Misconceptions of infatuations.
Assumptions, contradictions, & afflictions.
Situations ignite & dissolve.
Worlds collide and revolve.
Lifes rebirth is unearthed.
A marvel concept.
In tune and indepth.
Filtering the info you hide.
Only sharing what you confide.

Secure the perimeter in the contaminated sector. Find my bodyguard & soul protector.
His kiss filled me with seductive bliss.
His presence I so did miss.
For him to be with me is what I wish.
At day break we became awake.

Unseen danger with a stranger.
Making threats you regret.
Promises .......promises.
Kisses....wishes. No ***** dishes!
Let's have some fun.
You can tell me when your done.

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Generous & giving.
To me I she will be out living.
Probably by more than twenty years.
I have my paranoia & fears.
I wish us never to die or age.
To earn more than minimum wage.

Delicate, fragile hearts still beating.
A will to live is undefeating.
Kind, sweet, innocent, pure, & golden.
A life, birthed, loved, & chosen.
A protected memory shielded frozen.

Letters of hoping remain unopened.
Unhealing & never coping.
Trauma & damage, somehow we will manage.

Burning passion melts the ice from my rage.
Feelings go unsaid.
Words written erased & unread.
Warm in our beds resting our heads.
Stress weighs on my heart like lead.
Sometimes we go unfed.
My love or *** or is never wed.

Ariel you are the only one who has been there.
A shoulder to cry on.
Gave me reasons to belong.
Someone to brush my hair.
Someone to love me & care.
To tell me what u should do.
Between right & wrong you always knew.
In the stars you were created.
There you were formed & nestled.
Together our lives settled.
My life was cursed until you were born.
Like a rose with a thorn.
You are like my spiritual guide.
For my heart & soul to confide.
Your soul is pure & whole.
Your mind is so refined.
Your heart will never be torn apart.
Your body is a sacred vessel.
Your innocent & sweet.
You don't text or tweet.
Your like the mom I never had.
Sorry you never had a dad.
Your talented and gifted.
Admired & my heart you lifted.

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You ruined me.
There is no forgiveness.
You stole my whole life.

I found a protector.
Who has courage & strength.
Tall , handsome, fearless, & sweet.

His company is like a dream.
A captivating essence lingers.
To feel his warm touch.
A love willing, not forced.

A perfect match.
I surrender to that.
His eyes hold a mystery.
His voice is soft but clear.

His face next to mine.
A deserved chance of true love.
Carry me from this hell.

The truth I will tell.
From hell you the devil fell.
I was saved by an angel.
Like a bodyguard.
Who would not hesitate
To destroy evil.
To protect innocence.

Enter at your own risk.
Into an unknown abyss.
Seduction of the sun kiss.
An ungranted wish.
Fate with a twist.
Darkness shadows, echos fades.
You I want to follow.
A choice I made.
A occupy my time.
Gather my thoughts.
Be greatful for what's mine.
Reflect on what I bought.
Music draws me in to bind unfought through each chime.
Coldness clings to the voice that sings.
Fear & haunting is not what it brings.
Intriguing & capitvating trapped in a hypnotic trance.
Irresistable & unescapeable ****** in.
In a personal bubble. I fall & tumble.
A uncontrollable cycle.
I trip & stumble. Without bearing or direction.
I chose a path with further neglection.
Without a guide.
My heart openwide.
My uncertainity subsides.
Through the foggy light I glide.
Parallal to default to seek what I sought.
Senseless relent it was there I was sent.
Calling me to it.
Fragmented bit by bit. Reforming a whole to the other side. Teleported through a watery tide. Plasma fluid like sewage.

I have nothing to wear.
My body is cold & bare.
At my ****** people stare.
I don't know all who is out there.
Nobody really cares.
To flash people online I dare.
But not to minors that's not fair.
I like to keep long hair.
I am not a couple of a pair.
I have always been single how rare.
My heart in half broken it tears.
Loneliness alone & naked through the years.

A devotion I implore.
Admiration to explore.
Not an unheard notion of pure emotion.
To refuse is bad news.
Don't confuse my Muse.
No use with your lame excuse.
Nice try still no alibi.
An olive branch is a tool.
I am not your fool.
What else is new?
Friends are do few.
I AM ALONE everyone already knew.
There can never be us two.
Deception has no reception.
No similarity or familiar rarity.
Contrary to thee ordinary.
It is what you drew.
Not enough rainbow with too much blue.
Art with glue.

I heard you just follow the herd.
What's the word?
That is absurd.
I told you it was cold.
Your too fat, ugly, & old. I fold.
I know I ain't made of gold.
Hold it, I know you sold it.
Take a look, see I told you I can't cook.
Just in case you forgot my face.
Look twice.
Remember it's nice.
I am still a lady even if I don't drive a mercedes.
Do you want to be my buddy?
Or marry me & be my hubby?
Adventure to capture.
Just because it's time for a change.
Doesn't make me mentally deranged.
I don't sob if I ain't got a job.
Only a poor slob be eatting corn on the cob.
I have a need to feed.
But it ain't greed.
If you wanna be a goof.
You need to just disappear & go ****.
But don't use the roof.

One day your there the next day your not.
My life hasn't been how I had thought.
I remember everything for me you had taught.
For us not much you ever bought.
Our ****** you never fought.
Growing up we didn't really have alot.
In the grave pedofiles need to rot.
Everything I seek I have sought.

Because of the events that transpired I loathe.
From then on I always slept in clothes.
Do few photos together we had posed.
I remember naps daily you would doze.
Like a thorned rose resentment froze.

You were always proud of us.
Even though for years we took the bus.

You were my only real dad.
The times we had shared made me glad.
Your death in 2009 made me sad.
In the past things happened to us that were bad.
At least until age 10 for us a Dad we had.
"Mom" divorcing you made us mad.
Child molestor wore a flannel shirt of plaid.

A potion swept the ocean.
Elements surround,
underwater is where it's found.
Discovering what's around.
Hearing no warning sounds.
Careful not to drown.
Stir the magic mixture.
See what's amazing in the tunneling caves.
Swimming through this Bermuda maze.
Underneath the crashing waves.
Keeping all the treasures you save.
I looked at the clock.
Time was secure & locked.
It takes forever.
Remain as it did before.
Sea castles on the sea floor.
THE WORLD ENDING probably NEVER.

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When his eyes look at me.
Through his soul I can see.
Hand in hand he is a part of me.
Two become one as we.

Charmed on his arm.
Where I belong.
Together we get along.
A commitment wouldn't be wrong.
Dedicated a sweet love song.

Gemstones sparkle in the distance.
His kiss has no resistance.
He gives a purpose to my existence.

His love I desire.
It burns like flames of fire.

Regret you have to allow & let the pain set.
Just because toward me you smile.
Don't mean our time is worth while.
Your problems you pile.
I can't fix them their yours to store & file.
The aisle stretched for miles.
Safe from any & all harm.
In the spring I got a bee sting.
Your chance for any romance to enhance expired any & all desire.

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Food we need to stock.
The winter is long.
The summer is short.
Autumn and Fall seems like nothing at all.
The world is small.
You can put your arm around my waist.
Dress me in black lace.
I will carry my mace.
You can kiss my face.
I'll pack my suitcase.
You can go to home base.
Pick up the pace.
This is a race.
Will my journey be able to trace?
Don't look at me I didn't break that vase!
Was all this left to just waste?
My love you can taste.
Thanks for sitting with me on the banks.
A false thought an evil I already fought.
Am I like a fish you caught?
A heart you sought.
A gift you bought.
A friend you never got?
I am not a robot.
A lesson taught.
Do you think I'm hot?
You can say if I'm not.
I don't want to die here and rot.
I will pray that someday you can take me away.
With you I promise to stay.
Come what may.
Let's sail at the bay.
Roll in the hay.
Be merry and gay.
Beside you I will lay.
Come on let's play.
If you ask I'll say.
You can have your way.
With you is where I belong.
To have a mutual love that is strong.
A commitment that's long
It would be right not wrong.
A place to be with my eyes that see.
Stay away from Tweedledum and Tweedledee.
A perfect harmony.
You can become a part of me.
You won't regret it you'll see.
I can be set free.
Alone I am just one.
Together is we.
From here I have to flee.
Whenever I see an airplane I want to be in it.
For hours I will sit.
Ariel might have a b** fit.
Her I would never hit.
That would send me to hell in the deepest pit.
I have better wits.

If you're blind
Ariel & I you can never find.
If you're deaf you won't know where she left.
If you can't walk
You can't stalk.
If you can talk to you can't gossip.
If your dead.
It doesn't matter if the guardianship papers or ever read.
Your best bet is to disappear.
My absence with Ariel is what you most fear.
You spin your web of deceit.
Your a carnivore eating meat.
You think I am all you can defeat.
You f* creep.
Payback is what you'll meet.
You should be punished for what you've done. You can be out run.
I know you've had your fun.
You are so dumb.
Die today.
Die tomorrow.
Die tonight.
Before the afternoon.
Meet your doom.
I'm sick of you.
You are a disease.
You make me sick.
I don't want to know you.
Ariel and I don't need to be near you.
Stay away, go away.
fck off.
Drop dead.
You ruined my life.
You fckd up Ariel's too.
Your a heartless crazy ****** b* .
You're jealous and old.
Disappear, decay & rot.
You fckng twt.
You deserve the worst.
You are a curse.
I'm tired of your lies.
Your games with the same old s*.
Your a dim wit.
Your a stubborn ****.
You destroy the grass.
You're an infection with no cure.
Your the reason why my past is a blur.
I want to forget it.
I choose not to remember.
I hate you.
You are disgusting.
You are not to be trusted.
Someone you hate is hated.
You are trouble.
Your personality is double.
Your mind is split.
You're not right.
I am.

Eve in the serpent she believed.
She had been so naive.
She was mistakenly deceived.
Adam & her heart grieved.
The Garden of Eden they had to leave.
Their ****** they could no longer conceive.
A promise of Commandments was received.
In stone not the fig leaves.
A conclusion was weaved.
A religion was perceived.
At a price which was not free.
What is done is done.
What is, is what will be & so be it.
Hell is thee eternal pit.

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I **** you not.
The only guy who I liked who I he did not want.
I walk by him as if to flaunt.
Every chance I get, my relentless pursuit haunts.
To make me jealous he revels in taunts.
To reveal my secret desire would wreck the fragile outter shell of my persona.
Guess it is not in our nature to be true.
In the action we do.
He will never know any of my love is true.
Mutual attraction is so rare & few.
It would be miraculous.
A change so fabulous.
My single ungranted wish.
The single life I would never miss.
I want to just be his.

I sometimes hate this earth.
I'm not sure which is worst.
This life or the curse.
Only once I gave birth.
The only & the first.
An angel was delivered.
My happiness was shattered to slivers.
My tears shed enough to fill rivers.
I thought I was nice.
But no one to never ever marry once or twice.
If you know me, you hate me.
Even the parts you can't see.
I no longer cry.
I don't wonder why.
I only hope to never die.
To have or to hold.
Too late another year old.
Your heart is too dark & cold.
Another lie unbelieved is told.
I never got to keep any Guy.
Bad or good.
They never would.
Maybe they should.
If they thought they could.

Today was the day I most hated.
My stress inflated.
My *** life degraded.
For marriage still I waited
Get hired for work is tainted.

Do you regret the day we met?
I felt like Queen of the ******.
Is that why I got body slammed?
I have not been a *****.
I was someone you were wiling to ditch.
Our connection a curse.
My homicide would have been worse.
Your manic state.
A decision to leve too late.
A second chance was fate.
What is left,
Unforgiven hate.
You made a mess.
You caused unneccesary distress.
I need to rest.
That is best.
My patience tested.
A new place nested.

The constant cackling.
Absolute silence in this place is lacking.

Annoying laughter.
Never living in harmony everafter.

It's quiet time when I write & read.
A creative outlook arrange words I need.
To record a thought on paper.
Like my sister & how a molestor ***** her.
Or about deception or lack of trust.
Or of happiness, joy, & devotion.
A witch's hex in a mystical potion.

How crime touched our lives & ruined our childhoods & how the laughter bothers me in this neighborhood.
Even though laughing is good.
Sometimes I don't feel it even though I should.

My mind suffers bad memories.
Of parolled *** offenders with felonies.

Sometimes it can be rude.
Blunt & evil invades & intrudes.

I write & speak the whole truth.
From the past to my roots.

People say I have a way with words.
I never leave out a fact or something I heard.

Seen or unseen,
I know I am pure & clean.
Teleported through a watery tide.
Plasma fluid like dripping sewage.

I laugh at the photograph.
A end to tear in half.

I said my confession to answer your question.
I was never mean or obscene.
I have a moral daily routine.

BUT IT DOESN'T matter.
We couldn't be any sadder.
My current profession has no aggression.
I don't take any chances, with strange romances.

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What changes a woman from being just a hookup for ***,
to a girlfriend or a wife?
Pregnancy? No. A job? No?
Their own place? No. A car? No.
A college degree? Yes? Sanity? Yes? No Substance abuse issues? Yes?
No childhood *** abuse issues? No? A bank account? No?
Being too old, fat, & ugly? Yes?.....why?
I have what every other female has *****, a mind, a personality, a diet,
a high school education,
an interest in the opposite ***,
a type preference, an appetite,
a fragrance, an opinion, a fantasy,
a desire, a will, empathy, compassion, self control, will power, self respect & I'm careful.

I mourn no grief.
My mind has relief.
Morals are my truest belief.
A life I can not leave.
A future of happiness to hope & believe.
True love to conceive.
Trust never to deceive.
You wear your heart on your sleeve.

We can build & share our lives.
I can be a loving wife.
To be happy & loved in this life.

A spouse you can't replace.
A perfect photo with their face.
Portraits with feeling, time unerased.
Family trees history is traced.
Childhoods in that neighborhood disgraced.
True horror was horrific to my face.
Finally out of that place.

Trading one hell for another.
Heaven & paradise should be the other.

He likes the rain.
Walking by him is a strain.
When he goes to work he says" another day in paradise".
I don't go through his thoughts once or twice.

Envision a mutual bond of two people getting along
Strength in trust & love is what it makes.
True love can not be fake.

"The way we experience time is an illusion".

Who will share their lives with me.

The Lamb has a golden heart.

The pig's spirit did nothing wrong &  is not dark.

The chicken's mind is sweet & kind.

The cow body is not ours to buffet.

These sacred & holy creatures don't need to obey.

Burger King is not their way.

Alive is how they must remain & stay.

Never to be sacrificed or hated.

Mercy shouldn't have to be waited.

Morals & ethics debated.

Deaths & quotas calculated.

Love for them should be felt.

Justice to shall not ****** needs to be dealt.

Compassion & empathy is a vegan fashion.

The talented style to get a baby Lamb to smile.

Peace comes when the confined are released.

Slaughtered & maimed cause me grief.

Lack of Justice has no relief.

Strength we have to make.

When we take a stand.

To educate a caravore to understand.

The livestock massacre across this land.

Join them hooves to hand.

Vegan ways populate our species clan.

Save the unfortunate & innocent from being ******.

Set a goal & form a plan.

Undercover investigation uncovers so behind bars the sadistic slaughterers are slammed.

Make them whole & cruelty gets banned.

Their existence is every much a part of me.

Empathy to protect & free.

Prevented from employment opportunities.
Their biast duty.
Sorry Ariel you don't have new clothes for school.
I guess having a job is against the rules.
Sorry Ariel there is nothing to eat or drink.
I guess according to Walmart employers I can't think.
I have been discriminated
Kicked out & eliminated.
Soon I will be broke.
I hope she gets fired.
So I can take her place & be hired.
I guess I don't have the right mentality to shop there anymore either.
She is a soul less creature.

At the job interview she said she doesn't feel I have the right mentality to work in her department as a cashier.
She ruined my chance I fear.

Our lives entwine,
Through the fabrics of time.
Every fiber of your being,
Feels humanity & compassion your seeing.
World peace is more than a feeling.
Understanding well being is healing.
Evil & hatred deception is concealing.

It's like you can see mother earth in my eyes.
A worlds birth would make us cry.
Mortality says one day we will die.
Ambition lets us give success a try.
A family to never say "goodbye".
The after life you don't know why.
A past life you can't buy.
A destiny you cannot lie.
Secrets untold you can't pry.

Are you scared of heights?
Airplane flights?
Or dark nights?
You can't swim.
Your vision is too dim.
Your not slim.
What is your worst fear?
To lose someone you love so dear!
Why should I have to fight for what's already mine?
I'll get her back within eight years time.
Your swine.
When we leave you I know us you'll try to find.
Ariel is my gem.
You can't trap her in a pen.
She is my lucky charm.
You are like a fire alarm.
She doesn't want to hold your arm.
With you she's at risk from harm.
You belong on a farm.
Like locusts swarm.
I don't need to focus.
To see your game.
You lost your brain.
Your mind is gone.
You clutter your lawn.
You're so boring you make me yawn.
You always want to control.
You want to **** my soul.
You only feed Ariel cereal in a bowl.
Your mind is an empty hole.
My daughter you stole.
All lies you told.
Your dying & old.
You know you have a heart of stone.
You lie on the phone.
You speak in a sarcastic tone.
Get out of my zone.
You heartless crone.
When you don't get your way.
You dominate me to stay.
Your petition got permanently granted.
You think that your life is grand.
You think a restraining order will keep me banned.
About you I don't give a ****.
You lied on the stand.
You don't own any land.
Nobody wants your helping hand.
My attorney said he couldn't wave a magic wand.
That for twenty five grand.
That's so outrageous.
I want to scream and holler.
I hate this world because you're in it.
You mindless twit.
You **** daily in your bed.
Go to an old folks retirement home.
You should get yourself a tombstone.

Ask and you shall not receive.
A con job you conceive.
Your country you want to leave.
Join the club.
Earn a pay stub.
I need money in my bank account to.
It's like holding up a cardboard sign to the whole world at the same time.
A scam from the beginning I knew.
Begging to raise funds for their bank account for nickels & dimes.
Well first I need to get a bank account.  
But I have been needy my whole life but I don't ask people for money. 
If I need money I apply for jobs.
I just stay broke until I get a job.
Instead with a sad story people they rob.
One time I couldn't get a job for 7 years I had no phone number.
Work instead of going to the pub in a drunken slumber.
Alot of people think that just because I am white I have money.
But I don't.
I come from a white trash family in the ghetto with a minimum wage background.

Celebrity status.....
A talent & image so ecstatic.
Not all their faces are made out of plastic.
Scripts memorized & talent mastered.
On movie screens their story is plastered.
They reach the top faster.
Everyone's a star.
To the red carpet out of a rolls Royce car.
There are some vegan celebrities from P.E.T.A.
A campaign to lead us.
A sad story to convince us.
Animals are our friends who trust.
They're lives valuable & deaths unjust.
Celebit celebrities celebrate.
Cast in Co starring roles to mate.
To expensive resturants taking dates.
Paparazzi can't wait they are early & never late.
Their income is at stake.
Without their permission their photos they take.
Their fashion & makeup how would you rate?
To appearances they're not usually late.
To trespass on their property is a law to break.
Envy might show itself of their image to hate.
It is sure to be grand or great.
Fame & fortune is a life they make.

Dressing in dark black lace, is a daring taste.
Flirty attitudes is not my nature.
I will never meet my maker.
Flings are not my thing.
Broken hearts is what it brings.
Being deceived something that mekes me leave.
Hypnotic eyes that stare.
Makes you shameful to be bare.
Sensitive to all injustice with a receptive mind.
Evil they never find they 're all blind.
Crimes rewind.
Unknown forces that bind.
Youth betrayed by sinful days.
Deprived of joyful play.
Beauty wasted.
Success untasted.
Hiding away not wanting to stay.
Every night there is a fight.
Rage that's just not right.
Need to stay out of sight.
Stay well so no one can tell.
The truth is on sale.
Sanity got well.

A timeless waste. when you see my face.
Memories don't erase in time or space.
A spirit needs a host. A possession of a ghost.
A destiny you desired the very most.
The trees whisper a presence.
Mysteriously treasured in essence.
A being borrowed an end that is sorrowed.
Yesterday, today, & tomorrow.
Uncontrolled fate.....
it was the last that it had to create.
A perfect image to make.
A nightmare or dream.
Energy channels like prism beam.
Suspended & frozen.
A path is chosen.
Enchanted spells.
Lies you can not tell.
Truth prevails.
Anger yells.
Strange curiosity.
Confused atrocity.
Politeness smiles, happiness stays awhile.
Unheard & confined, defeat twists & binds.
Words spoken are unkind.
Friendships you can not find.
Seduction whispers a tune fillng the room.
A plan in motion to happen soon.
At night, in the morning, evening or afternoon.

Evil beings are heartless.
Evil has many faces.
All ages, sexes, & races.
Sadistic nature.
Everyday someone somewhere dies.
Who knows why.
Besides having mortal lives.
Crazy guys fate constist of abuse, fear & hate.
Criminal's crimes they always try.
Pathological constant told lies.
Greed never waits.
Hypocrites aren't great.
Justice is always late.
Unclean & unmoral.
Creating grief, despair, chaos, & turmoil. Unseen danger & deceit.
Be careful Who You meet.
Boast opinions injustice wins.
The devil sings......HEARTACHE it brings.
I hate the sinful destruction & corruption violates.
Contaminates my empty plate.

Cloak me from them.
Protect my body.
Guard my mind.
Shield my baby.
Save my soul maybe.

Purify my essence.
Cleanse my holy presence.
Worship my fetus.

Love this place of ours we need it.
Evil intentions be gone & erase.
Honor the deserving.
Know who they are serving.
Police are suppose to protect & serve.
My 3 years of **** is low priority.
More then 25 years passed.
I guess time matters when you want to report it.
At 12 years old how was I suppose to know what to do?
I couldn't work or drive.
I guess I was quiet to stay alive.
I never said nothing even after it left.
How was I to ever know when it might return.
They just arrest or harass or search your car.
Laws can't prevent it protect.
Sometimes they can't fix what's ******.
Respect everyone's children & pets.
Mine or yours is equally precious.
Prevent evil & avoid what is bad.
Rescue them from danger.
Protect & guide unfortunate creations to be safe.
Teach the mentally challenged common sense.
Help to communicate with the deaf by writing.
Help the blind with what they need to find.

Alone & without a real home.
A twin to copy & clone.
Finally got money to put on my phone.
Benji has no treats or bone.
Shelter from the sky in a weather dome.
Scary & freaky lawn ghomes.
Confused & pointlessly roams.
Infected & diseased, a mind not at ease.
No manners....not a hello, goodbye, thank you, or please.
Ugly, fat, & old.
Don't need a strip tease.
Praying for a miracle on your knees.
Beware or the tidal waves & killer bees.
Your heart, soul, & mind sees.
Guilt hides & flees.
A serious nature.
A discovered cure.
A secret compassion.
A desired fashion.

My father had two daughters.
A son he had just one.
A wife who divorced him, to move in a pedofile ***.
Who she let whip us like a sadistic, not so fun.
Every night for 3 years we got *****.
Mom got him a loaded hand gun.
We never had a chance to escape.
He killed my hamster & the neighbors german shepherd.
No one ever said a word.
It was vulgur & absurd.
An ex con, on my face & cereal he spit on.
Our toothbrushes he peed on.
We never got justice.
Like his head on a pike. Every ounce of hatred fueled, despite.
Every fiber of it's being is not right.
An ungranted wish.
A criminal no one will miss.
I would never know if "it" hurt any other.
Most are the product of a crazy mother.
I dwell in a sh*t dome.
Where no one is ever home.
A coward's way out.
No one can hear my scream or shout.
To be murdered is what evil entity's deserve.
Satan Lucifer is the devil they serve.
To be consumed in eternal flames.
Dissected & mamed.
That is their place to belong.
To suffer agony from what they did wrong. Crushing children's souls.
To make them broken & unwhole.
Eternal torment they need.
Sin is what they feed. Extinction would'nt be a sacrifice. Their demise would be so nice. I hate child molestors. A walking disease that festers

If you believe it you can achieve it.
Visualize and it will materialize.
Thoughts are energy.
The truth can not pollute.
Potent lies are difficult to delute.
My story has no glory.
That is a fact I can't get my purity back.
I have good manners & high standards.
Don't establish bad habits.
Food puts me in the mood.
I use charm I am never rude.
I promise not to intrude.
I never sleep in the ****.

Sorry if being naked is disgusting for the decrpid old hunch back.
Poverty & broken things attack.
Her of all people should know i was born that way.
Here i despise to stay.
If me wanting to get married before age 40 is ridiculous & disgusting for her she can move into an old ***** home.
She doesn't even know how to use the voice mail on her phone.
Ariel doesn't like getting her picture taken as much as i do sorry if i seem conceited but i love myself.
I am poor without wealth.
Maybe too much.
I can feel & touch.
I have too much free time & no friends.
Finaces can mend without a loan to lend.
So my appearance means alot to me.
Something everyone can see.
I dont consider myself a selfish person.
We are each one.
I love Ariel.
I want us to live a life that's full.
i love cats & dogs & animals.
Intelligent life not fools.
I am a vegan since 1996 for moral reasons.
I am against firearms & guns.
I care about endangered species.
They should be saved & not served in pieces.
I have empathy & compassion for others especially if it's someone i am close to or acquainted with.
Your not Lord of the Sith.
Even watching something sad on t.v. or DVD can make me cry.
Not everyone deserves to die.
I dont think i am overly emotional but i have a strong empathy for unfortunate people or animals but not pity.
Unless they are not friendly & bite me.
I don't like noise.
Sexually I don't like girls just boys.
When i talk i talk too much.
When i drink i drink too much,
When i eat i eat too much.
In my mind I am not touched.
I may have an addictive personality.
I just have to be free.
Only 2 people in this world stresses me out that is my mom & brother.
We should be in the home of another.
Other then that i am easy to get along with.
Am i someone you could miss?
I can bring sunshine to anyone's day.
Who wants to play & with them have me stay.
I am an ice breaker.
I tell the truth & i am not a faker.
I am just trying to maintain a connection.
Some love & affection.
Social or otherwise.
Sometimes to live your life someone else needs to sacrifice their demise.
I need to have fun on a daily basis.
You can know how i feel from my faces.
I need love to feel alive.
Work was how i thrived.
A job is the only way to survive.
For the last 4 months i felt like a dead flower withered & lifeless.
I feel cursed not blessed.

A fantasy is wondered during this slumber.

Nightmares will stop.

Unearthed above ground on top.

To love without hate.

Self esteem & well being tranquility makes.

Beauty inside & out
is what confidence is all about.

Self love, personality, & happiness is your persona.

Sloath clings like a flame to a moth.

Like unused rust turned to dust appeals a lust.

Gluttony has a need to feed.

To be  just like you is envy's need.

Greed plants it's seed.

Pride is not something you can hide.

Seven sins deadly like anger in a stranger.

Pride, sloath, greed, & envy, is listening.

Four out of seven doesn't get you to heaven.

Animals are sacred holy vessels every species.
Wild life to farm animals to pets deserve to live a happy, safe, & loved life.
Not to be butchered & massacred to be frozen, stored, & cooked.
They have feelings, their mind has thoughts, they gave affection & require to be fed.
Their lives have purpose.
They have families & babies .
My vegan beliefs are based on moral values.
I chose for myself & daughter.
We are the only ones among disowned family & friend who are not caravores.
I never voted for the meat industry.
To have meat departments in stores.
Is like having a funeral at a wedding.
It is my choice to never purchase flesh.
To consume flesh alive or undead is not edible.
Horrific ****** is unforgettable.

****** has no compassion.
It has no style or fashion.

Barbaques are satanic rituals to give the devil power.
A sacrifice in each hour.
To be raised as a meat eatting caravore is a brainwashed tradition passed from generation to generations.
I broke the cycle.
I took a stand.
Join the cause for a new vegan world without blood vengenance.
Become a part of life.
The circle of life has no death.
The dead can't rest in pieces.
World peace on earth to save & prevent decease & demise.
In your heart feel what is wise.

Your stomach doesn't digest meat anyways it just rots there.
Today you can start to care.

To devalue the lives of cows, horses, pigs, lambs, chickens & their eggs is disrespectful, heartless, sadistic, selfish, evil, corrupt, ******, mindless, unremorseful, deceitful, betraying, & cruel.

It sickens me to see packaged body parts of animals slaughtered & mutilated.
For caravore consumption.
They would've made good friends not food.
It is disgusting to see red & purple blood leak & chicken fat juice seep through serane wrap.
People who eat the chopped off chicken & pigs feet & fish with their heads still attached & cow tongues look like human lungs are disgusting.
It is cruel & sick.
To cut up parts of a living creature.

Something borrowed,
today or tomorrow.
Something old,
Something bought & sold.
Something new,
Something blue.
Friends are so few.
Depression has a reason.
It can occur in any season.

Sadness is a moody feeling.
A broken heart with no healing.

I would like to get married.
Before I am dead & buried.

I know I have yet to live a life.
Regret cuts like a knife.
A metaphor to be a wife.
Not a ***** think twice.
I am too sweet & nice.
A piece of heaven have a slice.

Torment them no more.
Your choice has a door.
A gateway where only the holy may enter.
Witnessed ****** from the center.
Corruptive torture at the farms to cattle unarmed.
The killer seeks their pens to harm.
Justice is unconcerned as usual & disarmed.
My peace & well being is alarmed.
Everytime heartache rewinds.

Shield their innocence.
Protect their calves deliverance.
Save their essence.
Guard their bodies.
Be their lifeguard.
The cow butchers are still at large.
Put their life in charge.

Safety needs to be there to send.
Cruelty twists & bends.
Vegans will have to defend.
All the animals killed by these farm employee men.
Don't let them count to ten.
Never let the factory or dairy farms win.
Put them in a cage or a pig pen.
Bring the death count to zero.
An angel or a super hero.
Become their one true friend.
A helping hand to lend.
The future doesn't fix a past to mend.

Be kind & let your life be mine.
Now & forever in this time.
True love a commitment will bind.
Ask me out for a date.
I am not hungry I already ate.
Is it our destiny in our fate?
Finding you as my soul mate.
In a world so vast & great.
Is like finding the brightest star in the galaxy.
When you find them you can relax within thee.
I made my wish.
For my lips for you to kiss.
When I can't see you guess who I miss.
Please take my hand.
Be my man.
Use a magic wand.
Counting grains of sand.
Continents across the land.
Accomplish a miracle.
Witness what you recall.
The universe will give you all.

Women who's babies get aborted.
Their morals are distorted.
Afraid to be mothers.
Who should not have *** with others.


© Harmony Sapphire . All rights reserved

I bring thee angel a silver chain.
I tell thee also an unbelievable truth.
I shall never have fortune or fame.
I never get what I want only what I need.
My own child minimum wage can't feed.
Poverty, stench, & hatred i breathe.
Tell me what is the solution?
To control & diminish this pollution.
A sacred heart belonging to me.
An unshattered love binds us to be.
Just because I never married someone strong.
To take away my daughter is still wrong.
A sacred kiss of eternal bliss.
A glowing soul that grows.
Holiness bestows ungranted hopes.
Stealing my parental rights.
Lonely abandonment.
Evil feeds & Bites.
Unregretful resentment. Unsettling contentment.
Pages turn words burn.

My goal was to prevent war.
Not to go on anymore.
To explore the peace corp.
Don't ignore who you adore.
I was known as a diva.
The wild, alluring achiever.
On stage I danced in a cage.
My career was made.
Every night I would parade the audience always paid.
Lap dances I would never engage.
To their relentless rage.
It is a fact you won't see in my contract.
Because of my young age I received A higher wage.

The days are hot.
The nights are cold.
I hate this place I got.
This desert is making me old.
Ants are everywhere.
But the kidnapper & her fat son don't care.
The place reeks of ***** stench.
Filth, mold, dust, & cob webs with a broken fence.
I wish this dump would burn in flames.
The old hunch back crone & mama's boy is to blame.

A government of rules.
Religion in private schools.
A society with a few fools.
Morals & opinions are your tools.
Values & decisions prioritize with prestigion.
Hypocrites & contradiction.
Rage & confliction.
A manifested construction.
A massive destruction.
Measure your logic.
I don't follow the politics.
Translate & cultivate.
Don't waste & wait.
What is really at stake?
Resources we make.
Solve the equation.
Protect the nation.
Understand what you see.
Recite the recipe.
Prevent devastation.

Author Notes :

How people should matter when world's shatter.

© Harmony Sapphire . All rights reserved,

My aura glows with all my heart knows.
My mind feels what this future heals.
Pain & betrayal the past conceals.
With what fate or Destiny deals.
Faith cracks & peels.
Karma reels.
Harmony kneels.
As Envy steals.
Justice doesn't exist or is not real.

My nose is subjected to a stench of death & filth.
Time stands still.
Frozen & unchosen my essence.
Remains a single unwanted presence.
Mutual attraction has no reaction.
*** has no further action.
Unmarried, untouched, unwanted, & unloved.

Eyes of every color see.
Ears without static are clear.
My mind has no fear.
My heart can not hear.
My voice is my gear.
I speak the truth all & every year.

I love myself.
Even though I have no wealth.
I am morally strong.
I don't do wrong.
I do belong.
I love this song.
I have no ambitious goals.
I have been with some trolls.
I am not a morning person.
My day's can't much worsen.
My life is no longer cursed.
I have been through the worse.
I may not always be first.
I hate when your super late.
Alone on a date.
Do you care what I ate?
You know what I like & what I hate.
I got the nerve accept what I deserve.
How do you rate the food on your plate?
Was it just good or was it great?
Do you antisipate another long wait?
Or will we be greeted & immediately seated?
What is the fate for our next date?
I better not just be the bait.