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Helen May 2014
how selfish

are you

to remove

that joy

from others?
Helen May 2014
so innocently blasé
you skipped along
the Green Mile
humming our song

so unpretentious
you murmed words
not meant for the universe
but it heard

Regretfull sins,
they clung
to your back
the screams
of the innocents
from a damaged throat
they lack

a voice in the distance
just a face pinched
in fear
they most certainly don't
want to hear

I'm sorry

Walk on forward
toward your fate
you will never be
nothing, but late

don't say a word
as you catch their eye
sorry is not good enough
but as you die

*Take one second
to bleed from their vein
if nothing else
they may be born again
ummmm... There is music, but only in my demented head :(
Helen May 2014
so much time
too few cigarettes
not enough wine
to make me forget
Helen May 2014
I've been blocked
well an good
by some obtuse
butthurt mindfuck

cant believe my luck!

but please unblock me
long enough
to delete your unread
message (so I can clean
up your verbal Diarrhea)

It's annoying
to me
as its messing up
the aesthetics
of my screen
thank you for your cooperation and Have a nice day ;)
Helen May 2014
this is not poem
or a song
or a poem slash song
it's not about me
or you
or about right
or wrong
it's not about family
or about friends
or the boy slash girl
next door
who has the locker
parallel to our/yours
just down the corridor

this is not a poem
about revenge
or
love
or
***
it's not about
invoking jealousy
or advertising
who falls between
your legs next

No longing to be
just a cheap floosy
No hoping to
incapacitate
with an ill thought hex
Here you'll find
indifference
sitting pretty
like mismatched pearls
around an unguarded neck

Add a poem?
I do believe I will
make it feel like
someone/something/anything?
Even better still!
Helen May 2014
Have your ever stood on the edge
And wondered?
What does the Black feel like?
Is it that soft brush against your skin?
Which raises the hackles?
Or would it cling like tar
Hot and sticky
Seeping into your pores and
Down to your very soul
Solidly encasing it in stone.
What does it taste like?
Does it brush against your lips
A whisper, a kiss?
Or does it flow down your throat
Choking, clogging, no air.
And what smell would it have?
Would it be a gentle reminder
Of a distant memory, buried deep
Or would it slam into your senses
Like a wind carrying the scent
Of Long Forgotten memories
That wound the heart.
If I took that step, from the edge
Would the Black softly receive me
Or burn forever, relentlessly?
Would it gently beckon me or
Would it reach out its long bony fingers and
Seize me
With no choice?
Have you ever wondered?
14/06/2010..... they just get older, like me!
Helen May 2014
If I had a Dollar
for all the times I trusted you
when you said
There will be No Regrets
Oh wait…
I did
and I was finally able
to buy a packet of cigarettes

If I had a Dollar
for all the times I remembered
when you said
Baby, you’re the only one
Oh wait…
I did
and I was finally able
to buy a packet of chewing gum

If I had a Dollar
for all the times I listened
when you said
My Darling, you do that well
Oh wait…
I did
and I finally bought a ticket
out of this Hell

If I had a Dollar
for all the times
I regretted
all the things
I heard
and reviled everything
that you said
I’d be Rich
beyond my wildest dreams
And my dreams
are so poor
I would even pay you
A Dollar
to take them
from my head
Jan 19 2011 :)
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