maybe one more day

Feb 2015

Creep

I wanted to dance my pain away,
To forget everything,
Be someone I wasn't.

But now I realize,
I'm stronger than this.
I'm better than it all,
I can face this.

The demons better beware,
It's hunting season and I'm hunting every single one of them down.

Trying to remind myself to stay strong. Its working... ^^ to u guys also, stay strong, okay? Things tend to work itself out. Trust in that, roll ur shoulders back and stand tall and strong, and take it. Take the pain, endure it for now. Once it sees that it can't bring you down, that ur too strong for it, it will leave. So stay strong, I've got ur back.

Kick me
By sleeping with sirens

Feb 2015

Creep

Closing in

You're an ocean away,
Yet today I feel like you're right next to me.

Thank you for wrapping your
Strong arms
Around me and shielding me from the onslaught of my demons.

My demons had declared war.
But I'm okay now.
Thanks.

Nyc baby
By karen o
Favorite song right there and it totally relates to my situation right now.

maybe one more day Feb 2015

one day

one day knifes will be for cutting food again
one day i will be happy again
one day i will find that special someone
one day i will be able to show my skin to someone and they wont laugh
one day i will have friends again
one day i will feel happy and free
one day the sad will hopefully be gone

maybe one more day Feb 2015

Untitled

i wanted to tell her i never loved her
but i did and still do
i wanted to tell her she was noting to me
but she is everything to me
i wanted to tell her that i dont think about her
but thats a lie she is all i think about
no one wants us together
they say she brings me sadness and unhappiness
but they dont see she is my everything my heart and soul, my other half, everything i ever wanted,

Feb 2015

Holly

.-.

I was your Cure,
You were my Disease,

I was saving you,
You were killing **me.

Feb 2015

FallenAngel93

But That Wasn't Enough..

I loved you,
But that wasn't enough,
I cared for you,
But that wasn't enough,
I wanted you,
But that wasn't enough,
I needed you,
But that wasn't enough,
I had you,
But that wasn't enough,
I cried for you,
But that wasn't enough,
I tried for you,
But that wasn't enough,
I opened up for you,
But that wasn't enough,
You broke me,
And I stayed,
That wasn't enough,
And now I'm gone,
And let me just take a second,
And say that wasn't enough?

sorry not sorry I gave && did all I could and it broke me to where it hurt to breathe..and I am just not able to do it any longer

maybe one more day Feb 2015

Untitled

i miss the way how i would wake up in the morning and she will still be on the phone saying good morning beautiful
i miss the way how i would look over at her and i see her looking at me and smiling
i miss the way how she looks
i miss the way how she talks
i miss the way how she smells
i miss everything about her
each and everyday that goes by i miss her even more
to be honest i need her, i miss her,

#missing