Bored, neglected, & ignored.
Bitterness & conclusion is stored.
Show me who is boss.
Marry me no matter what the cost.
Make a promise about me you will forever care.
To stay in my life & always be there.

Everything about you I could know I already learned.
I have noticed your concern.
Too much sunshine my skin will burn.
You have become my sole attraction.
There is competition.
A minor distraction.
In the end I will get your reaction.

Good luck charms...
Wrap around me your arm.
My love is disarmed.
By your presence my senses are alarmed.
You are handsome, tall, & strong.
I am completely seduced by your charm.
I see trust in his eyes.
An intelligent mind that is wise.
His smile enchants & I am mesmerized.
An image like the light of the first sunrise.
Magical & sacred.
Blessed & without hatred.
You are absolutely the best.
You pass the test.
My mind relaxes & my fears put to rest.

A special place in hell.
Child ***** they sell.
Pedofiles have no style.
They destroy, hurt, & defile.
They deserve no glory.
We need to all end their story.
They should be castrated & executed.
Blinded, deafened, & muted.
Probation should'nt even be disputed.
Paralyzed until they've realized.
True suffering.
Revenge with no wondering.
A hell on earth for them.
Their life should have never been birthed.
Their evil essence was unearthed.
A soul-less existence with no worth.
An entity that's cursed.
They walk among us.
Blending in so diverse.
Havoc & chaos they resurrect is worse.
They belong in a coffin in a hearst.
Heartless & the unpureist.
I wish them all dead.
To stay out of children's beds.
My words you saw & read.
From justice they fled.
Fugitives of crime.
Sentenced to death in time. Bounty hunters hear their thunder. Watch your back. They will attack.

Misconceptions of infatuations.
Assumptions, contradictions, & afflictions.
Situations ignite & dissolve.
Worlds collide and revolve.
Lifes rebirth is unearthed.
A marvel concept.
In tune and indepth.
Filtering the info you hide.
Only sharing what you confide.

Your words fall on deaf ears.
Your voice I choose not to hear.
Your breathe wreaks of stale beer.
Get away from me no one wants you here.

Away from here years ago & today.
I wish there had been a way.
To teleport or astroproject so I didn't have to stay.
Towards someone good to connect.
Of me people continue to neglect.
Evil is who I deflect.
Beauty is what I reflect.
Loneliness is what I get.

My eyes saw.
What you did broke the law.
Because of you ma kicked out Pa.
Every fiber of your being has a flaw.
Your morals are baked & your evil is raw.
Your hands are like a devil's claw.

Unfiled & unreported.
My thoughts real & undistorted.
The "mom" I disowned is disheveled
Her house pak rat hoarded.
Piles of filth & stench.

To know your face.
Ruined my past I can not replace.
Here at home of crimes there was no trace.
Police said low priority case.
Heaven has been a disgrace.
You've been banned from that place.

Mildew, mold, cobwebs, rust, stench, trash, dead grass, window screens with holes & ****.
Not things you'd find at buckingham palace.
Only in a home of bums.
Not a dream to last.
I want to move, I want to run.

Colorful Colorado....7 years Bad Luck

Snowflakes, frozen lakes, shoveling snow.
A cold for all to know.
I will never go back.
My ex boyfriend would strike & attack.
It was I he tried to choke out & ****.
From 2006 to 2012.
Thinking of him makes me ILL.
Summer of elves.

Unloved & Taken for Granted. Raved & Ranted.

A haiku with thoughts of you.
I don't feel lucky with us two.
We never hold hands or embrace.
We never kiss each other's face

I frown at the fifthy & stenchy bums downtown. They're panhandling is all around.
Wobbles toward you with their horrible garble.
Mentally ill with no marbles.
Probes all the trash cans on the globe.
In their doped trance, they do their drunken dance.

Through the streets they hobble.
From the garbage scraps they gobble.

They are a ****** mess.
Professionally they will never dress.
Can their stench reek any less?
They litter their beer cans & cigarettes pollute.
They dress in rags & will never west a suit.

They figure society owes them something.

Their philosophy is why bother to work for a dollar?

Released from jail for public grief.
Pity that will eventually cease.

A felon with no home.
Shuffling around with no cell phone.

A sap with a tooth gap.
Unfortunate crap.
But they adapt with their diseased clap.
Map out their next nap.

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Electric socket.
Life insurance pay out in your pocket.
Primary benefactor.

Enter at your own risk.
Into an unknown abyss.
Seduction of the sun kiss.
An ungranted wish.
Fate with a twist.
Darkness shadows, echos fades.
You I want to follow.
A choice I made.
A occupy my time.
Gather my thoughts.
Be greatful for what's mine.
Reflect on what I bought.
Music draws me in to bind unfought through each chime.
Coldness clings to the voice that sings.
Fear & haunting is not what it brings.
Intriguing & capitvating trapped in a hypnotic trance.
Irresistable & unescapeable ****** in.
In a personal bubble. I fall & tumble.
A uncontrollable cycle.
I trip & stumble. Without bearing or direction.
I chose a path with further neglection.
Without a guide.
My heart openwide.
My uncertainity subsides.
Through the foggy light I glide.
Parallal to default to seek what I sought.
Senseless relent it was there I was sent.
Calling me to it.
Fragmented bit by bit. Reforming a whole to the other side. Teleported through a watery tide. Plasma fluid like sewage.

Enter at your own risk.
Into thee unknown abyss.
Seduction of the sun kiss.
UNGRANTED wish & fate with a twist.
Darkness & shadows with echos that fade.
You I will follow a choice that I made.
Music draws me in this time.
Lures me through steals my reflection.
Violating my essence.
Coldness clings.
Never got the message.
Fear it brings. Captivating & haunting.
Intriguing but taunting.
Trapped & hyponotized & paralyzed.
Irresistable & unescapeable to occupy.
I fall & tumble through this bubble.
Without bearing or direction.
I choose a path with further neglection.
Lost without a guide.
My uncertainty never subsides.
No one was ever on my side.

Beaches with castles & beautiful shores.
A dream we want more.
A past where we grew up poor.
Never allowed out the front door.
I hated sleeping on the floor.
We read fairy tale lore.
Rage that makes me roar.
I need a vacation tour.
Thinking has become a chore.
Stop these slaughtering wars!
Heaven is where angels soar....

If the eyes are the window to the soul.
Yours is powerful & captivating.
In your eyes it's like an Egyptian sunset.
Not knowing you I regret.
A unique soul of purity & gold.
Lyrics sung & told.
Your body died before it got old.
Millions of albums you produced & sold.
Music you left thee earth.
Perfected and rehearsed.
An unpublished memoir.
Transcended & soared.
Wish you had stayed to give us more.
"A slave to money then you die".
The sudden end of your life made me cry.
I wish alive in the flesh you had stayed.
Too early sent to your grave.
The way to independence you paved.
I think of you all day.
And dream of you every night.
An end too soon was not right.
Rest in peace.
Your spirit was released.
I hope your soul is alright.
Descended from flight.
A private person but a public figure.
Generous never a gold digger.
Your voice & music was a gift to all.
You stood 5 feet two inches tall.
Your angelic face & in your high heels.
Your performance made us feel.
Happy or sad.
Too bad you couldn't have been my daughter's dad.
You would have been the best husband or father.
I was too naive to be bothered.
Heartbreaking.
Painstaking.
Forsaking.
Unchanging.
What­'s remaining.
Take care.
I wish I had been there.
You had gorgeous hair.
Soft hands.
A talented band.
Thank you for the entertainment.
It had been a pleasure arrangement.
I have never been to a concert.
Large fanatic crowds going beserk.
Not my scene.
Sorry if I was mean.
I didn't mean some things I said.
An apology I could've wrote for you to have read.
I wish I could've married you to share your bed.
You are truly one of a kind.
Too bad time can't rewind.
Our spirits each other will hope to find.
Your life was thee most precious.
To bring you back the most is what I wish.

Hiding in plain sight.
To guess it maybe you might.
To retire the music from the limelight.
A legend from the spotlight.
Disguised as a woman in the day but what about the night.
Impersonating a sister that never existed.
A genius person I know is gifted.

My goal was to prevent war.
Not to go on anymore.
To explore the peace corp.
Don't ignore who you adore.
I was known as a diva.
The wild, alluring achiever.
On stage I danced in a cage.
My career was made.
Every night I would parade the audience always paid.
Lap dances I would never engage.
To their relentless rage.
It is a fact you won't see in my contract.
Because of my young age I received A higher wage.

Repel & bind evil you find.
Forsake & return everything it takes.
When thee earth crumbles & quakes.
It makes it's presence known.
Sometimes it even calls you on the phone.
Never trust a cheater.
Don't marry a wife beater.
Stay away from the perverts.
Psych wards is where they medicate the berserk.

Shun your eyes from their exposure.
Regain your calm composure.

Don't bargain or compromise.
Death's eternity without pity & no where to hide.
Justice juristiction is wide.
In the end they will get their demise.
See the truth through their lies.
Use all of your mind & be wise.

Don't waste your time with the queer.
Listen & have a good ear.
You can hear them talk through the walls.
Behind the doors in the bathroom stalls.
Various messengers deliver a warning.

The streets will be flooded.
The grass & dirt mudded.

Don't entertain the boring.
All night until the morning..
Outside the rain will be pouring.

My heart had a murmur.
My ***** had a tumor.

Your image is pleasing to my eyes.
I don't believe any of your lies.
Mama has always lived in a filthy sty.
Feeds us only butter on rye.

Nothing more but always less.
Ariel & I deserve everything that is the best.

My psychological evaluation was normal.
A haunting vision of the paranormal.
Words that lie.
With baby eyes that cry.
A weeping willow beside me on my pillow.
A room to feel safe.
With you when I am alone no one can replace.
I already know you I saw your face.

Attraction so savage like a vicious hound.
Can I trust you to be around?
Betray me once & another chance won't be found.
Not desperate or on the rebound.

She did nothing as he ***** us.
She did nothing as he murdered the neighbor's dog.
She did nothing as he whipped us.
He drugged us & knocked us out.
He ***** us & tried to **** us
The torture & torment.
He got away with it all is how that went.
The gun "mama' got him was for his own protection.
I still remember I have recoalition.

So he had it everytime someone called the cops.

It would be in his left hand behind the open door.

Law enforcement knew nothing & still don't.

It was 1988 to 1991.
The sick ******* had his fun.

Now "mother" just lays in a puddle of ****.
I am sure the past is not something anyone would want to live over or miss.
Everyday all day with no ambition or goals.

The filth & stench surround her.
Nothing beautiful or eye pleasing.
Just stale air & wheezing.

She is almost 80 & she doesn't care how she looks, smells, or feels.
The same with her house.

The only time she felt he had to go was when he threw a knive at "my brother".
After all that I no longer wanted her as a "mother",
I disowned then all by changing my name in 2008.
To control my own destiny & dictate my own fate.
Choose myself who I do or don't want to date.

He put alcohol in our drinks.
As minors so we could not be concisous to consent or think .

A disgust I could not stand.
He made me carry their dead bodies by the handful to the toilet to flush with my bare hands.
He kept dead fish in the freezer.

It was dark when I heard a dog bark.
The task is to get cast.
Have a career that will last.
Money spends fast.
Poverty doesn't stay in the past.
I can't stand this foul stench.
I have to climb this fence.
Drive a car to commute up the north route.
You won't get far in just your boots.
You can't sing if your mute.
Talent isn't here if you have none.
Stop this isn't fun.

Who is your sire?
Rage burns like fire.
Gratitude and kindness.
In a trance that is mindless.
Who knew 18 years later a maybe.
I never had a daddy for my baby.
Another father, why bother?
A divorce it would force.
With no mercy or remorse.
Who would choose their career over a life together without fear?
A girl or a boy?
Both would bring joy. A baby with a carriage doesn't always lead to marriage.
A new house with another spouse.
In another citty, how clever & witty.
I bet los angeles would be pretty.
Saying it's not realistic,
Makes me go ballistic.
I need to memorize lines.
Be surrounded by pines.
Don't allow the past to rewind.

Butterflies that wither & die.
Rainbows give us hope to try.
Bad memories make us cry.
Happiness allows us to soar & fly.
Confidence makes us feel high.
Secrets forbid telling lies.
Boredom regretful sighs.
Confusion asks...........why?
A future we all want to buy.
Let's celebrate with caramel apple pie!

Beaches with castles & beautiful shores.
A dream we would want more.
A past we grew up poor.
Never allowed out the front door.
I was sick of sleeping on the cold hard floor.

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An old heart unused & rusted.
A sinister mind ignored & untrusted.
Don't turn your back on evil.
Your instincts is to trust what you feel.
Use your eyes to detect who is wise.
Use your mind to search for love to find.
Use your heart to become someone's sweetheart.
Use your voice to make your own choice.
Use your ears to lead a path you steer.
Use your nose to attract who you chose.
Use all your senses to dissolve your fearless fences.
Value your original thought.
Cursive is no longer taught.
Happiness is a joy for a girl & a boy.
Respect is not a persuasion.
Self-esteem to let your aura gleam.
Anger is hatred with steam.
Peace is your soul's release.
Suicide is not a lesson.
Loneliness is depression.
Strength in yourself you have to find.
Fear is a weakness of a feeble mind.
Love is a feeling of admiration.

Roses are red, violets are blue.
I can't get out of bed & I lost my shoe.
I feel like I'm dead.
WHAT SHOULD I do?

You were someone I didn't know that well.
But I always wanted to.

It's out of range for you to ever change.
That would be strange.
We wouldn't know what words to exchange.
Romance is not something you know how to arrange.
A man who is kind.
Who makes me whole.
The year's can't rewind.
Research my soul.
My paranoia drifts.
HAPPINESS I STILL find.
I lost my sacred gift.
Is all mankind deaf & blind?
An unplanned demise.
A big heart. I revised.
Loyal hearts....unspeakable harm can't reach I've got morals to teach.

Impossible miracle.
To bring the dead back to life.
To be a Saint.
A miracle worker.
To me you never talk.
People believe I only stalk.
There have been misconceptions.
Lies & rumors of deception.
People don't really know me.
You can change your mood.
Choose to conversate & not be rude.
The family I disowned continues to intrude.
They only see what they want to see.
Their habits conflict with my moral values.
I wasted my love on alot of mistakes.
I won't waste another minute while I am awake.
Spending my time being productive.
To be happy & loved everyday I live.
Insanity is not in my mind.
Nobody ever really looks for it to find.
Nobody ever devoted their time.
To a living commitment to be mine.
Just because I suffered ****** trauma.
Doesn't automatically mean I have psychological drama.

I **** you not.
The only guy who I liked who I he did not want.
I walk by him as if to flaunt.
Every chance I get, my relentless pursuit haunts.
To make me jealous he revels in taunts.
To reveal my secret desire would wreck the fragile outter shell of my persona.
Guess it is not in our nature to be true.
In the action we do.
He will never know any of my love is true.
Mutual attraction is so rare & few.
It would be miraculous.
A change so fabulous.
My single ungranted wish.
The single life I would never miss.
I want to just be his.

old people waiting to die.
reflecting on what made us cry.
never knowing how where when or why.
extending lives money can not buy.
forever searching but never finding a soul mate that is the right guy.
nobody to ever talk to no one says hi.
staring eyes that pry.
boredom sighs.

Grains of sand fall through the cracks.
Gritty & hot between your toes.
Squishy & mushy in the salty water.
Waves crash forward one after another.
During the winter & the summer.
The rocks near the shore have seagulls.
They are waiting for the fish.
Their silent daily wish.

At the beach it was just us two.
I couldn't are anyone else there I knew.
The color of the water was green & blue.

The ghost voice speaks, but can it see?
La Jolla Cliffs is haunted.
On video tape in 2008 I recorded it's voice that taunted.
Then it said ' Ha ha, I found you".
Spooky right? It wasn't like Casper saying "boo".

It said " Ariel come closer".
It's like it chose her.

Seashells wash up on the shore.
Like little presents from the sea floor.
The relentless sun bakes your flesh.
Sunblock or sunscreen works the best.
Feeling thirsty to drink some ice water.
Under the shade from the trees just me & my daughter.

His pillow is so soft & mattress & bed.
It's where I rest my body and head.
After I bathe and get fed.
Sometimes I get so tired I feel dead.
Sleep is more important food.
I hope he stays in a good mood.
I don't want to get kicked out to live again in the car in the cold.
I feel tired and old.
Sometimes he calls me a ***** or stupid and ******* when he gets mad.
It hurts my feelings and makes me sad.
He will probably  be angry when he finds out I don't want to go to school.
For a week he can't have visits or phone calls in jail I wonder for breaking what rules.
He says we are friends & I'm family.
He calls my daughter a ****** because she don't talk and can't work  full time.
I do complain and whine.
He says we smell like wet dog because we are white.
He better treat us right.
I always tried to help.
With the curse we been dealt.
We're feelings felt?
He says he wants to marry another.
Is he more like a brother?
People thinks he used me.
That I can not see.
This is not how it should be.
In January he will be free.

My aura glows with all my heart knows.
My mind feels what this future heals.
Pain & betrayal the past conceals.
With what fate or Destiny deals.
Faith cracks & peels.
Karma reels.
Harmony kneels.
As Envy steals.
Justice doesn't exist or is not real.

My nose is subjected to a stench of death & filth.
Time stands still.
Frozen & unchosen my essence.
Remains a single unwanted presence.
Mutual attraction has no reaction.
*** has no further action.
Unmarried, untouched, unwanted, & unloved.

Eyes of every color see.
Ears without static are clear.
My mind has no fear.
My heart can not hear.
My voice is my gear.
I speak the truth all & every year.

All I know is locked inside my soul.
I heard them say it's all okay.
I want more than before someday.
My prayers never get answers.
Dissolves like a cancer.
Concentrating on waiting.
Impatience that's debating.
Autumn mist exists it's falling.
Do you hear nature calling?
Your lust appeals to my disgust.
You are no one I trust.
Can't you see me & just let me be me?
This mood is what I conclude.
Your lack of empathy is rude.
How I feel is what we all appeal.
I know what's fake & what is real.
Your misguided.
To you I confided.
Your room is where you hided.
You decide the seven deadly sins.
One of them is pride.
What is the prize you win?
Unmarked treasure, unclaimed & unmeasured.
Misery festers, judges are jesters.
As the family court house crumbles.
Judge gerald jessop stumbles.
Georgia mansury the mediator mumbles.
Terrance chucas the minors counsel tumbles.
Child protective services fumble.
Ariel is living a life that is humble.
***** donor in defeat he grumbles.
The *** offender data base profiles are ready to rumble. The madge bradley building will fall. Once & for all.

It is nothing like persistence.
Gone in an instant.
Your life I choose to haunt.
Daily at work you bully & taunt.
It's what you do mock & bully.
I understand fully.
A small desire.
One which does not require fire.
I am not your tavern *****.
Just because I am single doesn't mean I haven't got defense.
I ain't middle class with a picket fence.
You made me feel invisible.
A Family for us is not visible.

© Harmony Sapphire . All rights reserved,

Females are delicate & fragile.
Sweet, innocent, with a nice smile.
Be kind & love them.
Romance them & be a friend.
Protect them from harm.
Embrace them with your arm.
Kiss them with love.
Never slap, hit, or shove.
Respect us do not abandon or neglect.
Your intentions & promises reflect.
Your plan is set.
Be nice & understanding don't forget.
Remember when you met?
Love at first sight.
A mutual desire so right.

Don't fear the unknown atomsphere.
Who birthed thee earth?
The devil or god's work?
A mental nervous breakdown of complete beserk.
A heart unwilling to be broken.
Refuse to get choken.
Second hand smoking.
Forever always hoping.
You were a scholar of wisdom.
Mom thought you were a ***.
Just because money you didn't have none.
She is stupid, blind, deaf, & dumb.
Dad your absence made me sad.
Each other's company we no longer had.
Her divorcing you was wrong & bad.
It made me angry & mad.
The old bitter hag is glad.
You were a good man.
You used to drive a white van.
The old crone kicked you out, & had you banned.
She still screams & shouts.
She is the one who should've been banished.
To disappear & vanish.
You didn't own your own land.
But you were always willing to lend a helping hand.
He never had many plans.
Arizona was where you ran.
I guess the she is both someone we couldn't stand.

I have noticed a lot of my poem's words, ideas, & titles,
Are being inserted, reused, & recycled In other people's poetry on this website.
Can't people form there own original ideas & plots?
Without re-wording other's to make it sound new?

Will I get one last supper?
Pass the bread.
A prayer before slumber.
Busy with bible study you read.
Walk on water?
Hailing brimstones...
Confessions to a father.
Spying ghomes.
Sacred wishes, granted.
Class dismissed go home.
Written lies slanted.
Evil curses & spells chanted.
Bad nurses banned from a paradise enchanted.
Blessed is he who is with me.
Bring me an angel.
Their name was cupid.
Love created what he did.
Goddess of love sent from above.
Granted me a solid connection.
With a united ressurrection.
Formed to perfection.
A true delight shining like a prism bright.
Deflecting sin, reflecting next of kin. Metallic rainbows will win.

Whisper in my ear all the things you know I Want to hear.
Stop drinking alcohol & beer.
Or your car you can't drive or steer.
I know we worked together for two years.
It is not true the rumor of you being queer.

I know I am a little older.
The rejection feels colder.
My persuasion gets bolder.
I write my poems & keep them in a folder.

You work the produce department.
In my heart I reserved a special compartment.
Together we should get an apartment.

"Sometimes your worst self is your best self
The moonlight divides the shadows.
The essence of a black rose.
Butterflies flutter by through the air.
Unaware they are there without a care.
I grab thee adorable like a snuggle bear.
Not to get a job in this city is unfair.
At the interview discrimination to my face they dare.
I do not run, I am not scared.
I reapply consecutively, insanity flares.
I am invisible, I am not there.
Nobody notices or even stares.

He calls me his baby.
He treats me like I'm a lady.
His intentions are never shady.

My eyes watch his aura.
His essence glows like a tiara.
His eyes sparkle like stars.
He drives a truck not a car.

Our attraction is mutual.
So sacred & constitutional.

Our desire is not yet full.
Our passion rages like a bull.
Our time together is never dull.

His lips touch mine.
That night for the first time.

A ghost doesn't always need a host.
Hidden messages they can post.
Finding children who are missing & lost.
Whatever the cost.
Ariel is the boss.
We suffered a severing loss.
She is still in charge.
We ain't living that large.
She is motherless.
I am childless.
Our sacred bond was forced broken.
Bitterness & scorn is choking.
Ireland we can run.
A vacation would be fun.
Ariel is a magnificant star.
The target of a custodial war.
She is gifted & talented.
A spirit that's been lifted.
She joined my life.
She is still Fatherless & I not yet a wife.
A celestial being which I am seeing.
She has always been the plan.
I am her biggest fan.

I beckon thee to the limitless sky.
I ask myself not to tremble or cry.
You pass the time & take what's mine.
You have no remorse & live just fine.
Slaughter houses have no empathy for pain & misery.
For animals we need to unify justice & rights.
An equal species fight.
Keep Wilbur safe all day & every night.
Don't let the serpent strike & bite.
Repel the evil entity in flight.
A baby piglet to have & hold with delight.
Their lives hypnotize & captivate.
No more BBQ's & steakhouses.
Take a stand & save the ******.

© Harmony Sapphire . All rights reserved

As the rain falls from the sky.
My friend in Washington texts he wants to die.
I did not cry.
I simply ask.....why?

I said maybe he is "bipolar".
He said "that was rude" i don't have a cure.
Drinking causes his depression to stir.
I repeated his comments as if they were mine, he recalled them as a blur.

He gots anger issues.
Maybe he needs a box of tissues.
His self loathing feelings are miscrude.
Treating him like he treated me was not rude.
He is always in a bad mood.
I remember when he used to buy us food

You have the nerve to say what I deserve.
My agenda, goals, ambitions, & moral beliefs you debate.
But as a person & a woman me you disrespect & hate.
I left you.
I was a love you knew.
You said I was your past.
I agree our love couldn't last.
You are no longer a part of me.
Together neither of us belonged.
Mentally & psychologically your wrong.
You can now forget all about me.
Like there was never a we.
Colorado was not ever a place for me to be.
You used to say I was your heart.
We met at a Circle K mini mart.
It didn't fit like a glove.
You said we had a lasting love.

In the salty sea air,
Waves are crashing loudly over there.
Only less than 30 minutes in the sun.
So we don't get sunburned.
A sad lesson we already learned.
To avoid premature aging & heat stroke.
Dehydration is not a joke.
The beach is beautiful for a moment.
But don't be there all day.
Or you will age more older in a day.
I try to preserve my youth.
A photograph will last.
It can capture the past.
A daily view from a window.
Is a wealth I wouldn't know.
Whining seagulls glide across the surface of the water.
Getting her feet wet at the shoreline is my daughter.
Going down the boardwalk on her scooter.
At ten years old could she be any cuter.
It has been over twenty years for a marriage I still wait.
At thirty seven I'd it too late.
I have never even been on a real date.
To be a couple I guess is not my destiny or fate.
To forever remain single is definately a curse.
The wind whispers it could be worse.

I hear my name in the falling rain.
The sun shines on what is done.
His voice said I had no choice.
Approach my fears showing not tears.
Depression & disgust through the years.
No men to trust drinking beer.
I do not approve of my virginity at 12,
Which was unlawfully & criminally removed so awfully.
Sinning alluriity violating my purity.
Who is near me is what I fear to see.
Yearning hatred a desire to destroy.
I was just a sick toy for his insane joy.
Saturation absorbing irritation.
Ignorant complications across all nations. Abomination growing aggravation.
Hesistations of all infatuations.
Corrupted imaginations their cursed creation.
Erupted evil into a child's household. Unearthed a hex of disease like metaphoric killer bees.

So busy I feel dizzy.
What a fuss.
She already missed her school bus.
My distress was repressed.
I confess I tend to obsess.
I always have to express.
Her unaccurate progress with the wrong scores on the test.
What a mess.
For picture day she forgot to wear the pretty dress.
It was okay more or less.
I guess the school had the wrong address.
Her class room number was the wrong access.
By her gifted talents,
Nobody was impressed.
The thought transgressed.
I have had enough stress..not autistic..only artistic.
I went ballistic.
Nobody ever fixed it.
Her academic history falling through the cracks has been consistent.

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When I tell people I don't consider meat edible. They be like "incredible".
My sanity is credible.
I am not a rebel.
I have morals.
Is forever something you could swallow?
A past story that isn't hollow.
A ghost that haunts & follows.
Contemplate your pleasure.
How does it measure?
Is it worth a treasure?
Do you ever doubt, about, what you need to shout?
Don't whine & pout.
Go if you want out.
I don't want your rose.
Love is not something your heart knows.
Mutual knowledge I suppose.
Only lies is what you proposed.

A potion swept the ocean.
Elements surround,
underwater is where it's found.
Discovering what's around.
Hearing no warning sounds.
Careful not to drown.
Stir the magic mixture.
See what's amazing in the tunneling caves.
Swimming through this Bermuda maze.
Underneath the crashing waves.
Keeping all the treasures you save.
I looked at the clock.
Time was secure & locked.
It takes forever.
Remain as it did before.
Sea castles on the sea floor.
THE WORLD ENDING probably NEVER.

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Take a look at my facebook.
Myspace seems to have been erased.
Pinterest.com has potential, coincidential.
Deleting websites is mental. Disneyland, Ireland, Iceland, Greenland, & Scotland are all countries I want to travel but know I never will
even though it seems chill?
Expand horizons in real life or online.
Remain no one's wife, and be fine.
Write poems that make sense & rhyme.
When people shoot others for no reason.
Is the water they drank polluted.
Or is it just the wrong place & the wrong season.
Or are they just mentally deluted?
A confusion, a delusion, a hallucagin, or persecution?

Dressing in dark black lace, is a daring taste.
Flirty attitudes is not my nature.
I will never meet my maker.
Flings are not my thing.
Broken hearts is what it brings.
Being deceived something that mekes me leave.
Hypnotic eyes that stare.
Makes you shameful to be bare.
Sensitive to all injustice with a receptive mind.
Evil they never find they 're all blind.
Crimes rewind.
Unknown forces that bind.
Youth betrayed by sinful days.
Deprived of joyful play.
Beauty wasted.
Success untasted.
Hiding away not wanting to stay.
Every night there is a fight.
Rage that's just not right.
Need to stay out of sight.
Stay well so no one can tell.
The truth is on sale.
Sanity got well.

You were gone for so long.
Where do you belong?
Our relationship was all wrong.
You said you don't like my song.
You know the rule.
I ain't no fool.
I oppose even if you say it with a rose.
I haven't told lies about my size.
Take your best guess.
Stop with the flirt.
No I don't want dessert.
It's what I chose.
Who knows.
Empathy you can abstract.
What you lost you must subtract.
I want my money back.
That is a fact.
I kept track.
Your word you lack.
The plan was mapped.
Everyone clapped.
It was easily adapt.
The attack was a single slap.

Damnation is an evil creation.
A puzzling equation throughout the nation.
A crime of temptation.
A hateful sensation.
A fear when your near.
My words no one can hear.
Heartless and thoughtless.
No eternal bliss.
No One to miss. Hell is there granted wish.
A place to rot like an uneatten dish.
You never will go free.
Your confession will guarantee.

I'm scared to do a *******.
But daddy says it will be fun.
He knows I'm not a lesbian or bi-******.
He is in charge that is no bull.
He says she is not that pretty but is not butch.
Her I do not want to lick or touch.
I wonder if he'd still like me as much.
He likes to do weird stuff.
He knows I like it rough.
So I guess I will play along.
So new friends I can make & belong.
He wants a master slave relationship.
Wants my hands tied behind my hips.
He said he also wants me to watch.
He said she'd show him what he's taught.
He wants me to get drunk first.
Would that be better or worse?
I guess I will be ******* naked.
Do I even get a blanket?
It's his fantasy.
So I guess we will have to see.
I will try to be how he wants me to be.
I don't care if he slaps me.
Because it won't be hard, the motel ain't free.
I wonder if we'll spend the night.
It will be a strange sight.
The three of us in one bed.
What is wrong with our head?
I guess I have lost my mind.
In time I did find.
He said with me he would take a bubble bath.
I guess to share him half.
Is better than not at all.
He always texts & not calls.
It's better that way.
He knows with him I want to stay.
I don't like hearing my baby voice.
Choosing me was his choice.

Being alone in the cold & dark feels
Like being dead in your own coffin.
Isolated in the ground.
Beneath the earth.
The cemetery death surrounds.
Nothing alive is found.
If I had a choice not to see, hear, or speak.
I would choose not to speak.
Because I have to see & hear.
It would feel like I'm dead I fear.
I want friends with me who are near.
I want to feel alive with the living.
Not invisible as a ghost.
No one is seeing or hearing.
To be naked would people even notice?
I do not want to fade.
My life what it is, is what I made.
In this hellish place I stayed.
Not to disappear but to remain.
Enter the way I came.
Sleep next to me during the thunder.
Embrace me in a peaceful slumber.
Kiss me in the dark.
Hold hands with me walking through the park.
Love me daily.
Remember me lately?
You are just a memory.
A vision I want to keep.
Do not leave my side.
Or I may weep.
You shy away to hide.

I AM IN Control OF MY OWN Soul.
IT IS MY Goal TO Keep IT Whole.
ALL MY Power Will Devour Within THE Hour.
I Need A Bath OR A Shower.
Turning MY World Sour.
AN Unbloomed Flower.
I Strayed FAR Away TO A Place That Portrayed TO Betray ALL MY Days.
NOT Just Today.
****** IN A WAY.
Never Wanting TO Stay.
I DON'T Pray. Animals ARE WHO I Obey. Telepathically Their Wishes ARE Conveyed.
Games Aren'T Played.
Furry Friends ARE Holy Vessels.
TO HUG, Kiss, & Nestle.
Everyday TO NO ONE'S Dismay.
Earth IS Where They Should Stay.
TO BE A Mother & A Father NOT Sent TO Slaughter. NOT Breeded or Unneeded.