You were born as nothing
Yet you lived as everything
And died as something

Is it fates way of telling me I deserve the universes I have yet to discover
By lacing my soul with yours?
By making my happiness that did not exist
Raise to the stars and kiss the blackness of skys

I waited for an eternity to be exposed to a love as raw as this
I begged for a century more for it to last as this one seems to grow roots deep

If only they didn't leave me here alone
To catch their last breaths in my lungs
And taste them like they were still here

I want to be whole again
And the hate eating me inside is stopping that

I'm laying here being highly confused about my life and all I can do is stare into space and pray for an outlet to fall into my lap
An outlet to let me express, let me feel, let me scream
And here I an writing
Because unbeknown to me my prayers were answered long ago
Yet I was too blinded by my need for another's glory that I didn't see mine staring at me, waving at me and calling my name

You were used to straight and paved roads
So when you met me
A dirt road with so many turns and bumps
You panicked with no map to guide you

Fatigue never got in the way of a man and good things

As you traced your fingers along my soul

I knew what you expected to feel;

Curves

Yet all you found was;

Sharp edges

And your fingers bled

From beginning to end

You took your words from your treasure chest
You chose the moset bitter ones
And sprinkled them on my wounds

Upon the threshold I stand
Looking down at my life
I can not tell if the tears are for a life so well lived that it is beyond any sadness to leave it behind
Or if the tears are because I realise my life was built only on sadness that no other can know

I have an impecable memory
But has love forgotten me?

The girl that sits infront of you
Having ended her journey
Is not the same girl who started her journey
So please don't dare speak to her like the old her that is lost

The ground is putrid
Yet they still smile
They still work
They still live

Days that are gone
Are counted more than the days that are here

Sometimes I feel like fall

When I arrive

Things die

We are all equal
The only thing that separates us is the efforts we put into developing our beings

My soil is craving revenge
Yet I should be happy

My world is full of stars
So they tell me it's too bright

When you love so many times
You realize you have a BIG heart
but a small brain

Someone was told me"Life is going to beat that hopefulness out of you." and I am afraid he was right, I have become but a dark human in a chaotic world.

Full on lies
Empty on love

I showed you my scars yet you hid yours

She wanted to be held tight
But he held her down

"What if I like broken?"He said

She answered
"No one does.no one likes a broken mug.no one uses it.no one likes a broken toy it ends up in the bin.people stay away from broken glass because it hurts them.nothing that is broken is loved"

Your hands are covered in blood from ripping out my heart

Your words are covered in sin from lying to me

Your eyes are covered in guilt from lying you wanted me

Your soul is covered in darkness for having what you didn't deserve

My heart is paralyzed and cannot move towards love

If winter is over
Then why hasn't my heart melted?

I am not whole
But slowly I'm pieces of myself
That I never knew I lost

Your lips are like poison
Yet I pull you closer
Blackening my soul in the process

The untitled are my dreams
They lay there without ambition to cover their cold skins

The untitled are my joys
They await bravery to explore them

The untitled are my passions
They sit in a cave away from the world
Without sunlight to bring them forward

The untitled is me
For i am both afraid and hopeless
Yet I still find a way to exist

Take your journey with a pen

Stop letting go
Of things you know
Make you glow

My mother had a wild tongue
She never accepted a man with a leash in his hands
And neither will I

I see the oppression
But they constantly whisper to me
"Be blind"

Never let an unacceptable
Become your equal

They said not to look
But I did and found love

You were a ghost town
But I so badly wanted to be a resident

A little late night
A little lost hope
A little dark magic
And then a lost soul

Don't be scared to do
Don't be scared to be

My words formed an ocean, your response formed a sea and together we were deeper than deep can be.

Writing my future
And reading my past
Fixing the present
Hoping the tears don't last

Love is a type of destruction
it destroys the soul
And builds a new one

I keep moving
Leaving behind a trail of words
Follow and you shall find me

I find myself being more and more drawn in
Being awakened yet being so **** asleep
And realising that in this space
In this hole I dug and named holy
That nothing makes sense
And that I've been planting flowers for years in this hole with the hope something might grow
But it never has
Instead it remains destitute and putrid
It remains destitute and putrid

Pain is immortal
not I

Some people want you to flood them
with everything you have to offer
But remember it is okay to give drops
when your barrel is almost empty

I'm losing the fight with my sanity

I know
That even as the rain swallows the ground whole
There are still those that still try to plant their feet somehow somewhere

I wish i wasnt so blind
I wish i wasnt so kind
I wish i saw from the beginning
what you would do to me

Consistently questioning myself but not my worth