sometimes i love life
most of the time i hate it

i get bullied
and lied to,
manipulated

but i dont let it get to me
all because of you

i dont like seeing you with her
holding hands,
laughing,
kissing.

i dont like when you call her perfect
because you said the same to me

i dont like seeing you and her
having the cutest conversations ever

i just,
i dont like it

you're the reason
i keep going

you're the reason
i continue to ignore people

you're the reason
i feel beautiful

its just you,
you're the reason

i get jealous of everything
imagine how i feel right now.

deep down,
i truly care about you,
and always will

just imagine
how i feel

hey you,
yeah you.

i love you.
please love me too.

you said 'i love you'
i said it, too.

the only difference
is that i didn't lie to you.

sorry doesnt cut it
most of the time

maybe,
just maybe
ill forgive you.

it doesn't matter anymore,
nothing does.

everything that was meant to happen,
happened.

i may not like the outcome,
i may be sad.

but there is nothing i can do anymore,
no matter how bad.

you said the nicest things,
and i believed every word you said.

up until you told me the truth,
then i felt like i was dead.

im only human.

you can't expect me to
be as perfect as her.

can you?

i wanna make you happy,
i wanna see you smile

i just wanna make you fall in love,
i know you've got your walls built up
around every possibility to find yourself

but you can't fly
unless you fall