Don't tell anyone
But I think my hands are too weak to catch the right type of love, the good kind that does not drip between your fingers in a sticky mess
But the kind that has wings to fly but remains nestled in your palms

Consistently questioning myself but not my worth

They say a love so young can only dream of growing old vines and lasting in the withering weather

That the cold stones of pain and sorrow will certainly crumble it away

That it shall never see the purple and orange kiss to create the evermore glorious sunsets

And yet here we are

Feeding off air
Living off nothing

I've always wanted to be happy, I mean everyone wants to be happy
No likes the festering sadness that bubbles within
No one likes sleepless nights
Not unless they are spent with a lover or a friend you never want to shut up
No one likes sleepless nights
But here they come again

There's been movement of my soul and I
From place to place
Home to home
We want to stay but we keep being kicked out

Do not find a river yet use spit to bathe

I crane my head to look at your beauty
But you have moved away
Why do you flee oh beautiful cloud
I am here waiting to capture you within my eyes

My insanity was in your hands
And I expected you to crush it
But you let it float like a butterfly
just to watch me suffer..

When my words escape my lips and find yours,
That is where  I know we are meant to be

She moved like the waves
But looked like the sun

Everyone has different stars
It is easy to get so blinded by another's
That you can't see your own

I need to read more
I need to grasp those words on paper more

Our love was so big
I could scarcely fit it in my heart

He was wild and feral
But in love was I

With his golden hair and glistening eyes

His sharp teeth and claws feared me not

But his untamed heart did

I get so frightened that I w ill fade

Her lips hid many secrets
And he wanted to find them

One tree does not make a forest
Neither does one grain of sand make a desert

The dark.
It came from no where
The dark
It swallowed me
My last bit of strength pulled from my heart

I wish winds could die with just a kiss from my lips
oh how famous I would be
I wish the sun would dim at my gaze
oh how famous I would be
I wish snow would melt at my breath
oh how famous I would be
I wish the flowers would bloom with my touch
oh how famous I would be
Oh how famous and how experimented I would be

You can love my physical attributes
But if you have no love to give my soul...............

True to the words I speak
True to the experiences I have lived
True to the hands I have held
And the faces I have met
Both the ones frozen in time and the ones that held motion
I know to it all a dream that will never be forgotten
A dream I could not make up on my own