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Heliza Rose Oct 2015
Your lips find my very weak spot
And I tingle
Does this make ashamed or should it? I do not know yet I cluster myself together to give you more
Then the blackness settles as the euphoria momentarily blinds us
Our other senses of the world suddenly unknown to us as only the clenching and unclenching of our bodies is what we know
Our knowledge suddenly becomes limited
And we can only speak words of "you" "I" and "love"
Bodies were not made to express this length of work and I am sure we indefinately destroyed ours, but we do not seem to mind as we push through
Hips connect and eyes roll as creatures from celtic and godly realms rejoice at the meeting of our minds,souls and bodies
They speak confused as to how such a connection can even be humanistic or even possible
You and I unaware of this attention, carry on and heave but for us it is not an unpleasant sound but one that let's us know the end is yet to come.
Heliza Rose May 2014
In the morning with the bright rays,come my first thoughts:

count
count

Then its time for breakfast
count faster
count faster

By lunch I am clutching my hair
Did miss anythig?

Dont forget to count
Dont forget to count

Time for dinner....but I messed up my counting!
count
count

Oh no
....
I had too much
Heliza Rose Sep 2016
I radiated heat
Like the sun
But it wasn't until your arms touched me
That my blood began to run cold
Heliza Rose Aug 2016
Everyone has different stars
It is easy to get so blinded by another's
That you can't see your own
Heliza Rose Mar 2017
Remember when the sun kissed you darling?
No?
Look at your skin and the memories will come flooding
Heliza Rose Mar 2017
They said there was no space for you
Yet with weak hands you pushed away walls and tore down doors
And now here you are occupying heaven and earth
Heliza Rose Mar 2017
I ran,
Only to come back to the same point
Myself
Heliza Rose May 2014
Putting your faith in me is like tryingto fly a paper plane.

You know how high you want it to go,
But it always comes down
Fiction
Heliza Rose Aug 2016
I sang a song that was never mine to sing
And you wrote a story that was never yours to write
We were both thieves
But you were more skilled
Because while you stole my heart
I was incapable of even touching yours
Heliza Rose Aug 2016
I'm laying here being highly confused about my life and all I can do is stare into space and pray for an outlet to fall into my lap
An outlet to let me express, let me feel, let me scream
And here I an writing
Because unbeknown to me my prayers were answered long ago
Yet I was too blinded by my need for another's glory that I didn't see mine staring at me, waving at me and calling my name
Heliza Rose Jun 2014
Quite poetic is a dragonfly

Dancing and romancing the sun

It realizes it will soon die

So it doesn't care about the damage done

It just kisses the sky

Knowing its life will soon pass by

It hovers over lakes and sometimes rivers too

Even around people who tell it "Shoo!"

So when it finds itself beneath a boot

Or in front of a wind screen it goes mute

It doesn't care about the impact
because it romanced the sun
Kissed the sky
And glided over water

What more could a dragon fly want?
This is quite painful*face palm*
Heliza Rose May 2014
Her lips hid many secrets
And he wanted to find them
Heliza Rose Dec 2016
And it seems like at two a.m
Heartbreaks are the loudest
Because the humming of people has died down
The city is asleep and you're finally alone

But beyond this shattering that you hear
There is a silence in between where threads find your cracks and pull gently to begin Stiching
But you know darling handmade takes the lonegst
Heliza Rose Dec 2016
It is difficult to find yourself
When the whole world tells you that you are lost
And  simultaneously shouts out directions to confuse you
I am very confused
Are you?
Heliza Rose Jun 2015
**** your eyes
The way they look at me
Peeling off my skin and revealing beauty
The way those lips testify of my glory
One which I never knew
And your words birth me anew
Like the saving fire of a pitch black night

Your hands never felt mine before
But they understood like they were born together
As though our fingers were locked in a silent embrace from time
Yet they were not,we were not

I fall back into myself some days and you grasp me just in time before I am swallowed
I still know that magic does not exist
It does not need to when you are around
Heliza Rose Aug 2016
You broke my heart
And there was blood everywhere
So I tried to wash it all away with alcohol
But that just made me a little too drunk
Heliza Rose Oct 2014
As those arms wrap around my waist
and I see.nebulars and galaxies
I feel complete
and nothing can compare to the astronomically ruckus of.joy erupting from my belly
I feel like universies are born from my fingertips
and possibiliteis are born from my lips
I feel like I AM life
all that is..
Heliza Rose Jul 2015
A day of wonder
Is a day I do not know
A day I have not been able to explore
Yet instead I discover the blood within lungs
preventing me from breathing
I cannot analyse the faces before me
The smiles
The happiness
I often wonder if that shall ever be applicable to me
If the sun will ever gift my skin with the shine it bestows upon others
They testify that I hallucinate
that none of my worries belong in reality
none of them are worth existing
Heliza Rose Jun 2014
My mind is like a moonless night
Devoid of stars
Heliza Rose Feb 2017
I have turned tides
when they told me all I could do was drown
Heliza Rose Aug 2016
Our love was so big
I could scarcely fit it in my heart
Heliza Rose Mar 2017
True love,
True love is me loving my self from bone to skin
From marrow to flesh
True love is me
Appreciating myself
Even when I'm not at my best
Heliza Rose Mar 2017
I was never completely sure what love was
Till I looked in the mirror and smiled
Heliza Rose Sep 2016
Everything is talking
You're either talking to yourself
Or you're talking to the world
If you love
You talk
If you hate
You talk
A good experience
You talk
A bad experience
You talk.
All, everything of this universe this dimension and most likely the next is based on communication, one way or another and talking does not always mean words, it can be actions, signs, designs. We talk, through our art, eyes, lies, fears, desires, fantasies and , ore. And I'm beginning to understand how fundamental it is for us to keep talking, even though it would be extremely yard for us to stop in the first place
Heliza Rose Aug 2016
Your lips are like poison
Yet I pull you closer
Blackening my soul in the process
Heliza Rose Sep 2016
My body was gray
And then you kissed more colours unto me than I had ever seen
Heliza Rose Sep 2016
When you endeavour to grow
You'll need to learn how to garden
Because there will be some weeds
nestled in those "empty spaces"
Heliza Rose Aug 2016
You can love my physical attributes
But if you have no love to give my soul...............
An unfinished piece, I don't know how to conclude it
Heliza Rose Aug 2016
Consistently questioning myself but not my worth
Heliza Rose Mar 2017
Sometimes the stars in your lovers become darkness
It is okay to leave before the darkness swallows your moon
Heliza Rose Jan 2017
Hatred isn't always knives and guns aimed at hearts
Sometimes it is fiery words in legislation that authorises the building of walls
And the banning of free movement
Sometimes hate disguises itself as safety and security but really it is still just hate
Heliza Rose Jan 2017
The wind carries what is not rooted,
So be like the trees
Your leaves may sway but you will remain
Heliza Rose Jan 2017
Create enough space in your heart to forgive those that hurt you
This doesn't mean create space for them to return
Know the difference
Heliza Rose Jan 2017
There is rain
But it's coming from my eyes
It's a downpour
Heliza Rose Jan 2017
Your lies were pregnant
They gave birth to false dreams
And now here I am,
A grandmother to broken promises
Heliza Rose Jan 2017
Beauty is shy sometimes
It is not commanding nor demanding
No
It hides in the corner of the room
Heliza Rose Jan 2017
How do you feel
When you realise you were the cloud that tried to block my sun
Float away little cloud because I will break through you
Heliza Rose Jan 2017
He searches for sweetness
And yet there you are
Right in front of him
Honey
Flower
Sugar
Heliza Rose Jan 2017
My darling,
Do not wait for someone to dance with
When there is music in your bones
Heliza Rose Jan 2017
Ready yourself
Steady yourself
And go
Heliza Rose Jan 2017
You will either do one of two things with your life
Please people
Or help people
Heliza Rose Dec 2016
If a woman is nothing
Then so is the sky
Becuasw ow can a body that contains the moon, sun and so many stars be constantly told it will never be big enough
And yet still have people gaze up ait it's wonder
My darling,
You are the sky
Through and through
You are limitless
You are boundless
And you are free
And for those who constantly say you are nothing
Well my dear they never carried the sun or the moon
So they will never understand how breathtaking your very existence is
Heliza Rose Dec 2016
If she carries the weight of her world and yours on her back
Do no stab her there too
Because not only will her world fall but yours will crash down all the same
Heliza Rose Dec 2016
If love isn't tended to
If it isn't even remembered for the longest of times
Yet it still finds a way to survive
Then it is all you will ever need
Heliza Rose Oct 2016
If my skin was white
Would I be safer?
Would my voice be louder?
And would my accomplishments be greater?
Would I matter?

Would I be allowed to live or is there no happiness?
Truthfully, I would not prefer the latter

I could go on for days of my woes
And the places I have found shelter
My music, my art, my poetry and how possibly they could be better

But they are my solace
They dont hush me and say *Shhh let's talk about your blackness later"
Heliza Rose Oct 2016
There have been ways to love you
Tell me so I can too
Heliza Rose Sep 2016
We are all equal
The only thing that separates us is the efforts we put into developing our beings
Heliza Rose Sep 2016
They pretend
Pretend to be in awe
Pretend to love care and adore
To want a slice of my heaven
To want a slice of me
How do they intend to get that slice?
By stabbing me in the back ofcourse
Heliza Rose Sep 2016
If only they didn't leave me here alone
To catch their last breaths in my lungs
And taste them like they were still here
Heliza Rose Sep 2016
You took your words from your treasure chest
You chose the moset bitter ones
And sprinkled them on my wounds
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