just wanna leave
everything and everyone
Just to see who'll find me
In the crowd of thousands
Will ever someone actually
be bothered about my absence
I wanna sit back and watch

-   SASR
kaela Oct 2019
i want to show love
and be in a relationship.
but i don want to deal
with the drama and rumors and ****.

i love who i love
doesn’t matter what gender.
i want to cuddle and show them
a love that is caring and tender.

i want all of this
but one thing is the same
no one likes me
in that way.

so i’m sad
and i cry myself to sleep.
and i feel bad
that i have no one to keep
as my lover.
kaela Oct 2019
the sky is blue
just like her eyes
i have to stop telling myself
all of these lies.

“nothing’s wrong”
“i’m fine”
i say these lies
all the time.

honestly
that’s not true at all.
and truthfully
i have no idea what’s wrong.

i wish i could explain it to you
and tell you the truth
but how can i explain it to you
when i don’t know the truth?
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