Majestic eyes glow. Our hearts already know. Destiny will make it so.

Our beauty appears through the years. The direction our path steers. Our ambitions collide. Big hearts open wide. Generous & giving. Celestial happiness is alive & living. Strong minds with souls are kind. Your spirit love will seek & find. Unbreakable bonds bind.
Sacred connections unshatter.
A family to protect. & love, is all & everything that matters.
Envy is brutal & batters.
Aggravation disorder clutters & clatters.
Flirting harrassment unflatters.
A vision of hope develops.
Perfection is distorted & interrupted.
Childhood's get corrupted.

Soft Lips & soft hands.
Strong arms & strong legs.
Curved hips & deodarized glands.
Seductive charm & eyes that beg.
Wavy long hair & a tall height.
Hairless chest that is bare in daylight.
Hands embrace walking side by side at an equal pace.
Speaking to each other's face.
Timeless romance unerased.
Happiness experienced and unforgotten. Heartbreak shattered & rotten.
Tomorrow is promised.
My lips go unkissed.
My love rejected.
My trust infected.
My spirit ejected and neglected.

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The Cat sits on the window sill.
Time of boredom is near.
The void of emptiness is never filled.
For friendship where there's a way there is a will. Dreams can't die or be killed.
Hope, Love, Happiness, & Trust thrills.
Safe & warm indoors at home.
Outside on the road of chrome.
Sitting in the center of the room on a throne.
At the computer like a mindless drone.
Always texting & never talking on a phone.
At least the dog has a bone.
Quiet & friendless writing alone.
Relax in a bubble bath of foam.
In the evening creepy ghosts roam.

Your ears are closed.
Your mouth is closed.
Your eyes are closed.
My mind is closed.
The spirit unrose.
My soul froze.
Our hearts don't know.
Our senses doubt now.
The promises flow.
They're predictions contradict.
They're visions conflict.
They're priorities afflict.

The day continues.
The night ends.
Time decides to lend.
Weather is pending.
Messages are sending.
The universe is doomed.
Destiny will be over soon.
Our will to survive never dies.
Tired eyes cry & pity begs.
A powerful voice booms instructions down from the sky.
A rod of lightening strikes besides the unbeliever.
Fear gathers loneliness.
Willingness beckons thee to surround the discovery they found.
Unearthed courage to honor & admiration is proud.
Acknowledging the effort nodding with unspoken words.
Agreed & unseen.
Kind & not mean.
Intelligence is unyielding.
Confidence is rebuilding.
Compromise is dealing.
In touch with our feelings.
Agreements delivered with a sealing. Broken spirits continue healing. Old skins shed & are peeling.

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Pride smiles while Envy laughs.
Subsides but does not last.
Contentment worthwhile.
Broken hearts shatter in half.
Misery mourns, crys, & dies.
Sobs our eyes rob.
Love his heart steals.
A fantasy is not real.
The date's last meal.
Uttering regretful words.
Believed & understood.
Undoubted & muted.
Disagreed & disputed.
Lies to confuse & offend.
No compassion or friends.
Disgusted & untrusted.
Abused & defiled.
Deceived & unstyled.
Ignored & not worthwhile.
Uncredited, feared, hated,
unsettled, ungeared, & debated.
Unpatience has waited.

Prostitutes will go anywhere, with anyone, at anytime, & do anything.

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Whisper in my ear all the things you know I Want to hear.
Stop drinking alcohol & beer.
Or your car you can't drive or steer.
I know we worked together for two years.
It is not true the rumor of you being queer.

I know I am a little older.
The rejection feels colder.
My persuasion gets bolder.
I write my poems & keep them in a folder.

You work the produce department.
In my heart I reserved a special compartment.
Together we should get an apartment.

One day will happen when my desired dreams will be made real & true.
Most all of my thoughts are of what it would be like if I was with you.
I am a person you never knew.

Your lips just once I wish to kiss.
My secret desire I am ****** to miss.
Happiness unfelt without real bliss.

Rejection shatters my fragile crush.
Every fiber of hope turned to mush.
Any chance in hell down the toilet is flushed.

You'll never care whether or not I am there.

Your words & voice never speak to me.
Your eyes never look at me.
Your hands never touch me.

We never occupy the same space.
Our lips never touch or each other taste.
These feelings of mine will rot & waste.
Time may or may not let my desire erase.

I wish we could become friends & get closer.
But I am not your girl you chose her.

It must have been fun taking her to Disneyland. Spending all your money walking hand in hand.

I wonder this time together how long you'll stay.
It is the happiest place on earth is what they say.

A male with no issues.
A compatiable connection.
Who knows how to show respect & affection.
Who has a memorable recolition of the night before.
Who don't treat me like a one night stand *****.
Dripping wet from the shower.
Cleanliness that lasts for hours.
I like to lounge in the bath.
If I had a lover we could do it together,
only if they promise not to laugh.
He should be strong enough to carry me i weigh more than a feather.
A man with his own bedroom & place.
An address I would like to trace.
A warm trusting embrace kissing my face.
A man with independence.
With no alcohol or drug dependence.
With charm & romance.
A man who can slow dance.

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Fictional day dreams.

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A complexed fusion.
Complicated with confusion.
A foggy & dazed delusion.
False accusations.
Mere assumptions, no amusements.
Senseless movements.
Defiled improvements.
Stubborn sunshine that is not yours or mine.
Youth can't pause or rewind.
Unfading beauty doesn't wither.
Breath taking chill which shivers.
True loves kiss is never delivered.
Sunshine sets, the present regrets.
A wedding I never get.
A hatred you can't forget.
A destiny unescaping, mind ******.
An existence slow & scraping.
Only remembered from videotaping.

Alone & without a real home.
A twin to copy & clone.
Finally got money to put on my phone.
Benji has no treats or bone.
Shelter from the sky in a weather dome.
Scary & freaky lawn ghomes.
Confused & pointlessly roams.
Infected & diseased, a mind not at ease.
No manners....not a hello, goodbye, thank you, or please.
Ugly, fat, & old.
Don't need a strip tease.
Praying for a miracle on your knees.
Beware or the tidal waves & killer bees.
Your heart, soul, & mind sees.
Guilt hides & flees.
A serious nature.
A discovered cure.
A secret compassion.
A desired fashion.

Finding in the world your own place.

Elements surround my case.

Attack evil invisible or solid.

My essence you can not rid.

Of what transpired you hid.

Inconclusive criminals elusive.

Their Crimes abusive.

On earth well & free they live & exist.

A sickness I won't miss.

Probation & patrole grant them freedom.

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The sunshine can never be mine.
Maybe I will be okay & just fine.
My feelings I can not confine.
No current love spells bind.
Time of the past, present, & future.

Can not stop, pause, or rewind.
He does not want nickels, Pennies, or dimes.
No more love song dedications or hymns.
Uncomfortable & sour like lemons or limes.
Senseless words that rhyme.
Rejection like a creep of slime.
Maybe his feelings will change in time.

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A timeless waste. when you see my face.
Memories don't erase in time or space.
A spirit needs a host. A possession of a ghost.
A destiny you desired the very most.
The trees whisper a presence.
Mysteriously treasured in essence.
A being borrowed an end that is sorrowed.
Yesterday, today, & tomorrow.
Uncontrolled fate.....
it was the last that it had to create.
A perfect image to make.
A nightmare or dream.
Energy channels like prism beam.
Suspended & frozen.
A path is chosen.
Enchanted spells.
Lies you can not tell.
Truth prevails.
Anger yells.
Strange curiosity.
Confused atrocity.
Politeness smiles, happiness stays awhile.
Unheard & confined, defeat twists & binds.
Words spoken are unkind.
Friendships you can not find.
Seduction whispers a tune fillng the room.
A plan in motion to happen soon.
At night, in the morning, evening or afternoon.

Your *** crack is showing.
The whole while the neighbors never knowing.
You lay in a stale rancid puddle of ****.
Not to be near you is what I wish.
Your **** sag to your waist.
Dead flesh you love the taste.
Your mama's boy son is fat.
But nobody cares about that.
Old, bald, & grey.
You can't keep your stench away.
You are two of a kind.
Poor & miserable, with a brainless mind.
You burden me with disgust.
You are no one to love or trust.
You live in a **hole.
Poor people eat cereal in a bowl.
Your existence is shattered & not whole.
You shuffle around barefoot.
Things get lost where they are put.
You love to pakrat & hoard.
Being here just makes Ariel & I bored.

Anger of a stranger.
In my own bed room exists a nighty danger.
Hatred of who took what is sacred.
Tries to lie.
Attempts to buy.
Never explains why.
Makes little children cry.
Wishing for us to die.
Away from here I want to fly.
The kidnapper picked the wrong guy.
She should have never said "hi".
The victim was I.
She lives in a pig sty.
I hate guns.
The situation never made me run.
******, threats, & suicides are not fun.
Evil is never done.
A criminal I am not the one.
Miles are not enough distance between pedofiles.
The internet is not how they met.
I bet that is how their plan is set.
They never pay their debt.
Justice is what we never get.

Switch me for the b*tch to be.
My love wasn't fake.
You leaving me was a big mistake.
People who are cruel
think the world they could rule.
That is not a fact.
Caravores attack.
Your ego you subtract.
When I win it is like a sin.
My child is mine.
If she stays with me that will be just fine.
You can't rewind time.
Your path you will find.
Can you hear the bells that chime?
Read my words that rhyme.
Soon it will be the right time.
Is happiness a crime??
Got lost in trees of pine.
Never drink wine.
Only eat from the ripe grape vine.
Trees with lime under the slippery slime.
Smoking **** from a ****.
You know that is wrong.
Your willpower is not strong.
Have a little faith, I was pure.
You ruined me.
There is no cure.
I want us to be how we were?
Nearby evil lures.
Of that I am sure. My rank a prank. I don't have money in the bank

All the qualities I require in a man of mine.

      Honesty, love, devotion, caring,
kindness, Understanding, mercy,
compassion, intelligence, Trust,
cleanliness, faithfulness,
sincerity, Strength, spirituality,
confidence, optimistic, respect,
Loyalty, pride, consideration, helpfulness,
Generousity, friendliness, morals,
safety, Responsibility, honor, truth,
justice, fairness, Equality,
peace, joy, harmony, happiness,
Handsome, nice, worthy, deserving,
tall, Innocent, charming,
pleasant, polite, sweet, Thoughtful,
sentimental, patient, complimenting,
Affectionate, & noble.

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Colorful glowing rainbows,
Sparkling gleaming rivers that flow.
A powerful mighty god that knows.
Miles of green grass that grows.
Front & back yards to mow.
Fierce strong hurricanes that blow.
Pure white cold falling snow.
A set of ten fingers & toes.
Birthday gifts wrapped with bows.
A Bright yellow sun that glows.
I drove to a hidden cove.
Off a cliff a seagull dove.
A pelican layed down on green cloves.
Loud noise I truly loath.
At the beach I am fully clothed.
My mind in a daze because of your confusing ways, a temporary phase.
Your intentions a haze.
I follow you through this maze.
Long hot nights & summer days.
Crowds of people in a craze.
Money is what fundraisers try to raise.

Gaze upon the moon.
Moonlight illuminates the room.
Stars glitter & glow.
An enchanting beauty it bestows.
The cold night sky.
Makes me feel alive.
Not wanting to die.
An immortal existence.
Humanity has no resistance.
Fireworks penetrate the fog.
Gathering around the campfire on a log.
Rainbow colors that dont blur, you can see clearly. An image that depression is a cure.
A strength unweary.
Roasting marshmellow smores,
while the others sleep & snore.
Collecting more fire wood.
Right before me is where the grizzly bear stood.
He wanted food that is what I understood.
If you run they will attack.
The woods I wont be going back.
To live you have to stand still or try to climb a tree.
Don't run to the hills.
Just stay & be.
Animals smell fear. That much is clear.
Food attracts them. Tranqualize could be wise.

Gaze at the gigantic moon.
See how it illuminates the room.
The sky so foggy & dark casts shimmer of light,
The night grass soggy.
The dog still barks, moonlight glows bright.
A silloutte shadow of a black cat jumps a fence.
My heart beat intense.
Spooky images move.
My vision improves.
Owls are bad luck, being alone in the dark *****.

Watching & waiting,
my paranoia & fears debating.
My hopes & joys fastly fading.
My journey stops parading.
Endless nights limitless heights.
Living a nightmare,
With no one who really cares.
You’re the only one there.

Gave him the boot.
No more free ride.
Now he is forced to commute.
No longer a thorn in my side.
Did you read about what I need?
Have you read the note by the bed?
I said the cat was fed.
My another cat dead.
The stench made my jaw clench.
" I am broke " I mumbled.
The will power,
To save a dollar crumbles.
Through my bag for change I fumble.
" I am starving " I grumbled.
To work & back daily I stumble.
My hungry stomach rumbles.
My paycheck wages are so humble.
Maybe study with a buddy.
It is rude in our room to just intrude.
Even though you had good food.
The teddy bear sat dusty in the chair.
The fat cat sat asleep on the floor mat.
Nobody called or texted to chat.
Loneliness was where it was at.
I sold my gold.
I had to fold.
The cost put us at a loss.
Feeling lost. Dare to care.
Not having a job is unfair

Put a padlock on the backstock.
I gave a sweet goodbye wave.
People make fun of how I behave.
Alcohol drains common sense from your brain.
Pukes out the poison down the drain.
Can make your boyfriend homicidal & insane.
It is lame.
They have only themselves to blame.
A hangover migrane all the same.
On your heart & liver puts strain.
With him his whisky shots are to the rim.
Drinking from morning, to noon, til the next moon.
Stumbling around the room.
Be kind & brave.
Free yourself of a drunken slave.
Salvage what is left of your mind.
Don't be the guy who trys to lie.
Sobriety you never gave a try.
Pave the way I gave.
Yourself you must save.
It gets loud under a thunder cloud.
Do you ever wonder....
Why zero is the number,
To which you plunder?
Lazy & slumber....
Do you need a glass of water.
Thristy? Why do I even bother?
I actually love my daughter.
Better without a drunken dumped father. I met someone so much hotter.

For both of us, C.P.S. caused unnecessary mental & emotional distress.
Their services make me nervous.
They think they have authority.
Take a vote of the majority.
Baby snatching is their only priority.
I was never in a sorority.
I don't have senority.
The accusers of child abusers.
I don't permit to be labeeled unfit.
They are such stupid nit wits.
Misery never quits.
They took my child.
To get molested & defiled.
Through court ordered visitation where at night she would stay awhile.
Even though I filed for permanent sole custody a petition.
Nobody ever had my permission.
It wasn't my decision.
Their courthouse drama caused my & my daughter trauma.
Why is it a crime for me to be a momma?
They managed to take complete advantage.
They believed I was crazy & naive.
By my disowned "mother" they had all be deceived.
Slapped with a restraining order I had to leave.
It was senseless to conceive.
Impossible to retrieve.
They are all brainless is what I perceive.
They that they achieved was a sick, sadistic, heartless grieve.

So busy I feel dizzy.
What a fuss.
She already missed her school bus.
My distress was repressed.
I confess I tend to obsess.
I always have to express.
Her unaccurate progress with the wrong scores on the test.
What a mess.
For picture day she forgot to wear the pretty dress.
It was okay more or less.
I guess the school had the wrong address.
Her class room number was the wrong access.
By her gifted talents,
Nobody was impressed.
The thought transgressed.
I have had enough stress..not autistic..only artistic.
I went ballistic.
Nobody ever fixed it.
Her academic history falling through the cracks has been consistent.

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A collaboration with the entire nation.
What a musical sound creation.
Having my baby was never an if or a maybe.
That would have been crazy.
The one I have makes me glad.
Even though she never had a dad.
The pain was worth giving her birth.
Always needing feeding.
Never getting a wedding.
No engagement ring on my finger.
No ceremony singer.
The sky of stars are my diamonds,
pearls in the sea.
They would always mean something to me.
As the noise fades, animals leave the confinements of their caves.
Time goes on, the years get long.
Find a place or person to belong.
Birds chirp a daily song.
The sun keeps on burning.
Children are always learning.
The world keeps turning.
The fallen leaves get raked.
The earth quakes.
Hearts break.
Daylight can get too bright.
Rain sprinkles make the streets twinkle.
Foggy skies conceal distances.
Offering limited visablity resistance.
The chilly air I despise when it is there.
Warmer clothes I have to wear. To get sick I wouldn't dare.

My father had two daughters.
A son he had just one.
A wife who divorced him, to move in a pedofile ***.
Who she let whip us like a sadistic, not so fun.
Every night for 3 years we got *****.
Mom got him a loaded hand gun.
We never had a chance to escape.
He killed my hamster & the neighbors german shepherd.
No one ever said a word.
It was vulgur & absurd.
An ex con, on my face & cereal he spit on.
Our toothbrushes he peed on.
We never got justice.
Like his head on a pike. Every ounce of hatred fueled, despite.
Every fiber of it's being is not right.
An ungranted wish.
A criminal no one will miss.
I would never know if "it" hurt any other.
Most are the product of a crazy mother.
I dwell in a sh*t dome.
Where no one is ever home.
A coward's way out.
No one can hear my scream or shout.
To be murdered is what evil entity's deserve.
Satan Lucifer is the devil they serve.
To be consumed in eternal flames.
Dissected & mamed.
That is their place to belong.
To suffer agony from what they did wrong. Crushing children's souls.
To make them broken & unwhole.
Eternal torment they need.
Sin is what they feed. Extinction would'nt be a sacrifice. Their demise would be so nice. I hate child molestors. A walking disease that festers

I hear my name in the falling rain.
The sun shines on what is done.
His voice said I had no choice.
Approach my fears showing not tears.
Depression & disgust through the years.
No men to trust drinking beer.
I do not approve of my virginity at 12,
Which was unlawfully & criminally removed so awfully.
Sinning alluriity violating my purity.
Who is near me is what I fear to see.
Yearning hatred a desire to destroy.
I was just a sick toy for his insane joy.
Saturation absorbing irritation.
Ignorant complications across all nations. Abomination growing aggravation.
Hesistations of all infatuations.
Corrupted imaginations their cursed creation.
Erupted evil into a child's household. Unearthed a hex of disease like metaphoric killer bees.

Secure the perimeter.
Seal off the contaminated sector.
Where is my shield & protector.
Build a mote around the castle.
Close the draw bridge.
Recruit some muscle.
Quick let's hustle.
Canon ***** to the ridge.
Cut off their army. Seize fire.
They are too old & need to retire.
Bullet proof suits, that are fashionable & cute.
Steel toe boots, loaded guns.
You can't out run.
War is not peaceful or fun.
Violence is not the answer.
An uncurable cancer.

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She is divine, no one you will ever find.
She is sweet, innocent, & kind.
She is not yours or mine.
She can not rewind or stop time.
Not someone you can wine & dine.
Your M.O. is to dine & ditch.
Make someone your b*tch.
Seek out someone to sue who is rich.
Insurance fraud.
A philosophy that's odd.
Decisions & morals all switched.
You will never get hitched.
*** with no strings.
Corruption & hatred it what it brings.

All I know is locked inside my soul.
I heard them say it's all okay.
I want more than before someday.
My prayers never get answers.
Dissolves like a cancer.
Concentrating on waiting.
Impatience that's debating.
Autumn mist exists it's falling.
Do you hear nature calling?
Your lust appeals to my disgust.
You are no one I trust.
Can't you see me & just let me be me?
This mood is what I conclude.
Your lack of empathy is rude.
How I feel is what we all appeal.
I know what's fake & what is real.
Your misguided.
To you I confided.
Your room is where you hided.
You decide the seven deadly sins.
One of them is pride.
What is the prize you win?
Unmarked treasure, unclaimed & unmeasured.
Misery festers, judges are jesters.
As the family court house crumbles.
Judge gerald jessop stumbles.
Georgia mansury the mediator mumbles.
Terrance chucas the minors counsel tumbles.
Child protective services fumble.
Ariel is living a life that is humble.
***** donor in defeat he grumbles.
The *** offender data base profiles are ready to rumble. The madge bradley building will fall. Once & for all.

Never can I understand.
Why you never hold my hand.
I see the hole in your empty soul.
Anger can be controlled.
Will power & common sense.
Elements that tower & ignorance so dense.
My tired eyes close.
As my spirit rose.
I lay down & shiver, as I drift down the river.
The sky stares at me.
Showing me who I should be.
Killing the fire craves the desire.
My pain you can not obtain.
Happiness sustains, balance maintains.
Water on my skin luring me in.

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Hope there is honor in love.
Designs you find may or may not be mine.
Drinking wine in the deck above can't freeze time.
Peace your mind left behind one day to find.
A new life with a caring wife.
A husband to understand.
When he takes your hand.
It is a silent command.
He leads you to his bedroom.
It was grand not like "village of the ******".
There were no demands or getting body slammed.
My spirit climbs.
Rewind time where everything was fine.
You weren't married to a mime.
You treated you like slime.
Where being a mom wasn't a crime.
Food costs more than a dime.
Do you hear a tune, a melody that chimes?

Explore who we adore.
Implore a devotion.
Not an unheard of notion.
Just pure emotion.
***** gives you the blues.
Alcohol is flammable & doesn't freeze.
It ruins your liver with ease.
Another shot of whisky, "please".
Refuse to self abuse.
Just brings bad news.
Choose to confuse my muse to amuse.
Tattoos can't be washed off with shampoo.
No use with your lame excuse.
Nice try.
Lost your shoes on a cruise?
What else is new?
Santa cruz or peru? How is the view?
Transfuse but do not misuse.
An olive branch was the tool.
It was what you drew. An art to accuse.

I want to hold you.
You and I together are belonging.
That's right, you see the light.
You make my life bright.
Every night you make it alright.
You are my knight.
So charming & polite. Think of people to invite.
Be my guest.
To my invitation say "yes".
Excited & delighted.
Joy is ignited.
Ending the night we fighted.
Anger is always misguided.
The peanut brittle I bited.
You are out of sight.
Remember your rights.
Height can be a fright.
I need to write, review, revise, & recite.

You like a troll.

You ain't got no bankroll.

You dance on a stripper pole.

You live in a sh*t hole.

During the day you hibernate like a mole.

Everything you got you stole.

You lost all hope.

You can't see your life under a microscope.

Around the house you mope.

Don't look at me like I'm mother teresa or the pope.

There's another life on the other side of the *****.