Lost with you ...

When I miss you ...
and i really do now ...
i light my candle ...
to illuminate my darkness ...
to feel you more ...
and keep thinking of you ...
and stand at your name ...
for a long time ...
meditate on it with longing ...
and waiting as if you will talk to me ...

yes sweetheart ...
when i do miss you ...
i feel as if you are with me ...
only you ...
and no one else can ...
give my world warmth ...
as you always do to my soul ...
and my body and heart ...
to complete me with you ...
and without you ...
i 'm lost ...
out of coverage ...

hazem al ...

Logic and madness ...

yes my darling ...

I am crazy ...
crazy in love with you ...
maybe , i can't explain it ...
why or how, it just happened ...
how my heart , runs after you ...
maybe ...
It doesn't make any sense for you ...
but ,...
my heart is easily broken ...
i don't want it broken ...
i want to feel this feeling for the rest of my life ...
even though we might never meet...

What we have is special ...
two souls collided one day and became as one ...
yes darling...
our souls have met ..
through this madness space...
and got irrigated one from the other ..
despite the difference in place and time ...

Oh, the madness of it ..
how can we love ...
if we have never met in person ...
But ...
when two souls meet it overcomes ...
all boundaries, countries and universes ...
and ...
the logic of reason gets canceled ...
to live the logic of love and it's madness ...
in the most beautiful imagination ...

darling ...
it senseless ...
i know ...
but it so beautiful ...

Love you ...

yours,...

hazem al ...

A human being ...

time got lost ...
and I got lost within ...
in the midst of the flames of thoughts ...
noon ...
i  recalled ...
memories ...
that it was my whole life ...
with the most beautiful feelings of life ...
with you ...
despite the non place ...
despite it's imagination ...
and the distance ...
however, ...
it was always ...
make me feel ...
with love ...
and that I am  ...
A human being ...

So,...

I went panting ...
to my drawers ...
dig again ...
the papers ...
And everything ...
that came out from me ...
of feelings ...
which wrote ...
in the blood of the heart ...
to you ...
just ...
to feel you ...
and be again ...
a lover ...
and a human being ...

Hazem ...

Long for you ...

my morning still misses you ...
and as usual ...
i am at my window ...
Waiting for your sunrise ...
so that the branches of the soul may blossom ...
and your love may be buried between my ribs ...
on the banks of longing ...
to play my love song ...
in which passion melts ...
between me and you ...
because you are my melody ...
with which the heart sings ...
and the pulse dances to its tunes ...

for that ...
i longing for winter ...
for cold windows ...
for hot coffee ...
for wet roads ...
and For standing in the rain ...
with you ...
to feel only ...
more love ...
while i'm hugging you ...


hazem al ...

Love's fight...

Let me, my sweetheart ...
have a fun into your lap ...
and between your ******* ...
to massage one of ...
and kiss the other ...
with my crazy, lustful lips ...
until I steal your mind ...
from yourself ...
to let you live with me ...
my madness ...
And the reality of love ...

Yes, my love ...
come
and hurry up ...
let me ...
by freeing those shackles ...
to Unleash ...
For those ******* ...
to my lips ...
so we can fly together ...
the whole space ...
In the most wonderful fight ...
with its title ...
only with love ...

Hazem al ...

Escape ....



I want endless distraction ...

want to leave my world ...

to wander like fog over the hills ...

like water to evaporate and disappear ...

Or, ...

to fade away like a mirage ...

Or ,..

I fade away from this world ...

forever ...

or ,...

to melt like snow ...

from the mountaintops ...

between the valleys ...

In an escape like absence ...

so I get lost with a life ...

that was wasted in vain ...

with wishes and unforgettable memories ...

because  ...

I'm bored of life ...

without the one I love ...



hazem al ...

Your wine ...



come sweetheart ...

get more close ...

more closer ...

to my chest ...

and let me ...

get drunk ...

from your sweet ******* ...



i see the sparkle of lust ...

into your eyes ...

and feel ....

how hot is your body now ..



come sweetheart ...

let's start our morning ...

our breakfast ...

together ...

by the wine ...

which you hold ...

inside your ******* ...



hazem al ...