The boy named Luke was so precious and sweet I remember when you loved me.You held me close and smiled sweetly. I would have never thought you'd leave.But the day we said goodbye I got a present that fit in both my hands.
I looked you in the eyes as the wind blew your hair gold like sand.
You said i got this just for you, then i said my first i love you. You were 10 and I was nine. We stood in silence, which was fine.
You said I would always be your favorite girl that we'd meet again.
That  nothing could keep us apart in this world.
So my sweet boy named Luke I really hope to see you soon.

They hold you down pinned by your shoulders and waist
They say you have a nice and pretty face
They call you by your middle name
They slide their hand up your shirt and down your skirt
They belong to no one yet also everyone
They are monsters with a pretty face for a disguise
The boys in the schoolyard will tear you apart

soft pink lips
deep blue eyes
Promised to stay awhile
held my hand
broke my heart
****** me up from the start

He broke my heart over text
But I still love him
He shattered you into a million little parts
But you still asked him to stay
You ******* idiot why did you say that one word
You said wait and he did, you asked him to stay
He listened and stayed, but now all you feel is pain
Stupid girl you should have never said wait

Whats that on your arm?
                                                                                        **** its nothing sorry.
**** do you cut because if you do thats really bad.
                                                                                        No its nothing really.
I saw them that **** is bad promise me something.
                                                                                      Gavin I am fine please.
Noo if you do it again tell me but promise you wont.
                                                                                                           ........
Please Im worried
                                                                  Promise but dont  get too much hope
..........
                                                                                      Because I have none

আমি দুঃখিত আমি উপস্থিত আছি
Ek is jammer dat ek bestaan
Me vjen keq qe ekzistoj
በመኖሩ አዝናለሁ
أنا آسف لوجودي
Iավում եմ, որ գոյություն ունեմ
Mövcud olduğum üçün üzr istəyirəm
Sentitzen dut existitzea
Мне шкада, што я існую
Žao mi je što postojim
Съжалявам, че съществувам
ငါတည်ရှိပြီးစိတ်မကောင်းပါဘူး
Lamento existir
Pasensya na nga naa ko

In the darkness of my dreams lives the fear I hold onto
In my dreams there is death and tears
In my dream I am the victim of horrible crimes
In my dreams I will never be safe
In my dreams men pray on my sadness
In my dreams I **** me and others around
In my dreams I fade away
In my dreams my screams dont make a sound
In my dreams I swallow my pride and medication all at once
In my dreams people are traumatized
In my dreams I cant stop the fear from crawling into my mind
I would rather die than visit my dreams
What happens in yours?

small
worthless
nothing left
I am
INSIGNIFICANT

Hi  my name is insomnia, there is an expression I like that says ¨ the city never sleeps ¨ guess what neither do i. Because my name is insomnia and I want to spend all my nights talking to you. My name is insomnia and i think we could stay up for one more night. My name is insomnia and I won't let you rest even when your body aches for sleep and you long for rest. Because I am insomnia  I may not be good for you but you´ll always stay. Because I am insomnia and I will never let you close your eyes because you don't want to miss anything that happens at night. I am insomnia and you will never rest with me.

We used to date but its over now
Its over so move on, just ******* move on
But I cant I still love him, I want him to love me
But he is happy with her so dont wish that
**** I wish he was mine, I want to hold his hand
But Devani and Gavin are great together
I know is it wrong to want it to end
Is it wrong to want to hold his hand
Is it wrong to want to kiss his lips
Is it wrong to want to hear those words again
I want him to say I love you and I want it to be true
Is that so wrong

Kayley an angle hidden in plain sight
Kayley so bright and full of joy you can´t help but smile
Kayley bold and beautiful
Kayley you have a gift like no other
Kayley god will be so happy when she brings you home

Mama said love is something good
But love is dark
Love is yelling at each other saying things that really hurt
Love is pushing him away so you can run
Love is him pushing you into a wall
Love is him getting mad because you didnt want a kiss
Love is him forcing you to do as he wants
Love is a war I wasnt ready for
Love is him cheating on you with your best friend
Love is being left alone to cry in the dark
Love is something good said Mama
Well love is *******

**** I think I love him
**** why did I promise
**** he looked so sad
**** I was careless so he saw
**** your so stupid he knows
******* never learn do you
**** I already broke the promise
**** go tell him use you words
                                                                                              Gavin Im sorry
                                                                    No you didnt?
                                                                                                          Im sorry
                                                                         Its fine
**** dont get hopeful he wont last

Tall and Beautiful is she
Smart and Strong way stronger than me
Graceful like an angel sent from above
Gave me all her attention and love
The moment we met the second I saw her face
But no one can match you for turn of phrase
Dearest Kayley please never change

You haunt my dream I need to stay awake
I will never be safe please self dont fall asleep
You can hurt me there I dont want to hurt anymore
You You You You, thats all I dream about
**** I need to avoid sleep
Softly you grabbed my hand and forced me into bed
You refused to stop even as I pleaded
No No No **** thats what I see in my dreams
You hurting me
So I refuse sleep

I was young, too young to know better
I was in love but he had to go away
He was kind and smart, beautiful too
I liked the days we spent together
He was my best friend, the day he left he gave me a gift
I still have it It is the last thing I have of him
I miss him so much It makes me cry
His name is luke, I try to hold onto the memory of his face
I try to hold on to the way he made me feel, when all was right